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Posted 15 years agoNDK WAS AMAZING!!!!
the rave was orgasmic!!! and i'm pretty proud of my costume ^^ sorry i didn't get any picks yet
the rave was orgasmic!!! and i'm pretty proud of my costume ^^ sorry i didn't get any picks yet
TO NDK!!!!
Posted 15 years agoi'm going to NDK this weekend ^.^
about: http://ndkdenver.org/
if u is going look for me ^.^ i'll be pretty much dressed as my fursona cuz i had no time to make a cozplay costume ^^;
about: http://ndkdenver.org/
if u is going look for me ^.^ i'll be pretty much dressed as my fursona cuz i had no time to make a cozplay costume ^^;
FOR THOSE POOR SOULS WATCHING ME!!!
Posted 15 years ago i hope to up load bunch tomorrow ^-^
PEACE! -crawls into bed and sleeps-
PEACE! -crawls into bed and sleeps-
pew =<
Posted 15 years agoi wish my mate and i lived closer...
update blah blah
Posted 15 years agomy back hurts... not quite sure why ^^; gosh that makes me feel old
any who this week interesting to say the least
yesterday i had a blast hanging out with my mate at the fair ^^ though my legs were so so sore sense i was hardly aloud to sit yesterday and when i was sitting on the rides i was clenching my every muscle praying that gravity wouldn't suck me right out of the seat and into the air ^^; carny rides are scary
today was ok. i had to get up really for work but i ended up sleeping past my alarm and dreamed i was in school and failing science! ;o; it sucked! and made no sense ^^;
bleh i still have to make 10 more trading cards (11 if i decide to toss one that i'm not that proud of) oh and i gizzed in the art ile ^^
dude Mitchel's (a craft store in foco) has amazing and cheep art stuff with great quality! i got a small paintbrush set, a cheep lil water color pallet, blank trading cards (2 packs. one was watercolor paper, the other was mixed paper) water color pencils, AND A SMALL WOOD COFFIN! it laughs when u open it ^-^
my mate needs to just get over here and give me a shoulder rub >.< i always get so tense the last 2 weeks of summer and it take a tole on my body and mind =< i wish i didn't has such bad anxiety....
so ya there is my random blah blah for the week. if u read it all... u poor soul =p
forgive and forget
Posted 15 years agoforgive and forget
and please never remember
hi there, have we met?
its always been kind of a defense technique of mine to forget bad things that have happened to me. i've lost bits of my child hood due to it but its ok because idk what i'm miss ^^ ...
but lately it feels like i'm losing days because they were so bad. i'm mixing up my dreams with memories and memories with dreams. maybe i'm just being moody but it feels like the only thing i can really hang onto is my lap top cord to escape into the music of my choice and the pictures that make me smile...
i'll be 17 soon and here i am whining about my problems ^^;
how are you all?
hehe this comic cheered me up a bunch
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4251454/
and if u see me just walking around down town and out of nowhere i start to giggle its cuz i can't forget this comic
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4242672/ rofl
and please never remember
hi there, have we met?
its always been kind of a defense technique of mine to forget bad things that have happened to me. i've lost bits of my child hood due to it but its ok because idk what i'm miss ^^ ...
but lately it feels like i'm losing days because they were so bad. i'm mixing up my dreams with memories and memories with dreams. maybe i'm just being moody but it feels like the only thing i can really hang onto is my lap top cord to escape into the music of my choice and the pictures that make me smile...
i'll be 17 soon and here i am whining about my problems ^^;
how are you all?
hehe this comic cheered me up a bunch
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4251454/
and if u see me just walking around down town and out of nowhere i start to giggle its cuz i can't forget this comic
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4242672/ rofl
why...?
Posted 15 years agooh please tell me why
i had hope we were stronger
i guess i was wrong
some issuses that have been going on for actually a while now inspired this crappy haiku.
mainly just one question i want answered but fear leaves me speechless >.> dang fear. though i guess its for the best. please don't think by commenting saying "its ok just ask the question =) " is going to make me ask e.e ... just a warning
oh and for some reason this song is putting me a lil at eas ^^ guess its the irony that gets me at times like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUsbpmQ9-mc ps the chick singing this. idk why but her eyebrows... or lack of, weirds me out ^^;
i had hope we were stronger
i guess i was wrong
some issuses that have been going on for actually a while now inspired this crappy haiku.
mainly just one question i want answered but fear leaves me speechless >.> dang fear. though i guess its for the best. please don't think by commenting saying "its ok just ask the question =) " is going to make me ask e.e ... just a warning
oh and for some reason this song is putting me a lil at eas ^^ guess its the irony that gets me at times like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUsbpmQ9-mc ps the chick singing this. idk why but her eyebrows... or lack of, weirds me out ^^;
I WANT A KITTEN! ;-;
Posted 15 years ago i want a cat so bad i even drempt of finding a bunch in my laundry room ,
my dream from the beginning ~
i was sitting on the couch upstairs with some dude, my brother, and his room mate that everyone things is my brother's gay lover (this is fact that everyone thinks that but they are both straight... so they say)
any who. danm joe (my brother) whips out his stupid new eye phone thing and starts watching this series thing while i'm trying to show them this cool episode of bones. i'm like "RUDE!" then his stupid room mate pulls out his danm eye phone and starts watching the same danm thing! wtf. then while trying to get rid of them i told them "if you're going to watch the same thing then why don't you watch it on my laptop. e.e " mike (my bro's room mate) then turns to me and says her's on episode negative 3 (sense when are there negatives?!) then my bro turns to me and says he's on episode 3 and whispers to me "he's a whole 2 episodes behind me" (yes i guess i can't even count in my dreams e.e)
then out of nowhere the freakin snack cage (cage size is like 5' by 2.5'= freakin big cage!) slides in front of us on a carpet and i'm the only one wondering wtf. then i remember that i left the front and back doors open to air out the house and wondered if the neighbor's raccoons got in the house sense it was well into night time and they tend to be out and about. so i run out front ans see a few lil coons near the porch so i try scaring them off by growling/hissing and waving my arms but they came closer! o.O ^^; so i started nudging them away with my foot. i closed and locked the front door sat down with my bro's room mate and the random dude telling them what i did to make the coons retreat when i realized the back door was still open! i ran to the back and closed it then ran down stairs making sounds trying to draw out and raccoons that may have snuck in. i checked in the laundry room just listening trying to see if i can hear them scurry about. i did here something and it came right at me! i was then tackled by a medium sized short hair gray cat! o.O
it still had it's tag/collar on that looked like a blue piece of paper rapped around it's neck (blue meaning its a boy. thats how they label the cats in the nearest pet store i go to all the time) i held him and could tell he was scared. i brought him into my room just down the hall and saw my brother folding laundry on my bed and my dog, Ashes, laying at his feet. Ash instantly lifted up his head at the sight of me and the cat, he jumped up and raced to us to sniff the new visitor. the poor lil cat freaked out. jumper out of my arms and raced back to the laundry/storage room. i stopped ash, closed my bedroom door and ran after the cat. i went down on my hands and knees looking for the cat between all the random boxes when i started finding more cats! ^o^ i was so happy! they were all so cute!... but then i got a bad feeling and knew i had t act fast. i ran to the sewing room (right next to my room) and grabbed a basket. put a towel at the bottom, then ran back to the cats. i started by piling in all my still slightly damp underwear and bras from the dryer. then i put all the cats in the basket. the bigger cats even helped by carrying the kittens into the basket (it was so cute!) i heard my mom shout from up stairs "look at the ground!" i looked down and saw it was starting to crack and fall. my mind screamed earth quake as i ran for the stairs with the basket of launderray and cats ^^;
when i got to the stairs my legs when weak and i had to crawl up them. i was able to run out the back door with my brother who had Ash, my mom who had RJ (my brother's ball python=snake) and we started heading for the street. i looked in the neighbors window and saw a big fire and asked my mom as i started to hear sirens in the distance "did you call the cops?" she replyed "no. i don't enjoy talking to the athorities... so where can we go to have dinner tonight?" (it was then magically sunset) i replyed smiling "we can go to ty's house! i has a present for her <3" i then looked down at the basket at the smallest, cutest, lil striped orange kitten was curled up with its much larger mom. we started walking away when...
so ya that was my dream last night and i so want a kitten and i want to get ty (
BloodWriter ) her lil dream orange kitten ^^
so ya... i'm just now becoming fully awake ^^;
my dream from the beginning ~
i was sitting on the couch upstairs with some dude, my brother, and his room mate that everyone things is my brother's gay lover (this is fact that everyone thinks that but they are both straight... so they say)
any who. danm joe (my brother) whips out his stupid new eye phone thing and starts watching this series thing while i'm trying to show them this cool episode of bones. i'm like "RUDE!" then his stupid room mate pulls out his danm eye phone and starts watching the same danm thing! wtf. then while trying to get rid of them i told them "if you're going to watch the same thing then why don't you watch it on my laptop. e.e " mike (my bro's room mate) then turns to me and says her's on episode negative 3 (sense when are there negatives?!) then my bro turns to me and says he's on episode 3 and whispers to me "he's a whole 2 episodes behind me" (yes i guess i can't even count in my dreams e.e)
then out of nowhere the freakin snack cage (cage size is like 5' by 2.5'= freakin big cage!) slides in front of us on a carpet and i'm the only one wondering wtf. then i remember that i left the front and back doors open to air out the house and wondered if the neighbor's raccoons got in the house sense it was well into night time and they tend to be out and about. so i run out front ans see a few lil coons near the porch so i try scaring them off by growling/hissing and waving my arms but they came closer! o.O ^^; so i started nudging them away with my foot. i closed and locked the front door sat down with my bro's room mate and the random dude telling them what i did to make the coons retreat when i realized the back door was still open! i ran to the back and closed it then ran down stairs making sounds trying to draw out and raccoons that may have snuck in. i checked in the laundry room just listening trying to see if i can hear them scurry about. i did here something and it came right at me! i was then tackled by a medium sized short hair gray cat! o.O
it still had it's tag/collar on that looked like a blue piece of paper rapped around it's neck (blue meaning its a boy. thats how they label the cats in the nearest pet store i go to all the time) i held him and could tell he was scared. i brought him into my room just down the hall and saw my brother folding laundry on my bed and my dog, Ashes, laying at his feet. Ash instantly lifted up his head at the sight of me and the cat, he jumped up and raced to us to sniff the new visitor. the poor lil cat freaked out. jumper out of my arms and raced back to the laundry/storage room. i stopped ash, closed my bedroom door and ran after the cat. i went down on my hands and knees looking for the cat between all the random boxes when i started finding more cats! ^o^ i was so happy! they were all so cute!... but then i got a bad feeling and knew i had t act fast. i ran to the sewing room (right next to my room) and grabbed a basket. put a towel at the bottom, then ran back to the cats. i started by piling in all my still slightly damp underwear and bras from the dryer. then i put all the cats in the basket. the bigger cats even helped by carrying the kittens into the basket (it was so cute!) i heard my mom shout from up stairs "look at the ground!" i looked down and saw it was starting to crack and fall. my mind screamed earth quake as i ran for the stairs with the basket of launderray and cats ^^;
when i got to the stairs my legs when weak and i had to crawl up them. i was able to run out the back door with my brother who had Ash, my mom who had RJ (my brother's ball python=snake) and we started heading for the street. i looked in the neighbors window and saw a big fire and asked my mom as i started to hear sirens in the distance "did you call the cops?" she replyed "no. i don't enjoy talking to the athorities... so where can we go to have dinner tonight?" (it was then magically sunset) i replyed smiling "we can go to ty's house! i has a present for her <3" i then looked down at the basket at the smallest, cutest, lil striped orange kitten was curled up with its much larger mom. we started walking away when...
I WOKE UP!so ya that was my dream last night and i so want a kitten and i want to get ty (
BloodWriter ) her lil dream orange kitten ^^so ya... i'm just now becoming fully awake ^^;
some songs from camp
Posted 15 years ago bloodwriter and i were camp leaders for this day camp at my church and we learned some really cool songs that i would love to share with the fur community if they carespiral
spiraling into the center
the center of our soul
spiraling into the center
the center of our soul-
we are the weavers
we are the woven ones
we are the dreamers
we are the dreams,
we are the weavers
we are the woven ones
we are the dreamers
we are the dreams
and it pretty much just keeps going like that...
next one is my favorite and i spent many hours singing it to bloodwriter and it drove her slightly insane ^^;
turn the world around
people of the mountain
living in the mountain
go back to the mountain
turn the world around
*clap clap*
go
*clap clap*
back
*clap clap*
to
*clap clap*
the mountain
go back to the mountain
turn the world around
*clap clap*
people of the water
living in the water
go back to the water
turn the world around
*clap clap*
go
*clap clap*
back
*clap clap*
to
*clap clap*
the water
go back to the water
turn the world around
*clap clap*
people of the fire
living in the fire
go back to the fire
turn the world around
*clap clap*
go
*clap clap*
back
*clap clap*
to
*clap clap*
the fire
go back to the fire
turn the world around
*clap clap*
people of the sky-yiy
living in the sky-yiy
go back to the sky-yiy
turn the world around
*clap clap*
go
*clap clap*
back
*clap clap*
to
*clap clap*
the sky-yiy
go back to the sky-yiy
turn the world around
*clap clap*
x3 wasn't that just awesome
=<
Posted 15 years agoi want it to rain but if it does i'll still be bummed because i'm alone...
i am woman, hear me rawr~ <3
Posted 15 years agoheh sorry i'm watching the ghost whisperer ^^ (its a quote)
waning a bit of tmi may smack you in the face in this journal... if so, there are paper towels to your left =p
any who my bf and i had another unsuccessful day of abstinence. we were doing so well!!! he was testing me earlier by putting me in sexy situations that i would have to tell him no. I PASSED!!! xD
but then later that day as revenge i put him in sexy situations where he would have to say no to me ^^; he failed... so then my teasing kinda got out of hand and things started getting super hot and when he rolled on top of me i tryed to say no!!! but it was kinda muffled by my moans ^///^; so ya when he finally came back to his senses he had me pinned and was deep inside me (which i loved!) ...he and i looked at each other and said what we were both thinking
"how the heck did we end up like this?! we were just snuggling a second ago with all our cloths on and now i'm inside you o//O" (which of course didn't detour him from continuing)
^///^; boy how time flys when you're having fun
so ya we stopped before either of us came saying it only counted as bad if one of us came.
later that night we kinda went all bunny on each other ^///^
waning a bit of tmi may smack you in the face in this journal... if so, there are paper towels to your left =p
any who my bf and i had another unsuccessful day of abstinence. we were doing so well!!! he was testing me earlier by putting me in sexy situations that i would have to tell him no. I PASSED!!! xD
but then later that day as revenge i put him in sexy situations where he would have to say no to me ^^; he failed... so then my teasing kinda got out of hand and things started getting super hot and when he rolled on top of me i tryed to say no!!! but it was kinda muffled by my moans ^///^; so ya when he finally came back to his senses he had me pinned and was deep inside me (which i loved!) ...he and i looked at each other and said what we were both thinking
"how the heck did we end up like this?! we were just snuggling a second ago with all our cloths on and now i'm inside you o//O" (which of course didn't detour him from continuing)
^///^; boy how time flys when you're having fun
so ya we stopped before either of us came saying it only counted as bad if one of us came.
later that night we kinda went all bunny on each other ^///^
DAMN TEENAGE HORMONES!!!
Posted 15 years agoWARNING! this fallowing journal contains a small part of my sex life so if u don't wanna hear it GTFO!!!
ehem ^^ any who... today my snow owl of a boyfriend and i promised that today we would not have sex on account of every time we hang out at my house we end up doing it at least twice and we're starting to feel as bad as freakin bunnies!!! (no offence to any bunny furs) so ya but it was expected to get up to 94 degrees and for us arctic creatures... THATS FREAKIN HOT! so stupid me wore my mini lacy skull covered tripp skirt ^^; which to most ppl seems smart but to any strange guys that find me attractive it means "one less layer to get pass! easy access! GO GO GO!!!!" so ya and it did not help that my house has no AC so we have a bunch of fans on the ground...
(sorry this is probably going to be a way longer journal than intended)
so ya my bf gets here and i walk past the first fan by the front door when i noticed i dropped my earing... stupid me bends over and picks it up so when collyn turned around from closing the door behind us, well... ya i didn't expect he'd want to go camping so soon (yes i use cheesy puns like this a lot, -its a nerdy way of saying he's pitching a tent ((boner!!!)) for those of you who don't speak pun or are just dense- ) to ya we went down into the basement of my big empty house and down into my room. i turned on the tv to cool him down a lil so we watched scrubs (yay scrubs!!!) after a while of that and snuggling i would roll on top of him and spread my legs (cow girl style with everything still covered though my bf wears freakin thin pants so i could feel everything through my thin underwear) = when he and i were kissing more intensly while feeling each other we started to dry hump which is no big for us anymore ^//^; but then he rolled over on top of me and started to unzip himself. stupid me was battling lust and logics in my head at that point. with all of his thick hard glory now practically ripping through his boxers, he sits up, spreads my legs even more and runs two fingers up and down my parochially exposed...vag... as he admirers how wet he's made me >///<
but like a gentleman he asks if i want to
i bit my lower lip as i can't help but let my eyes scream "stick it in me!" but all that came out of my mouth was "uh..." breathlessly as i looked past him and at the drawer of condoms in my desk. he kissed me passionetly and whispered in my ear " we don't have to if you don't want to" which made my heart throb. "yes" i said as giving him the eyes of approval. he then took hold of his length and rubbed it up and down from my butt hole to the clit. then as i took in a quivering breath of pleasure, he thrusted his full length into me. i let out a loud moan as he continued. he forced his way into my tight pussy again and again both of us moaning and shaking a lil as we both get lost in the extacy. about 3/4's of the way through he and i both start feeling guilty about doing it without a condom he pulls out and we both agree to finish each other orally <3
after we had both came and rolled over back onto my bed still panting a lil we looked at each other and i said "so much for us not doing it today e_e" he looked at me and said " shhhh >.> <.< idk what you're talking about. nothing happened" we looked at eachother for a min of silence and then giggled and agreed "fine. nothing happened ^^"
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ok well its getting late and we ended up doing it again 2 other times today (yes we suck, i know ^^; ) but i don't feel like telling you all about the two other times that were actually even hotter than the one i just told you but all well i guess thats a story for another day ^^
ehem ^^ any who... today my snow owl of a boyfriend and i promised that today we would not have sex on account of every time we hang out at my house we end up doing it at least twice and we're starting to feel as bad as freakin bunnies!!! (no offence to any bunny furs) so ya but it was expected to get up to 94 degrees and for us arctic creatures... THATS FREAKIN HOT! so stupid me wore my mini lacy skull covered tripp skirt ^^; which to most ppl seems smart but to any strange guys that find me attractive it means "one less layer to get pass! easy access! GO GO GO!!!!" so ya and it did not help that my house has no AC so we have a bunch of fans on the ground...
(sorry this is probably going to be a way longer journal than intended)
so ya my bf gets here and i walk past the first fan by the front door when i noticed i dropped my earing... stupid me bends over and picks it up so when collyn turned around from closing the door behind us, well... ya i didn't expect he'd want to go camping so soon (yes i use cheesy puns like this a lot, -its a nerdy way of saying he's pitching a tent ((boner!!!)) for those of you who don't speak pun or are just dense- ) to ya we went down into the basement of my big empty house and down into my room. i turned on the tv to cool him down a lil so we watched scrubs (yay scrubs!!!) after a while of that and snuggling i would roll on top of him and spread my legs (cow girl style with everything still covered though my bf wears freakin thin pants so i could feel everything through my thin underwear) = when he and i were kissing more intensly while feeling each other we started to dry hump which is no big for us anymore ^//^; but then he rolled over on top of me and started to unzip himself. stupid me was battling lust and logics in my head at that point. with all of his thick hard glory now practically ripping through his boxers, he sits up, spreads my legs even more and runs two fingers up and down my parochially exposed...vag... as he admirers how wet he's made me >///<
but like a gentleman he asks if i want to
i bit my lower lip as i can't help but let my eyes scream "stick it in me!" but all that came out of my mouth was "uh..." breathlessly as i looked past him and at the drawer of condoms in my desk. he kissed me passionetly and whispered in my ear " we don't have to if you don't want to" which made my heart throb. "yes" i said as giving him the eyes of approval. he then took hold of his length and rubbed it up and down from my butt hole to the clit. then as i took in a quivering breath of pleasure, he thrusted his full length into me. i let out a loud moan as he continued. he forced his way into my tight pussy again and again both of us moaning and shaking a lil as we both get lost in the extacy. about 3/4's of the way through he and i both start feeling guilty about doing it without a condom he pulls out and we both agree to finish each other orally <3
after we had both came and rolled over back onto my bed still panting a lil we looked at each other and i said "so much for us not doing it today e_e" he looked at me and said " shhhh >.> <.< idk what you're talking about. nothing happened" we looked at eachother for a min of silence and then giggled and agreed "fine. nothing happened ^^"
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ok well its getting late and we ended up doing it again 2 other times today (yes we suck, i know ^^; ) but i don't feel like telling you all about the two other times that were actually even hotter than the one i just told you but all well i guess thats a story for another day ^^
chee ^///^ blushy blah blah <3
Posted 15 years agook first of all DO NOT DO THE WHOLE "you should wait" thing -_- i know what is best for me and i know how to say no when it comes to things I'm not conformable with or that might be too soon...
=3 ok now that we've got that out of the way i feel safe to say blah blah about my weekend to come <3
on Friday and I'm going to my first visit with a GYN and i hope she doesn't have freezing cold hands ^^; (i will then be put on BC so ya I'm a lil worried about that with good reason ^^; )
on Saturday I'm going to hang with my BF Collyn and i told him I'm ok with my pants coming off but we are no where near ready for "brown chicken, brown cow" so ya we plan to wait a bit longer and at the very soonest will be the 22 (i would have been on my BC for at least a week) so ya....
any who yes i do has condoms as a just in case thing
i also got "whisper of the heart" by Miyazaki (both Collyn and i haven't seen it so i hope its cute and cool =3
so ya that's my lil update so comment if u want but if u no like your comment then don't expect a response ^^ (one word comments are a waste of my time -.- FYI )
so ya ^^
=3 ok now that we've got that out of the way i feel safe to say blah blah about my weekend to come <3
on Friday and I'm going to my first visit with a GYN and i hope she doesn't have freezing cold hands ^^; (i will then be put on BC so ya I'm a lil worried about that with good reason ^^; )
on Saturday I'm going to hang with my BF Collyn and i told him I'm ok with my pants coming off but we are no where near ready for "brown chicken, brown cow" so ya we plan to wait a bit longer and at the very soonest will be the 22 (i would have been on my BC for at least a week) so ya....
any who yes i do has condoms as a just in case thing
i also got "whisper of the heart" by Miyazaki (both Collyn and i haven't seen it so i hope its cute and cool =3
so ya that's my lil update so comment if u want but if u no like your comment then don't expect a response ^^ (one word comments are a waste of my time -.- FYI )
so ya ^^
random blah blah
Posted 15 years agoWhat I want for Christmas is a good topic =3
...
... Collyn
… Heh ok maybe it isn’t that good of a topic ^///^;
I’m so tired though. Right now I’m just sort of typing to make it look like I’m typing work but hehe lil does he know that I’m only typing what he comes near. I’m mainly on fa so ha-ha society!
But you’d think by now he would have noticed ^^;
… My hickies hurt >.< I wonder if I should try to use the toothpaste idea o.o
I would love to get some impute but right now I might as well be talking to myself. Or typing to myself should I say/type ^^;
I’m a bit afraid of getting on birth control =< idk if I could take it every day. I’m not very good remembering to do something every day other than get dressed
I’m a crier as it is ;.; how would birth control affect me…?
I wonder what my GYN will have to say to me on Friday… should be interesting
i'm just kinda hoping i stay a virgin till then.
this picture is a good some up of how i feel what collyn and i hang out lately >.<
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3643009/
so ya...
gah my hickies hurt >.<
its kinda a fun pain though ^///^;
so ya...
my sweater is fluffy today =3
...
... Collyn
… Heh ok maybe it isn’t that good of a topic ^///^;
I’m so tired though. Right now I’m just sort of typing to make it look like I’m typing work but hehe lil does he know that I’m only typing what he comes near. I’m mainly on fa so ha-ha society!
But you’d think by now he would have noticed ^^;
… My hickies hurt >.< I wonder if I should try to use the toothpaste idea o.o
I would love to get some impute but right now I might as well be talking to myself. Or typing to myself should I say/type ^^;
I’m a bit afraid of getting on birth control =< idk if I could take it every day. I’m not very good remembering to do something every day other than get dressed
I’m a crier as it is ;.; how would birth control affect me…?
I wonder what my GYN will have to say to me on Friday… should be interesting
i'm just kinda hoping i stay a virgin till then.
this picture is a good some up of how i feel what collyn and i hang out lately >.<
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3643009/
so ya...
gah my hickies hurt >.<
its kinda a fun pain though ^///^;
so ya...
my sweater is fluffy today =3
bf meme ^//^
Posted 15 years agostolden from bloodwriter
1. Who eats more?
depends on our mood ^^
2. Who said “I love you” first?
>///< we haven't said it yet
3. Who is the morning person?
lol probrbly me but thats cuz my inner clock sucks!
4. Who sings better?
lagasp! i should make him sing so i know ^o^
5. Who’s older?
him by like a month ^^
6. Who’s smarter?
he is ^//^
7. Whose temper is worse?
probably me but thats just cuz i'm an emotional trainwreck ^^;
8. Who does the laundry?
um... since we don't live together, we both do?
9. Who does the dishes?.
again... we both do?
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
oooo i'd like to find that out myself ^//~
11. Whose feet are bigger?
his ^^
12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine
13. Who’s better with the computer?
He is. Definitely.
by far
14. Do you have pets?
He has 3 kitties, a gecco, and his brother has a desert lizard. i have a dog ^^;
15. Who pays the bills?
...our parents?
16. Who cooks dinner?
His mom & dad does at his house and my mom and i do at oure house ^^
17. Who drives when you are together?
he'll get his driver's licence soon ^//^
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
... we no go out for dinner =<
we eat at home ^//^
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
its a tie
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
both of us ^^;
21. Whose family do you see more?
mine.... I wanna see his more though.
22. Who named your pet?
i named mine and he/his family named his
23. Who kissed who first?
i kisses his cheek first but he kissed my lips/frenched me first ^////^
24. Who asked who out?
it kinda just happened ^^; we went to the movies as friends and left holding hands ^///^
25. What did you do on your first date?
watched "how to train dragons" together ^///^
26. Who’s more sensitive?
depends on the situation
27. Who’s taller?
He is ^//^ but i fit perfectly under his chin <3
28. Who has more friends?
= i think
29. Who has more siblings?
he does
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
we both wear pants ^^
<3 u collyn!!!
bloodwriter1. Who eats more?
depends on our mood ^^
2. Who said “I love you” first?
>///< we haven't said it yet
3. Who is the morning person?
lol probrbly me but thats cuz my inner clock sucks!
4. Who sings better?
lagasp! i should make him sing so i know ^o^
5. Who’s older?
him by like a month ^^
6. Who’s smarter?
he is ^//^
7. Whose temper is worse?
probably me but thats just cuz i'm an emotional trainwreck ^^;
8. Who does the laundry?
um... since we don't live together, we both do?
9. Who does the dishes?.
again... we both do?
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
oooo i'd like to find that out myself ^//~
11. Whose feet are bigger?
his ^^
12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine
13. Who’s better with the computer?
He is. Definitely.
by far
14. Do you have pets?
He has 3 kitties, a gecco, and his brother has a desert lizard. i have a dog ^^;
15. Who pays the bills?
...our parents?
16. Who cooks dinner?
His mom & dad does at his house and my mom and i do at oure house ^^
17. Who drives when you are together?
he'll get his driver's licence soon ^//^
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
... we no go out for dinner =<
we eat at home ^//^
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
its a tie
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
both of us ^^;
21. Whose family do you see more?
mine.... I wanna see his more though.
22. Who named your pet?
i named mine and he/his family named his
23. Who kissed who first?
i kisses his cheek first but he kissed my lips/frenched me first ^////^
24. Who asked who out?
it kinda just happened ^^; we went to the movies as friends and left holding hands ^///^
25. What did you do on your first date?
watched "how to train dragons" together ^///^
26. Who’s more sensitive?
depends on the situation
27. Who’s taller?
He is ^//^ but i fit perfectly under his chin <3
28. Who has more friends?
= i think
29. Who has more siblings?
he does
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
we both wear pants ^^
<3 u collyn!!!
shed his wings... for a human
Posted 15 years ago... ;-; my raven crush. i asked him out last halloween but he rejected me saying he could only see me as a friend...
but i was ok with that. i liked being his friend and being the real only good female friend he had.
(all u really need to know from the paragraph is that here was a black widow in my dream last night) last night i had a scary dream that i was about 30 and married to my now 30 yr old raven. but we had a big fight cuz somthing was wrong with our house. i went home alone mad and when i was home i saw a strange looking black widow. it's hour glass was odd to me. and when it crawled into big hole in the wall i fallowed. but when i got into the wall of the house, where i had my hand on the wall from pulling myself in, next to my hand was the widow. it bit me and i passed out. still dreaming i woke up laying in bed with my raven kneeled beside my bed with his head down, crying, he was holding my and but i could hardly feel him. my mom (who hadent aged a day) walked into the room and told me i was dieing and that my friends were coming over to say their final goodbyes... i went to my closet that was full of about 6 beautiful dresses but i had only intress in one. the door bell rang so i went to get it forgetting i had yet to put my dress on. it was my 3 closesed friends but i only reconized :icon Bloodwriter: 's face...
my mom then woke me up cuz we had to go to a family thing in denver.
i told bloodwriter about my dream and she told me from her dream animal book what it means to have a black widow in ur dream.
Black widow: it's time for a fresh perspective on what you're doing, perhaps even a perspective thu's contrary to your usual way of thinking and of seeing things. Your intuitive powers are very strong now, so pay closer attention to the subtle sensations in your body rather than relying solely on what meets the eye. You've done the hard work; now be patient and wait expectantly for the rewards that will come. There's soon to be a substantial shift go the direction of your life, with beneficial and renewed sense of purpose. This is a good time to do a dietary cleanse and detoxification to clear out any toxicity or pollutants in your body. Be direct and straightforward go all of your dealings, rather than dancing around the issues. What you once thought of as threatening is really quite harmless, so there's no need to fear. There's a situation you're involved go where it will work better for you to remain go the background.
and she sent all that in one text!!!
anywho
so i thought today i'm going to be blunt with my raven!
i text him asking if he was gay because i had yet to truely see him take intress in nearly any girls...
he replyed
"lol i'm bi, and i'm dating liz"
for a second i was like o...
then about 5 seconds later... a deep depression hit me...
my raven shed his wings and left me... for a human...
but i was ok with that. i liked being his friend and being the real only good female friend he had.
(all u really need to know from the paragraph is that here was a black widow in my dream last night) last night i had a scary dream that i was about 30 and married to my now 30 yr old raven. but we had a big fight cuz somthing was wrong with our house. i went home alone mad and when i was home i saw a strange looking black widow. it's hour glass was odd to me. and when it crawled into big hole in the wall i fallowed. but when i got into the wall of the house, where i had my hand on the wall from pulling myself in, next to my hand was the widow. it bit me and i passed out. still dreaming i woke up laying in bed with my raven kneeled beside my bed with his head down, crying, he was holding my and but i could hardly feel him. my mom (who hadent aged a day) walked into the room and told me i was dieing and that my friends were coming over to say their final goodbyes... i went to my closet that was full of about 6 beautiful dresses but i had only intress in one. the door bell rang so i went to get it forgetting i had yet to put my dress on. it was my 3 closesed friends but i only reconized :icon Bloodwriter: 's face...
my mom then woke me up cuz we had to go to a family thing in denver.
i told bloodwriter about my dream and she told me from her dream animal book what it means to have a black widow in ur dream.
Black widow: it's time for a fresh perspective on what you're doing, perhaps even a perspective thu's contrary to your usual way of thinking and of seeing things. Your intuitive powers are very strong now, so pay closer attention to the subtle sensations in your body rather than relying solely on what meets the eye. You've done the hard work; now be patient and wait expectantly for the rewards that will come. There's soon to be a substantial shift go the direction of your life, with beneficial and renewed sense of purpose. This is a good time to do a dietary cleanse and detoxification to clear out any toxicity or pollutants in your body. Be direct and straightforward go all of your dealings, rather than dancing around the issues. What you once thought of as threatening is really quite harmless, so there's no need to fear. There's a situation you're involved go where it will work better for you to remain go the background.
and she sent all that in one text!!!
anywho
so i thought today i'm going to be blunt with my raven!
i text him asking if he was gay because i had yet to truely see him take intress in nearly any girls...
he replyed
"lol i'm bi, and i'm dating liz"
for a second i was like o...
then about 5 seconds later... a deep depression hit me...
my raven shed his wings and left me... for a human...
DARN U AND UR TAG!
Posted 15 years agostole from BloodWriter who stold it from 
faine
1. What does your FurAffinity name mean and why?
it means i'm a fox who is blindfolded thus is called blind... plus i can see that well even in rl ^^;
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
chibi always and forever
3. How many watchers do you have now?
22! ya!
4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.
BloodWriter
hayato
demonwolf711
Lazystudios
and many more.
5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
both usually... it depends
6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on FA?
nope ^-^
7. What is your most popular submission?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3241292/
probably cuz its my fetured fave thingy
8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
family guy, robot chicken, amarican dad, ghost whisperer,bones, House, etc etc lol
9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
animals and full body ppl ^^;
10. Summer or winter?
fall ^//^
11. Rain or Sun?
RAIN
12. What's your favorite type of music?
both techno and soft rock
13. PC or Mac?
PC
14. Anime or Manga?
both ^^
15. Coke or Pepsi?
coke
16. Read or TV?
depends... read online comics till my eyes burn... then chill and watch tv ^o^
17. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
haha too many ^o^
18. Name a hidden talent.
its hidden for a reason
>>
<<
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
lol Idc really
20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
carals jr ^^ their strawberry shakes r what orgasms r made of and if u buy me one with fries i'll probably do u right then and there ^//^
21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
house of night series
fall in love like a comic
vampire knight
22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstation. wii just sounds to gay and i love the gays xp
23. Name 3 of your favorite bands/singers.
E nomine
daft punk
the band my crush is in ^//^ (there r still diciding on a name)
24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
lol slow~
25. Do you like Denny's?
sure ^^
26. What is your favorite smiley?
^^ :D XD :3 X3 ^w^ BD ^3^ pretty much those but i can go on forever
27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Pumpkin ^.^
28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
yes ^^
29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
when i can ya
30. Are you a member on any other sites besides FA?
yes.
31. Do you cosplay?
as much as i can
32. Fruits or sweets?
fruits!! <3
33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
buttered
maybe
>>
<<
35. Have you been on a plane?
yesh B3
36. Have you swam in an ocean?
yesh B3 like a dieing fish i swam
37. Have you been ice skating?
at one of Bloodwriter's b-day parties i think
38. Favorite vacation spot?
wasionton ^///^ where it always rains
39. Ever been on TV?
not counting the danm home vidios my mom has from when i was a baby? no
40. Favorite salad and dressing?
normal salad with ranch XD yum
41. What do you do to relax?
i kinda start singing ^^;
42. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
sherlock homes.. it was eh
43. Favorite Sandwich?
GRILLED CHEEZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
go to japan by boat with my crush... and my bff including her mate
45. Favorite time of the day?
well around midnight
46. What did you want to be when you were little?
.... a fox
>///>
<///<
47. What do you want to be now?
still a fox but for a job i wanna be a theripist
48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
my crush >///<
49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
peter from family guy lol
50. When is your birthday?
sept. 2
51. Favorite type of ice cream?
vannilla w/ caramel swerls ^//^
52. Last book you read?
watership down (made me want to die) read it for class
53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
hottopic.com
rivithead.com
arc xD
54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
i buy but no sell
55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"are u ok?" when they don't even care
56. Favorite all time movie?
my naubor totoro
57. What was your favorite show when you were a kid?
the little vampire
58. What are you listening to right now?
my laptop fan ^^ its pretty quiet
59. What is the last thing you ate?
a grape ^^
60. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
NEON ORANGE!!! (runs for my jacket and pulls out my neon orange broken but taped together crayon!) so take that!!!
61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face/ hair/ hight
62. Favorite sport to play?
DDR and archery
63. Favorite Day of the Year?
halloween ^.^
64. Hugs or Kisses?
hugs but if i'm in a good mood or is attacked by bloodwriter's lips i sometimes kiss ^^
65. Vanilla or Chocolate?
vanilla
66. Favorite Board Game?
clue
67. Favorite smells?
vanilla
68. What inspires you?
lots of stuff. mainly my friends and my mom
69. Do you have any piercings?
just in my ears
70. How many siblings do you have?
1 older bro
71. Bacon Bits or croutons?
wat? o.O
72. Favorite Day of the Week?
tuesdays, and saturdays.
73. Favorite phrase?
"MEH!"
74. Favorite Restaurant?
lone star ^//^ best grilled cheeses ever!
75. Favorite animal?
foxes, wolves,... and ravens >///<
76. Favorite thing to do outside?
sleep
77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
run around outside
78. Favorite Disney character?
Todd from Fox and the Hound..
79. Do you like coffee?
no
80. Tag 3 people
I WILL NOT PUT 3 MRE PPL THROUGH THIS HELL!!! Dx
BloodWriter who stold it from 
faine 1. What does your FurAffinity name mean and why?
it means i'm a fox who is blindfolded thus is called blind... plus i can see that well even in rl ^^;
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
chibi always and forever
3. How many watchers do you have now?
22! ya!
4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.
BloodWriter
hayato 
demonwolf711
Lazystudiosand many more.
5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
both usually... it depends
6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on FA?
nope ^-^
7. What is your most popular submission?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3241292/
probably cuz its my fetured fave thingy
8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
family guy, robot chicken, amarican dad, ghost whisperer,bones, House, etc etc lol
9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
animals and full body ppl ^^;
10. Summer or winter?
fall ^//^
11. Rain or Sun?
RAIN
12. What's your favorite type of music?
both techno and soft rock
13. PC or Mac?
PC
14. Anime or Manga?
both ^^
15. Coke or Pepsi?
coke
16. Read or TV?
depends... read online comics till my eyes burn... then chill and watch tv ^o^
17. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
haha too many ^o^
18. Name a hidden talent.
its hidden for a reason
>>
<<
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
lol Idc really
20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
carals jr ^^ their strawberry shakes r what orgasms r made of and if u buy me one with fries i'll probably do u right then and there ^//^
21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
house of night series
fall in love like a comic
vampire knight
22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstation. wii just sounds to gay and i love the gays xp
23. Name 3 of your favorite bands/singers.
E nomine
daft punk
the band my crush is in ^//^ (there r still diciding on a name)
24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
lol slow~
25. Do you like Denny's?
sure ^^
26. What is your favorite smiley?
^^ :D XD :3 X3 ^w^ BD ^3^ pretty much those but i can go on forever
27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Pumpkin ^.^
28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
yes ^^
29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
when i can ya
30. Are you a member on any other sites besides FA?
yes.
31. Do you cosplay?
as much as i can
32. Fruits or sweets?
fruits!! <3
33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
buttered
maybe
>>
<<
35. Have you been on a plane?
yesh B3
36. Have you swam in an ocean?
yesh B3 like a dieing fish i swam
37. Have you been ice skating?
at one of Bloodwriter's b-day parties i think
38. Favorite vacation spot?
wasionton ^///^ where it always rains
39. Ever been on TV?
not counting the danm home vidios my mom has from when i was a baby? no
40. Favorite salad and dressing?
normal salad with ranch XD yum
41. What do you do to relax?
i kinda start singing ^^;
42. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
sherlock homes.. it was eh
43. Favorite Sandwich?
GRILLED CHEEZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
go to japan by boat with my crush... and my bff including her mate
45. Favorite time of the day?
well around midnight
46. What did you want to be when you were little?
.... a fox
>///>
<///<
47. What do you want to be now?
still a fox but for a job i wanna be a theripist
48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
my crush >///<
49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
peter from family guy lol
50. When is your birthday?
sept. 2
51. Favorite type of ice cream?
vannilla w/ caramel swerls ^//^
52. Last book you read?
watership down (made me want to die) read it for class
53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
hottopic.com
rivithead.com
arc xD
54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
i buy but no sell
55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"are u ok?" when they don't even care
56. Favorite all time movie?
my naubor totoro
57. What was your favorite show when you were a kid?
the little vampire
58. What are you listening to right now?
my laptop fan ^^ its pretty quiet
59. What is the last thing you ate?
a grape ^^
60. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
NEON ORANGE!!! (runs for my jacket and pulls out my neon orange broken but taped together crayon!) so take that!!!
61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face/ hair/ hight
62. Favorite sport to play?
DDR and archery
63. Favorite Day of the Year?
halloween ^.^
64. Hugs or Kisses?
hugs but if i'm in a good mood or is attacked by bloodwriter's lips i sometimes kiss ^^
65. Vanilla or Chocolate?
vanilla
66. Favorite Board Game?
clue
67. Favorite smells?
vanilla
68. What inspires you?
lots of stuff. mainly my friends and my mom
69. Do you have any piercings?
just in my ears
70. How many siblings do you have?
1 older bro
71. Bacon Bits or croutons?
wat? o.O
72. Favorite Day of the Week?
tuesdays, and saturdays.
73. Favorite phrase?
"MEH!"
74. Favorite Restaurant?
lone star ^//^ best grilled cheeses ever!
75. Favorite animal?
foxes, wolves,... and ravens >///<
76. Favorite thing to do outside?
sleep
77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
run around outside
78. Favorite Disney character?
Todd from Fox and the Hound..
79. Do you like coffee?
no
80. Tag 3 people
I WILL NOT PUT 3 MRE PPL THROUGH THIS HELL!!! Dx
V-day meme
Posted 15 years ago1. Are you single or taken? >.< single
2. Chocolate or flowers? flowers =3
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?-crosses my fingers- hook up?
4. Do you like anyone? Yes.
5. Does someone like you? I hope so.
6. Were you dating anyone last Valentines? No
7. What would be your dream Valentines date? my crush and i running through cool rain durring a hot night
8. Do you make a big deal about Valentines? i try not to
9. Have you ever had a secret admirer? ya
10. Would you ever write someone a love letter? Depends on the person.
11. Do you believe in Cupid? You're kidding right?
12. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines? No.
13. Do you still send out Valentines cards? To certain people.
14. Do you like candy hearts? Not really
15. Is Valentines day depressing? often
16. How do you feel about PDA? Eh, depends on my mood.
17. How is your love life? nonexistant
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines? Nope.
19. How many roses would you want? 5 or 7... or 1... >.< or even just a petal. PLEASE!
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year? hopefully =,<
stollen from
gudf56
2. Chocolate or flowers? flowers =3
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?-crosses my fingers- hook up?
4. Do you like anyone? Yes.
5. Does someone like you? I hope so.
6. Were you dating anyone last Valentines? No
7. What would be your dream Valentines date? my crush and i running through cool rain durring a hot night
8. Do you make a big deal about Valentines? i try not to
9. Have you ever had a secret admirer? ya
10. Would you ever write someone a love letter? Depends on the person.
11. Do you believe in Cupid? You're kidding right?
12. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines? No.
13. Do you still send out Valentines cards? To certain people.
14. Do you like candy hearts? Not really
15. Is Valentines day depressing? often
16. How do you feel about PDA? Eh, depends on my mood.
17. How is your love life? nonexistant
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines? Nope.
19. How many roses would you want? 5 or 7... or 1... >.< or even just a petal. PLEASE!
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year? hopefully =,<
stollen from
gudf56sorry ^-^;;
Posted 16 years agosorry for those poor poor two ppl that are wating me on this website. i have't been even able to finnish drawing my avi due to me packing up my art stuff for the move comming up. hopefully buy this time next month i should have a bunch of awesom pics uploaded and hell i may even have my avi be an actual pic xP. anywho. wish me luck ^-^
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