Fist fight with father
Posted 3 years agoI had a fight with my father
basically, my dad left a lot of his old junk behind when he cheated on my mother
id collated it into huge boxes and to,d him to collect it
things were fine until we got to paperwork
he started being snooty and making flippant comments and I told him to show me some respect
he made another comment about something and I got annoyed
he made another comment and I got angry.
his attitude pissed me off so much, 12 years of fury broke free and the next thing I know, we were fighting
I’m ok jsut a few bruises and my father was knocked out
we went for dinner after my mom managed to talk me and my father down and we’re back
but I feel really wrong
I shouldn’t have gotten so angry and hit him but I jsut lost it…..
anyways I’m fine now….
basically, my dad left a lot of his old junk behind when he cheated on my mother
id collated it into huge boxes and to,d him to collect it
things were fine until we got to paperwork
he started being snooty and making flippant comments and I told him to show me some respect
he made another comment about something and I got annoyed
he made another comment and I got angry.
his attitude pissed me off so much, 12 years of fury broke free and the next thing I know, we were fighting
I’m ok jsut a few bruises and my father was knocked out
we went for dinner after my mom managed to talk me and my father down and we’re back
but I feel really wrong
I shouldn’t have gotten so angry and hit him but I jsut lost it…..
anyways I’m fine now….
….
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RIP to our monarch
Posted 3 years agoQueen Elizabeth II, the UK's longest-serving monarch, has died at Balmoral aged 96, after reigning for 70 years.
She died peacefully on Thursday the 8th September 2022 afternoon at her Scottish estate
I’m actually kinda sad since she’s been queen for as long as I’ve lived and now to see her gone
It’s jsut…wow
The Queens funeral will be on the 19th of September
She’s done a lot in her lifetime, seen a lot and to see so much support from so many countries is a testament to how many lives she touched
Ah well
I hope she rests peacefully now
She died peacefully on Thursday the 8th September 2022 afternoon at her Scottish estate
I’m actually kinda sad since she’s been queen for as long as I’ve lived and now to see her gone
It’s jsut…wow
The Queens funeral will be on the 19th of September
She’s done a lot in her lifetime, seen a lot and to see so much support from so many countries is a testament to how many lives she touched
Ah well
I hope she rests peacefully now
The weather sucks
Posted 3 years agoSome how it’s really hot in my room and yet somehow pissing down outside DX I hate British weather sometimes especially when it affects my home with this constant withering of house sealants and defences against the elements DX so much stress right now and barely anything staves it off Aw well more depressing crap from me according to some DX
And now my mom is really sick …
. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGH FOR GOD SAKE!
And now my mom is really sick …
. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGH FOR GOD SAKE!
I rarely rage quit games…
Posted 3 years agoBut Star Wars, Knights of the old republic has finally made me rage quit at the last boss
without spoiling much (sorry for the actual spoilers) in case anyone who watches me wants to play it blind
it’s a fun game
the combat was a new challenge for me as I had a tough time doling out commands XD
but the final boss really made me angry
Basically, in the final boss, the boss can heal himself with captive Jedi that you have to free using force powers
and NONE of my support powers work on them!
meaning I can’t beat the last boss
who the hell decided that as a mechanic is for the last boss
it makes the game unbeatable for some players who used only support powers as the final boss hits like a goddamn freight train even to the highest levels and is practically impossible to do any sort of significant damage to
what’s wrong with having a level exclusive power to help you instead of hiding what you needed to do
without spoiling much (sorry for the actual spoilers) in case anyone who watches me wants to play it blind
it’s a fun game
the combat was a new challenge for me as I had a tough time doling out commands XD
but the final boss really made me angry
Basically, in the final boss, the boss can heal himself with captive Jedi that you have to free using force powers
and NONE of my support powers work on them!
meaning I can’t beat the last boss
who the hell decided that as a mechanic is for the last boss
it makes the game unbeatable for some players who used only support powers as the final boss hits like a goddamn freight train even to the highest levels and is practically impossible to do any sort of significant damage to
what’s wrong with having a level exclusive power to help you instead of hiding what you needed to do
My internet is back finally lol
Posted 3 years agoSo I finally got the access to the internet for my new router
I’m a happy person (sort of again)
I’m a happy person (sort of again)
Don’t use TalkTalk
Posted 3 years agoIt’s official
Whoever invented the internet provider TalkTalk is a total bastard
I have never met a bigger bunch of liars and morons outside of my countries Government (Britain) and that includes Rishi Sunak
Context:
So Recently my internet router has decided to disconnect itself from every device in the house Every ten minutes And prevent us from using it claiming it’s “unable to connect to the network”
So my mom and I went onto the chat room support site using our 5g on our phones
After TWO hours of repetitive questions and silly offers to upgrade our contract (we’re leaving them so that’s stupid anyway) the answers we got boiled down to
“It’s not us, you’ve damaged it
Nothings wrong
All is fine with the connection”
Then yesterday it got worse and worse and we were forced back to the chat room
We were then told that our system is outdated after being GUARANTEED by a previous employee that nothing was wrong
And once again attempting to pressure us into upgrading our system
So if you’re in Britain and use TalkTalk or are thinking of using it
DONT USE IT
FIND ANOTHER INTERNET PROVIDER
Ahem…
That’s all folks
Whoever invented the internet provider TalkTalk is a total bastard
I have never met a bigger bunch of liars and morons outside of my countries Government (Britain) and that includes Rishi Sunak
Context:
So Recently my internet router has decided to disconnect itself from every device in the house Every ten minutes And prevent us from using it claiming it’s “unable to connect to the network”
So my mom and I went onto the chat room support site using our 5g on our phones
After TWO hours of repetitive questions and silly offers to upgrade our contract (we’re leaving them so that’s stupid anyway) the answers we got boiled down to
“It’s not us, you’ve damaged it
Nothings wrong
All is fine with the connection”
Then yesterday it got worse and worse and we were forced back to the chat room
We were then told that our system is outdated after being GUARANTEED by a previous employee that nothing was wrong
And once again attempting to pressure us into upgrading our system
So if you’re in Britain and use TalkTalk or are thinking of using it
DONT USE IT
FIND ANOTHER INTERNET PROVIDER
Ahem…
That’s all folks
OMG
Posted 3 years agoIt’s updog
The heat…l
Posted 3 years agoJeepers creepers the weather today
It’s been so hot I haven’t been able to function at all DX
Makes you feel sick how hot it’s been
I’m British, I’m not supposed to handle this heat DX
It’s been so hot I haven’t been able to function at all DX
Makes you feel sick how hot it’s been
I’m British, I’m not supposed to handle this heat DX
30 degrees and HIGHER?!
Posted 3 years agoSeriously, the weather is so hot in the uk right now that the Uk has issued one of its first ever “red warnings for extreme heat”
And Aparently it’s going to rise higher as the day goes on
Getting higher?
The heats so bad right now that my road has had some electrical issues already
And it’s supposed to get hotter than this?
God damn it….
And Aparently it’s going to rise higher as the day goes on
Getting higher?
The heats so bad right now that my road has had some electrical issues already
And it’s supposed to get hotter than this?
God damn it….
An option on sonic
Posted 3 years agoSonic and most of his team are jsut anthropomorphic nudists since most of them don’t wear clothes
Dinner XD
Posted 3 years agoSteak, fries, cheesy bread, corn on the cob and a bottle of cider
Is there any supper better?XD
Is there any supper better?XD
Politics suck
Posted 3 years agoI’m not looking to get into a political argument with anybody over anything, I’m jsut stating my opinion
Especially in my country
I’m starting to think msot politicians don’t live in the real world
Like at all
Especially in my country
I’m starting to think msot politicians don’t live in the real world
Like at all
Idiots drivers
Posted 3 years agoSometimes I wonder how some people are allowed on the roads
Especially idiots who can’t seem to tell when it’s prudent to sue a brake properly or when to change lanes and how to make sure you do it safely
Now I’ve hurt my back and some mad woman is driving around causing chaos on the roads
Honestly some people need to retake their driving tests, the people who let them pass were clearing fricking blind
Especially idiots who can’t seem to tell when it’s prudent to sue a brake properly or when to change lanes and how to make sure you do it safely
Now I’ve hurt my back and some mad woman is driving around causing chaos on the roads
Honestly some people need to retake their driving tests, the people who let them pass were clearing fricking blind
Lightning strikes!
Posted 3 years agoThere’s a massive thunderstorm outside my house right now
Coloumns of lightning keep hitting the fields outside where I live
It’s both awesome and extremely nerve wracking for me XD
Coloumns of lightning keep hitting the fields outside where I live
It’s both awesome and extremely nerve wracking for me XD
Old games on new consoles
Posted 3 years agoSo I started hearing a rumour that persona 3 and 4 are going to be ported to the ps5, alongside the sly cooper games
I’m both excited and curious
What’s your guys opinion on bringing old games onto up to date consoles?
Should old games be left where they were or is it good that’s new players can experience them?
Should these games be remade outright, like the resident evil games? Or should they stay old and trusty with nothing added on to them like some remakes do
Are remakes a bad thing or do the added bells and whistles add new exciting gameplay for you
Jsut curious that’s all lol
I’m both excited and curious
What’s your guys opinion on bringing old games onto up to date consoles?
Should old games be left where they were or is it good that’s new players can experience them?
Should these games be remade outright, like the resident evil games? Or should they stay old and trusty with nothing added on to them like some remakes do
Are remakes a bad thing or do the added bells and whistles add new exciting gameplay for you
Jsut curious that’s all lol
Gateway problems?
Posted 3 years agoDoes anyone else keep getting “bad gateway” stuff with this site?
Or that stupid “Furaffinty will return soon” page?
I seem to get it every other day these days
I mean jeez this site must have major issues if that keeps happening
Or that stupid “Furaffinty will return soon” page?
I seem to get it every other day these days
I mean jeez this site must have major issues if that keeps happening
Returning journal
Posted 3 years agoI’ve been back on here for a while now with comments and whatnot but I thought it prudent to post a journal to the small audience I might still have after the whole episode a little while ago
First off
I make no excuse, I was a crappy person on those days and the who,e thing spiralled completely out of control especially with how it was handled (by myself I mean)
So I’m sorry for that
Secondly I want to address some of the things that were Said during this period
As someone commented, I seemed like a narcissistic person and as someone else (don’t worry, I’m not having a go now I jsut want to address this stuff) I posted vent journals for attention
to the first point
I am a VERY selfish person. I’ll hold my hand up now and admit that. I am a selfish asshole but that’s becuase I’ve learned in this life if you don’t look after number one, you won’t survive. The world sucks and I won’t apologise for who I am
BUT
I’ll admit now, I post vent journals because I feel like crap and need to vent
BUT I DO NOT DO THIS FOR PURELY FOR ATTENTIONS SAKE
My mood swings really badly some days. Anything can set it off and make me feel like utter crap, even bordering to the point where I don’t get out of bed for most of the day because I feel like a worthless price of trash
I post vent journals because I feel I can put the stress into the words and write them out of me.
That is why I post them here
Sure it’s nice when people send their well wishes but I don’t reply because…well I don’t
It’s a shitty reason and I don’t expect people to like it but there you go
I doubt this will convince anyone since any people I did talk after the fact now believe I lie about anything I say for attention but there you go
I’m sorry for the way I acted in some capacity but that’s who I am
If you still wanna talk to me, that’s your business
If not it was nice knowing you
First off
I make no excuse, I was a crappy person on those days and the who,e thing spiralled completely out of control especially with how it was handled (by myself I mean)
So I’m sorry for that
Secondly I want to address some of the things that were Said during this period
As someone commented, I seemed like a narcissistic person and as someone else (don’t worry, I’m not having a go now I jsut want to address this stuff) I posted vent journals for attention
to the first point
I am a VERY selfish person. I’ll hold my hand up now and admit that. I am a selfish asshole but that’s becuase I’ve learned in this life if you don’t look after number one, you won’t survive. The world sucks and I won’t apologise for who I am
BUT
I’ll admit now, I post vent journals because I feel like crap and need to vent
BUT I DO NOT DO THIS FOR PURELY FOR ATTENTIONS SAKE
My mood swings really badly some days. Anything can set it off and make me feel like utter crap, even bordering to the point where I don’t get out of bed for most of the day because I feel like a worthless price of trash
I post vent journals because I feel I can put the stress into the words and write them out of me.
That is why I post them here
Sure it’s nice when people send their well wishes but I don’t reply because…well I don’t
It’s a shitty reason and I don’t expect people to like it but there you go
I doubt this will convince anyone since any people I did talk after the fact now believe I lie about anything I say for attention but there you go
I’m sorry for the way I acted in some capacity but that’s who I am
If you still wanna talk to me, that’s your business
If not it was nice knowing you
A short break
Posted 3 years agoSo to put things simply, I’ll be taking a short break, nothing big, most likely just a day or two to blow off some steam and whatnot
after all this shit today and having a falling out with a real life friend over some meaningless shit, I’ve decided that there’s a part of me that needs to go
That’s the part I need to spend jsut depressurising for lack of a better term
I’ll probably post again on Friday or Saturday but yeah
I need some time to have fun away from this part of the internet and hopefully make myself less of an asshole
Jsut a quick disclaimer, I’m not leaving the site, jsut having a bit of a deflate from here
after all this shit today and having a falling out with a real life friend over some meaningless shit, I’ve decided that there’s a part of me that needs to go
That’s the part I need to spend jsut depressurising for lack of a better term
I’ll probably post again on Friday or Saturday but yeah
I need some time to have fun away from this part of the internet and hopefully make myself less of an asshole
Jsut a quick disclaimer, I’m not leaving the site, jsut having a bit of a deflate from here
Saying you want to help
Posted 3 years agoIt’s funny when people on here and on other websites claim they want to help, then shut you out when they feel they’ve been slighted over nothing
It really is hilarious
It really is hilarious
Left alone
Posted 3 years agoFuck it
I try to get some ideas from people who for some reason love to comment then don’t
IM FED UP WITH THIS ON OFF BULLSHIT
I try to get some ideas from people who for some reason love to comment then don’t
IM FED UP WITH THIS ON OFF BULLSHIT
25oth ideas?
Posted 3 years agoSo I jsut realised I’ve posted 240 pictures on here XD
Damn how much time I have wasted in these crappy pictures XD
Anyways, anyone got any ideas of how to celebrate the 250th pic?
Damn how much time I have wasted in these crappy pictures XD
Anyways, anyone got any ideas of how to celebrate the 250th pic?
Ups and downs
Posted 3 years agoI go from no comments to tonnes of comments to no comments XD
It’s kinda surreal
It’s kinda surreal
Picture missing
Posted 3 years agoHas one of my pictures disappeared for you guys?
It features my main oc, jay, Chrissy the Pegasus and the blue guard oc steel spear
It features my main oc, jay, Chrissy the Pegasus and the blue guard oc steel spear
Story proposition
Posted 3 years agoA Riolu in equestria story
Who would read it?
Who would read it?
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