Hi again, everyone. Just wanted to let everyone here know that BadgerBen is having a raffle here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54777343/ and you can participate by following the rules. Best of luck like I will. ^^

Hello there everyone from new to old. Been a long road on my side along with every human being's side too, but I hope everyone with a pure heart had a great Christmas and New Years Eve. For what's been going on my side, I've been help out my relatives as always like any good son should do, trying to handle of what these conflicts that's been happening lately from what I heard from news reports with the chaos going on in various parts of the world that's still going on worse, which I wish & hope that someone in this godforsaken world fixes all these problems with their power now that Trumper Head is impeached, and I'm almost close to finding a simple job for myself thanks to my mother. So far, nothing bad happen to me devastatingly. Just carrying out my daily duties to make my life continue on smoothly.

Now, for my time here in DA and on my other sites for this new year, I'm planning on getting through some serious tasks I want to do. Like going through all my past notes to check up on, or delete the ones that are no longer necessary to me. After that, I might post my pic posts that I've been saving in my stash for a long time. As I'm doing all this, I'm putting a very long hold on all of the RPs that I have saved within my batches of notes. So, if anyone I know by heart wants to continue with the RPs that we've been making, they have to wait until I give the word that they can. Sorry, but I don't nothing slowing me down as I'm getting through with this situation in this new year of life for me. >3< I hope you all understand this whole and will try their best to survive as well. By the way, if you ever feel interested in wanting, or have in your heart to commission someone to make something for you, check out these commission infos I've been faving here: https://www.deviantart.com/anti-cel.....ommission-info. Feel free to do so 'cause it would help these many artists well with their lives and would satisfy your interests in art too. Well that's I want to say and I'll be wishing everyone here a good & safe life.

Hiya again everyone. ^^ Sorry for my delay in making this update that I stated previously that I would give you all after my birthday. I was busy as usual with this & that, here & there, and so on and so on. Had a good birthday at IHOP with good gifts, but not much gifts on DA as I know not everyone (friend, or not) can give me a gift pic, or something. I still appreciated the birthday wishes and few gifts I received here. For a bigger news report from my side, I had to have my teeth cleaned again as normal, had to have one WIP cavity be removed and filled, which was quicker than I expected it to be and had ear plugs on to block out the sound of the drilling, AND wanted to remove my last two remaining wisdom teeth at the bottom of my jaw as I feared of it staying there longer to mess up my teeth more. Had to take three needle shots of that numbing stuff on each side of my mouth where my wisdom teeth were at (six shots in total) without the dentist putting that jell stuff to ease the pain I would receive from the needle, but I took 'em like a man and was brave enough to handle the pressure from the dentist forcing my wisdom teeth out of me. It was a experience of bravery with no complaints, or panic I never had since ever 'cause I've grown up as years went by. I had other events like this before that involved my sense of courage, but this was pretty much more than that and probably won't be my last. After all that, I recovered well and will take of my teeth as always.

Welp, that's all I wanted to say for now as last Halloween was a stormy one for me, but I had a good day celebrating my sister's birthday during October and I will attend the Anime NYC Convention this month. Hope anybody here will attend it too. ;) See ya later until then.

Hiya again everyone. Just felt of wanting to make a usual journal update on myself. Things have been quite intense lately in other parts of the world that's been worrying to me. Conflicts are on the rise from various counties, politicians going all cuckoo for cocoa puffs, especially that Trumper head who I hope gets kicked out the White House along with those who followed his corruption, the death toll keeps rising up to such a bad degree that made me shock beyond belief and I pray that this will be resolved somehow 'cause I can't take much more of this. I'm starting to think that Mother Earth is angry and I can agree with why that is. However, many somewhat good people are trying to take care of this atrocity. Just hope me and those close to me stay safe from it all.

As for me on my side, still busy as usual and gonna have some big things taken care. ~3~ Like, having my last two wisdom teeth get taken out, doing a few errands here & there, and preparing the best birthday for me yet 'cause ScrewAttack is gonna make Death Battle of Kiryu (M.G.3.) vs Dragonzord and the whole family to see it. I'm actually quite surprised that Tommy Oliver's actor Jason David Frank was born the same day as I did, but 21 yrs before I did. Still hoping for Kiryu to win 'cause I prefer the Godzilla series' kaijus. >w< Hope to receive some great gifts from my relatives and maybe from my friends here. ^3^ DA points, quick pics, I don't mind what you can give as long as it fits my interests with no disrespect. :D

For my time in DA, the usual whatnot I've been doing, but I've been receiving a lot of new watchers lately and I can assume it's because they've watched THIS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQt_Hj5r-7I . THAT'S RIGHT! XD The very comic I commissioned E.F.E. to make for me long ago was chosen to be dubbed by this group " ampleexpansion" and the actress who played as Serafall did a excellent job with it. Sounded closely like the dub actress who played as Serafall in the anime series, which I provide a vid of that to help them. :D Me & Escape accepted their permission to do so and I hope you give the best of credit to them. Still have my pic posts on hold until I get my A-game back, but it's all safe in my storage and ain't going anywhere. If you spotted them uploaded by the artists who made them for me, give them support and credit for 'em 'cause they deserve it more than me. :) Welp, that's all I wanted to share and I'll give you all another update after my birthday. See ya around.

Hello again everyone. ^u^ Just wanted to give a usual update on myself, but with some more specks on it. For now, I've been going around short trips with my relatives during our weekends, and we even watched the movies John Wick 3 and my all-time favorite Godzilla KOTM. Truly amazing movies and I know there gonna be a lot of more fantastic movies coming up this year after we watched their trailers. >w< As of now, I'm doing my usual hobbies and settled with most of business. There's still much left, but that will as always come with time to finish it. It's not all difficult, so need to worry about thinking of that. ^3^ It will be all done sooner, or later. Aside from that, this month we've gotten some new games coming up in the mere future that I can't wait to play and these new movies that I know my father will enjoy watching. Hope they'll turn out great when they come out. :D

Now, many of you have probably noticed some new pics with my OC & name on 'em that I faved and thanked for... Well you got me there, but now I wonder what's the real purpose, or reason behind all these requests and whatnot. Like, why do we even do all this anyway and is it necessary for us? :? I can feel that it's sort of addicting, but not as much when I use to do commissions. Any DA experts, or maybe even Staff members that can help me with answering that question? I don't mind what that answer is. ~3~

Welp everybody. It's now 2019, the year that House of the Dead 3 took place in where the initial zombie outbreak/infestation has spread throughout all over the world and reducing the world into a desolation with the civilization collapsing on top of all of 'em: https://thehouseofthedead.fandom.co....._Year_2019.jpg . ...NOOOTTT~! XD Although... you never know. *3* To confirm this, we all have lost many familiar and famous lives during 2018, and it truly is sorrowful to see them go. However, they will live on within us and we will remember them after all the good deeds they've done for us to remember with their talents. :salute: Politics is still all hectic as always, but as long as the will power of the people exist, we can step up to such crises and our "president" will know that WE are stronger than him 'cause such atrocities of corruption must be stopped. >o<

Now, to all my followers and good friends alike, I hope of you will nice and safe New Year life for yourself and will stand stronger for yourselves. :D As for myself, I will do the same as always, but since this is a new year for me too, I think I should make some new rules for myself here in DA. I still attend to post my requested pics I've received from many artists, but me "downloading" pics I seen on other's accounts has started to become off and harder for me to do. Like, they all turn out like this gibberish: "dcsqds5-3f4f55cc-43e5-47c9-a477-c4b42476a8e5, or file" and I don't understand why that is. Hope someone can explain that to me, but if nobody can't, I'll just not download 'em anymore and just fav them like normally. :shrug: For what I'm going through now is personal, but mostly new business and errands for myself to go through like everybody on this planet. It's reasonable and it's for myself & the family, but that's life as always. -3-

Anywho, Happy New Years to you all and pray that THIS year will brings good new for all. >w<

Hello again everybody. ^u^ Still hanging in there as always? Well I hope so 'cause I've been through a lot in the past months. For starters and brace yourselves for this, my mother had a sudden stroke incident because of high blood pressure a day after I posted my recent journal, but no worries. >3< It was a small one thank GOD. As she was being treated with the best of doctors & therapists at the best of two simplest hospitals around my country, I had to run some very serious errands for her while she away, like chores at her home. As I did, I visited her from time to time to check on her and give my share of love since they that a hospitalized person will recover faster when they receive support to those that close to them, like family members & friends. It all paid off well and the chores I had to do really made me feel that have to be more responsible for myself for my future life.

After a few weeks, she was up and ready to go thanks to the treatment that helped her out with her conditions, and love from me and my relatives. She's hanging in there very strong and is taking a long break from her job to recover her own way since I believe her job is the real problem to why this happen. Hopefully she'll understand, but for now I keep an eye on her with calling & texting and help her out with any situations she's in need of assistance. Knowing her, she is strong, but still needs my love and support from those close to her. As of now, she's going swell for a long while thanks to the therapy sections she was attending and I stood by her to aid her whenever she truly need it.

As for me, I've been handling some new IRL situations of affairs that's been slowing me down of my ways in wanting to post what I've been receiving as gifts and requests I've been doing lately here in DA and a few other good art sites I've signed into, along with my gaming activities. However, I'm still all good as always and once all my affairs are dealt with, I can finally use my full power to post all the pics that many artists made for me here again and much more. :D So, stay tuned as always until I make full announcement about it.

Hello again everyone. From my DA watchers/friends, artists, staff members and good person from all over the world. Except for the baddies. Just give a very big update on myself of what I've been going this past summer vacation. To start things off, I've hanging around my usual home in Bronx, NY (That's right. I stated where I live in the United States 'cause DA doesn't show you what country everyone lives in, but I ain't telling you my address 'cause that would be a dumb move. No siree. ) trying survive the accursed heatwave by drinking gallons of water staying close to the shade, keeping away the massive storms that were leftovers from mighty hurricanes, which I hope everyone from other places tried to survive from too... Spending my days to hang out with my family, paying my own bills & resources thanks to my own income (Still jobless by the way, but I have applied to my own service. Don't ask me about it.) and been trying to focus on my own future with these hands of mine. Also, I changed my DA profile details a lot if you wanna check it out. :)

During my time with my relatives, I've been going out in many good trips. First off, I was watching the movies Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom (Liked how the Indoraptor smiled in his cage), The Meg (Jaws' great x10 grandfather) and The Predator (funny & thrilling at the same time Predator Emote)with my mother & father. Celebrated my mother's birthday, went to the swimming pool that unfortunately we had to leave somewhat early 'cause of an "accident" that wasn't so serious, but we had decided to not even bother waiting to clear up 'cause at least we got ourselves wet for a change. ^3^ Also, as you might've heard from my little journal that went to the Miku Expo 2018 with my mother last July. It was a hot day of waiting that caused me to go through a sudden heatstroke, but we survived long enough to watch the show and it turned out fantastic in end. I even went to a Native American Pow Wow with my mother & sister to see the dancing, listening to history about them and so on. Such a shame for what the Native Americans been through in their history because of our English ancestors, but we still try to respect them of their nature & culture. Finally, me & my mother for the first time in years crossed the Brooklyn Bridge and back at nightfall. I was a little shaky from the height below us and fearing of dropping our phones as we were taking pictures, but we still pulled it off swell with our legs sore in the process. :3 All of these trips of mine we're really great and I hope to do more next time. :D

Actually, I wanted to make this opportunity to express of which anime character is in my whole new "waifu" list. I have so many of them, that I can't store them in my head forever, so I think it's best to mention them on this here journal with references provided of my favs. ^u^ You might be aware that Serafall Leviathan from High School DxD: http://fav.me/d9unh4a is my main waifu, but there are many others. ;) There are Dark Magician Girl (Yu-gi-oh): http://fav.me/d4huwwy, Tiana (Montowers): http://fav.me/d7u8o6j, Yami (To Love-Ru): http://fav.me/d99scoh, Nemesis (To Love-Ru): http://fav.me/daw55nu, Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid): http://fav.me/dck460t, Iowa (Kantai Collection): http://fav.me/db39xap, Katja Ekaterina (Seikon no Qwaser): http://fav.me/d52kur4, and Metallia (The Witch and the Hundred Knight): http://fav.me/d8yjn9j, Miyon (Monkey Typhoon): http://fav.me/d2tycxz, Setsuna (Needless): http://fav.me/d2ifep2, Awawa (Sponge Girl Awawa-chan): http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QmcP6GmU2.....0/35_dpos_.jpg, Aya Hinata (Cosplay Roshutsu Kenkyuukai): http://nijitoraware.com/wp-content/.....ds/wv2rUGz.png, Peashy/Yellow Heart (Hyperdimension Neptunia): http://fav.me/d6r4phe/http://fav.me/d6r9m4d, Momo Momozono (High School DxD): http://fav.me/daqc7lk, Ukitsu (IkkiTousen): http://fav.me/daqi5te, Asuka Langley Soryu/Shikinami (Evangelion): http://fav.me/da5sua5, Shizuru Fujimura (Godannar): http://fav.me/d9a6x07, Kos-mos (Xenosaga): http://fav.me/d8of15i, T-elos (Xenosaga): http://fav.me/d8mmvkn, C2/C.C. (Code Geass): http://fav.me/d2m5gaf, Aldra (Queen's Blade): http://fav.me/d8qfv53, Cinnamon (Megaman X): http://fav.me/d5lybx, Shamsiel (Kyonyuu Fantasy): http://fav.me/d6rr4cf, Sakura (Manyuu Hikenchou): http://fav.me/d73fypn, Kirie Kojima (Girls Bravo): http://fav.me/d2ng9k6, Monica Adenauer (Yakitate!! Japan): http://fav.me/d72ltov, Daiwa Scarlet (Uma Musume): http://fav.me/dcd61y5, Super Sonico: http://fav.me/d730s5p, Aki Izayoi (Yu-Gi-Oh): http://fav.me/db41n38, Priere (La Pucelle: Tactics): http://fav.me/dc4cug5, Elphelt Valentine (Guilty Gear Xrd): http://fav.me/dae9icz, Ramlethal (Guilty Gear Xrd): http://fav.me/da3h0u6, Jack-O (Guilty Gear Xrd): http://fav.me/da3gzus, Nanako (Amazing Nurse Nanako): http://fav.me/dalc7y0, Chacha Akaza (Maken-Ki): http://fav.me/d91nzob, Asmodeus (Seven Deadly Sins): http://fav.me/d60cjao, Lady Justice: http://fav.me/d8ullpt, Elen (Futabu): http://fav.me/d8vm8wj, Suu (Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou): http://fav.me/dbhzehi, Kagura & Naraku (Senran Kagura): http://fav.me/d9wnl2r, Katsuragi (Senran Kagura): http://fav.me/d5wlwok, Minori (Senran Kagura): http://fav.me/d9wnkiw, Shantae: http://fav.me/d6pa7vl, Blair (Soul Eater): http://fav.me/dan0poh, Mikan Kurenai: http://fav.me/dcbfudn, Geiru Toneido: Lesbian clown wife, Android 21 (Dragon Ball Fightz): http://fav.me/dc0whfx and Maonyan (Shinmai Maou no Testament): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ProI6kOaVs http://fav.me/dcujdqn, http://fav.me/dcujdvz. Phew... :phew: I believe that's all of 'em for now, but I hope you like them just like I do. :D

For the update on me posting new stuff, I still attend to upload some new pic posts that I requested for a long time now, which you can probably see them from one of my fav folders that the original artists posted on their side, but the heatwave was really distracting and I had to buy some time to adjust myself in how I should handle my time in DA. As for RPs, I'll be getting them soon somehow in this heatwave. >.< Now, once I do post them, I don't want anyone to rush on through the creators'/artists' homepages just to ask for a request too 'cause that would be really rude since a few of them prefer to do mostly commissions than requests and need some donations to dedicate themselves to create more art for their lives & reputation. Speaking of commissions, I heard that these artists here:  suzarte01,  kaminoonto are in need of commissions, so feel free to check them out and maybe do pay them to draw something for you. Plus, check out my batch of commission info journals that I faved myself and choose whoever you wanna to pay to make something for you: https://www.deviantart.com/anti-cel.....ommission-info. Everybody shouldn't be too greedy in not giving away some money to help others and so on 'cause it would benefit us all to be kind like that. Even as a sense of business. Okay everybody? :please:

Actually, there was someone's comment for an artist saying, "I don't understand why you're putting so much time and effort into something for an online stranger, just to get no payment out of it." and I think it's just how some artists just role with it as a since of testing there drawing skills for someone if it's okay with the artist, or some other good reason. However, this reminds me of how many users, including myself, ask for drawing requests in some tune that is considerable, or rude to the artists. Well I guess that how it is to be a "Deviant" for a good reason, beneficial one, or in some cases a bad reason. Now, I respect every artist I come across that has good drawing style to me and I wouldn't wanna hurt, or threaten them for something I want 'cause I wasn't raise to be impulse and all that negative whatnot. Even to the artists that do both commissions and sometimes little requests, I always respect the fact they primarily do commissions than requests 'cause it's more profitable for their lives and I just leave them be after a little chat about it. Still, it's somewhat disappointing that I don't do commissions with artists anymore after the trauma I've been through years ago, but it was worth putting a stop to it for a good reason and I believe I should really explain the whole reason why I had to stop paying for art here in DA since I really didn't explain enough about it on my old previous journal.

It all started around the beginning of 2016 when I applied to my service that would help me receive income because of my disability, which I should have gotten at quite a young age ago, but couldn't. I was still at my educational time in Lehman College and as I was carrying out my subjects, I felt it would be a good idea to try and do commissions with familiar DA artists I know. I've been doing it for quite a long while during that year as most of you probably noticed after viewing my pic posts. However, during that time my parents were able to discover what I was doing and claimed it as a scam. How you might ask? It's because my mother has my bank account visible to only her and... I spilled the beans in a way that slipped out of my mouth really hard & fast without me realizing that. *sigh* We had a fuss about the whole thing, but I didn't get seriously punished 'cause they're not that bad and we all cooled down as time went on. After some discussions with each other about me doing commissions here in DA and so on, I then realized that all that I've been doing was just wasting the very money I've been receiving, which is mainly for my survival, on images that are just gonna stay on the website. Not as actual printed out images I can hang on the wall, or so on. Hearing that fact made me realize of how being a "deviant" here is and I now know that my frivolity of what I wanted got to my head too much. My FA friend & watcher, FlaviaGrandville, pointed that fact out to me and I appreciated it too. Afterwards, I made my final decision to forbid myself of ever doing commissions with artists forever, changed my DA page's name and deleted my Paypal account for good so that it would never happen again. As I did, everything is now better than ever during the past years for me, and I've been saving a lot of my income for my future and usual resources that every U.S. citizens get for each other. ^^

Now, I don't think DA's artists are scamming others to pay them to make a pic for the buyer. Except for the ones that are baddies and all those negative crooks that should be banned on DA forever. >.< DeviantArt is just common art website where artists from across the world can do business, or fun with non-artists by performing their drawing skills to show 'em and all for their talented reasons, which I respect like the artists that drew pics for me. :) As of now, I'm just a simple viewer & faver, and a kind-hearted & understandable requester to artists that have a good drawing style in a professional & detailed way. I try not go all over the place to ask around artists for requests because I know that there are zillions of artists here in DA that sounds so endless that I can't handle it. :faint: Thank goodness I'm picky with who I choose to ask for requests and if an artist mostly do commissions, then I leave them be with their business along with a simple "farewell" and compliment for them to receive from me. Trust me. I don't force others to make something for me, or rush those who are making pics for me. :no: Never had and never will. >.< So, you're all good.

Welp, I believe that's all I wanted to discuss about that's important and I hope everybody view this carefully. Please read this whole journal & comment to me about it 'cause that would be nice of you all to do since I've been receiving new watchers and such marvelous amounts of views. >3< Oh by the way, I truly appreciate the birthday compliments and birthday pics that a few artists made for me. I'll post them once things cool down on my side of the U.S. I thank everyone for the support and checking out my DA page like always, and I hope everyone here will an excellent day like always.

Hoy, listen everyone. I've been wanting to share something that's been worrying me for sometime now, which I mentioned from another journal, but this one will be a serious and personal discussion I want out of my chest. :worry: From the news reports I've been hearing & reading in the pasts days, many events have been happening across the whole world. Natural disasters is one thing that I feel is such a big deal to be worried about and feel sorry for the people that have been injured, or died from them, but this atrocity from the very corrupted leaders that are in charge of the continents we live in and the suffering of those in countries like Mexico is beyond worse than anything I ever seen. :no: This is not the America I grew up in and never has been since the day I was born into this world before all of this. Not even my relatives and grandparents lived through this before. Although, we had lived in tough times in the past, but seeing this is really not worth watching anymore.

This... Chaos has to stop somehow. All of this is true signs of corruption, greed & cruelty from the US leaders and has really gone over the edge. Including the lose of net neutrality for such a greedy purpose, but it ain't dead yet 'cause we're still fighting for it. I always been wanting to know with any good person's knowledge of what & who can stop all of this up rise of Chaos and will all of this affect everyone in a bad way as we know it? I have to know because I'm starting to worry too much about what's going on in this world and fear will affect my family too because I don't want them to suffer like the innocent people that are hurting right now. >.<

With what I was informed from 16woodsequ of what can stop this is "us". The very people that believe in putting end to all of this political power. She said this during our chat about the current events going on, "We have to let the government know that we will not accept what they are doing. We have to protest, we have to learn about other cultures, we have to confront our inner biases. Trump's administration doesn't care about human rights. They care about profit, so we have to hit them where it hurts. Their wallets. We have to boycott their companies and products. We have to be informed voters, we have to vote." In my opinion about this response, she's right because their greed with ultimately be their end. Now, I don't know which, or what companies & products belong to this administration, but I've been saving my money for my survival and interests that aren't related to their business, but just to be sure let me know what companies & products I should boycott myself. See who they like it when I keep their money. Actually, here's a site that will tell you what company to boycott: https://www.macleans.ca/opinion/how.....-donald-trump/ . ^u^

This was her next sentence, "I think that what is happening in the States can and will have a very bad impact on American and the world. The president still has a 30% approval rating because people still agree with what he's doing, which is really stupid. They don't care about the scandals because they legitimately think that he and his administration are doing the right thing, but in reality it's not because the Mexicans are still people. They have been there since the day he showed up into office and is telling those negative people that their racist, sexist and skewered views are okay, but it ain't to everyone's eyes and ears. It's our job to tell them no, and to keep on doing it until they get our words straight into their heads. Stay angry and fight." In my opinion on this one, it's just really stupid that those kind of people would follow such a jackass born as a moron for their so called "own good". Someday, they will regret all of their actions of following him and be sent to foulest depths of the underworld where their dark ancestry is. THAT IS MY PROMISE & BELIEF. Hmph... >m< Oh I will be angry at those who are corrupt from within no matter how innocent they say they are and I will fight against 'em when the "Event" happens upon them all. One day... My fists & words will be the key ingredients in resolving this crisis like a true warrior should and to help me with that, I listen to music like this one below that help me achieve the spirit I need to fight this.

Now, I always wondered if a revolution would be good to stop all of this, but I know it's very extreme to do. I know it's wrong to use such violence against those foolish politicians, but I feel it's bloody well satisfying to use as a big last resort. Still, I'm trying my best to pray & hope for a miracle to happen of someone on this planet that can & would resolve, and put an end to this crisis once and for all. >.< Especially to those racist, sexist and skewered dungholes who support that Donald Duck of a Trumper. I want to fight against this, but with the very limits I have it's probably not possible. Well I know I'm not weak, or a coward to step up to a problem, but all I can do believe in my hopes that the world will become better before it gets worse for all humanity.

Although, I know there is no solving the usual institutionalized problems that are around this world, like racism, sexism, homophobia, etc. even if this corrupted power is put down, but as long we keep ourselves and others in check, we'll be better and truly equal people. We can't allow such negativity to get away with this otherwise it would destroy us all, and we can't let that happen. We have to get full responsibility to control our impulses, and learn & teach others how to live and provide understanding to each other in order to better ourselves for this. We, the good & respectful people of this world that raised us to become part of goodwill must use our power to give a helping hand to those in need of help and then listen when they want to speak to us. We can't have laziness and weakness slow us down. :no: We have to step up to whatever crisis that has appeared of today. >.<

Now, to be firmly honest, I sometimes wish for the "president" to be shot and dealt with quickly since from my on beliefs, no human is invincible no matter how much authority they have on their side. All it takes is one single bullet to the head and all the power you had will vanish forever. Also, I have no caring heart to any kind of negative, corrupted, and bad people I considered as that and I would want them to regret for their selfish actions that they created. >M< My power... someday... Will be something I would be proud of using to fight against this negativity I disliked for so long. Although, I have no attention to committing the unthinkable of actions against this because the rules I might break for it, but my fists & voice will be shown and heard throughout the world in order to put an end to this up rise of chaos for good. No offense to those who think of this as nonsense and some "Fake News" crap, but that's how I feel deep down in my heart & soul and I won't submit to such foul words from corruption because my bravery is what makes me resistant and strong against such mockery.

I hope every one of my friends & watchers will understand my feelings about this whole thing. :please: If necessary, spread the word about this journal, so that many would understand in taking down the corrupted power that is taking away our Net Neutrality and abusing the very good people that are suffering because of them.

Hiya everyone. Just wanted to say this that's been really such a bother to me. I've been browsing around for artists that are capable of doing requests, but I'm starting to feel like I'm just being tooo~ carried away in doing that too. ^^; It's like this pic joke I found here: http://fav.me/dcb0nl2. I see a great artist that only does commissions, art trades, and requests for "watchers" only and I'm never there to be involved in it because I don't waste my money on DA pics like I did years. :no: Now, if I find a good artist is open for "pure free" requests, I just come running along with bazillions of others, who are probably greedy/negative pigs that just want something for free because it's what they are. Although, I know that not all DA requester users are not greedy/negative, but just good minded, or maybe just anxious to want something drawn by the artist they find, which probably can control their urges of requests and such, like me. So, I apologize for claiming to those that I accuse as greedy/negative requesters that are positive from within and I speak of no offense to it all too. Just wanna be honest to what I've experienced from some requesters I noticed in DA/FA.

However, I wanna point out that finding a very, very, VERY good artist draw something free for you, like from here: https://groups.deviantart.com/?qh=&q=request, or the search bar sounds like something I can't handle forever because that's a impossible and tough habit to deal with 'cause there are new comer artists that have the simplest beginner level at drawing pics, and it's hard to find one that can/could include my usual fetishes. Man... Sometimes I wonder how these people deal with this whatnot. :o ...*Sigh*. Maybe I should cut down on doing that too for my mental stability and not be like those requester baddies. Still, thankfully I am picky-type of person to who I choose that can make something for me as a request and know how to control my DA habits, but I'm might have to slow down anyway 'cause I don't wanna start problems like some requesters did, or be branded a freeloader 'cause I would never be such a person. :no: For now, I got some, or many requests being in progressed, or being decided by my chosen artists and once they're all done, I will semi-retire from doing requests.

Hope you all understand my deepest opinion about this whole thing.

Hello there, everyone. Been one heck of a while since I've been making new journal updates on myself and stuff. Hope everyone here is doing alright on their side too. ^^ As for myself, I had to take care of some "hobby" business with many of my old DA notes that many had to go and others that needed response backs. As for "IRL" business, I had help my relatives with their personal situations, which worked out well, aannndd~. I'm close to finding a simple job for myself thanks to my mother, but I'm unsure when I'll "really" get it. So, I'm bidding my time like always until I get the word from her. So, no worries. :D I'm actually impressed to have been watched by many random, or familiar DA users and I hope they'll like my pic posts I uploaded so far instead of being "Fake Friends". >w<

Also, I wanted to ask everyone some help if you all don't mind helping me out with it. I found these certain images on the sites "Xbooru & Rule34.paheal" that are related to "Pink Girls on Parade" parody that I've seen drawn some artists and I uploaded them in an organized gallery here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Qg.....9-96BWkUV/view . Now, before you view this gallery and the other ones I'll be pasting in this journal, you should get this app AdBlockPlus: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/.....ifddb?hl=en-US , which is very helpful with blocking out any annoying apps that are in websites. My reason for uploading this gallery of pics is because they were drawn by a anonymous artist that I don't know about and thought of asking if anybody would know who drew those art pieces. I'm unsure they were drawn by you, but I felt of asking you anyway if you drew the pics that show the Pink Girls. From the little info I got from some artists I asked around here about who this artist is, I'm just asking this out of curiosity. Nothing more.

This gallery here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-J.....ogfSaIjCo/view has a collection of Divergence Eve pics I found long ago and I wanted to know who made them, but unfortunately I couldn't find that out. So, I thought of uploading them there and wanted to ask if anybody would know who drew these art pieces. This gallery here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Du.....Oq4zuCbZr/view shows these random pics I found from the sites Gelbooru (originally) & chan.sankakucomplex that were posted by these uploaders "tanukichi & 229azarashi", but I'm not sure who drew them. They weren't seen, or originally drawn from somewhere in DeviantArt, Facebook, Twitter, Pixiv, etc. I even tried to figure out who drew them by using Saucenao, Google Images, but nothing. :? They all pointed to Gelbooru and that's it. So, I felt of posting them there to show everybody if anyone would recognize the drawing style somehow and would help me out who drew them. I actually like the pics of Maonyan (a.k.a. Cat demon girl Ring Announcer) from Shinmai Maou no Testament, which you can find a whole bunch of pics of her here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1pQ.....JWT8Q8Ggh/view . :3 Please help me with these because I really wanna know. Hope DA is okay with this. >.<

I also wanna talk about this political nonsense going on in the Google New reports I've been seeing and so on in the media... Teh. Really terrible and ridiculous in what's going on here across the world. :bleh: It's really worrying to me from what's going in the other continents and from my father told me about this, "This is their problem to handle & fix." and my response is, "Well if things get worse that needs more help, the people will show up to take care of that whether the "politicians" like it, or not." They say the future gets worse as years goes by, but I really think someone good on this planet should put a stop to this corruption & chaos going on once and for all, or I will in a revolutionary way and I know it won't be pretty. >m< Now, I found these sites that I believe everybody should check out in order to kick out that Donald Duck of a Trumper: https://michaelmoore.com/10PointPlan/ out of the office and this site to save Net Neutality from being kaput for good: https://www.battleforthenet.com/redalert/ . No offense my friends, but somebody should put a stop to this global negativity in order to make this world better than those corrupted politicians and blah for the greater good. XP ...*sigh*...

By the way my friends, I learned something new lately. From my past experience, there are lots of inflation/expansion methods. Like, balloony blow-backs, bbw (food eating), bike pump, bubblegum blowing, coke drinking, expanding darts, fireplace bellow, foot pump, helium tank, laser guns, magic growth/expansion, milk expansion, puff kissing, regular hand pump, slime, tentacles, thumb-blowing, vacuum (Suck-O-Lux), voodoo balloon, water inflation and yuri-style. Although apparently, these inflation and/or balloon fetishes are old as the 1700s. You can find that out here: http://aurelina-b.tumblr.com/post/1.....a-which-was-an . I even found these TV Trope sites that shows which animation/film series have these fetishes: http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p.....oonsHaveHelium , http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p.....ain/Balloonacy , http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p.....bblegumPopping .

As for posting new pic posts, well for some reason I'm still a little not ready for that yet and getting a bit off lately. Maybe it's just me, but I'll get to that once my main errands are taken care of. As for some private RPs I'm doing, I'll be doing them in a on & off kind of way. Don't wanna be too distracted by 'em. Also, after getting some odd notes from unfamiliar DA users, I would to say that I don't like simple conversations through notes and prefer to receive notes about serious stuff, or things that are "really~" good for me to read & reply to.

And finally, my good old friend Thiridian https://thiridian.deviantart.com/ made these mmd vid tutorials in how to make an mmd animation that involve the mmd props of balloons & bubblegum that the greatest mmd animator & maker Imbapovi https://imbapovi.deviantart.com/ made himself. :D You can watch them in the links below his pics here: http://fav.me/dc9udpa , http://fav.me/dcahbox . :)

*Sigh*.... Well that's all I gotta say, and I hope everyone will read the whole thing and express their opinions about this. I can take whatever you have to say about this whole thing. Serious Nod

Hello everybody and Happy Valentines Day!! A great holiday for all good couples around the world. Sadly, I don't a girlfriend, or a mate of my choice because deep down that's just too responsible for me. Still, I celebrate this to my family that I care for a lot and I pride myself to take care of them until the end, which I'm very proud of as truly respectful son to them. Also, just a heads up about me posting new pics. I gotta keep that on hold for a while because I've been busy with some DA Notes & RPs that I need to settle with, so that I could move on with posting new stuff. Still, you might find them on the artist's gallery page with my DA name on it. Anywho, Happy Valentines Day my friends/watchers and hope you'll have a great one too.

P.S. Xeno's birthday is two days away, so celebrate her's when that day comes, or whenever you like. :D

Welp, everybody. My DA Core Membership has expired, but I guess it's for the best. It was very nice to have received it as a gift from my friend Spartan-rx-78-2 and I thank him for it 'cause it really helped me with changing my DA name. ^U^ Also, I just heard of this holiday here: https://nationaldaycalendar.com/bub.....y-in-february/ and thought of mentioning here. It sounded a bit odd that I never heard of a holiday like this before even around 2006, but it sounds like something children and bubblegum lovers would celebrate in. Sooo~... Happy National Bubblegum day! Spread the word about this holiday to your friends and so on before it's over, and maybe draw bubblegum-based pics as you wish. >w<

Hello to all my FA watchers/friends and everyone else in the DA Community. ^u^ Just so you all know, I've been keeping myself in check with everything I wanna do here in FA, did most of my errands, check-ups & business I need to do, and I feel like I'm fully ready to post some pics of mine that I commissioned long ago and requested pretty soon. So stay tune and be ready to see these pics that many artists drew for me. >w<

Oh, as a reminder, my OC Xeno's birthday is on the 16th of February, so if anybody would like draw her before/near her birthday comes around, then do so whenever you like. Just as long as it involves her & my fetishes. ^^

Listen, everyone. I just wanted to tell you all something that happened last December. Here's the situation: I've been chatting with a watcher/friend named FlaviaGrandville:  flaviagrandville a month ago about wanting to RP with his/her OC Flavia by PM note and he/she said that "yes". So, after a while, we've talking about the RP plot should play out, which we both agreed with and began to RP for a bit. One day, I decided to check on him to see he's doing okay with continuing our RP since he told he was busy with appointments.

When I wanted to message and didn't get a response back, he/she blocked me and felt totally shocked by it all and I didn't know why. :'( I mean, I didn't say anything wrong at all while we were chatting, but as I looked close at his homepage I noticed a quote saying, "Please! Keep my shouts clean from copy-pasted messages! https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nothanking ." which I know it was my fault that this happened.

I truly wanted to apologize to FlaviaGrandville for it all. but I can't because I was blocked by him. So, I thought about finding someone, who knows, or watches "FlaviaGrandville" and ask if they can say "my apologizes" by note since that would be the best option to do. Please help me because I'm starting to feel sad that I was block by FlaviaGrandville and if he thought I really did something wrong, then tell him I'm truly sorry. :'(

Hello again everyone here in the DA Community from my watchers/friends and every other good DA user out there. I just wanna make this big update of mine clear... I extremely apologize for my absence here on DA. >o< I thought I had my technical issue settled, but it was still acting up during the past last month. >m< Now, to clarify this, long ago I used to use my "cousins'" router/internet signal, but things were a bit off with it and had to be changed, which of course resulted in me not being able to connect to my "cousins'" router/internet signal. So, after a lot of decision making with my relatives, I decided get my own Optimum Service, which I would be pay for myself. With that done, I was able to access my own internet signal. However, something went wrong last November, which you properly might've learned when reading this journal: http://fav.me/dbvpyr2, but the main problem to why I couldn't connect to my Optimum internet access was something that showed up in my laptop underneath my nose. So, I went to Micro Center to resolve this case of mine and after that, I had to problem solve myself. The problem that I discovered from M.C. was that my laptop's IP & DNS Server Address's properties weren't automatic, and somehow changed to Optimum's addresses and so on. I know I'm fully protected from hackers (not that I would have anything important to expose/input on the web) and from viruses, so I guess it was just sudden like the M.C. worker said. Still, it's all taken care of, so no problems whatsoever now and hope it stays that way. >.<

Although, while I was on hiatus on the web, I missed out on a lot of stuff here on DA and my other personal web browsing sites that had check on, like special drawing streams, YT videos, etc., and even saying Merry Christmas & Happy New Years to everybody here in DA and so on. :'( However, I was able to still celebrate those holidays with my family and got good gifts from them just like I did for them. One of the gifts I got was Cyperdimension Neptunia: 4 Goddesses Online, which I had fun playing and beated to the end just like my other Neptunia games. >w< It was all good holidays for me and my relatives, but I felt kinda/somewhat bad that I didn't receive any gifts from any of my fellow DA artist friends. No gift arts, no animations, no 3D/mmd models, no nothing of my fetishes, OCs, or Serafall. Not even a new OC for me to take care of. :( Although, I didn't mind it at all because as they say, "You can't always get what you want." Especially for free... However, I did receive a few gifts from my friend, like my friend  thegrimreaper1992 drew this pic: http://fav.me/dbwvz1x and  spartan-rx-78-2 gave me a "one-month" core membership, which was really grateful since I needed one to change my DA name for a big reason. Long ago during my "drama event" that I had to stop doing commissions, I was advised by my sister that had to change my DA name for my sake here and so on, which as you might have saw was the reason I changed my name. My current DA name was my real name, which really looked like it had to go and I changed it based out of my obsession of DBZ Cell. I am happy for it and I thank them for it. :)

Oh, I wish to thank again to these artists here:  aboynamedcandy,  neikou,  wakamiyafuji,  pastellettaart,  thiridian,  sirat111,  oxdarock,  jcdr,  sanone,  anubis2pabon288,  allymoodyneko,  ryousakai,  xano501,  silryan,  loner2000,  shinn3,  cloudxmoe,  haganef,  escapefromexpansion,  morphy-mcmorpherson,  speedyhimura,  animewave-neo,  rirouku,  fbende,  grimotk,  kurocaze-s,  eikasianspire,  fast-runner-2024, avrolancer2, wildbluefantasy, unagitakanashi, onimu, tlwelker, jadenkaiba, somegu, ppshex, kyo-domesticfucker, spartly, snow-chanda, kobi-tfs, marrazan, jonwii, agawar, jasethemace10, icemonkey29, arrowny18, metalbolic, shinoharaa, twcfree, lucknight, d4rkpr1nce-86, stookam, christitan16, matthew250, jsenpaidaninja, thelazydreamy/ bloobaydrawings, thedevil13th, myoaugust, pokegirlrules, thexelo, bubblelover64, technosasquatch, scarlett-nova, luckyjack020, juacoproductionsarts, haarmades, spit-fire233, dragonsouloverlord5, gentic, inuzakanaze, maiesen, prinny129, monstersix, hyperwave9000, genzaburoh, draw-ze-drawing, ryujisama, anthero, worldofcaitlyn, coyoteookami, sfx777, jdogindy, aibakun, chaoscat08, blooberboy, and j-greene for drawing the pics that I commissioned/paid for long before I had to quit doing commissions for artists permanently because of my "drama" I had to settle with for good, and the pics I requested too.

I also would like to thank these artists: kazukoto, bobbsterk, jaybotmechaniac, exceed-excellion, couchpotato1234, technopagan9, paganonblast340, lilpiggies51, alphadeltazeta, saintxtail, kommankom, openminded20, izna-min, http://zigzagcompany.ryuda.net/, xpowerstyxx, sneakyalbatross, r0771, chubbypumpkinn, hxr1, izmollizmoll, supaguy10, bittyheart, matigool, kisekaemaniac, inflatiofillinbras, xxyohakuxx, kakuepsilon, lusciousspiritstudio, mcz-works, imbapovi, alphaerasure, https://www.furaffinity.net/user/noodlesthecat/, nickthepinkcat, darkened-raven, merkonig, donutsr4ever, the-russian-loli, josephstaleknight, jaysonblade, aiblisthebig, tato-kun92, stevenstar777, bigartist69, nano-baz, sexydarkbr, and yuries for the same reason like my previous artists I commissioned & requested long ago. Now there are other artists I wish to mention & thank in this journal, but you'll see them when I'm fully ready to post the pics they made for me doing my private browsing in DA. Actually, there is one person I would like to thank and his name is thesquidarrives, who was a great DA admin that help me resolved some issues of mine and my friend too. If there's anybody who wants and feels that they could do great things for the DeviantArt Community, then you can be an admin here: http://deviantart.theresumator.com/apply/. Plus, if anybody wants to be artist yourself and has a device that can do that, then download the app SketchBook: https://play.google.com/store/apps/.....book&hl=en that can capture your ideas in digital form. >w<

Oh by the way, quick info about Imbapovi (a.k.a. I Making BAlloons POp VIdeos) everybody. He isn't the only MMD user that makes mmd-based stuff involving balloon fetishes. There are others like him on Twitter, like Balloon2047: https://twitter.com/balloon2047, Nanasi Private: https://twitter.com/NanasiPrivate (original creator to the balloon prop model), Faith Scarlet000: https://twitter.com/FaithScarlet000, Fuusen Love: https://twitter.com/fuusen_lovE, Romsen1224: https://twitter.com/romsen1224, Donco221: https://twitter.com/donco221, Baloon Love: https://twitter.com/baloon_love/media, and Yasen Air: https://twitter.com/yasen_air. There are probably others out there that do the same, but feel free to check them & support their work like with Imba. ^^

Welp, that's all I wanted to say and I hope you'll read the whole journal 'cause that would make me happy. :) Stay tuned for my next pic posts that I'll upload soon. :w00t: Oh and one last thing for everybody... Merry "late" Christmas, Happy "late" New Years, and... YIPPEE!!! I got over 100K pageviews. :XD::la::XD:

Hiya everybody (My watchers/friends and so on). I wish to say that I'm eternally sorry for my long absence without informing anything about it. The whole reason why I had to be on "hiatus" was because of an internet problem that involved with my OptimumWifi Service, which by the way didn't involve the whole "Fight for Net Neutrality" announcement that I took notice from these: http://fav.me/dbuj7kv https://www.battleforthenet.com/ https://www.callmycongress.com/ https://www.change.org/p/save-net-n.....ntrol_progress_111417fake1 & http://fav.me/dbvcovz and in which case you all should view these as well since I made a journal about "Net Neutrality" too, and that you should repeal/rebel against the FCC in order to stop them from destroying Net Neutrality. >m<

Now back to my reason of my hiatus. Let's just say something went down with the OptimumWifi Service in my home area and need to be fixed right away. It all began around Nov. 15th and it was finally resolved on Dec. 3rd, so I guess you can say that I'm now back again. At least I hope so since it's still kinda slow sometimes, but I'll get use to it like I use too. Now, I have been web browsing here doing my this & that and viewing the usual sites by using other good "Wi-Fi" signals in my area, but I couldn't fully do everything at my full power because I have a sense of "nervousness" in public places. Not because I'm doing anything bad on my websites. It's just a part of my "disability" and it's just natural. Nothing more. ^^; On the plus side during my hiatus, I had a good Thanksgiving with my relatives and even went to the new AnimeNYC Convention, which was really better than the old Comic-Con Convention I’ve been going to in the past years. >w< Truly a blast of fun with lots of good anime merchandise.

Anywho, now that I'm "somewhat" back, I'm gonna get back on track on everything I missed out on. It might take a heck of a long while, but I'll pull through with it all. For now, I'm gonna do my best with the deviations/pics I've been getting, responding to some comments & notes, and other stuff. As a first start, I would like to make a couple of commission promotion for my friend Thiridian https://thiridian.deviantart.com/ because I felt on helping him out again since he's already working some new commission pics for people. :D

Next up I wanna announce is a very great one. The great mmd user "Imbapovi" a.k.a. from these sites: http://twitter.com/mmd_imbapovi http://youtube.com/c/imbapoviYT & https://ecchi.iwara.tv/users/imbapovi IS NOW IN THE DEVIANTART BUILDING: https://imbapovi.deviantart.com/ !!! XD It really is quite a surprise to know that he decided to make a DA account and I hope he'll like it here too. Oh, he even has a Patreon account too: https://patreon.com/imbapovi so please give him the best of support & donation you got to make his mmd balloon/bubblegum/inflation fetish work even better. ;)

Welp, that's I wanted to mention about and I hope everybody missed me. :D

Hiya again everyone, my friends/watchers here in FA. Just wanted to make a quick update on myself. So far I'm still hanging in there mentally & physically like always and viewing good DA/FA pics. As for attempting to post new pics that I requested many artists to make for me, I'm gonna keep it on hold until maybe next year. So, until then I'll just be doing my business like any other good DA/FA user. ^u^

To all of my watchers, my friends and every other person, or artist out there in FurAffinity. >o< Listen up and don't ignore this announcement. Net Neutrality is in trouble and we need all the power we can get to fight for it against the cable companies that want to take control over it. I heard of this from this journal: http://danlev.deviantart.com/journa.....lity-689661577 and everyone should work together to fight for Net Neutrality by whatever tactics we have. You can find out more about this on this site here: https://www.battleforthenet.com/july12/ . Spread the word about this like me, draw pics that represent Net Neutrality and it's importance, and don't ever be afraid to stand up to what is right for us to have for ourselves and for every citizen on the planet. >W< To arms my Furaffinity followers! TO ARMS!!!

Hello everybody from my watchers/friends and the many other people & artists out there. Just wanna inform that my casual life is going alright. Nothing really bad is going on in my side of life. Just the usual of me doing my hobbies that not even those ridiculous politics can't control over. >w<

Also, my new pic posts has been bringing a lot of popularity here and I'm very happy about it too. :D I will hope that everyone will keep on enjoying my posts like always. Especially these creative pics here by Zigzagcompany. ;)

Also, I wanna announce again about the mmd animator "Imbapovi": https://twitter.com/mmd_imbapovi , https://ecchi.iwara.tv/users/imbapovi , who is really on a role with making grandeur mmd videos every week. He even made a spectacular vid that's based on Thiridian's animation here: https://fav.me/danmwwp , which you can watch here: http://ecchi.iwara.tv/videos/rjbg3fdj52izom4vq and let me tell you all... It's truly magnificent to watch over and over again. >W< Check Imbapovi out, support him and spread the word about his talents of mmd. :D

Finally, if there are any other mmd programmers, animators, and makers out there in DA that are interested in doing balloon & bubblegum blowing fetish, then swing on by Imbapovi's Twitter site and get yourself the DL mmd models of balloons, helium & pumps, and even bubblegum at his google drive here: drive.google.com/file/d/0B0UtE…. He wouldn't mind having other mmd programmers doing the same thing like him is on his side of the world. Just make sure to claim and credit that Imbapovi is the owner of these mmd prop models. Okay? ;)

You all wanna know something. After thinking about my whole life over now, I've begun to understand something important. I've been doing commissions from DA/FA artists for a long while now, which had some severe personal consequences :sighs:, but it was kind of fun and entertaining while it lasted. :D Now, as I began to look at things closely here in DA/FA, I wouldn't call what artists do here as a "scam" to others when it comes to making commissions, but as a better way of artists drawing pics as a sense of their own business online, or just because they want to expose their talent of art in their own way without doing commissions, or even requests and show it to the world online. Hopefully not as sense of competition, which I've seen some artists experience before and is not really necessary at all. Drawing is all about making it as it is without comparing it to others. You just gotta keep on drawing until you'll find the right style to stay with and make it your talent/hobby to do so. ^^

Also, for the phrase "deviant" meaning of someone, whose behavior falls far outside of society's norms, which I can believe was having an effect on me as I felt a sign of addiction of wanting more pics of artists to make for me and now I had turn all of that down before it got even worst for me. Felt as though I was making creating more bills to pay up with my own money, which I learned is an act of "frivolity". >m< So, I had to contact all of the artists I attempted/accepted to make commissions to about my past situation I had weeks ago and had delete my Paypal account entirely, which the deal was dealt with nicely and respectfully. :phew: Requests on the other hand... Just gonna keep that aside as well just in case it becomes a bad habit too.

With that problem out of the way, I knew what I had to do next. And that's planning my future, which isn't wasting my money on this whole thing. >M< I know I have to work things out small before I can go up higher for my dream goals, and to do that is by gaining more training, resources, and skills to achieve my truest goal. To become an author and voice actor of my story book, which I believe "drawing" should be a part of as well. I have some drawing skills, but in traditional style and less skill in digital. Just a thought of mine for later on as an additional alternative, but I'm making a point that maybe drawing my own stuff like the others would be better for me to do, with the very ideas I had in mind for my selected artists, in case I would want to. With all of this realized within me, I know that I'm better off doing much better things than doing commissions again. I know this might sound a bit harsh for me to say, but it's the truth from my new beliefs. I hope that everyone I met here will continue to support me of my recent & past posts and my future life to accomplish. :)

This is something I found on Tumblr by Mew-poo and thought of using these OC questions to answer for my OC Xeno Molineous: http://brandonmatias.deviantart.com.....2024-591336187 Behold my answers of my OC everybody. ^u^

1. What does he/she smell like? She smells like a field of rare white flowers.

2. What is his/her voice like? She sounds like any normal girl who's innocent enough to be trusted.

3. What is his/her biggest motivator? Her courage to step up to anything that would harm others and make the world safe.

4. What is his/her most embarrassing memory? Her biology days, falling down when she is practicing her flight skill, and popping her big bubblegum all of her.

5. How does he/she deal with/react to pain? She can take a lot of pain when she goes battling monsters, criminals, and other baddies with no problems whatsoever. She doesn't react to pain, but knows how/when it came from and resists it.

6. What does he/she like to wear? She can wear any common clothing, or her current set of clothes as long as it is not inappropriate. She doesn't like clothing with designs that are so... WRONG.

7. Which is his/her relationships have impacted them most positively? The sight of a special someone that blew her mind and heart away.

8. What’s the weirdest thing he/she ever eaten? Cooked, but sometimes still alive octopus tentacles.

9. Describe the way how he/she sleeps. Like a quiet kitten. ^^

10. What is his/her favorite food/kind of food? Chocolate cake, bubblegum, rice, a grand steak, and pancakes.

11. What does he/she feel most insecure about? Nothing. She's got the "guts" to remember what she has to do and be aware about for her future life.

12. How does he/she like to dress? Properly and fit.

13. How does he/she react to feeling the sense of guilt? She puts her head down and sometimes cry.

14. How does he/she react to/deal with feeling betrayal? Angry and wants he/she to explain why before things get worse.

15. What is his/her greatest achievement? Graduating through her educational years, beating a demon lord from a dark age of her planet, and making new good friends.

16. What does he/she look like when they’ve gotten too little sleep? Still tired.

17. What does he/she look like when they’re drunk? She NEVER drinks because she knows it's bad for the body. >m<

18. What kind of music does he/she enjoy? Rock, smooth/calm love songs, and that represents fighting for the services of good.

19. Is he/she right handed, or left handed? She's ambidexterity.

20. What is his/her fears? Failing to save someone/world in time, and her darkest opponent from a long time history of massacres, who is a true blood-related family member to her.

21. What is his/her favorite kind of weather? Sunny and snowy.

22. What is his/her favorite kind of color? Any kind of blue, pink, and green, but not the dark versions.

23. Does he/she collect anything? Trophies of school days in physical fitness and champion belts from fighting tournaments.

24. Does he/she prefer either hot, or cold weather more? Cold because the heat sometimes makes her uncomfortable.

25. What is his/her eye color? Cyan-Blue.

26. What is his/her race/ethnicity? Galactic: "Super-powered humanoid beings".

27. What is his/her hair color? Black, but brown when exposed to light/sun light.

28. Does he/she feel happy where he/she are currently living in? Yes, depending on what planet she travels to.

29. Is he/she a morning person? Yes

30. Does he/she prefer sunrise or sunset? Both

31. Is he/she more of a messy, or organized type of person? Perfectly organized.

32. Does he/she have a case of pet peeves? Never, because she is capable in handling such annoying things around her.

33. Does he/she own any objects of significant personal importance? Her gloves, which her teacher of physical fitness gave her when she was young.

34. What is his/her least favorite food? Broccoli, but eats other types of veggies.

35. What is his/her least favorite color? Dark colors. Especially purple, but ignores it.

36. What is his/her least favorite smell? "I'm a skunk."

37. When was the last time he/she cried? After her foster family had pasted on.

38. Was he/she with anyone the last time he/she cried? Not really, which is sad still.

39. Tell us about one of the times he/she got injured. During her battle with a dark samurai, and got impaled in the stomach area.

40. Does he/she have any scars? Nope. Her scars heal quickly thanks to her healing factor.

41. Does he/she struggle with any mental health issues? Nope. She's a immune to all diseases and infections.

42. Does he/she have any bad habits? NEVER!!

43. Why might someone dislike him/her? Because of her special talents, and Xeno can sense who's jealous of her.

44. Why might someone love him/her? Because of her honesty and respectful personality.

45. Does he/she believe in ghosts? Yes, but she has no fear of them whatsoever. Only if they jump out quick-like in front of her.

46. Is there anyone he/she would trust with his/her life? Her friends that have been with her the longest and truly honest people.

47. Is he/she romantically interested in anyone? Serafall Leviathan: http://brandonmatias.deviantart.com.....tias-595679338 How you might ask? Well Xeno had her ways when she traveled to Serafall's world and met up with her. ^///^

48. Is he/she dating/married to anyone? Ohhhh she's getting there, and it ain't a man. >////<

49. Does he/she like surprises? Yes. Only if it's not scary and only for her birthday parties.

50. When is his/her birthday? February 16, 2050. Two days past Valentines Day.

51. How does he/she usually celebrate his/her birthday? Like any good birthday party with snacks, drinks and games at a restaurant and entertainment business center.

52. Does he/she have any family? A long forgotten family who abandoned Xeno for her safety, and was raised by a foster family, who were an elderly couple in their 70s.

53. Does he/she feel close to their family relatively? Not really, but she is to her foster family's hearts.

54. What is his/her MBTI type? All the above positive.

55. What is his/her zodiac sign? Her birth mark on her back right shoulder. Which is known as the Hunab Ku: http://izabelmarrupho.deviantart.co.....b-Ku-130776457 "An ancient Mayan symbol that is said to represent the Supreme God or the One Being, with ‘Hunab’ meaning ‘one state of being’ and ‘Ku’ meaning ‘God.’ It encompasses all opposites in the universe and unites them as one: male and female, dark and light, yin and yang, conscious and unconscious, internal and external—the list goes on. Some believe that the Hunab Ku acts as a bridge to connect these opposites. It can be used to achieve balance and harmony in life because of its intrinsic powers of uniting or bridging opposites. It can also be used to connect one’s inner being with one’s external body or to achieve oneness with the universe." To the Galactic race lore, it is a sign for the one that will bring a new world of peace and will remove all the scourge of evil born from the depths of Chaos.

56. What Hogwarts House would he/she be in? Griffin Door. >u<

57. What D&D alignment is he/she in? Neutral good.

58. Does he/she ever have nightmares? If so, what about? She tries not to get them by not experiencing anything scary for her to remember and keep on being brave enough to be tougher than that. Although she rarely gets them, but one of most frightening nightmares is that a male shadow figure would talk to her like a cruel relative and make threatening speeches to her.

59. What is his/her views on death? Sad and painful.

60. What is something that he/she would sure to laugh at? Positive jokes and comedy shows.

61. When bored, how does he/she pass time? She excises, study, and more often blow up her bubblegum at big sizes.

62. Does he/she enjoy being outside? Yes

63. Does he/she have an accent? Nope. She doesn't go through stress at all.

64. Upon seeing a slice of chocolate cake, what is his/her first reaction? A glorious expression.

65. If he/she knew that he/she was going to die, what would he/she do/say? Well doubt Xeno can die so easily, but if she was about to, she would past on like any brave warrior and say, "I am happy that I lived in a time of where I was respected by everyone I've met up with to this point of day. Even though I didn't really what I really was back then, I was still happy to live in peace. I faced many battles, experienced so many new things, and had fun with my friends to the end. Deep inside... I could've been... more happier... to live... like my family did..."

66. How does he/she feel about sex? She'll know it when she hangs around Serafall long enough. :XD: Maybe like this: http://brandonmatias.deviantart.com.....ight-615124214

67. What is his/her sexuality? Yuriness dammit. >u<

68. Does he/she become squeamish at the sight of blood? Nope.

69. Is there anything that he/she finds really gross? Saliva from a hungry monster.

70. Which TV Trope(s) best describes him/her? Not gonna bother with answering that.

71. Does he/she enjoy helping people? Always.

72. Is he/she allergic to anything? Nope.

73. Does he/she have a pet? No because she worries that if any animal is with her, might get itself into trouble in her crime fighting life.

74. Is he/she quick to feel anger? What does he/she look like when they loose their temper? Only when she sees a bad guy causing havoc and her expression to that is like a Super Saiyan.

75. How patient is he/she? Very patient.

76. Is he/she good at cooking? Yes. Xeno is an excellent cook when she was taking cooking classes.

77. Does he/she have a favorite insult quote? Does he/she insult people often? Nope. She doesn't make insults to anyone.

78. How does he/she act when he/she is particularly happy? Cheerful and excited.

79. What does he/she do when he/she learn about other people’s fears? Xeno would tell that person to stand up and be brave of what they fear, and if he/she can't do it on his/her own, then she would suggest him/her to get help, or she can help them out with their fears the best she can.

80. Is he/she trustworthy? Yes and always. :D

81. Does he/she try to hide his/her emotions? Is he/she good at it? She tries to do best with that, but gets the feeling of embarrassment sometimes.

82. Does he/she exercise regularly? Yes. Very swell too.

83. Is he/she comfortable with the way he/she look? She tries to be and it works every time.

84. What are some physical features that he/she finds attractive on people? Well with men is the muscles, but only as a fascination. To girls on the other hand is their big busts. Trust me. Xeno considers girls to be more attractive to her. The reason... is private. XD

85. What kind of personalities does he/she find attractive? Good positive personalities that she can trust. REALLY trust.

86. Does he/she like sweet foods? Yes, but keeps away from sweets that have too much sugar in it. Bubblegum is no problem to her.

87. What is he/she age? 20 yrs old.

88. Is he/she tall, short, or somewhere in between? Her height is somewhere in between.

89. Does he/she wear glasses, or contacts? No, but Xeno finds glasses quite cute and fancy.

90. Does he/she consider himself/herself attractive? Well if she wants to find a date then she'll try to be. Even if it means expanding her breasts. >u<

91. What is his/her sense of humor like? Very funny. She likes to talk about silly stories she had in her days.

92. What mood does he/she have most often? A good smiling mood. :)

93. What kinds of things anger him/her? Disrespectful people, criminals, super baddies, and above all else is experiencing the pain of lost of someone who was killed by a baddie.

94. What is his/her outlook on life? Realist, activist and sensationalist.

95. What kind of things make him/her feel sad/depressed? She gets sad from the lost of others, making some mistakes, and not getting a chance to buy some of her favorite sweets.

96. What is his/her greatest weakness? Losing all of the important things that are precious to her.

97. What is his/her greatest strength? Her strong will to fight against those that no one has every dared to take on.

98. Is there something that he/she regrets? She tries not to because it might haunt her, and she does this by making up for it to make sure that it won't ever happen again to herself, or to others. An opinion that one of her teachers taught her.

99. What is his/her biggest accomplishment? Going through all of the challenges and tasks of her life that she was given with.

100. Can "you" create your own OC! Not really. ^^; Just keep this one, who is my best. :D

Now I hope you all learn and like these answers of what my OC Xeno is all about from these questions. Please to all of my watchers and friends. ^u^

Hello again my friends/watchers. :) Hope you all are doing fine with your lives because I've been going swell as always now that most of my problems have been cleared up. ^^ Actually, I wanted to ask everyone something. I know that artists make fanarts of other people's OCs, depending on the popularity, or the interest in them, and I was wondering if any of you, or any other kind of artist out there in DeviantArt that are willingly, or maybe wanting to draw fanart pics of my current OCs? They are named Xeno: http://fav.me/d9s2dx7 , Bubblie: http://fav.me/d9n0hoj , and Ofeliabe: http://fav.me/dar8n37 . Also, if there are people who are planning/wanting to make commissions for other artists to make pics that might feature them, please inform me by note to let me know. You'll have my permission for this unless you inform me about how you'll be doing it and give me the details about what situation my OCs are going to be going through. If the situation involves them blowing up balloons/soap bubbles/bubblegum, going through inflation/expansion from their oppai/booty/belly, something yuri-like, or maybe something sweet & nicely positive, then I'll definitely accept it to drawn by you, or some random/familiar artist who like. Just thought of this in case something this would happen in the mere future of next year. Hope you'll all have a nice holiday and new years eve when it comes around the corner. :D

Alrighty... I contacted allll of the artists that I wanted to commission, and have commissioned about my situation about this and that won't be able to send them the payment for the commission pics I wanted them to work on. Not complaints whatsoever so far from them since I know they respect me just like I respect them. ^^ Still, if there will be a time for me to do commissions again in the mere future, I'll probably somehow find another way with Paypal that won't cause me a third strike of trouble with me spending money in my back account, or just drop it out entirely for real. :sigh: Either way, I still have some stuff I can post here for when I get my act together and keep on going through the challenges that lay ahead of for my long-term goal. I truly hope that everyone here will give the best of luck on my path to become the person that I truly want to be for my life.

*sighs stressfully* Oy, everyone... Listen. I just want be brief on this whole big situation I just had... Because of me being able to use Paypal for a few stuff to pay for... I got caught using it by my parents... A reason they felt about me doing commissions. And now I feel that after having a little family talk about this, I think I need to completely dropout my means of wanting to commission artists to make pics for me, and... tell the artists that I commissioned before, but didn't pay them in the end to drop the whole process of finishing my pics that they sketched, or already completed for me. Plus, I'm gonna have to shutdown my Paypal account as well. >m< I know this is gonna be a tough road for me to go through, but I truly hope everybody in the Furaffinity will understand that this what I have to do as the "Ultimate Sacrifice" to make. In fact, I'm starting to feel like this is starting to an addiction to me more than my usual hobbies... :(

HOWEVER!! >M< I don't attend to deactivate my Furaffinity account and just view, favorite, and download any pics that catch my interest, and nothing more. Still, I really wanna thank the artists that made pics for me as well as my watchers/FA buddies for their support on me being here and liking my commissioned pics. :') Hope you'll continue doing that for me and maybe make some fanart pics of my OC Xeno Molineous, or her yuri friend Serafall Leviathan if you're artists, or want artists to draw them doing something. You'll have my permission if you ask me about it. ^^ Please... Give me your responses on this. *sniff*