Am I gonna be in it? No

Do I want to be in it? No

Why not? I have my reason's

I don't want to be in it this year and if yer able to read my LJ this link will let ya know why.

http://blazger.livejournal.com/162639.html

Respect my wishes please k thanks.

Unf'd away from  tailsxfoxxninja

NORMAL FRIENDS: Never ask for FAYGO.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: are the reason you have no FAYGO.
NORMAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.
NORMAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: cry with you.
NORMAL FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.
NORMAL FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
NOMAL FRIENDS:ASK WHAT A FAYGO SHOWER IS
JUGGALO FRIENDS:SAY "WHAT TIME AND WHERE?IM FUCKIN AMPED NOW!!!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
NORMAL FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HERE BITCH!WHERE'S THE FAYGO????!!!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Are for life.
NORMAL FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."
NORMAL FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out.
NORMAL FRIENDS: Would ignore this.
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will send this to all there JUGGALO friends and hope to get it back! MMFCL

I wanna show ya'll a little something I found of a wicked dude on Youtube named Angry Joe. He hosts, www.angryjoeshow.com and does the most awesome video game and stuff reviews for all of us to enjoy.

Well this latest one I have to post a link here to is about a product called Cat Butt Gum.

Really some weird stuff to try and find and try it to see if it does taste like cat butt :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUk8M4UF5Os

Hope you get a kick out of this like me and frost did XD

Well I was very impressed of a new movie comin out for all those who love owl's. This was rather interesting to watch the trailer so I just might go see it when it comes out in September.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsAErYNyRuE

Ya know call me a softy but sometimes when I listen to music, I don't just wanna hear good beats and psychopathic music all the time.

Now and then I listen to some music that sounds classical yet has some meaning to it. One song in particular that makes me tear is something I love the most. I'm not being anything emo but I love music. To me I listen to everything. Music is my life as well. I love classical the most I think.

When that eventful day happens that I should leave ya all. I wish to have this song play for me as a memorial. I know there will be many tears at that time. I never wish to see anyone cry but I wish only for you all to let me know in the afterlife that you will never forget me. To keep me in your hearts forever and remember that I am a friend like no other.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yyDZscyf8lU

I know its from a game but this I love it the most and think it fits me.

Hey guys just thought I'd let ya'll know that there is a brand new Sonic the hedgehog game to the Xbox circut. And by circut I'm talkin bout Racing.

Yup yup Sonic has hit the race track in Sonic and Sega All Stars Racing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZFFiTPw98I

The game is wicked sweet. The characters are super awesome. The allstars from the tennis game have come back and put their tennis rackets in the garage and come out with their own sweet rides in this hyper fast, speed boosting, missle launching, bomb rolling game.

The game features mission modes, time trials, single racing to get yer wheels used to it, and of course MULTIPLAYER!! Race on any track against anyone on xbox live. So many characters to choose from too.

The Allstar characters are Samba de Amigo, Billy Hatcher, Ulala from Space Channel 5, B.D. Joe from Crazy Taxi, Beat from Jet Set Radio Future, AiAi from super monkey ball, Ryo from Shenmue, and many more including your favorites from the sonic world.

Sonic, Shadow, Knuckles, Tails, Amy, Big the cat, and Eggman.

The worlds you race in are insane. Race over 24 different worlds like the spooky tracks of Curien's mansion from House of the Dead, The twisty turny jungles and desert of Super Monkey Ball, The trippy and maraca shakin worlds of Samba de Amigo, The icy egg rollin roads in Billy Hatcher, and the Casino world and Egg fortress from Sonic's area's.

Unlock the All-Star and take it to the other racers knocking them for a loop. Play as Amy and squash them into the ground with her Mallet, Play as Beat and graffiti tag yer opponent and blind them, Play as Tails and put the competition into a real twister, Play as Eggman and blast everyone off the track or Play as Sonic and go Super Sayin :P and speed dash to the finish.

And what better to have in the game sides fast cars and awesome racers and levels but awesome as hell music. This will really get yer tail shakin. One great music artist in the game is of course Bentley Jones.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvwSo0enyPk

This game is so worth getting if you have a Xbox360 or a DS or Wii and PS3.

Me and kitty have it so get it and challange us to a little race sometime.

See ya on the track

Hey guys whats shakin. Thought I'd pop on here and help out another fellow buddy in gettin some advertisements for him.

My buddy  randomdragon is taking commissions right now to do 5 drawings for only 50 bucks. The art he does is rather nummy and also sexalicious. His normal price for it is like 20 bucks but for 50 thats like one hell of a deal. I decided to get myself some and I will be joining some special people that I have chosen to be rather naughty together.

I'm not gonna spoil the suprise of who I'm with so be on the lookout when they are done.

In the meintime get yer ass over to his section and get some commissions done by him. The tiger commands you to :D

Hey guys whats shakin. I just got word from a buddy of mine on Myspace that today is

NATIONAL PANCAKE DAY!!!

He's also a fellow juggalo and found something rather interesting. Now I know ya'll like different flavored Syrup's and such like strawberry (which is mine), blueberry, maple, etc.

But the recipe he gave me sounds delicious to make for yer pancakes.

http://ow.ly/i/yP7

Its a recipe to make Faygo flavored syrup. I think this is the new awesomeness. You can use any flavor you enjoy the most now on yer favorite morning breakfast pancake. They say orange juice isn't just for breakfast any more, well Faygo soda isn't just for drinking any more

Its for PANCAKES!!

.....The question still arises sometimes for me. What is a friend to you?

I mean all these years of being a kind gentle sweet tiger to those I truely care about, should I ever expect anything in return. Sometimes no, sometimes yes, but a friend to me is about as much as my homies are there for me cause my friends and homies are my family.

A great ninja and fellow furfriend once texted me a phrase on my cell.

"A friend is there to catch the first tear, wipe away the second tear, and bitch slap the motherfucker who causes the third."

That friend is my pal Renamon who is a male renamon juggalo who lives out in PA. He's been my friend almost ever since I joined the fandom 5 years ago. He's a naughty little bastard but he knows I care bout him as he does for me.

Although his confusious talkings are good there is something I live by and I mentioned this at bowling last night.

"Treat others the way you wanna be treated." and also "To get respect you have to give respect." I mean wouldn't a friend understand part of this? I've tried but I guess I haven't been trying hard enough.

A few days ago I guess I did something I shouldn't of and I thought more about what would be better for all of us and was not trying to be "responsible" I had gotten my unemployment money and wanted to put it to better use than paying for video games or buying equipment like most other people do. I went and got more food for us to last more than just a week on the way back home. Yet I'm told I am irresponsible.

At dinner I treated my mate to getting food and then at bowling I paid for me frost and kenova to bowl while in suit. I wanted to do something nice for once. And to top it off I don't know if any of you heard but a fellow friend at bowling had money stolen from his wallet and we don't know who could of done it. $150 was taken from his wallet cause he accidentally left it out on the table in the changing room.

To think a fur would stoop so low as to something like that. Who ever you are that did that, you are a heartless asshole and should be ashamed of yerself. Hope yo uenjoy the money cause the security camera caught you doing it and once the cops review the tape, yer ass is busted.

But you know what I did? I did something that wasn't irresponsible or bad or even fucked up.

I pulled out my OWN wallet and gave my friend 200 bucks from my unemployment money, to help cover the money that was stolen. WHY you may ask?

Cause I'm a friend and I wouldn't expect ever anything in return. Its what friends do. I'm not a terrible person. Some like to make me look like one but it doesn't work nor does it phase me. I don't think with my dick when I have friends over. I don't play with emotions. I don't hide behind a false face of trust or love and later reveal myself to be nothing but a player.

All I'm saying is if you think of me as a bad person, think I'm evil or just irresponsible and you take a side before listening to both sides, then one day your gonna mess up that friendship you once had and not just hurt those you kicked to the curb, but later on you'll realize that you lost something truely special in your life when you learned the actual truth.

Here's a last bit of wisdom from this tiger.

"Blood in your body runs to 2 heads, try using the one that will make things better in life."

There be a contest going on right now for a wicked new faygo shirt design.

http://ow.ly/180jC

Money is also involved for the best design made for the next new shirt. 1500 bucks goes to the winnar :D

Vote for yer favorite cause I think the flavor splash one has my vote :D

Hope ya'll are havin a happy one. Tiggy wishes ya'll a happy valentines with chocolate, roses, and lots of tiggy lovins

Won't you be my valentine? =^-^=

Well guys whats been new. Wanna thank those who commissioned  dmk for stuffs but he's still lookin for more peoples to commission him. So if you want some buff stuff of yer fursona then place head over there and give him a note telling him what you want k.

But now I'm gonna help out my wonderful chirrball coon  magnusdiridian by lettin ya'll know his new fursuit making commercial is up and runnin on youtube and I think he's done a major improvement. He's done so well that once things get a little better on my end I'm getting one from him so ya'll will see me in a whole new perspective. I'm not telling you all what it is but you'll see when the time comes.

But for now here is his commercial and I think if anyone out there would like a well done hand made fullsuit by my coon then get one and if you want a partial suit then ask about partial pricing. Either way he'll make you one interesting suit when he's done :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2D6rg6jA5U

Hey guys whats shakin. Thought I'd pop on to let ya know that my buddy  dmk or  subzero (both are his) is taking commissions right now and is doing them for 20 bucks full color and can get them done same day you ask for one :D

If you like muscles and stud's and want yer character done up like one, then help him out some and ask for a comission. You'll be happy wit the results.

Well I'm back. I've had a slow yet thinking weekend. I've had the time to think things through and make some different decisions left and right. A few things made me feel better like watching new Gmod vids by Das Bo schitt and Kitty0706. It made me laugh alot and also made me spend a little more time with frost while we watched them.

But here's a few bits of things I have had time to think over.

For starters on the job area. Well After the fun little letter I got last week from my garage door job, stating that I was driving for personal purposes and also while intoxicated I filed an appeal against them for this. I'm hoping to get something in the mail of the day when I have to show up to court for this. I already have my witnesses who are more than willing to testify for me. Catter was the one I had given a few rides to six flags where he worked and I wouldn't take him there unless I asked for permission from my boss. If he said no then I couldn't do it. But if I was able to take him to work then he said yes. Cause at the time he worked there my truck was locked inside the shop untill the yard was made and well I work in the morning and catter couldn't go to work with me. When he had to I asked my boss if it was ok and he said yes. Falcon is my witness to show how poorly my boss handled the situation when the transmission broke down on the truck at our new place for the second year in a row. Now a transmission shouldn't have to break a year later. I don't push the truck to its limits like everyone else does, but when you take it to an auto shop called Mexico Auto to be repaired, you get a shit done done by shitty people who don't care and Mark (my former boss) wanted it on a certain day done so I could get back on the road. You shouldn't have to rush people to get what you want. I gave them the time and respect to work on my truck when I had to take it there and there was always a problem with it like every few months.

Lets just say this kinda falls in a catagory of like Artist and commissioner. Darius went through this a month ago and it wasn't cool the way Darius was offering free sketches and stuff and well he had a big line and someone was being a douche about it. One person wanted it by a certain date and Darius said he's on a list of people and it would be done when its done. When darius finished what he was makin for the guy it was a week or so past the due date the guy wanted it and he copped an attitude at Darius. Now I think the guy forgot that it was a FREE sketch and there was a LINE. You can't get everything you want at a certain time when other people are ahead of you in a line. Its like cutting in front of people at like a Mcdonalds during the lunch rush. You have to get in a line and wait yer happy little ass till you are next.

Well anyway like I said Falcon is my witness to show how rude Mark is and since Falcon is also a mechanic he can vouge for how messed up the truck was. So I couldn't drive it everywhere even if I wanted to. Mark wanted his employee's to sometime's fix the truck ourselves even though we have no mechanic skills on fixing vehicles. Thats something I was not supposed to do. I didn't know how to do it and mark made me do it anyway.

As for the driving while intoxicated, which is total bullshit, cause everyone knows I don't drink and drive and if mark has such evidence that I was intoxicated then it would be on police files. Which is why when I get my tax return I'm paying off the money I owe the court and get my license back and also asking them for a police report on everything I did during my time working for Mark. If it should say I was driving while intoxicated then I'm in big trouble, but if it should not say it, then mark is in big ass trouble. I hope all goes well for me once I get the paperwork to show for court. Best part is its during the work hours for the shop so Mark will have to have some kind of evidence to pull together and not just money I owe that asshole and the Jean bitch secretary ain't gonna be able to help him this time.

I'm hoping this will pay off in my favor. Cause I got today's mail and I read from the unemployment office that I was denied unemployment benefits from the garage door job. However the gas station finally answered to the office and well I don't know what will happen with that. I can only hope I get something for all the trouble I have been going through cause of those jerks.

Well enough of this shit. I had also been thinking of like what to do with everything such as being online alot and also the deal that I don't normally carry a conversation when I'm being talked to. I mean when both parties are bored ya can't think of much to talk about which is why the talking ends and such. I had a small problem with that which is why I was on a hiatus. I decided on slowing down or restarting from scratch for friendships and such. Its not making me start over like I am rejoining the fandom and restarting getting pets or whatever cause only a selective few I'm restarting from scratch. But if I don't respond right away or the convo stops moving for a while, please don't get upset with me just cause I can't keep something going. Also When I'm in a bad mood don't be trying to aim for my pants to give me a blow job or something in the first few sentances k.

Have at least some kind of respect. Anyway I'll be online soon on my messengers so I'll catch ya about on there. Till then I'm slowing things down and regaining myself and concintraiting on whats a little more important in my areas so I don't trail off and forget something. Take care all. I'm back

...............I don't know. I guess I fucked up.



I think from here, just keep on my hiatus. Start fresh when I return.

Everything is hitting me like a brick right now. Flu, weather, jobless, no vehicle, thankfully my tax return is comin, and I'm filing a appeal against my former boss for defamation.

If I don't message back on a messenger, then please understand how I feel right now and whats good to talk about k. *hugs to all*

I wanna wish my loving mate  frostcat a super special happy birthday. My kitty turns the big 28 today and I love him with all my heart. Hun I'm so happy to have been with you these many years and I aim to be with you just as long.

*holds his kitty and kisses deeply as he then serves cake in the shape of a large yarnball* :D

Now it be my turn. Shoot away but you best not be asking assholish questions. Course if it revolves around the asshole then I'm all for it :P

Well I finally got done loading all my pictures I took at FC this year so hope ya'll like em. I managed to try and get at least every suit I came across and the sillyness they did. Enjoy.

http://s130.photobucket.com/albums/.....fusion%202010/

There is also a little side tab for the fem fur photoshoot if any of ya'll wanna check that out too.

Video's will be up on my youtube but not as many.

Alrighty guys I made my decision for a photoshoot. I looked at the scheduling and saw we could do it maybe on saturday. I thought maybe during the fursuit parade all the tigers get together to walk together. We'll also need a sign to carry to let peoples know this is the start to the year of the tiger. After the parade if yer still up for it we can get a professional pic done of all of us in one big picture by the professionals.

I wanna try and see if it can be just straight "tigers".......I know yer gonna say like "But half the fandoms tigers arn't straight".....You have a dirty mind and lose pop-tart points

No what I mean is like mixture tigers like bunny/tigers or Ligers or dragon/tigers......not sure if that last one exists but I mean this is year of the tiger and something like me or like  darkentiger,  zen. or even like  nekomon would be right. Tiger Tiger is what I am hopin for.


If ya'll like this idea let me know k. only a few days left till the con :D

Edit: P.S. This is for Tiger Fursuiters

This is to anyone who may have Rukario's Yahoo messenger name. If you recieve a message saying to open a file or hit a link DO NOT DO IT. It is in fact a Virus he recieved from someone else that sends it through everyone on that person's friends list putting on a link to spread the virus even more.

Again do not open it and delete the message right away.

Thank you.

Well I figured I'd let ya'll know what the fire tiger and frosty kitty have been up to in the last week.

Mainly having to wait on my unemployment checks sucks balls. I called like all of last week and couldn't get through to the office I'm supposed to call to. I've been filling out apps like mad and hopefully I will get something when I come back from FC. But real reason I'm edgy cause of the unemployment is cause I was called twice last week from the office and they are saying they got ahold of my old garage door job to figure out why I was fired, when weeks ago I asked that I only get unemployment from the gas station job.

Well they go and tell me that they talked to my old boss and he tried to lie to cover his ass saying I was driving without a valid drivers license. Now those who had been keeping up with my journals know that I had 2 choices. Lose my house cause of shitty rent or lose my driving privledges cause I need a license to drive and continue working.

Well I chose not to lose our home and they understood that first priorities come first and formost. Plus I told them I wasn't getting enough hours from them when I lived back in round lake and that his repairs on the trucks we're piss poor when he took them to a crappy auto shop called Mexico Auto.

Now even the NAME is fucked up cause the reason he chose them was they are cheap. When you get a cheap shop to work on yer work trucks they do cheap work with crappy parts.

I also told them that my boss did not inform me I could get a temp license only for driving so I can still work until the day I was fired. So right now he's in deep shit with the unemployment office cause I told them the truth of why I was fired.

As for the gas station.......wellll lets just say they are just as rude as ever. Turns out they are ignoring the calls from the office to ask why I was fired. They told me they tried calling the gas station like 3 times. If they continue to ignore the calls then I will win money from them by Default. So I hope I do win this battle.

Anyway's for the weekend or mostly saturday I joined  dmk  frostcat  morinw  keeatah and  kenovawolf down at LAFF bowling. It was also Kenova's first time going and I know he had an absolute blast there. It had been a while since last we went and things we're good. I went to have fun and not have any drama. For once in the pain of the last few weeks I'm still a happy tiger for being around my great friends, and making new friends.

To those who went to bowling here is a link to my pictures I took while there. enjoy http://s130.photobucket.com/albums/.....%20Jan%202010/

Other than that there is only 2 days left for us till FC and I am so stoked. Now it is time to pack and also get things in order before we break out :) Till then take care and those goin to FC, I'll see ya there on wednesday morning. If ya know something fun to do on the day before the con then please steal me away to enjoy whats around San Jose. ;)

I had a fun little idea that I wonder how many of us there will be. Now here be a few but 2 main ones I wish to do.

FC Tiger Photoshoot: I wanna see if we can meet up on friday or saturday and get every tiger at the con in one big photoshoot in celebration of the year of the tiger. Now I know its not till February but ya see I'm not gonna be at any cons after FC till FCN so if possible who would like to do this idea. Show yer Tiger Pride and be apart of This year of the chinese Zodiac's Year of the Tiger. Also if anyone could make like a sign and make it cool to have for us during the parade or our own little tiger parade that would rock.

Next will be something I have been wanting to do for a while. Might wait till AC but lets see if your from the West coast:

Juggalo and Juggalette Furs: I wanna get some Family apart of this one and have ya'll be in one wicked family picture. Also I suggest you don one of yer most favorite Psychopathic gear to show some Much needed WCL. All ninja's up for this let me know and I'll make a list.

Well if ya'll like the idea for either of them let me know so I can plan something. Also I won't have a phone so you'll have to show up at the alloted time to be apart of it. I'll read the schedule to see when it will be so make sure ya remember k.

Figured I do something different. Ya'll can try this too.

Through the years yer fursona has gotten more and more sexier or interesting.

Here's the question: When you look at my Fursona and all the commissions I have gotten and you look at the real me, What is it you see about me that you truely notice.

What about me do you truely see sides the goods?

Well everyone else is doing it but here's mine now.

1. Which hotel are you staying at?

Main Hotel

2. When are you arriving/leaving?

From Wednesday to Tuesday

3. Are you fursuiting?

Well Duh.......that means yes.

4. Would ya care for a drink?

Only if its professionally made with no Mickey's in it. (not the mouse you retard) :P

5. Do you smoke?

Only Hookah's and weed. Not both at the same time though.

6. Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?

I'm not one to turn down a generous offer to dirty dance

7. Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?

If yer offerin, I'd be happy to join ya for a meal.

8. Who are you stayin with at the con?

 tora his room

9. Can I hug ya?

Oh fuck yeah give me lots of hugs

10. Can I take a picture of ya?

I luvs bein cute for the camera =^-^=

11. Can I Steal ya away for *censored*?

ummm sorry but only my mate and those I trust get that privalidge . Don't just come up to me and say "Hey lets go back to yer/my room and get murry purry." You will be hated and I will not speak to ya for the rest of the convention.

12. Where will you be most the time at the con?

Probably getting lost at the new hotel :P But no mostly walking around alot.

13. Would ya like to get a commission done of ya?

I'm sorry all I heard was free art or you was gonna pay for a commission for me :P Actually I'll buy my own if i have the money.

14. Wanna cuddle at the con?

I LUUUUVVVSSSS CUDDLES!!

15. You like Shiney's?

SHINEEEEEEYYYYY'SSSS!!!!

16. During the Fursuit Games what team ya being on?

PUSSIES GALORE FTW!!!

17. Wanna play some Xbox games?

Sure I don't see why not. What does winner get? :P

18. What What......

Tiger Butt!! *shakes his*

19. Wanna take a photo of me too if I'm suiting?

Pose sexy for the tiger now

20. Is it ok to microwave this?

Probably not but I'd say do it anyway XD

I'm putting this here to let ya'll know what my year has been like. Its my god damn journal and my friends who don't have LJ deserve a right to know how I have been. So fuck all you haters out there.

Well I guess I've given myself plenty of time to think and reflect whats happened last year. But for now I'm gonna let all who can't figure out why I have been in such a bad mood through this whole year. Well here's what I had to go through.

January - Well we started the year off badly with the loss of Frost's car the Caviler. Was a good car but hated from 2008 getting pulled over for his fucking step-dad's bullshit. Wasn't a big loss cause it was nothing but trouble. We moved into our new pad and Cooper moved in with us and it was going pretty good. Went to FC and enjoyed ourselves. Was Cooper's first time being at this con too. I think he had a great time. Also this was mine and Magnus's 1 year anniversary of when I asked him to be mates with me and frost. This picture I had taken of us is something I hold very dear to me http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1069320/ FC 2008.

February - Was my kitty's birthday. He turned 27 and he's still as handsome as the day I've first met him back in 2005. Had a nice valentines present for him but I eated it. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1992805/ Was an ok month though. I did however ruin a few suprises for Cooper and I still hate myself for doing that. I also know that I lost his love that month. If ya wanna know Cooper used to be my pet. When he met Hunter he still wanted to be my pet and well things went bad and I had to end it between us as master and pet. It was probably for the better since he'd now have a boyfriend who can take care of him. Was a hard 4 months to wait for Hunter to move in with us though.

March - Nothing much this month happened sides still me looking for a job.

April - Everything was well taken care of rent wise and we had just gotten our tax returns and used the money to go to FCN as a way to break away from everyday crap again. This was Falcon Fox's first time goin to a different con outside the midwest too and I think he had a blast. The theme was Prohibition but in lame terms means no booze in the days of the mobsters. So I had gotten myself a Gangster outfit and it was one hell of a great time. Granted being a bit low on funds can suck we still enjoyed ourselves. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2232062/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2231856/ I had a good laugh cause I also brought with my jumbo MP3 player Ipod and played music in the hallway that others seemed to enjoy and dance to. The dance fog was a bit much and not something furs needed. Also the fursuit room in the same area as the dance was a very poor planning area for it. Especially when there was only 2 fans and the place was cramped with furs in a small space.

May - Well this was the day that Hunter was to move in.....least I think it was. He helped us alot back at the old place and this was his new home.

June - I finally found me a job thanks to my frosty kitty. I got to work with him during the same hours. It worked out purrrfectly for us. We also had Billie da Huskie come live with us for a while. We rescued him from his little prison down in Peoria all thanks to his Ex. Wasn't the best life for him but after we helped him out he was so much happier.

July - We saved up money and got rent out the way and then made it out to AC once again. Some parts of it rather sucked. The dance music blew ass. Honestly its the same fricken beat for 10 minutes maybe up to 30 minutes. Frost knows cause he was in there longer than I was and he couldn't stand it any more. I was just so bored the entire con also and upset cause many of the things I wanted to attend was at the same time as the other. The fem photoshoot, Who's lion is it anyway, the dance, fursuit games. I mean granted I only went to one thing that mattered more to me than the others and that was the photoshoot. One reason I went to it was cause of one vixen that was there that I had missed in the longest time. Summer Vixen. I had not seen her in a long time and the way I held her and looked into her eyes made me feel more happier to know she still luv's this tiggy.

Such a sweethearted vixen she was given me little vixy kisses. BTW I was talking to her fursuit but it's still her none the less. The rest of the con seemed to drag on and I just couldn't go home without doing one thing and that was giving out my gift once again to those who we're starving. and for the 2nd year in a row at AC I brought Pop-tarts. Yup yup I helped many out by giving away FREE pop-tarts. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2562497/ Now in this picture is only about half of what I brought. Lets just say if I had better wheels on my fursuit box thats how much I really had. And if ya'll know what my box looks like then you know how much can be filled in that sucker ;) I'm hoping to bring MORE this year so ya'll better be hungry when I'm rollin around with a suitcase or duffelbag. My birthday was also this month and I turned 27. I didn't go to six flags that time but I did go the very next month. We did also get a new car for a damn good price. We had gotten a 93 ford Taurus station wagon. Was like 500 bucks and we fixed it up and got it home and worked awesomely for us to get to work.

August - As I said I went to six flags and the first ride we all went on was the Raging Bull. The line was so damn short we just had to run in the line to get to it. I have to admit after being a little worried of this coaster for years, I braved it and had a wicked time. Only thing that made me LOL the most was when we got to the top of the first hill and was about to head down, Billie was with us and shouted out the Demoman's most awesome line, "LEEEET'S DO IIIIIT!!!" When we got off the ride we ran over to check our pictures and we laughed so hard cause then we saw the last car's pics and 2 guys we're kissing when they went past the camera. Was good times but sadly I learned that Billie had to head back to Peoria cause he was given a job offer from his dad and it was something he didn't want to pass up. I knew he couldn't stay around forever at our place and I'm happy Falcon helped out once again to get him back home but away from his EX and start a new life with a great paying job and also he has 2 awesome dogs down there to take care of. one being a actual husky. I know he's doing well.

September - We began this month by going to the final day of the wisconsin Bristol Ren Fair with our own little furry group. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2756298/ Was good times me thinks.The rest of the month went ok I think cept me and frost got scammed by a customer asking for money to help his wife out. Now it was my first time doing this but I guess my generous side got the better of me and I gave him money from the drawer and he gave us his laptop bag filled with stuff......but no laptop. I gave them the laptop bag and we wondered if we should of paid them after we got our checks. We asked them and they said everything is alright just don't do it again.

October - This month I was visited by my pet Kaworu. It was so wonderful seeing him again after AC and what was cool he was to stay with us for a while before he moved in with Rukario in New York. Things didn't go so well and he stayed with us for a number of month after that. Everything else went fine till the middle of the month when the asshole's we work with got back to us about the money we got scammed over. They cut our hours and also made a new schedule where me and frost couldn't work together any more. 2 god damn paychecks went past and even though they said everything was ok they never wanted the money back and they do this to us. I tell them that I can't drive and frost was the only one able to give me a ride. Their response, "Not my problem." Also making us work only 2 days each and hireing family members who don't know how to do anything there was just as smart on their behalf.

November - Well this month got a little worse cause I was now having to drive to work by myself for 3rd shift. I was risking alot and although I warned them about it, their response "Not my Problem." I could of gotten them in major trouble with how the place looked every night I went in to work. Cause the hot water wasn't working at all for 3 weeks, the place was an absolute mess, the help was slow as hell (seriously a whole minute to figure out how to scan a newspaper?) We put up with them for the time needed and saved up as much as we could for MFF. But with the hours getting cut and such we didn't have much to go on. But we went to the con anyway and still had a damn good time, just to get away from everyday bullshit. Being with friends is something we enjoy the most cause our friends are there for us. Was a bit of drama here and there but hey its furry, its prone to happen alot. Sadly a few weeks after MFF which would be right before the beginning of december, The station wagon finally died on us. We we're noticing a slight jumping every time we put it into gear and we we're worried about it. So I took it to get a transmission flush and well that finally was it and the car just could not work any more. We found out well cause when we bought it back in the summer, the lady who had it burned it into the ground with the low fluids and also poor way she took care of it. It served it purpose though and I at least am glad it got us through alot and lasted so long.

December - This month I didn't think would give us problems. Granted Falcon loaned us his truck to get from here to there, but in the middle of the month and it being only a week before Xmas, I was fired from the gas station. Turns out cause apparently they thought I was sleeping on the job. Now granted 3rd shift can get boring and also tiresome. I was a morning person having to get to work when I woke up, but this was a tad hard to handle every day I worked. So only for like a half hour I asked my co-worker to watch the front cause I was working in the kitchen and I just decided to rest my eyes for a bit. It helped me majorily cause I was able to drive home when I was done. Apparently I might of been ratted out by my co-worker cause I think he was trying to find a way to get back at us back in July when he got fired for being a poor manager. He was like them too.....family.

Frost was the next to be fired cause after what they did to him and with them fucking up everything with his job it was not something we could handle any longer. Xmas sucked for me cause I used what little money I had to get down to see my family and it was boring as hell there. Granted my niece was happy to see me but it was just too much to handle. She wouldn't leave me alone for even 5 minutes. She just had to jump on my lap and straddle the hell out of me for 4 days. Not fucking cool. I was so damn happy I left but not before bringing back some things my dipshit younger sister left behind for me to take. I looked at the room (which used to be my room and clean) and it was a total train wreck in there. Honestly I think my mom should of called child services on her to take away her baby for being in poor living arrangements. But yeah I come home and was also sad that I couldn't have the new years party this year. I looked at the hotel (country inn and suites) where we had been for a number of years and found out they tore down the wall seperating the breakfast room and a meeting room and made it one giant breakfast room. No way could we of had our party there.

So I decided on the small budget we had to just say fuck it and have a calm quiet one at our house........well I can't say it was quiet but for the most part we had fun dancing and drinking and playing Left 4 Dead 2 and other fun games and I even made everyone a delicious Lasagna. I was also visited by Kalkaph and Darius Koopa. Kal I know had a bit of a rough start but things got better after the new year. I was really happy he made it out here and spent time with us and had fun. we also had Kenova visit us again to ring in the new year and was great seeing him in suit again too. It also helped Morin out too cause Morin had a bit of an accident and Popped his shoulder out of place and was almost unconcious in the bathroom on the floor hurting a bit from the pain. We helped him out and got him to lay on my bed and relax himself and Kenova suited for him to let him know his brother wolf is there for him. Morin smiled seeing Kenova in his suit and being the sweetheart woofy he is.

I cut out all the bad parts cause I know ya'll don't like reading about it. Sides ya'll know what we had to go through so I was trying to figure out all the good parts out of it. If ya came to rant and tell me off cause I make poor choices well then thats yer opinion.

January 2010 - Well its the new year and some things are going ok. Kalkaph had to head home but I'm really happy he had a great time with us out here, Kaworu finally was able to head home back to VA and he will be missed lots, I filed for unemployment as did frost, Darius has helped us out soooo damn much I don't know how I'll ever repay him, our tickets to FC are all booked and all we are doing is counting down the days where we can leave this snowy iceland and hit some warm sunny beaches.....or at least hit up the hottubs there. All we have to do now is just hope our checks come in soon so we can keep ourselves fed. Trust me, going 4 days of eating one bowl of Ramen a day is not something thats healthy for ya me thinks. I don't know what to do at this point cept hope everything goes better for us this year. We have our friends nearby and I know if we all think of something then something good will come out of it.

Wish us luck and to a better year.