Thank you for your kind words and concern. Yuni and I talked a lot of it over and cleared most of it up. Some things in my/our personal life are going to be hard to change, but at least we've cleared up some miss understandings and had (not necessarily with each other) and that helped a lot.

With my physical progress that's going to be a harder one. My time I have available for the gym is still screwed up, thus my lose of progress. Work and family obligations have become more demanding and time consuming. I just gotta find the time some how.

Art?... I dunno. I lost a lot drive for it. So not sure what all to do. In time maybe.

Thank you again. Hope to chat with you all again soon.

I realized this morning that I am miserable. I'm actually so unhappy with the way my life is at the moment I can barely stand it. My art has slipped to the point to where I can hardly even sketch out anything acceptable, I seemed to have lost all progress and muscle weight I managed to gain in the 4 months, and my personable life is actual in worse condition as far as I can see. I have successfully allowed everything that used to make me happy slip away.

I doubt you'll see me do anything here, FurSpace, or even be on MSN. I just want to get away from everything and everyone.

Stolen 100% from  Meachy But that's ok, cus she stole it from some else before hand XD Anyway, on with the fun!

Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

I joined the bandwagon on this one. I'm so lame for doing it to I think XD

Anyway, if you care to join up yourself, or already are on it, I'm there to:
http://www.furspace.com/Blaits

I'll probably do more of my "Health" and Body building updates on there. Plus, finding more people to network with/befriend could be nice.

Welp, my X-Box gave me the red ring of death last night. Got it to work one time, than it came back, and I haven't been able to get it to work since. So... yeah... I'm a little pissed that it died already. Just after I get Live to. Such bull shit.

Ok, finally got on X-Box Live on the 360.
User Name: Blaits

Yeah, I know, very original. Add me if you want. I got the Orange Box and Halo 2. That's it.

See ya on line.

I did a trade with  BlacknBlue I got my half of the trade earlier this morning from him. You can listen to it here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1647120/

It's such a beautiful work, it really is. So, I just wanted to make this journal to share and to show my appreciation for the wonderful music he made for me. Listen in, fav, watch, comment. I just hope you can enjoy it even half as much as I have.

hey there all...  yunicoon and  mykiwichan for some odd reason felt the urge to tie me up with a lot of medical tape... so yeah... bondage... pics were taken <__<

all this was typed while tied/taped up... not as hot as it sounds ;__;

Just another meme.

a) tell you how I know you
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

I'm not sure if many... if any, have noticed, but I haven't really been around much. Not commenting much here on FA or been responding on MSN... I'm posting what fallows not as a call for sympathy or anything like that. Partially as a way to vent, and just to let everyone know why I won't be around much if I'm not for a while.

Late last week I got a phone call from my brother. One of my cousins was in a car accident. For some unknown reason has car swerved off the road. His car rolled into a ditch and tumbled. He wasn't wearing his seat belt. He was taken the hospital in a timely manor thankfully, but it looks like that simply will not be enough.

Still laying in a coma, the bleeding on his brain has not stopped, permanent brain damage is now without question, lung damage seems beyond controllable or manageable if even healthy levels... This all ads up to the fact that even if he could come out of the coma either he could suffer crippling mental disabilities, be restricted to a vegetated state... or more than likely his body resived too much damage that he would fall straight into a cardiac arrest... his body is more than likely too far gone to support itself.

I'm fearing the call that I'm going to get to hear that my cousin, only 17 years old, on his way to become a state police officer, working two jobs, his mothers only son, a determined, bright, strong, who is still only a kid... is going to be dead.

The thoughts attached not just to him in his condition, but all the things attached to it. Our family, the financial strain from his care and passing, everything hes being cheated out of... just the whole big picture that was his life being taken out and the mess his passing is going to leave.

I'm not good at dealing with heavy emotions like this. I'm relying a lot on  Yunicoon weather she knows it or not, and holding up pretty good because of her. But I probably won't be around much for a while.

I need no well wishes or prayers. If even only in thought, or softly spoken, please send them to my cousin Patrick and his family.

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that was kind enough to send me a Happy Birthday Shout... though I already did that by shouting out thank you's back... so this is some what of a useless journal... Either way. Thank you all again... but... a very BIG thank you goes out to  faint for making me my new bad ass avatar here. (Press F5 if you still see my "I AM THIRSTY" avatar.

Also, I have a new pic in the works. I also need to hook up again my scanner. I'll also be getting back to work on my Battle That Never Happened series... as I really fell off wagon on doing those >__<.

Also, of course, I made it to Arizona just fine. Everything seems to be going great. Except for maybe a wisdom tooth that pains to no end, but only once in a while? Either way, high hopes for what's all going on.

Stolen from  Vera

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Vices
5. Love
6. Any random question!

Bonus Question 1 about Art
Bonus Question 2 about anything


Update.
Well, I'm just about all packed up and ready. I'll be flying out to Arizona in 2 days, that's August 20th. Yep, going to be back with  Yunicoon God I can't wait. I can't wait to be with my fiancee again. We've been apart far too long.

Also, I'm still lifting. Trying my damndest to get bigger and stronger. Hopefully within a years time, be at a point where I could compete on stage. A shout out to  IceMan for any and all assistance ^__~

Also, my golden birthday is coming up. August 24th I will turn 24! I'm getting old... or so the Yuni tells me <__<

Umm, I think that's about it as far as the updates go. Though on a separate note, If you went to AC this year and played Kings with  SilverFenrir  Bluebane and myself remind me, and if you know the others who played with us all send me a link to them so we can keep in touch for next AC. I remember Regi played with us, but I can't remember his user name, I know he's here on FA somewhere.

Edit: Can't forget  Kazewolf either from AC

Ok... so I like to drink at social events. No, I'm not a drunk or a lush. I don't drink all that often, and usually not that much. But I still want to drink and share a drink or two with some of my fellow AC goers. If you're going, and think you'll meet up with me at a time where we could share a drink, please tell me what you would like. I can't promise to give everyone what the want, but it may help me to get a good idea of what all to bring and the like.

I'll probably be having beer, Budweiser or something like that. I'll also be bringing some Captain Morgan *Raises leg and poses* aaaaaaaaaannnnd not so sure as to what else @__@

Suggestions or request?

Made it back... and here's the story of how it went down.

Well, first day out:
I had just gotten my oil changed, than everything loaded up into my Jeep. Everything was going fine till about 600 miles on route through I-40, I hear a snap, a bang, than a long horrible grinding noise. I look in my rear view mirror to see a billow of white and grey smoke flow from the back of my Jeep. I pull over on an off ramp and stopped in an empty lot. The cool thing was it was a historic site of the continental divide. YAY!

I look under my jeep to see that the drive shaft to the front axle is hanging out of the Transfer case (My Jeep has part time 4 wheel drive, so a shaft goes to power the front axels when needed). I called up my step dad Matt, and he's the one to tell me what the problem is. As I'm waiting there on the side of the road, a lady was kind enough to ask if I needed help, and directed me to a local mechanic. My Jeep made a lot of horrible grinding noises, but was still drivable.

The mechanic looks underneath my Jeep and finds it to be the same problem as described by Matt... but what to do? It's to late to go to a shop, he was actually closed himself, but was kind enough to stay open for me.

We couldn't really tell if it was a bad Yoke in the transfer case, bad U-joint, or if the transfer case was going bad. All I knew was that I didn't need the front drive shaft, because I didn't need 4 wheel drive. He helped me to remove it. When I asked him how much I owed him, he said nothing, and that I would probably need the money farther down the line.

I was very grateful and thanked him for his help, than continued on my way.

I made it to the first place I had to stay the night at and got some much needed sleep.

The next morning I grabbed a bite to eat, gassed up, and than continued on my way.

234 miles down on my route through I-44, another snap, bang, and that same grinding noise. I pulled off to the side, looked underneath the Jeep to see the same thing.

I called Yuni, and she gave me the number to our insurance. They contacted a local wrecker, and had them come to pick me up. The driver was kind and dropped took me to a local dealership that could service my Jeep. He asked if he could drop me off at a local motel, but I had to turn him down... I was so low on money I knew I couldn't afford it... that night, I slept in my Jeep in the dealership parking lot.

The next morning the dealership looked at it (for a $45 charge). I was hoping it was only a bad Yoke or a U-joint... no such luck. The Transfer case was ruined, and I needed a new one. Getting a used one from a local salvage yard alone was $650, than add on another $340 in labor. Needless to say I called the same salvage yard they did and asked them if they wanted to take it off my hands. Thankfully they said yes, and offered $750. I agreed.

Shortly after the wrecker came to take away my Jeep. I had them drop me off at the local "Super 8" motel, and got them to drop their cost for a room down to only $60... which was just about all I had on me. I unloaded all the stuff from the Jeep and stuck it in my room. I was getting ready ready for the driver to cut me the check (that's how it's done), till he asked for the title... I didn't have it... and we were already this far into the transaction.

He called his boss, and said I could just mail it in, than they would mail me out the check, so I lucked out on that one.

I had called my folks earlier before the wrecker arrived, and told me that my mother and brother would be coming down with a truck to help me out and bring me back home. It took them about 11 hours, which isn't bad timing. We all got some sleep at the motel, got up early, loaded everything into my brothers truck, than scooted out on our way.

The drive back was a nice one, and we did some talking of times passed, and got back in a timely manor with no hang ups.

No I'm trying to figure out what all I'll be doing in the coming days with no job, no car, and no real plans as of yet... other than wanting to get back in college.

So, I'm back, I'm safe... but I'm still a bit at a lose :(

Thank you all for your support and those that prayed. I'll be around. See yall again soon.

Well.. there is no easy way to put this, I'm being kicked out of the house I'm currently in tomorrow. I'll save the sob story and all the drama behind the ass hattery that was behind the decision maker. It's better that I'm getting out anyway, this whole fiasco has put so much of a damper on the relationship that was between all the decision maker, Yunicoon, and myself, that there is no reason for me to stay, nor a reason for Yunicoon and myself to come back.

So... back to Michigan I go. Not to sure what all I'll be doing, staying, or whatever else right off the bat, but fuck it... better than being here.

I hope I won't be gone for too long, as I'm sure my inbox will be bursting at the seems, and all of the lovely art I will be missing out on.

I'll keep you all up to date as best as I can.


See you all later.
Blaits

Anthrocon badly recreated on Fox?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0cu.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAXDBPtZIPA

I dunno, it probably must have been funny to those outside of the fandom, but I found it to be low and cheap... Ok, the dentist part where he interviewed the squirl/bunny thing, that was actually kinda funny.

*Intro Spoken over quiet music backdrop*
Hey... Everybody...
Yeah... Let me have your attention.

I wanna tell ya'll something important.
There's a young lady in our mist...
That I think everybody needs to hear about.

Are ya listening?...
*Music Kicks up*

Well once upon time, there came to be.
A girl who made her way on to FurAffinity.

She had brown and pink fur, and dark blond hair.
And she was damn cute, that even a kitten would swear.

She befriended artist like Ivy Beth, Sketch, and Onta.
And you want to be her friend to now, don't cha?

Well it ain't that hard, whether you're a vet or a rookie.
Jut bring a glass of milk, and she'll have the cookie.
*Music quiets down for choirs*

Do you know who it is yet?...
I bet you do...
*Music kicks harder for choirs*

SHE'S OUR LITTLE YUNICOON!
And you'll be seeing her soon.

JUST THE SWEETEST LITTLE KIRIN!
And now everybody's staring.

SHE'S CUTE AND BROWN, AND MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.

DRIVING FURS INSANE! NO ONE WILL COMPLAIN!
Cus' their going crazy too.
*Music cuts back to normal*

Now she ain't that tall, only 4 foot 7.
But she's concentrated love, she's a slice of heaven.

She's done naughty things, that I need not mention.
But if you go view her profile, they'll grab your attention.

Everybody wants her, but they can't touch.
She says she has Blaits and even he's too much.

I hope you get to know her, she's sweet and kind.
Though they wonder how she's not exhausted, running through every bodies mind.
*Music quiets down for choirs*

... Too much?...
No?... Ok, sweet...
*Music kicks harder for choirs*

SHE'S OUR LITTLE YUNICOON!
And you'll be seeing her soon.

JUST THE SWEETEST LITTLE KIRIN!
And now everybody's staring.

SHE'S CUTE AND BROWN, AND MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.

DRIVING FURS INSANE! NO ONE WILL COMPLAIN!
Cus' their going crazy too.

*Outro Vocals sound like their coming from a megaphone/speaker*
Are you going to add her to you watch list?!

Is that glass of milk you got still cold?!
*Normal loud vocals from choirs pop in.*

SHE'S CUTE AND BROWN, AND MAKES THE WORLD GO!
*Cuts back to Outro Vocals.*

Anybody see the gift art she got from Strider Orion?...

Oh, if you play your cards right, she just might give you a hug.
*Normal loud vocals from choirs pop in.*

DRIVING FURS INSANE! NO ONE WILL!...
*Cuts back to Outro Vocals, but sings the words.*

SUCH A PRETTY PONLY! CLIPPETY CLOP, CLIPPETY CLOP!
*Normal loud vocals from choirs pop in.*

DRIVING ME INSAAAAAAAANE!

____________________
This poped in my head, but it sounded like something that would be done by Saliva (Think of their song "Ladies and gentlemen").

It probably seems stupid, but, who knows. Maybe it will be made into a song... stranger things have happened.

This is where we are, and how far we have come.
It's trivial to strangers, but astounding to some.

You were my dream, for over two and half years,
with days mixed with torture, longing, and tears.

I battled myself, while your attention was grabbed.
I stood up to lies, while my back had been stabbed.

I stayed honest and loving, not caring the cost.
I gave you my all, even after I'd lost.

You always came first, that's how I had thought.
You'd always be loved, no matter what pain be brought.

But finally I confessed, and confided to you.
All that had happened, and what I'd been through.

It all had worked out, I held out for so long,
but I knew you were worth it, with you I belong.

---

I could have kept this little bit privet between just me and my love, but I thought it better to show just how much she is loved.

Just like the poem says, for over 2 1/2 years, I longed to be with her. But due to lies told about me, and the acts of others, she was lead away from. I never stopped talking with her, and always seemed to keep her close. She was left broken by the ones who had lead her away from me. And slowly, I helped to bring her back up.

When things had begun to get better for her, she asked me why I hadn't tried to be with her... the truth came out. I confided to her how I lost hope that she would ever be with me, so I did what I could to keep her happy in any other way I could. Many of the things I had done caused me a lot of personal anguish, including helping her salvage or rebuild a previous relationship, coaching both sides on what to say and explain each others situations (behind both their backs non the less).

Why? Because I loved her, I loved her so much that that her happiness meant so much more than mine, that I would do what I could to help make her happy... if even with someone else. We discussed a lot of things, and debunked some nasty lies that had been said about me.

So after 2 1/2 years of waiting, we were finally together, and still are today.

I would not be half the person that I am today without her. I would be lost in a very dark place with probably still no motivation or faith in myself. She has given me so much, and I still feel unworthy of her love admiration.

So, to my future wife. I love you. So very much. I'm sorry for not being better for you, when I know should have so much more, but I will do all I can for you, for us. Happy Valentines day (If even a day early).

A thank you to  GunSlingerDragon for fixing up what would have been a failed avatar for me. Hit F5 if you don't see my new avatar.

Thanks again bud. Oh yeah, anyone else thirsty?

Tagged by  achilles

* Each person starts with eight random facts, traits, or quirks about themselves.

* LJer's that are tagged get to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

* At the end of your blog, you get to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

1. I'm in the process of joining the Phoenix Police Dept.
2. I'm engaged to  Yunicoon
3. Shaggy 2 Dope offered me a hit of his joint while I was at Violent J's home/personal recording studio... Yes, that is true, and yes, I turned it down.
4. I can speak Pig Latin far better and much faster and clearer than I can plain English... it's sad.
5. On line, only guys hit on me <__<?
6. I can and have out shot my brother, who is an ex-marine. (Guns used were my .357 Magnum and a 12 gauge shotgun)
7. I'm actually self conscious about my body, even more so since I've had to stop my weight training.
8. I'm jealous of the success and popularity of both artist that I live with  Yunicoon and  Mykiwichan 's. I wish I could get as many waters and fans as them ;__;
*Is kinda pathetic* <__<

I tag:
 Yunicoon  Mykiwichan  ILikeYourArt  Shenhibiki ... I don't really know anyone else I could tag...

Just to see who will answer this. Answer the questions accordingly. Just for fun I guess.

1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

And there you have it folks. Those are the questions.
*Wonders what kind or responses (if any) I will get*

For those of you who aren't watching  Yunicoon and haven't seen her newest journal, than let me be the one to tell you. Last night at Yunicoon's and my favorite sushi restaurant at the end of our meal I got down on one knee and propossed to her. Caught totally off guard, I asked her if she would marry me.

With eyes watering up and a overwhelming smile, she said yes.

So, I am officially engaged. I'm sure sooner or later either she or I will have some pictures up to share.

Ok, well, I'm putting a hold on any more people to join in for my series of Battles that never happened for the moment, unless if I personally sent you an invitation to join myself, than it I have room open for only you.

As it stands, these are the combatants who will be facing off against Blaits will be:
 faint Skech himself.
 Yunicoon Yunicoon herself
 mykiwichan Her character French Kiss
 ILikeYourArt His character Zeph
 ShenHibiki As himself
 Vera Vera herself
 Blazger Blazger himself
 SteelTheWarrior Steel himself
 bluesquirreldude Dusty himself
 achilles Achilles himself (arm wrestling)
 YuriMatsue His character Delia

I still have a few invitations floating out and inviting them in, they will be the only exceptions.

Thank you for everyone who chose to participate. Remember, these fight sense are all meant in good fun, and in no way mean anything malicious or hateful.

Edit: Late arrivals that were invited include:
 TRAIN Train's character Pirate Queen

I will soon be starting a series of pictures of "Battles that never happened". Pretty much I will pit Blaits against of characters in a fight that never happened. I'm taking request for different characters to fight against Blaits. You can recommend characters of different shows or movies, or your own character. I might also be asking some if I can use there characters, so let's see what good fights can come about this. Pic the battle grounds and maybe the weaponry, this should be a lot of fun.

On the Table already being planed out
 Blaits vs  Faint
 Blaits vs  Yunicoon

I may not take all request and may change or modify certain suggestions to make it easier on me. Also, please don't request other peoples characters unless you have their permission.


Edit: Forgot to say, you should ask include links to said characters... I need to know what they look like if I'm going to draw them :P

Yuni here, just posting a journal for Blaits because he doesnt have the internet where hes at right now!

Soooo he is taking request!! :D