go to  cummachameleon to see these classic posts such as

The Rodentine Reverie!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56130260/

A Magnetic Melody!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56130328/

And many more coming soon

Hey everyone! It's been a minute since my last journal, so I figured that I'd give an update for whatever that's worth. I haven't felt comfortable being in the public eye for a while but lately I've been feeling better about that sort of thing so I think it's about time that I stick a toe back into this Artist on the Internet business.

First thing's first. I am Trans, I've known for a long time but since I was living in an environment that was very hostile to queer people, I spent a LOT of time and energy denying it. Turns out that suppressing a fundamental part of yourself causes a lot of mental problems, who knew? Ever since accepting myself I've felt much better and have been much more able to exercise my creativity.

Second order of business! I'm going to move all my NSFW posts to a new account. I will announce when that happens, so anyone who likes them can still find them. I will continue to make NSFW posts (Hopefully more frequently) to the new account and leave anything else here.

Recently, I moved to LA, this means a few things for me. One, I finally live in a place where I can be a dirty shameless queer and no one cares. Two, My monthly expenses have shot up quite a lot. This leads me to the last part of my update.

Commissions!!! I'm going to be opening up for commissions! More details about that soon, but a bitch needs money and a furry fandom needs art, so expect it soon.

I haven't been making a lot of stuff for the past couple of years. Grappling with alcoholism was exhausting and left me with little to no energy to do anything I actually like doing. I would wake up with inflamed joints, barely able to move every morning; on top of that the guilt from drinking would leave me emotionally crippled as well. I feel like I'm finally getting back on track now, I can focus again, I can hold a pen without my wrist cramping up, and my brain is flowing with ideas.

I'm currently in the process of moving, but once that's over and done with, I have a lot of exciting projects that I want to work on this year. I have a comic I want to make and an idea for tiny little arcade style game that I want to try to make a prototype for. It's been tough trying to remember how I even go about making art but I have a few people in my corner that are happy to cheer me along. I feel truly lucky despite all the misfortune I've endured this past couple of years. Keep your eyes peeled!

Bad.

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Well okay that's not entirely true. I've been practicing drawing, I'm barely feeling alcohol cravings anymore, I've been seeing a therapist for a year and have been making great progress. I dare say that I'm beginning to not really hate myself anymore!

I still have a lot of work to do on myself for sure, but I'm grateful to all of my friends who helped me pull through. I've been trying so hard to please my shitty family that I lost sight of the people who actually care about me, and I'm never making that mistake again.

I have a long, long way to go before I'm where I want to be, but I feel like I've finally shaken off the moss and started moving toward something. The world is fucking scary lately but instead of feeling paralyzed, I only feel excitement for the future.

I hope you all have a great Holiday season, keep your ears to the ground and listen for the sound of little raccoon footsteps, cause there's a stampede coming and I'd hate for anyone to miss it.

2021 sucked for me. I'm sure it sucked for everyone but I haven't been chewed up and spat out quite like this in a long time. In between dealing with alcoholism and having to move back in with my parents, all on top of dealing with a an identity crisis, I'm not in a great place right now and I have spent the last 4 months in shambles.

THAT BEING SAID...

I can no longer keep pitying myself. I'll never get better if I just sit around crying at the unfairness of it all, so I'm going to spend this year creating and just putting stuff out there. I'm not going to worry about being perfect, I'm just gonna upload and try to improve. I want to thank everyone who follows me on here for dealing with me being slow with uploads. It genuinely means a lot to me when people tell me they like my little doodles or my weird stories. It makes me think that maybe I can make it as an artist. I wish everyone a happy 2022! Buckle up and get ready for more Brak than you can handle.

Some of you already knew this but I have been struggling with alcoholism since 2015. I finally sought out a detox center last week and as of today, I am officially clean. Expect to see a lot more from me soon.
Alcohol was seriously crippling my self-esteem and creativity, but now I'm feeling my head flood with ideas, naughty ideas, weird ones, cute stuff maybe??? Who the heck knows?
I plan to keep uploading here and on my twitter for as long as possible while my mind staves off cravings.

Hey everyone! I've hit some financial roadblocks this past month and I'm considering opening up for story commissions. I'll post another journal when I've hashed out pricing and everything. Just thought I'd let people know.

I'm gonna try to do a lot more streaming this year, both with video games and creative stuff. I'm always going to be doing my art streams over at picarto.tv/brakkins since Picarto offers more in the way of not getting banned. I'm still wondering if I should do gaming over on Twitch or stick with Picarto for everything but for now you can expect to see me streaming every Wednesday and Sunday.

I haven't uploaded in so long, but there are a couple of things in the works that probably will upset some people, expect fetishes that will probably gross some people out. I'll also be uploading some doodles I've done over the months into scraps in case you want toony nonsense. Sorry I've been absent for so long!

I've got some really weird stories in the works! That's all. I hope you're all doing well.

After a long, lazy absence, I've finally decided to move out of my parent's house. Thankfully, most of my things are already in boxes so it shouldn't take long to complete this process. After then, I'm going to try to post as much as humanly possible. Until then. Thanks if you follow me, sorry for being a ghost for 2 months.

Hello FA! I've been involved in the Furry Community for almost a decade now and I've never really contributed anything of any real meaning to this community of people who have been so supporting to me. All of the stories you see on this account are random ideas that I've had floating around in my head for a long time, I used to be very embarrassed by these ideas but lately, I've realized that keeping things pent up inside my head probably does more harm than good, so now for your viewing pleasure, I'm turning these ideas into tangible stories instead of keeping them inside where they promptly rot my brain. I'm going to try to write one story a week for as long as I can manage. I don't consider myself to be a good writer so don't be surprised if you see plotholes, spelling/grammatical errors, or any number of foibles that I didn't notice. If you notice anything that I don't catch in a story, please, don't be shy to let me know so I can improve. That's about all I have to say for now. I'll be posting a new story either today or tomorrow and another story every consecutive week until either I run out of ideas or I get bored of writing. Enjoy the smut everyone, Bye!