I'm officially dropping all requests, I've already had once cancellation and to be honest I just haven't the time nor the energy to work on them. I will also not take any future requests, the last few that I actually did I wasn't satisfied with, my renditions of the characters were terrible in my opinion.

I've decided to focus instead on my writing and occasionally drawing what I want, I recently discovered a new show with characters that I like, I may attempt to draw them in the next few days.

If I lose any watchers from this I'll understand, I'll also understand if any of you are angry, I won't even block negative comments on this journal, if you wanna vent at me, go ahead, I deserve it, I'm angry at myself for this mess too.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow, because after work I have my final, if I pass I will finally have my Associate's degree, if not, I won't have it, I'm nervous about this course, I've had ups and downs in it throughout the semester. Please pray that I pass, it would mean a lot to me :( thank you

I've had this thought for a while, and I may not ever write it down at all, but I envisioned an MLP rendition of the first episode of Star Trek the Next Generation, since John de Lancie was both Q from Star Trek TNG and is Discord from MLP.

This is how I would cast the pony characters, feel free to share your own ideas/suggestions:

Princess Celestia -- Captain Picard
Princess Luna -- Commander Riker
Twilight Sparkle -- Lt. Commander Data (with emotions of course)
Rarity -- Counsellor Troi
Rainbow Dash -- Lt. Yar
Applejack -- Lt. LaForge (Geordi was a junior grade Lt. in season 1)
Fluttershy -- Dr. Crusher
Shining Armor -- Lt. Worf
Pinkie Pie -- Wesley Crusher
Discord -- Q

What do y'all think?

It is wrong to assume that all Muslims are bad people, in fact I know they're not, I've come to know a few on a personal level in my life. Extremism exists in all religions, after all, there have been incidents where radical Christians burned abortion clinics, sometimes with the doctors and nurses locked inside.

I understand the growing fear of Islam throughout the world, but such fear can never be erased, unless we strive to learn more of each other. I personally feel that Non-Muslims should study the Quran and hear about Islam from it's practitioners, and Muslims should learn of the other religions. I'm not saying anyone should convert to Islam or vice versa, that's a personal choice that no one can make for you.

But the reality is that things are only going to get much worse from here on out. The fact of the matter is that like the Vietnam War, where it was impossible to distinguish good Vietnamese soldiers from bad just by looking at them; it also impossible to do so with Muslims and Jihadists. This is why American politicians want to deny access to refugees, and why a certain presidential hopeful wants to close several mosques across the country and require all Muslims to carry IDs. Let us hope that unlike in Vietnam, the rule does not become "kill them, and let God sort them out."

Me personally, I'd hate to see the mosques close and the IDs be implemented, I think the mosques don't have to be closed, they're a place of worship, but as for the IDs, unless someone else knows how to identify a jihadist from a Muslim before something bad can happen, I see no other way to find a potential person-of-risk. If anyone has an idea, I will gladly hear it. I hate to see the rights of others trampled upon.

I will read any comments posted on this, and I will respect all opinions, all I ask in return is that you respect mine, and keep your words civil, thank you.

Can't believe I'm gonna be 26 (or 2.6), it doesn't feel real. I'm getting 1, maybe 2 video games for sure and certain, anything beyond that, I dont know.

My dad's gonna take me out for Thai food that evening, aside from this, I don't know what's going on.

Well, that's all I got

Build a Bear Workshop released an online exclusive Derpy plushie, I bought mine this morning!! X3

Had a fight with my brother but that's only what started this fire in me. I pretty much hate everyone around me right now, and it's ruining my imaginative tendencies, while I tend to go for a long period of time without drawing or writing, I'm always playing out the pictures or stories in my head, I even have Innr-Selvs, Fur Trek and My Little Youth Sprite completed in my head, I often play them back in my mind just to make myself smile. I even have a Fur Trek and an Innr-Selvs spinoff planned out ^^

But right about now I hate everyone and everything, when I get like this I love only myself, and right about now I'm happy with that at least

I saw this cute image on a website similar to zazzle

http://ih0.redbubble.net/image.4318.....0,white.u2.jpg

And I think it would look cuter if Trixie's eyes didn't look so angry and if Derpy was wearing a diaper. My mate thinks it would look cute on me ^^

Does anyone know someone that could maybe doctor the image and put it on a shirt? I'd pay them of course

I apologize for the delay in continuing My Little Youth Sprite, I literally came home and slept after work the last few days, also yesterday at 6:26 pm, my grandfather passed away =*(

Arrangements are being made today, I will try to post part B while I'm looking after my brothers today, I have no input to give at the funeral arrangements, it should be whatever my grandfather wanted as far as I'm concerned. I loved him, he believed in me more than anyone else in my family I think, and while he loved all of his grandchildren, sometimes I feel he liked me best.....not necessarily for good reasons

Anyway, keep me in your thoughts these next few days

The beginning of my MLP FiM/Innr-Selvs crossover, any respective characters or locations are property of their respective owners, please support the official release =) when writing this, I assume that the reader has background knowledge of MLP FiM, so I won't be too detailed in the description of the locations or MLP characters, I will however describe mine in detail as needed. Please comment ^^

It was a bright and sunny day in Equestria, birds were singing and a slight breeze out of the south helped to keep the summer heat relatively mild. From a bird's eye view, one could see a group of travelers walking along a country road. There were 14 in all, the party consisted of 12 ponies and 2 baby dragons. With the exception of one pony that wore training pants, the rest of the group wore diapers; despite being adults. They each had luggage with them, most of them had giant baby rattles in their saddlebags; the dragons carried similar rattles of their own, and had backpacks on that contained other items. The training pants pony had spare pull-ups in his saddlebags, just in case. One of the mares had what looked like a diaper bag with her instead of saddlebags, and another pony carried nothing with him except a broadsword in a sheath that was slung across his back.

As is typical of ponies from Equestria, they each had a various mark on their flanks called cutie marks, unlike typical Equestria ponies however, their marks did not correspond to a particular talent; the dragons bore their marks on the front of theirs diapers. The pull-up pony, diaper bag pony, and sword pony were all new to this party, the rest of the ponies belonged to an elite corps known as sprite ponies, the exact nature of their purpose is a secret known only to a few.

They had set off from their home far away almost a week ago, and they had much further to go to reach their destination, but according to the map they'd been following, they'd soon come to a small town called Ponyville. Their hooves hurt and even the Pegasi among them were complaining of wing aches as well as sore hooves. They'd previously decided to take a short rest in Ponyville before hitting the road once more. Their eyes widened and smiles grew on their faces as they saw the town in full view up ahead, finally they'd be able to relax for a while. As they entered the town however, they received some strange looks from the various ponies; why were full grown mares and stallions wearing diapers? They did their best to ignore the townsfolk, as they were just passing through. The group stopped in front of a fountain and prepared to begin their well-deserved break.

Because I don't get much time to use my computer anymore, I've decided to do a little something different regarding My Little Youth Sprite.

Starting tomorrow, I'll be posting it in a series of small sections in my journals here on FA. That way if I do get time to use my laptop later on, I'll copy it and submit as stories.

This will also give me some insight into just how many people read my journals regularly, I trust all of you, I'm just curious is all =)

The story begins tmrw ^^

I'm being outshined by virtually everyone around me, people who either already have their degrees or are out working their careers, and they're as little as 1 year younger than me, I hate it!!!

The only thing making me feel even somewhat better is that they're English or history majors, baby subjects compared to my math field........IMO

I already have very few friends if any because of how I feel towards humanity in general, but I admit, petty jealousy like this doesn't win friends

Be as honest as you'd like with your comments, should you choose to leave any....chances are I'll feel bad about posting this journal later and I'll take what you say to heart

Well I have loads of ideas for both Fur Trek and Innr-Selvs, which I'll be happy to share with anyone that's interested, but I wanna take suggestions/ideas from this of who you that enjoy either of my projects, there's no such thing as a stupid idea, so....wow me, heh ^^

EDIT: this includes the Innr-Selvs/MLP crossover, which will be entitled "My Little Youth Sprite"

hey everyone, with a few exceptions, I haven't told any of you about the Innr-Selvs/My little pony crossover I was gonna write after I get further ahead with Innr-selvs, but here's a short little segment of it, please give me your honest opinion and critique, I really want this to turn out good

Chewy took a stroll down a path, keeping his head down and trying his best to hide the look of embarrassment on his face. The blue unicorn wasn't used to being away from home, so all the various ponies that were staring at his diaper-clad flank and the oversized rattle that he carried in his saddlebags made him feel very uncomfortable. A group of fillies giggled as they watched him go by, and he could've sworn that he'd heard somepony teasing him about his foalish appearance. He started to move a little more quickly, keeping his head down and his eyes closed, trying his best to pretend that he was all alone right now. He didn't look where he was going, and he bumped right into the flank of a yellow Pegasus with pink mane and tail, and pink butterflies for her cutie mark. The yellow Pegasus squeaked with surprise as the unicorn immediately fell back on his diapered rear; it was it, nopony could ignore him now. "Oh, excuse me! I'm sorry! I'm so clumsy, I didn't mean to do it!" the unicorn stammered, starting to hyperventilate. He kept his eyes shut and held his forehooves out in front of him. The yellow Pegasus poked her head out from within a bush that she'd ran into for cover, and was surprised to see the overgrown foal quivering with fright. The yellow Pegasus looked at the unicorn curiously, she'd never seen anypony quite like him before.

just to give you a heads-up, this is not a romance story, again, please leave feedback for me, I would appreciate it ^^

I have about 2 or 3 other storylines prepped for after the conclusion of the current adventure on planet Sabo, but feel free to suggest your own ideas, including any suggestions for civilizations that the Endeavor crew might encounter, recurring villains, stories that focus on a particular character, etc. I'll hear them all =)

If anyone watching me is leaving FA, then please share some of your other usernames or whatever so that I can get in touch with you elsewhere, please? Thanks

Is there a difference between the holo cards and the foil cards, or are they the same thing? If there is a difference, could you please explain it to me? =\

I've been thinking about writing a few stories that would basically be a furry version of Star Trek, with original storylines of course, if anyone would like to have their characters featured, now's the time to act!

I'll welcome any animal or gender, after all, the crew members of the Star Trek franchise were very diverse, the intention of course was to implant the idea that all people could coexist and work together side by side =) a revolutionary concept in the late 60s

I'll welcome diapered characters as well, it's space after all, hehe ^^

Leave a comment or note me if you're interested =)

Farewell to our dear friend, best remembered as Mr. Spock, he lived long and prospered -.-

My mate wants to break up with me and he's severely depressed right now, i don't know what I'd do without him.....=*(

Please pray for him, his name is Taku, I hope for his safety and that he'll come back to me, I love him so much! *cries*........

First of all, thank you to everyone who gave me suggestions, unfortunately I'm not certain id be able to get the pokemon you suggested added to my set, not to mention, suggestion turnout was low =\

Anywho, I found a seller on Etsy who makes pokemon figurines out of Clay, and I was highly impressed with how they're all roughly the same size and they look so darn cute ^^ the only downside is that they're all 1st generation pokemon, which is fine with me bcuz it's the one I'm most familiar with, unfortunately as I got older I found that I did not have enough time to pay close enough attention the subsequent generations, I'm familiar with a few of them but that's it =\

So here's the list that I came up with, please give me your honest opinion =)
I apologize if I spelled any names wrong

Pawns:
Bell sprout
Oddish
Magikarp
Paras
Venonat
Caterpie
Slowpoke
Poliwag
Tangela
Psyduck
Weedil
Rattata
Diglett
Shellder
Goldeen
Zubat

Knights:
Scyther
Electabuzz
Gengar
Alakazam


Rooks:
Dragonite
Magmar
Snorlax
Rhydon

Bishops:
Pikachu
Squirtle
Charmander
Bulbasaur

Double queens:
Dewgong
Nine Tails

Kings:
Nidoking
Mewtwo

Queens:
Nidoqueen
Mew

I'm thinking of creating a customized pokemon chess set using pieces that I'm gonna purchase off the internet, but I'll need some help deciding which pokemon should represent each respective piece (pawns, knights, etc.)

Here's what I'm looking for in a set

1. It can contain pokemon from any generation

2. I do not want replicas in my set, each piece should be a different pokemon

3. I'd like to avoid using pokemon from the same family if possible (for example, if I have a Squirtle, I do not want a wartortle or blastoise, even if they're on opposite sides)

4. The two kings should be opposite elements, fire vs. water for example

5. I need a combined total of 34 pieces, since I'm considering pawn promotion here

If you wanna help me out, I need to know which pokemon you suggest, along with which chess piece they'd represent, base it on stats please, not on how much you like the pokemon, suggest as many or as few as you would like, thanks! =)

Random thoughts pop into my head during those times, specifically tonight it's a weird/stupid idea =\

I know it's not affiliated with Disney but.... I wondered what it would be like if My Little Pony was included in a future Kingdom Hearts game.

Idk, what do y'all think? =\

Had one of the strangest dreams I've had in a long time. My whole family and I lived in this huge house next to some wooded area. This particular house has appeared to me in dreams before, but not in over a year. Anyway, I walked into what I presume to be my bedroom, and it's in shambles, naturally I'd assumed that my younger autistic brother had been playing in there again, several of my things were missing and replaced with things that I absolutely hate (I couldn't identify a few of them so I won't go into detail, all I'll say is that they were too childish for my liking), the next thing I did was grab my iPhone of my nightstand, I look through it and notice that all of my apps had been removed and were being replaced with a bunch of TMNT related apps (I hate the new versions of TMNT, so this made me really angry)

I went to another room to complain to my mother, thinking that my brother had done all of this, she tells me no, that the phone and my room now belong to him, I was furious and shocked. It was soon revealed to me that it was his birthday, and we'd all be having a party in one of the upstairs dining rooms in a few hours (again, huge house)

It then cut to the party scene, there were more relatives there than I'd seen in reality in a long time, but to make matters even more strange, everyone was younger, they looked exactly as I'd remembered them when I was a kid, and I looked over at my brother, he too is younger, and he was wearing TMNT pj's and slippers, the only things that seemed to be in the current time period was the style of the TMNTs, the iPhone, and my age (in the dream I was exactly as I am now) the whole atmosphere melted away my anger a bit, I then distracted myself from the guests for a moment and looked through a window in a door that led to yet another room, I opened the door and noticed this really nice kitchen and several square tables all cluttered together in a corner, and on one of the tables was a pile of old menus and lists of wine selections, I rushed out to explain this to my family, we concluded that this house must've been a restaurant at one time.

Soon after, we got back to the celebration, and I was handed a dessert (this next part is really strange, I don't quite get it myself) it was a dish of vanilla ice cream, with the biggest cream puff I've ever seen on top of it, it was still warm as if it'd just come out of the oven, and what was next to it really caught me by surprise, some of the things missing from my room were in there, specifically two pokemon figurines sitting on the ice cream, a pikachu and a flareon, both wearing diapers (I own no such thing IRL, but in the dream I seemed to remember having them distinctively in a collection of some sort)

As I looked around the room then, I noticed everyone else had similar desserts, each one also had diapered pokemon figures in it, but no one made any comment about it, they just moved them around in their bowls and ate the surrounding ice cream and cream puffs. I shrugged my shoulders and turned back to mine, that cream puff did look good. I picked it up with my hand, it was so warm and flaky, I brought it up to my mouth....

That's when I woke up, I was literally feeling myself beginning to drool, that's what woke me up, what a weird way to start off thanksgiving, happy thanksgiving to all btw! ^^

I'm expecting a graphics tablet to arrive in the mail sometime this week, so please wait a bit longer, your requests will look better that way =)