Well its been the school holidays for around a week (which means its already half over D:) and for some reason during the holidays i tend to write very little poetry. It could be the fact that I can finally have fun days or the fact that those fun days are puntuated with me doing assignments for the holidays. Regardless I am still here even if i have posted nothing up lately so please dont forget about me as I have few enough people who know about me as it is.

I think this may be the longest Journal ive ever done...and least relevant to anything.

Today i was checking up on my userpage here and it ocurred to me that now it feels more like the page of a proper...Ill say artist for lack of a better word. However while i was looking through it i realized that there is nowhere on my page that i say what gender i am and that its been like that for over a year. So now ive added to my profile information that i am, in fact, a guy so that fixes that problem...though now im worrying about what other stuff ive left out...

It occured to me recently that a lot of the time stories and poetry and the like get less views then visual arts. So i decided to check my galleries stats and see if that was the case. It turns out that my most viewed one is my first submission though that could be due to the large amount of time its been here.

Though i did find that my piece of visual art has gotten half of the view of my most viewed submission in only a couple of days (even if it hasent gotten a single comment or fave) and that my stories have gotten the second most views out of any of my submissions.

Ive finally found myself having the inspiration to write another poem and it came right after finishing my first painting. Ive posted it up for those who wish to see it.

Im not sure but it seems like all of a sudden ive been lacking some inspiration or something. I just cant think of anything to do. I dont feel overwhelmed or anything but it just seems like theres nothing to do anymore. Its....weird....

Due to the fact that i want to get my previous journal of my userpage im doing this. Read below for details.

Challenged by  tonin

COMMENT AND I'LL:

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you from looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you what color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of. (hehehe...)
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

It occured to me that just like i cant read some of the text files posted by other people those people might not be able to read my poetry. I use notepad to post my poetry so i thought that would get rid of the problem but if anyone cant read my poetry just tell me and ill make sure to post it in the comment as well.

Im back from holidays and i had a great time there. Even so its still feels great to be back and i hope that i can continue to please those who enjoy my poetry out there. If anyone has any suggestions for a poem im willing to try them and dont be afraid to ask whatever it may be.

Today is the last time im going to be going on my laptop today. Im going to be away for the rest of the week. See ya later.

Im going to be going on holidays in a couple of days so if anyone wants to request a poem now would be a good time to do it so that i can do it while im away. Ill be gone for only a week but I know how long that can seem sometimes so if you have an idea then please post it up here.

Ive been trying to find stuff to my poetry about but nothing comes to mind. So because of that ive decided to not so much take requests but ask people for ideas. I wont take everyones ideas but if i get a request for a poem then its not likely that ill turn it down. So anyone that has any ideas just send me a message and ill try to put them into poetry.

Currently i have only got poetry posted up and ive decided to post up this journal to say that it is rather gloomy and those who read it should soon realize that. However i hope you enjoy it all the same.

Now my parents are monitering the network so if i have anything thats downloaded they can find it. Because of this its going to be a long time till i can actually do the colouring of the growth berry comics let alone post them. I should still be able to post up poetry but thats about it.

I finished the first page of the coloured mew and the special berry (it wasent very good. once im done ill put details into it) then when i went to post it up on FA i find an outage page. a short while after that my PC loses all its data and now i have to start again. At least FA's back up.

i wonder why im even bothering to put up these journals. its not like anyone actually looks at them. although their is really no point in this one other then to express rage at how new i am. Why must i suck so much.

got a 100% for poetry. only one in my class to get an A. i havent gotten them back yet but when i do ill post them up in my gallery.

Ive just started doing coloured versions of mysteryman01's mew and the special berry short comic drawn by ryuakira. Its going to take a while to get it all done but hopefully it will turn out good in the end. (how do you do a link to someone by using an avatar.)

Ive started on my first drawing that im going to post on FA. Since im not very good at drawing (and i cant get anything other then paint because my pc dosent recognize any of their files for some reason) I need some advice as to either how i can get better at drawing or how i can improve my drawings in paint.

ok. ive just made my account. dont expect me to post up anything yet for a number of reasons.
1. im bad at drawing.
2. i dont have photoshop or anything else like that. the closest is paint.
3. i have no ideas about what to draw
so if anyone has any ideas or suggestions to how i can do good art then could you please tell me.