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Sorry no more spectacular drawings, I'm too ill to sit through anything with much work. I did practic though.

There are a lot of huge PNGs so I think you're screwed (even I am) if you end up on dialup and interested in my zDoom modding work.

Much of the walls etc. are free, but not mine, or copyrighted to the game, so obviously I needed ImageShat to upload all this

http://yfrog.com/59screenshotdoom201003081px
http://yfrog.com/0nscreenshotdoom201003081px

This was a lot of work that took a lot of my time so now that it's somewhere on the internet that is good

And I already hate that last peice though it was a good work out of Gimp and its hidden shading abilities. Typical
Foul language lyrics below - as if there is pansy lyrics to be heard













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I work beside myself,

I work with no-one's help,

and now I walk away so you can take the blame,

feeble distortions affect the metal,

I'm broken by the wherewithal...



fuck you! (consider him an enemy!)

fuck you! (consider him an enemy!)

fuck you! (consider him an enemy!)

(consider him an enemy!)



use your pretty face! (Well obviously I was thinking that while drawing)

use your pretty face!

use your pretty face!



fuck you, oh...
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


play your games with my limp joints,

idolise this wet paper skin,

listen to the cast preach your life,

preach your life, preach your life,

and infest you with disease,

disease, disease...



dress me up in a three-piece tourniquet,

fuck and get under the scabs,

the scabs, the scabs...

never trust what you cannot kill,
(still saying FUUUUUUUUUUUUU)
and pretend that she respects, we all...
(FUUUUUUU just dissapears ~~~)


American Head Charge lyrics with improvised bits by me. (They got in before the meme)

And I already hate that last peice though it was a good work out of Gimp and its hidden shading abilities. Typical

I'm very sick so if you want to give me gifts out of kindness go ahead, I really hate having 2 things up and a bunch of unfinished work laying around, and I'm worried I may get more ill or not recover.

Sorry this is 100% whiny but I've had leukemia since August 28 and feel things aren't complete...


Oh finishing the scrap work I started seems like a good idea. There's so much getting in scrap :/

.... lol now that I look at other's pages, I'm glad I use my scraps bin, looks pretty clean and good so I just have cancer to complain about :P

I'm dying and catching up on this work hasn't been so easy. All this talking with God makes me wanna play a good game of Heretic!


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Additionally since a huge Lunix update on my system I cannot get GIMP to save .jpgs so this place must stagnate for the time being anyway I'm afraid

24 Jan and I'm starting to feel very fatigued from the chemo. Here's some blurts I wanna get out

[ul][li] The Assburgers disease should not be used as an excuse, or cop-out, but rather to take responsibility preferrably with those who are willing to accept your challeng(es).
[li] I realized how much the whole "getting some" while dying is selfish. I'm still taking offers but I'm not haphazardly persuing stuff before dying, getting my nipple bitten and some other minor good times kind of add up more than the bad stuff to me anyway. In before I say something sexist along the lines of "Women are just too Difficult." ;P[/ul]

I'm going back to bed, my shoulders hurt for no raisin.


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(done) Finish syncing watchlist from old account.

Draw some breasts!

Create message for watchers of old account (use breasts or penis or both, airbrushed, anything to make it live long in the inboxes for importance)

Update old account: Upload away messages
(done) Purge emo journals and then some.
(done) Purge people on the watch list who had
(done) way too much fetish creep (not likely for some reason lol).

(I say at least 60% done) Learn GIMP tools,
(30% done) Learn shading with GIMP

Continue learning anatomy as usual... (Shoulders, hips mostly)

(TODO/new) Write a will, seriously, I can't upload these classic Doom mods I made because I ganked a bunch of wall textures from places carelessly though made a few nice textures of my own... Though I guess it's no big deal if I'm going to be dead anyway and only care about doing ghostly ghastly things to those two most ... anonymous cowards on Furnet heh. Just know that I've done some hardcore Doom mod work and got half an old Doom episode done with Zeth, Zdoom, XWE and later DoomBuilder and a bit of Slade. I never figured out how to get objects working in Heretic II and Castle Wolfenstein very well, for some reason objects are not all gay in classic Doom and can be placed without AI booeys and other scripty flippity stuff.

TODO:

Finish syncing watchlist from old account.

Draw some breasts!

Create message for watchers of old account (use breasts or penis or both, airbrushed, anything to make it live long in the inboxes for importance)

Update old account: Upload away messages, Purge emo journals and then some. Purge people on the watch list who had way too much fetish creep (not likely for some reason lol).

Learn GIMP tools, Learn shading with GIMP

Continue learning anatomy as usual...

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Going down for benadryl and poss. maitenance, back up yur Bitty data