So as might be evident i have some trouble with motivation for art and when i draw its often not material i can upload here for various reasons.
So my thought was, what if i opened comissions, would that imbue me with motivation to draw?
I would definitely have something to upload with that.
Im currently busy with some irl stuff but once that is over with i was playing with the thought of declaring myself open for comissions. Thoughts?

Im not even sure if i have a fanbase at this point but if theres someone reading these, Id like to hear your opinion!

Guess my friends finally managed to push me to upload something for once. Its hard for me to make that leap. I do think all my art sitting around not getting seen is sort of a waste but at the same time i dont really feel like it matters. Sucks.

So uhh... 5 months, huh?

Im not dead yet! Hooray, i guess.

I guess after that last journal i kinda just went back to my hidey hole and stayed there for a while. Doesnt mean i just stopped drawing or anything. Even though i wish i could motivate myself just a bit more to do stuff more on the regular. I dont feel like one doodle every few days is quite enough. But oh well.

Ill get something uploaded real soon. Its just hard for me to convince myself theres actually a point to it.




Oh, and to anyone actually bothering with reading this, thank you.

Man i wish i wasnt so shy about going to the public with my art. For what its worth i uploaded two more drawings i feel good enough about to post. Lets hope i will stay a bit more active this time and not just go back to my hole.

To be honest i dont even know if anyone is reading these or whats the point, but id like to keep a sort of log going as to what im doing.

So since it took me a while to convince myself to put myself up on a public platform i have quite a collection of doodles and drawings saved up which i am going to upload here and there. While theres lots id consider uploading, most of them are either unfinished or straight up shitposts that i dont think have an reason to be in my gallery. So yeah i dunno. Keep in mind ill probably be uploading them out of order chronologically and im also still learning the ropes so to speak. So they will all have different levels of quality to them.

So i finally came around and did it. I dunno why specifically that picture but i guess its because it was one of the first i made that i considered somewhat done. I have lots more lying around i drew since then but im a bit scared to upload more stuff.
Im not a very public person and just uploading this took a lot of convincing and mental preparation. I hope ill get the hang of things eventually.

So, after some sitting around doing nothing i finally decided to get my ass in gear and make an FA. I like to draw and will occasionally upload pictures here. Im still learning and have barely begun grasping the basics, so dont expect any masterpieces.