Just so you all know, im on  Blitz_Echo now ._.

I really don't like the numbers. x.x

Damn you J2

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1. I have a very strong fear of needles.
2. I occasionally smoke
3. I have a broken tail bone
4. I need hypno therapy at the dentist so i can get teeth out
5. I drew J2's art trade, but i really can't be arsed to face the evil scanner to re-scan it so i can get it on FA
6. I get easily stressed and depressed
7. I have an unhealthy addiction to cola
8. I'm a big fan of the ALIEN films.

AAAAAAND, cause im a Vesper who doesnt play by the rules, i'm only gonna tag two bats, cause i can, so i tag............

 kurtbatz

and

 Vale_bat

Well, i finaly did it. I have the fursona that fits all snug and sexy. It's still batty, but its a special bat. My very own species, the 'Leaf Tailed Vesper Bat'. I'd give a latin translation, but apparantly leaf tailed comes out as folium penis.

Its pretty much the same as my old fursona, except now he has more of a fruit bat nose, and a long tail with a leaf on the end. I mean come on, everyone wants a long tail =3

Anyway, i'll post a pic i did when i can be bothered to brave my parents old computer.


Blitz

Lately, i've been feeling really alone and un-loved. My dad made it clear i was a dissapointment because i hate sports, and my mom and step dad told me they hate me, because apparantly i act like my dad, while everyone says i'm like my mom. I dont know what is more insulting. I don't really concider anyone my family, except my grandparents, because they seem to be the only ones who understand me. To make it all worse, i've become paranoid that i'm going to loose all my friends. They seem pissed off with me whenever i talk to them on MSN, and i hate the feeling.

Worst still, i had my first full gay sexual experiance last week. It was horrible, and i thought it would shift me to girls even more, but it didn't. And now, to top it all off, my feeling for my best friend are worse. I really like him, but im almost possative he would never do anything with a guy, especialy one like me. I even told myself i'd never date a guy, but lately, with him, and a few others, who just happen to be close friends too, i dont know anything anymore. Everything seems to be pilling on me at once, and on top of this week long headache, i really don't think i'll be able to handle it much longer. Today alone i've broken down and cried in my room. Lots of people have made it clear what they think of me lately. I hate myself for it, and its all because i dont have any guts. I freak out at anything that looks like a needle, it takes me forever to decide whether or not to do a stunt on my bike, which i know pisses my friends off, and i don't have tallent in anything usefull.

Anyway, that was my emo, sissy, pathetic rant, Sorry for wasting those moments of your life

Have you ever noticed how little bugs there are in the fandom? Sure, you get as wasp here, and earwig there, but theres rarely an established group of them like there is with the fox or the dragon. I for one, like he insect comunity, especialy bees and ants. I'll admit, alot of them are even more warped than the rest of us, but some of them are still pretty cool. Then again, i have always liked the weird and abnormal.

Also, on an unrelated note, does anyone know any good basic art tutorial sites? besides draw furry i mean

Blitzy

happy red nose day to all. i hope you donate as much as you can

im having a fursona crisis. dont get me wrong, ill always be batty, but ive been fiddling around, seeing other things, blah blah blah, and a few thing appeal to me. and for some reason i have the image of a roobat stuck in my mind. i might have a go at drawing it, just to see. i might take kangaroo tail, ears and feet and stick them on my current Blitz.still part bat though. bats forever.

WOO, FIRST JOURNAL.