2025 October Recap
Posted 5 days agoRecap: End of October (long post)
Without a doubt after reviewing personal statistics, it's a shocking to see exactly how our speed measures up.Our major struggle with commissions or specifically commissioners...is always speed. Regarding how we are way too slow compared to other faster artists with better turn around times. Or smaller queues. This is a vocal majority and obviously stresses us the hell out.
Timeline
Event - Auctober, Launch link | finished (2025-10-27)Week 1, (2025-10-03) launch link | finished (2025-10-07) link
Week 2, (2025-10-06) launch link | finished (2025-10-15) link
Week 3, (2025-10-09) launch link | finished (2025-10-24) link
Week 4, (2025-10-16) launch link | finished (2025-10-27) link
- 2025-10-03, link
- 2025-10-04, link
- 2025-10-05, link
- 2025-10-06, link x2
- 2025-10-08, link A, link B
- 2025-10-10, link
- 2025-10-11, link
- 2025-10-13, link
- 2025-10-17, link A1
- 2025-10-18, link A1-1
- 2025-10-19, link, link A2-2, link A2 ⚠︎ (NSFW)
- 2025-10-21, link 1-4
- 2025-10-22, link 4-4
- 2025-10-23, link
- 2025-10-25, link A!1-5
- 2025-10-29, link WIP 1
- 2025-10-30, link A1 ⚠︎ (Vore: Suggestive)
- 2025-10-31, link A1
Now after looking at EXACTLY how much we post and the work being done, something doesn't add up. If we're posting damn near every single day, this means all commissions being completed are roughly within 24-48hrs. Not exactly from the day of commissioning but more so the day the commission actually starts. Pen to paper.
Entering November
The main theme has yet to be decided. Auctober events did well, so we might do a similar thing. 4 Auctions and choose a theme each week. For now limited slots for regular commissions is, open - link.Commissions
Everything appears to be going smoothly and is more on schedule than originally lead to believe. See the above timeline for clarity.Personal
Notice a tiny surge in personal art lately? That means there's finally a tiny bit of free time between commissions and now events to work on personal art!Standard ● | "Typically base items, or anything at the source. The foundation."
Special ◉ | "More focused on details, or anything that stands out."
Spectacular ★ | "Max rendering."
WARNING ⚠︎ | "What it says on the box."
Support ★ | "Often internal comments from
SelfDugGrave to you."DEPRECATED ☆ | "No longer being used. Formally spectacular."
Trades
Since there was a major focus on events last month, and additional irl events, the trades got pushed to this month.
cassiwrites
damasathSupporters from October
BluishGecko, ☆ GalaxyCoffin, ★ katlyn, ★ KatonNexus, LadyJuju, ☆ Myriad, ☆ Nicole, ☆ Ninouche, Noahthedutch, ★ Pyrous, PyxelSquibbles, ☆ Qlue, ☆ Quiche, Reo, ☆ StoicOrigin, theHousepets, Yami
2025-10-29 Updates and Queue
Posted a week agoStart with the Queue
For anyone wondering where I have my queue, I use Gitlab in a nice simple .CSV format. I prefer this over Trello, and it's lightweight, and doesn't need to be anything more than a list. For those are not familiar with how I use this queue, there is a written guide here. It's very basic, and takes only a few minutes to read. Here is a copy of that queue, for FA:
SelfDugGrave wrote:20251002 FB NullHomme waiting
20250910 HB mainecharacter waiting
20250908 FB Tealy_Fox started
20250908 FB Poojawa started
20250907 FB RingOfThorns started
20250907 FB Pxie0 started
20250730 HB PoshCrouton started
This is a total of 7 commissions, which all of them are fullbodies or halfbodies. Normally this is awesome, as I've been getting burnt out on doing so many icons and I do like to have variety. Although I'm still figuring out what my true limits are and where my burnout kicks in. How many icons can I take on per month, or how many fullbodies, etc etc. Overall I think I might limit how many fullbodies I get, or try to balance things out better in the future.
Note: If you are somebody who genuinely is patient, and you don't mind waiting 3-6mo for your halfbody/fullbody commission, then I'm not too worried about it. However, if you are somebody who is impatient (be honest) and you cannot wait even 1 week, before asking me "did you start yet?" or "Where am I in the queue" and "How much longer?" then seriously consider going elsewhere. I don't want this added stress in my life. I don't want to be pushed around and rushed to speed up my process. I'd rather spend more time on a commission I really like and have fun with, than rush and spit something out that I cannot be proud of.
Free NSFW rewards??
As a nice bonus, some of you might have already noticed I'm rolling out NSFW art. Is it straight up porno? No. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but I want to contribute in my own ways. For example, if you are a long-time commissioner with me, and have a good record, being nice, patient, and always a pleasure to be around. You will qualify for FREE NSFW edits, or even art depending on my mood. This helps filter out some people who I would rather not associate with, and who do not respect me as an artist. Reward only those who are good to me, and ignore the rest who don't deserve my attention.
Fullbody: Null, paws, suggestive pose.
Icon: Nipples.
Halfbody: Nudity, butt.
Icon: Bondage.
Fullbody: Nipples.
Fullbody: Paws.
Fullbody: Nudity, paws, butt, bondage.
Is it truly free? Yes. Legally per paypal and ko-fi's terms, NO content maker, artist, or creative individuals are allowed to profit of adult material of any kind. I am aware tons of other artists get away with it, but the crackdowns are real, and random, and I'd rather not risk this at all. It may work for others and that's cool but again they are not me, and I ask that you respect that. I am not willing to transition to another platform just to make a buck off drawing genitals, or fetishes that reveal too much. Not all of my NSFW will classify as explicit, there's so much debate on what is NSFW or porn, or smut, whatever. I can't wrap my head around it, and I just wanna be able to draw without censoring myself too much. Keep it simple.
I will use appropriate tags, and filters when possible. As you can tell some of the examples I provided are not super risky or explicit, whatever term you wanna use, but I still apply tags just in case some may not want to view this stuff. Same applies to any gore I make btw.
What's Next?
I would like to simply finish the current queue as much as I can (fully is the main goal) before I open up commissions again in November. I don't have any major events planned, since I would like it to be very chill before December hits. I know the holidays are going to be mad crazy and I would like to avoid the stress if I can.
TLDR?
caffeinatedcultist wrote:Working on finishing the queue before opening comms again. Offering free NSFW rewards to my long-term supporters only. I don't want to censor myself. I just wanna make art.
2025-10-21 Updates
Posted 2 weeks agoQuick updates
Auctober Conclusion, and other smaller updates (short read: less than 400 words.)
Thank you to all who have participated in my Auctober event this year! The winners are:
- Week 1: SergeantStark (done)
- Week 2:
dexrated (done)- Week 3:
lanthanide (done)- Week 4: Heartscale_Dragoness (pending...)
Week 3 and 4 have been AB'd early, and I plan on getting these out there before the end of the month. Don't worry it's not on hold.
Since I didn't expect the auctions to go as fast as they did, I chew through the queue in the meantime, as I always do- I managed to complete roughly 20/30 commissions in about 3 weeks! That's impressive considering most of these are fullbodies, and halfbodies!
At the time of writing there is less than 10 orders left in my queue, and this is the smallest my queue has been in years. This brings me to my next entry...
Commissions and Speed (ETA, TAT)
caffineatedcultist wrote:Sigh, here we go again. Every so often this needs to be said and whatever I get it. I'm slow compared to other artists. Don't rush me. Stressing me out wont make me want to work on your commission any faster.
If you commission me late, then it makes sense I will get to your piece way later on compared to someone else who commissioned earlier. I don't offer deadlines, and I wont prioritize your commission for any reason. If you want it done so fast, you won't get quality and I wont be happy with my output. I prefer to be proud of what I make rather than depressed.
That's it. That's all there is to say.
Closing
To everyone else who has been amazing, and patient, and supportive, thank you! If it wasn't for those of you who are extra awesome out there, I would likely give up on art and wallow in a corner feeling like shit because of those who stress me out, and pressure me to work faster!! Thank you for treating me with respect, and not like some machine. Thank you for letting me explore my creativity, and be weird, and make horror!
2025 September Recap
Posted a month ago2025 September Recap
End of September 2025
Goodbye September, this was a horrible and extremely stressful month. It's finally over just in time for Spooky Month. Damn. If you want to catch up on what happened last month, read about it (here.) Otherwise all you need to know is shit was bad. That's it.
Despite all that mess, we do still have some art highlights from the previous month (here.) As always we greatly appreciate any and all commissions, and fantastic behavior!
Entering October 2025
Spooky Month - Announcements
I'll be using this FA Journal to outline some plans for October 2025. Each header will cover a different topic in non-linear sections, so feel free to skip around!
Commissions
As always the main plan is to continue the queue (public link here) as most of it was already taken care of (yay!) Now only 14 slots were announced for September which you can view that journal (here.)
So what's the plan for October while we are closed for commissions? That's the fun bit. We're going to do Auctions. I'll go into more details when that hits FA before the end of the day. As usual I will have all details up front with instructions and mirrors on Telegram, Mastodon, and Bluesky. So don't worry about that.
Personal
If you've been with us for a while you probably know how little time we truly have. More than 8hrs/day are spent on working though the queue and commissions, like any regular 9-5 full time job. Sometimes more, and this doesn't account for all the back-end or "admin" stuff we do. So- The downer is how often we get asked about why we don't have enough personal art of our own characters. Which the answer is always the same: lack of time.
More time spent on anything that isn't commissions (work) is more income lost. That's just how it goes. We don't have any desire to raise our prices, so this is how it is. Besides why lower quality for a faster output and cheaper prices? Rather output something we are proud of even if it costs more time. Makes sense to me.
Do you wanna help or wanna see any particular character over another? Let me guess, wanna see NSFW from us?
I'll soon redo the website (link) to sort of be a more personal directory for our characters, and maybe some fun stuff you wouldn't be able to see anywhere else. This way the other sites remain the same, and I wont need to manage so many at the end of each week.
caffeinatedcultist wrote:"As an additional note. I am contently asked "why don't you ever do art YOU want to do?" -- because I'm weird and people usually don't like horror and weird shit. They like cute dogs that go blep. And I'm cool with that, but my portfolio, my gallery is becoming something I don't love. I want to balance out the cute stuff, with some weird stuff. This is my month to shine and do exactly what I want to do. So, what do you say, wanna play and see what I can do?"
bonus: if horror isn't your thing, hey that's fine. I know some of my stuff is extreme. I'm glad you stick around even if I'm weird. Thank you.
Trades
We have some awesome ongoing and pending trades with:
cassiwrites
damasathborzino
We do welcome trades on occasion, and if we like the ideas, or something just vibes you know? Looking forward to it!
Auction Information
The full guide is: here (Auction 2025)!! | lastly, all links to my platforms are listed on Carrd.
Closing
Thank you to all of you who continue to support us and truly give us time to work things out. Life is complicated, but we are trying to output as much as we can, despite what life throws at us. Hell,
SelfDugGrave alone kept working and running updates with a injured hand for weeks. This alone is worthy of a coffee wouldn't you agree?Thank you to my September Supporters
Bluish Gecko, GalaxyCoffin, Katlyn, KatonNexus, Lady Juju, Myriad, Nicole Vazquez, Ninouche, Noah thedutch, Pyrous, PyxelSquibbles, Quiche, Reo, theHousepets, ZalVertex
2025-08-21 Updates
Posted a month agoWriting this quickly. Will come back later and add in any relevant links.
Let's start with,
"what the hell happened early September, and late August?"
I was being harassed, and pressured by my landlord and threatened with an illegal court order and eviction. On top of medical issues with my heart...on too of moving pains, and other fun stress I'd rather not get into. A lot of badly timed shit. How fun.
I had to rush to open commissions and then immediately close them as now my time was taken up by moving.
As of only a few days ago (at the time of writing) I ended up paying the landlord under the table his demands and illegal fines. Sigh. Without getting into it, right or wrong...straight up the stress wasn't worth it and my health was declining. I took the easy way out so I can continue to live as-is, at least for a little while longer and take time to look for a different place later.
I'm sick and tired of every single year shit keeps happening and I miss out on October my favorite month. I want to celebrate it this year dammit!!
Other than spontaneous medical appointments, it would appear most of that background stress is now gone.
What does this all mean for you? For commissions? In short: We're open, and almost fully operational.
We originally opened up September with 14 slots, and filled 12 of them. At the time of writing, there is 2 slots available and then that's it. I'll close up and work on eveything and prepare for October. Not sure how I'll do it yet, but I don't want to miss it!!
SelfDugGrave was also unavailable for a while for obvious reasons, but he will return to his clockwork routine, and be as available as ever. Just bare in mind he has a really nasty hand injury that is still healing. I won't go into details here, but just know his regular activities that involve hands and fingers are currently restricted. That's all.
Anyways this is the short update for anyone who hasn't been able to follow on Telegram. I originally planned on posting updates to the website but it felt easier to wait for all this to be over and then make a journal post. So here it is.
Thank you everyone for being so patient, I'm excited to get back to art and overall stop being so damn stressed!!!
Let's start with,
"what the hell happened early September, and late August?"
I was being harassed, and pressured by my landlord and threatened with an illegal court order and eviction. On top of medical issues with my heart...on too of moving pains, and other fun stress I'd rather not get into. A lot of badly timed shit. How fun.
I had to rush to open commissions and then immediately close them as now my time was taken up by moving.
As of only a few days ago (at the time of writing) I ended up paying the landlord under the table his demands and illegal fines. Sigh. Without getting into it, right or wrong...straight up the stress wasn't worth it and my health was declining. I took the easy way out so I can continue to live as-is, at least for a little while longer and take time to look for a different place later.
I'm sick and tired of every single year shit keeps happening and I miss out on October my favorite month. I want to celebrate it this year dammit!!
Other than spontaneous medical appointments, it would appear most of that background stress is now gone.
What does this all mean for you? For commissions? In short: We're open, and almost fully operational.
We originally opened up September with 14 slots, and filled 12 of them. At the time of writing, there is 2 slots available and then that's it. I'll close up and work on eveything and prepare for October. Not sure how I'll do it yet, but I don't want to miss it!!
SelfDugGrave was also unavailable for a while for obvious reasons, but he will return to his clockwork routine, and be as available as ever. Just bare in mind he has a really nasty hand injury that is still healing. I won't go into details here, but just know his regular activities that involve hands and fingers are currently restricted. That's all.Anyways this is the short update for anyone who hasn't been able to follow on Telegram. I originally planned on posting updates to the website but it felt easier to wait for all this to be over and then make a journal post. So here it is.
Thank you everyone for being so patient, I'm excited to get back to art and overall stop being so damn stressed!!!
2025 Sanguine September Slots
Posted 2 months agoI already have a public queue on Gitlab.
Decided to keep track of only Sanguine September via this journal for now.
1. lady_juju719 confirmed ✅
2. chaoshideout confirmed ✅
3.Zelral cancellation ❌ | Frootzbat waiting ⏳
4. Pxie0 confirmed ✅
5.
Poojawa confirmed ✅
6. RingOfThorns confirmed ✅
7.Deerlicious cancellation ❌ | Nulhomme scheduled ✅
8. Tealy_Fox confirmed ✅
9. A_Kazy confirmed ✅
10. SquishyOrgans confirmed ✅
11. Silvertail63 waiting ⏳
12.
potatogod52 confirmed ✅
13. Heartscale_Dragoness confirmed ✅
14. BestHyenaFriend confirmed ✅
All slots have been claimed as of 2025-09-29, which means I am now CLOSED for commissions. I plan to open back up again soon in October for very limited slots. Stay tuned!
Decided to keep track of only Sanguine September via this journal for now.
1. lady_juju719 confirmed ✅
2. chaoshideout confirmed ✅
3.
4. Pxie0 confirmed ✅
5.
Poojawa confirmed ✅6. RingOfThorns confirmed ✅
7.
8. Tealy_Fox confirmed ✅
9. A_Kazy confirmed ✅
10. SquishyOrgans confirmed ✅
11. Silvertail63 waiting ⏳
12.
potatogod52 confirmed ✅13. Heartscale_Dragoness confirmed ✅
14. BestHyenaFriend confirmed ✅
All slots have been claimed as of 2025-09-29, which means I am now CLOSED for commissions. I plan to open back up again soon in October for very limited slots. Stay tuned!
2025 August Recap
Posted 2 months agoEnd of August 2025
As some of you know (in a previous journal 2025-08-25) we took the entire month of August off to focus on the queue. This for the most part was a success! However there is still that ongoing irl background life stress, that sadly isnt resolved, yet. We don't have any set time or even prediction as to when it will be resolved. This is eating away at our time. However we need to open commissions, and power through it so-
Entering September 2025
Looks like we're opening back up for September 2025, and with a new Theme of the Month - For more information please see this post / My full commission sheet is listed here
I have 14 total slots available this month. I'll be trying something different and LISTING all confirmed slots here in this post. As usual if you're interested in commissioning me, please follow the instructions listed in my full commission sheet post.
Commission Information
My prices and general info all here. Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. I slowly check DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.
Base offers/prices
- Icons ... $35
- Halfbody ... $65
- Fullbody ... $95
Additional stuff
- Complexity, Props, Background, Rendering = ASK
Off-Menu Items
- Headshots, Reference Sheets, Badges, etc = ASK
How-to Comprehensibly Commission
Please answer the following questions, with SelfDugGrave (on Telegram)
- Question 1: What type of commission do you want?
- Question 2: What details are required for your commission? (pose, expression, vibe, etc)
- Question 3: (optional) Do you want rendering? (guide)
I will need your reference(s.)
- Do not provide a compressed image.
- Do not use any AI generated images. (otherwise the base price is doubled. No exceptions. No negotiations.)
- No stolen characters.
- VR/3D References only allowed IF you follow this guide!
- NSFW references allowed. Must be 18+, this is non-negotiable.
- I also will require your valid Paypal email so I may invoice you for payment.
- Upon successful payment, you will be added into the Public Queue.
Clarification of Cognitive Commissioning:
Orders that exceed a reasonable time (~30m) will be charged a service fee for my time. To avoid these extra fees please:
1. Tell me you need assistance with commissioning.
2. Have all of your resources ready upon ordering.
Avoid ordering when you are busy, at work, school, do not have time to reply.
Example Commission: "Hello I would like to commission an Icon. Here is my character reference sheet (link.) I would like to add rendering, my budget is $50, so whatever that gets me is fine. Default background is fine. I would like my character to be happy, with their tongue sticking out. My paypal is (email here) I have read your Terms of Service, and agree to it.
If needed, my contact/social is (link.)"
How not to commission:
- Not providing a character reference image (does not have to be a sheet. Text descriptions are okay.)
- Demanding an ETA or TAT (some deadline.)
- Not reading the TOS.
- Commissioning for a friend without proof of consent.
- Rude or any unsolicited behavior. (We uphold the right to refuse service.)
- Be under 18. (No exceptions, ever.)
- Commissioning without an idea. (unless you grant FULL creative freedom.)
- Sharing TMI, which is irrelevant to the commission.
- Not having a valid paypal account.
2025-08-25 Updates
Posted 2 months agoAugust Updates, woeful news
The entire month of August was reserved so we can CLOSE commissions, in order to hyper-focus on commissions, and clear the queue as much as possible. Due to life-stress outside of our control and being pelted from all sides...this is an impossible task.
For now the new plan is to do a a SLOW open for September, with the announcement that we will be extra slow due to ongoing background stress. We cannot afford to stay closed for 2 months straight. We need to continue to work as this is our full-time job and only source of income.
We will not be asking for handouts, all we ask is if you decide to commission us this month, please be patient. We cannot stress this enough that we just really need time to work on things at our on pace. We can't be any faster than what we are at the moment given the current extreme circumstances. That's all.
Example:
"Hi I'd like to commission you this month, (here's my order details) but no rush at all. I read your latest announcement, and I'd like to contribute what I can by commissioning you, and not stress about when it'll be done. Thank you for the opportunity, and hope things get better!"
This is perfect if you decide to go through with it.
The new website, is not currently finished and I do not have the time to seriously focus on it but it should be enough to get you by. Otherwise continue to use Carrd, as they both pretty much get the same idea across just fine.
TL;DR
- Closed commissions for August 2025.
- Emergency life event occurred, slowed us down.
- September will open back up for commissions (see above example quote).
- Website is unfinished. Use Carrd for now.
Commission Index
Posted 3 months agoThis journal will now be home to my Commissioning index. It will help point you in the right direction to various parts of my commissions.
Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. (I slowly check DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.) SelfDugGrave wrote:Listen, before you leave, can you do me a favor? Please check out this last journal It's less than 800 words, so it shouldn't take up too much more of your time. Thank you.
SelfDugGrave has a full written guide on what happens when a Commission is completed: here!!
All of this is done by one hard working toy: ✪ If you feel like rewarding please consider checking out Velvet's BMC ✪
TL;DR? Your finished commission needs to be posted by hand, not a bot, and not a tool. This takes time.
The Index
Commission Sheet ... here
Headshots Info / Guide ... here
Fullbody Info / Guide ... here
Badges Info / Guide ... here
Rendering + Illustration Info / Guide ... here
Complexity Info / Guide ... here
Ko-Fi Tipping / Pledge Guide ... here
Terms Of Service ... here
^^^ current event: 2025-10-01 ^^^
Commission Sheet
Shows off the basics; Icons, Halfbody, and Fullbody options. Nice guide to help follow when Commissioning.Headshots
Headshots are not icons. When/if you ask for a headshot commission, this is what that is.Fullbody
Helps clarify that Icons come with Fullbody and Halfbody commissions, only upon up-front requests. A cropped version is done for you at no extra costs. This displays the two styles: square and circle cropped icons. Not all sites accept squares so we like to offer both options.Badges
Cannot verify if truly "printer friendly" so these are primarily digital only badges. If you choose to bring them into the physical world, there is no telling what creatures may or may not appear in your vicinity. You have been warned, friend. Good luck!Rendering and Illustration
Hey if you like art, and I mean really like art, this guide is for you. If you have the extra coin to throw around and wont miss it, this is for you. If you want that fancy stuff, and don't mind the long wait, this is for you. If you only want the basics, that's okay too. Feel free to ignore this guide.Complexity
Ever wonder if your character might be a bit challenging to draw? Take a minute to sit back and really look at your character. Seriously, can you be honest with yourself and describe your character with only text, and fit all details into 1 single reasonable paragraph? If you can, great! Your character likely is not complex. If you're struggling, then you likely fall further up the complexity scale. This isn't a bad thing. Understand that more complexity = more time. More time = more money. Paying for your art is pretty fair. If you disagree, that's okay. There's a whole sea of other artists out there. We wish you a happy adventure in finding another who will do what we wont.Ko-Fi Tipping
Hey, do you like supporting artists? You already know how this works then. Do you want to support us but maybe don't have the coin to spare? You can always help by boosting, liking, add to favorites, and sharing our art around! The "tiny" things matter to you know. Oh, and don't expect rewards or free art just because you threw a dollar into the ring. Support only because you want to. Not because you expect something back. I'm not a wishing well.Terms Of Service
Yeah yeah, I know you hate these but they exist for a reason. Hey, tell you what. This first one isn't so bad. You'll likely smile when you read it, if you choose to read it. You did read it, right? No not that one, the real one! Yeah. The boring one. May not seem like much but I do appreciate you for taking the time to read both. I spent months working on it, so yeah I am always pretty happy to hear it's been read. Even better if it's also understood!More Info
All guides are meant to serve to be very helpful before commissioning us. If you have a question, or just need a little reference point, these are all built to help!Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. (I slowly check DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.) SelfDugGrave wrote:Listen, before you leave, can you do me a favor? Please check out this last journal It's less than 800 words, so it shouldn't take up too much more of your time. Thank you.
Commission Completed, now what?
SelfDugGrave has a full written guide on what happens when a Commission is completed: here!!All of this is done by one hard working toy: ✪ If you feel like rewarding please consider checking out Velvet's BMC ✪
TL;DR? Your finished commission needs to be posted by hand, not a bot, and not a tool. This takes time.
2025-07-10 Upcoming Changes
Posted 4 months agoA small but major announcement to the following,
1. How I do commissions (the process)
2. Paying
SelfDugGrave
If you're worried about prices changing or becoming unaffordable, stop. I should be able to charge what I want for the quality I provide, and I will always have a flexible option (which was formally my S&S style which was promptly run out...if you know, you know.) so don't worry about that.
What I'd like to change is how Velvet (my coordinator) handles literally everything, and never gets paid. What broke me was seeing him take on a order that took well over 7hrs of active time with a client, just to commission a simple thing. This is unacceptable and I want to fix this. At the time of writing we have a special tier (tier 4) on Ko-Fi just for Velvet for anyone who want's to support him directly for all the work he does.
Ko-Fi need a serious makeover and we're working on it. From start to finish. Current tiers will remain as they are, but we will be changing a few things, and adding more tiers, as I understand that $300 tier is a very big jump. However this is only for very special cases, once again. If you know, you know.
I'll come back with a later update when the time is right, but this is just an early preview. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive and offered me advice in my time of need. I really feel confident about this next jump, and I'm excited to redo my rewards, and truly start fostering a community I feel happy with.
SelfDugGrave wrote:I primarily operate on Telegram, this is whats easiest for me. I don't like the Bluesky DM system. Find all my links on my Carrd!!
Base offers/prices
Icons ... $35
Halfbody ... $65
Fullbody ... $95
Additional stuff
Complexity, Props, Background, Rendering = ASK
Off-Menu Items
Headshots, Reference Sheets, Badges, etc = ASK
Terms Of Service: here
Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. However I make exceptions for DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.
1. How I do commissions (the process)
2. Paying
SelfDugGraveIf you're worried about prices changing or becoming unaffordable, stop. I should be able to charge what I want for the quality I provide, and I will always have a flexible option (which was formally my S&S style which was promptly run out...if you know, you know.) so don't worry about that.
What I'd like to change is how Velvet (my coordinator) handles literally everything, and never gets paid. What broke me was seeing him take on a order that took well over 7hrs of active time with a client, just to commission a simple thing. This is unacceptable and I want to fix this. At the time of writing we have a special tier (tier 4) on Ko-Fi just for Velvet for anyone who want's to support him directly for all the work he does.
Ko-Fi need a serious makeover and we're working on it. From start to finish. Current tiers will remain as they are, but we will be changing a few things, and adding more tiers, as I understand that $300 tier is a very big jump. However this is only for very special cases, once again. If you know, you know.
I'll come back with a later update when the time is right, but this is just an early preview. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive and offered me advice in my time of need. I really feel confident about this next jump, and I'm excited to redo my rewards, and truly start fostering a community I feel happy with.
SelfDugGrave wrote:I primarily operate on Telegram, this is whats easiest for me. I don't like the Bluesky DM system. Find all my links on my Carrd!!
Base offers/prices
Icons ... $35
Halfbody ... $65
Fullbody ... $95
Additional stuff
Complexity, Props, Background, Rendering = ASK
Off-Menu Items
Headshots, Reference Sheets, Badges, etc = ASK
Terms Of Service: here
Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. However I make exceptions for DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.
July 2025 - Comms and Updates
Posted 4 months agoTrying something new with FA journals to see if this does anything different.
Currently for this month I am offering two types of commissions: Icons, and Halfbody. I am not open to accepting Fullbody slots this July, as I'd like to try to have more examples for my halfbody portfolio.
If you want to help me out with the halfbody stuff, I am missing custom backgrounds, and ambiance. Nothing major, but still something I'd like to have to fill out the last bit for my examples. Of course feel free to simply get whatever as any halfbody commission this month would be very helpful!
Medical Note: please read this journal entry to have extra understanding what's going on with me, and why my TAT (turn around time) is a lot slower now. I understand this is extremely unappealing to many, but I really cannot push myself further anymore or increase my speeds. I hope you understand.
Due to a recent medical emergency 2025-06-22
Doctors orders: reduce stress.
So we will no longer be offering deadlines, rush fee, or priority queue. Period.
ETAs/TATs are simply "it's done when it's done." How we originally had things.
That's all for now, the links I posted for the commissions should have all the information needed, with examples, guides, everything. Of course if you'd like to leave feedback feel free to do so here in this journal entry. I left some comments for others to reply to if you want to try to commission that way, but, we really do prefer Telegram the most. It's easier for us, but I do try to accommodate where I can.
Thank you so much for reading, and thank you to all my fantastic Ko-Fi members who help keep me afloat! You are all amazing!
I primarily operate on Telegram, this is whats easiest for me. I don't like the Bluesky DM system. Find all my links on my Carrd!!
Base offers/prices
Icons ... $35
Halfbody ... $65
Fullbody ... $95
Additional stuff
Complexity, Props, Background, Rendering = ASK
Off-Menu Items
Headshots, Reference Sheets, Badges, etc = ASK
Terms Of Service: here
Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. However I make exceptions for DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.
Currently for this month I am offering two types of commissions: Icons, and Halfbody. I am not open to accepting Fullbody slots this July, as I'd like to try to have more examples for my halfbody portfolio.
If you want to help me out with the halfbody stuff, I am missing custom backgrounds, and ambiance. Nothing major, but still something I'd like to have to fill out the last bit for my examples. Of course feel free to simply get whatever as any halfbody commission this month would be very helpful!
Medical Note: please read this journal entry to have extra understanding what's going on with me, and why my TAT (turn around time) is a lot slower now. I understand this is extremely unappealing to many, but I really cannot push myself further anymore or increase my speeds. I hope you understand.
Due to a recent medical emergency 2025-06-22
Doctors orders: reduce stress.
So we will no longer be offering deadlines, rush fee, or priority queue. Period.
ETAs/TATs are simply "it's done when it's done." How we originally had things.
That's all for now, the links I posted for the commissions should have all the information needed, with examples, guides, everything. Of course if you'd like to leave feedback feel free to do so here in this journal entry. I left some comments for others to reply to if you want to try to commission that way, but, we really do prefer Telegram the most. It's easier for us, but I do try to accommodate where I can.
Thank you so much for reading, and thank you to all my fantastic Ko-Fi members who help keep me afloat! You are all amazing!
I primarily operate on Telegram, this is whats easiest for me. I don't like the Bluesky DM system. Find all my links on my Carrd!!
Base offers/prices
Icons ... $35
Halfbody ... $65
Fullbody ... $95
Additional stuff
Complexity, Props, Background, Rendering = ASK
Off-Menu Items
Headshots, Reference Sheets, Badges, etc = ASK
Terms Of Service: here
Please be respectful in DM, and patient. My response time is fastest on Telegram. However I make exceptions for DMs on, Mastodon, Bluesky, and Ko-Fi.
Updates - June 25th 2025
Posted 4 months agoFor those of you who don't follow my Telegram Channel, here's one of my major updates.
🏥 Urgent Medical Announcement 💔 & Commissioning Update
Due to a recent medical emergency 2025-06-22
Doctors orders: reduce stress.
So we will no longer be offering deadlines, rush fee, or priority queue. Period.
ETAs/TATs are simply "it's done when it's done." How we originally had things.
Thank you everyone for your understanding! Especially those of you who know why this is happening.
---
So that's a short ans sweet version. I won't be elaborating further, but I do want everyone both those of who have been with us, and now new people who are considering becoming a part of our little community or even just commissioning me once. Please. please I ask for your patience. I can't afford to push myself any further and speed run my art.
I know theres a lot...and I mean a lot of other artists who are way faster than I am. Trust me, it's shoved in my face regularly and it doesn't motivate me. It puts me down. It hurts. I just try to smile through the pain and hurry up to get art out of the way and move on.
Hopefully this tiny update helps others understand. I'm not asking for handouts. Not asking for money. Not even asking you to pledge to my Ko-Fi or anything. Literally I'm asking for common respect and patience. I work my butt off doing this full-time and I love what I do! I really do. I wish I could reward those who deserve it, but I understand my current audience and supporters simply don't want thag praise or spotlight so I hope my quiet "Thank you" reaches out to those of you who read to the end. Or at all! Thank you for sticking around, and I genuinely hope you enjoy what I'm doing.
🏥 Urgent Medical Announcement 💔 & Commissioning Update
Due to a recent medical emergency 2025-06-22
Doctors orders: reduce stress.
So we will no longer be offering deadlines, rush fee, or priority queue. Period.
ETAs/TATs are simply "it's done when it's done." How we originally had things.
Thank you everyone for your understanding! Especially those of you who know why this is happening.
---
So that's a short ans sweet version. I won't be elaborating further, but I do want everyone both those of who have been with us, and now new people who are considering becoming a part of our little community or even just commissioning me once. Please. please I ask for your patience. I can't afford to push myself any further and speed run my art.
I know theres a lot...and I mean a lot of other artists who are way faster than I am. Trust me, it's shoved in my face regularly and it doesn't motivate me. It puts me down. It hurts. I just try to smile through the pain and hurry up to get art out of the way and move on.
Hopefully this tiny update helps others understand. I'm not asking for handouts. Not asking for money. Not even asking you to pledge to my Ko-Fi or anything. Literally I'm asking for common respect and patience. I work my butt off doing this full-time and I love what I do! I really do. I wish I could reward those who deserve it, but I understand my current audience and supporters simply don't want thag praise or spotlight so I hope my quiet "Thank you" reaches out to those of you who read to the end. Or at all! Thank you for sticking around, and I genuinely hope you enjoy what I'm doing.
2025-06-08 Updates
Posted 5 months agoLots of little changes, but they make a big difference.
----/ platform updates /----
Furbooru - Profile and commission updates. I removed eveything to sort of start fresh, cut back the fluff and only leave what's important and direct everyone to my Gitlab repo. Since all of my information is there, and so many hours have went into it, and it's super valuable for anyone who's interested in my work.
Fursona Directory - Same thing. I removed almost all the fluff, kept the basics, and fixed a few broken links. Added a small entry of text to help new wanderers understand where things are. It's basic but it works.
Bluesky - bio changes. Nothing major yet again. Just the description is way shorter now. Might replace the primary link (Fursona Directory) to something else. Gitlab link is way too long, so I might go back and use Carrd. Why I don't use my website? keep reading and you'll see why.
Carrd 1 - I have two Carrd as one of them was originally for testing and I didn't plan on keeping it at all. But as I never took it down, I kinda like reusing it for well, testing. Seeing how some people react to which Carrd is arguably better than the other. So this one works closer to "Linktree" no hidden pages. Straight to the point (notice a pattern yet?) and helps you get to wherever you wanna go. Easy. Also quite colorful, and I personally find this satisfying.
Carrd 2 - This was supposed to be the primary and public one. It has "hidden pages" and slightly more information that's taken directly from Gitlab. It's supposed to be more friendly as a lot of people are more used to viewing eveything on Carrd, but it's far too inconvenient for both of us to constantly come back to update little things. Gitlab is far easier for us both to collaborate and do what we need to do, and all the latest information is there. Still I'll keep this one up, to help with the transition, maybe do something fun here later on? Who knows.
Oh and yes, eveything there was also once again shortened, but some fluff was kept to be friendly and fun.
FA - Mostly my main bio, and the commissions tab, my signature both in my posts, and now journals. Once again, all links are now removed and replaced with Gitlab. Pushing it as the central place to visit for all your information needs. As explained above.
My Website - SelfDugGrave built this as a test, and a possible replacement for Carrd, something we can both manage easily and keep it very DIY and small. Plus we had plans to include a NOW page so anyone who's interested in what we're up to can view that page. Maybe add character lore. This site would essentially be nothing but text and more text. Lots of reading, but not all of it will be in your face so it doesn't scare people away. However because we don't push this site, it's slowly becoming a personal spot and hub. Sure we have some of the basic links there, but I think we'll do something with it eventually. This is also why we do not push the website, as it isn't really a great spot for our commissioning information.
Mastodon - Basic bio and pinned post update. Like the rest, eveything is shorter now.
Telegram - Shorter now, and starting to use the coordination channel a little more, since that one is more interactive and small.
---- / stuff that isn't updated yet / ----
Toyhouse - again, like the website for lore. it makes far more sense to use it for eveything like that, but who knows. All my adopts are still there, as I haven't migrated them to Ko-Fi yet. It's pretty tricky as it is to use Ko-Fi for buying "items" so we're still working on it.
Pillowfort - Not really sure what to do with this own yet. So it's just another mirror for my gallery, I guess.
SoFurry/SoFurryBeta - I currently see no major need to update anything there. Leave a link back to my main stuff and that's pretty much it. Not sure if there's any need to add anything else?
--- / final notes / ---
That's about it. Should be eveything and even if I missed something, you'll easily notice a pattern of changes. It applies to everywhere I'm at. Thank you all for reading!
----/ platform updates /----
Furbooru - Profile and commission updates. I removed eveything to sort of start fresh, cut back the fluff and only leave what's important and direct everyone to my Gitlab repo. Since all of my information is there, and so many hours have went into it, and it's super valuable for anyone who's interested in my work.
Fursona Directory - Same thing. I removed almost all the fluff, kept the basics, and fixed a few broken links. Added a small entry of text to help new wanderers understand where things are. It's basic but it works.
Bluesky - bio changes. Nothing major yet again. Just the description is way shorter now. Might replace the primary link (Fursona Directory) to something else. Gitlab link is way too long, so I might go back and use Carrd. Why I don't use my website? keep reading and you'll see why.
Carrd 1 - I have two Carrd as one of them was originally for testing and I didn't plan on keeping it at all. But as I never took it down, I kinda like reusing it for well, testing. Seeing how some people react to which Carrd is arguably better than the other. So this one works closer to "Linktree" no hidden pages. Straight to the point (notice a pattern yet?) and helps you get to wherever you wanna go. Easy. Also quite colorful, and I personally find this satisfying.
Carrd 2 - This was supposed to be the primary and public one. It has "hidden pages" and slightly more information that's taken directly from Gitlab. It's supposed to be more friendly as a lot of people are more used to viewing eveything on Carrd, but it's far too inconvenient for both of us to constantly come back to update little things. Gitlab is far easier for us both to collaborate and do what we need to do, and all the latest information is there. Still I'll keep this one up, to help with the transition, maybe do something fun here later on? Who knows.
Oh and yes, eveything there was also once again shortened, but some fluff was kept to be friendly and fun.
FA - Mostly my main bio, and the commissions tab, my signature both in my posts, and now journals. Once again, all links are now removed and replaced with Gitlab. Pushing it as the central place to visit for all your information needs. As explained above.
My Website - SelfDugGrave built this as a test, and a possible replacement for Carrd, something we can both manage easily and keep it very DIY and small. Plus we had plans to include a NOW page so anyone who's interested in what we're up to can view that page. Maybe add character lore. This site would essentially be nothing but text and more text. Lots of reading, but not all of it will be in your face so it doesn't scare people away. However because we don't push this site, it's slowly becoming a personal spot and hub. Sure we have some of the basic links there, but I think we'll do something with it eventually. This is also why we do not push the website, as it isn't really a great spot for our commissioning information.
Mastodon - Basic bio and pinned post update. Like the rest, eveything is shorter now.
Telegram - Shorter now, and starting to use the coordination channel a little more, since that one is more interactive and small.
---- / stuff that isn't updated yet / ----
Toyhouse - again, like the website for lore. it makes far more sense to use it for eveything like that, but who knows. All my adopts are still there, as I haven't migrated them to Ko-Fi yet. It's pretty tricky as it is to use Ko-Fi for buying "items" so we're still working on it.
Pillowfort - Not really sure what to do with this own yet. So it's just another mirror for my gallery, I guess.
SoFurry/SoFurryBeta - I currently see no major need to update anything there. Leave a link back to my main stuff and that's pretty much it. Not sure if there's any need to add anything else?
--- / final notes / ---
That's about it. Should be eveything and even if I missed something, you'll easily notice a pattern of changes. It applies to everywhere I'm at. Thank you all for reading!
News and Updates 2025-04-18
Posted 6 months agoSo
SelfDugGrave went ahead and did some really heavy backend stuff that a good lot of you might be interested in.
Please read his 📙 Journal: here
Next I wanted to announce my exclusive celebration over on Telegram, if you know, you know. 🎉
We are approaching 400 followers over on Bluesky, that's kinda neat! About to catch up with my Mastodon count, huh? Really cool!
I really want to start doing run milestones every 100 followers or so, but I haven't yet planned out what exactly I wanna do to celebrate yet. If you have ideas feel free to comment below. I think it would be nice to use FA Journals for some feedback and interactions.
That's all for now. Again, Velvet has more of the juicy updates.
SelfDugGrave went ahead and did some really heavy backend stuff that a good lot of you might be interested in.Please read his 📙 Journal: here
Next I wanted to announce my exclusive celebration over on Telegram, if you know, you know. 🎉
We are approaching 400 followers over on Bluesky, that's kinda neat! About to catch up with my Mastodon count, huh? Really cool!
I really want to start doing run milestones every 100 followers or so, but I haven't yet planned out what exactly I wanna do to celebrate yet. If you have ideas feel free to comment below. I think it would be nice to use FA Journals for some feedback and interactions.
That's all for now. Again, Velvet has more of the juicy updates.
Update 2025-04-06
Posted 7 months agoI'm going to use this journal to announce a small update, and discuss the queue. If you're waiting for your commission, or curious about getting one but are worried about the queue, definitely might want to read this one.
First thing is first. Both Velvet and I got sick. Back to back, if anybody knows how a cold works, then you know either everyone in your home gets it at the same time, or it's one after the other. Thankfully you all helped Velvet when he needed it, and the extra medicine we got, also helped me when I got sick. This forced us both to take some time off to rest and heal. Neither of us could work at all.
Let's take a look at April now. Pretty much at the end of March, and start of April, we are both almost fully back to regular health! Yay. So we are both trying to catch up as much as we can.
Speaking of catching up. Looks like where we host the public queue is still down to this day. It originally started having some issues back in mid February, and it appears it still hasn't fully come back yet.
So what do we do about the public queue?
Realistically we keep waiting. If it somehow never comes back then it just doesn't come back. Velvet and I never wanted to host a public queue like Trello because it's way too much extra work, and stress for nothing. Some people like seeing the queue as a waiting list, and it's exciting to see your placement move up, but that's not how we see it or do things.
As a compromise, here is a list of everyone in the queue at the time of writing (in no order.) 20205-04-06:
TheHousepets
KatonNexus
Nulhomme
XilaGaming
Lanth_anide
Skia Splash
Beeps
BradleyFluff
Silver
Myst
Pxen Luis
ZenithFox
If you see your name, that means we have your order and details, everything should be normal. If you don't see your name, then you're not in the queue. Contact Velvet to get in.
As far as workings go. Velvet has experimented by creating a branch of the main channel on Telegram to provide updates, and show off some stuff that goes on in the background. The regular chat is also enabled too. So far it hasn't really caught on and we're understanding that Telegram just works a little differently and some people don't want to join a bunch of channels for things like that. We get it. You just want the art and nothing else. We have Bluesky and Mastodon pretty much for exactly that. We do minimal updates there but not to the extent that we do on Telegram and maybe now even FA.
There's a few more things I'd like to bring up but this is already too long, so I'll leave it here for now.
TLDR?
We're not sick anymore.
Public queue is still not working.
We are still open for commissions!
Probably going to use FA journals for updates like we do on Telegram so they are more available for others who don't have Telegram.
First thing is first. Both Velvet and I got sick. Back to back, if anybody knows how a cold works, then you know either everyone in your home gets it at the same time, or it's one after the other. Thankfully you all helped Velvet when he needed it, and the extra medicine we got, also helped me when I got sick. This forced us both to take some time off to rest and heal. Neither of us could work at all.
Let's take a look at April now. Pretty much at the end of March, and start of April, we are both almost fully back to regular health! Yay. So we are both trying to catch up as much as we can.
Speaking of catching up. Looks like where we host the public queue is still down to this day. It originally started having some issues back in mid February, and it appears it still hasn't fully come back yet.
So what do we do about the public queue?
Realistically we keep waiting. If it somehow never comes back then it just doesn't come back. Velvet and I never wanted to host a public queue like Trello because it's way too much extra work, and stress for nothing. Some people like seeing the queue as a waiting list, and it's exciting to see your placement move up, but that's not how we see it or do things.
As a compromise, here is a list of everyone in the queue at the time of writing (in no order.) 20205-04-06:
TheHousepets
KatonNexus
Nulhomme
XilaGaming
Lanth_anide
Skia Splash
Beeps
BradleyFluff
Silver
Myst
Pxen Luis
ZenithFox
If you see your name, that means we have your order and details, everything should be normal. If you don't see your name, then you're not in the queue. Contact Velvet to get in.
As far as workings go. Velvet has experimented by creating a branch of the main channel on Telegram to provide updates, and show off some stuff that goes on in the background. The regular chat is also enabled too. So far it hasn't really caught on and we're understanding that Telegram just works a little differently and some people don't want to join a bunch of channels for things like that. We get it. You just want the art and nothing else. We have Bluesky and Mastodon pretty much for exactly that. We do minimal updates there but not to the extent that we do on Telegram and maybe now even FA.
There's a few more things I'd like to bring up but this is already too long, so I'll leave it here for now.
TLDR?
We're not sick anymore.
Public queue is still not working.
We are still open for commissions!
Probably going to use FA journals for updates like we do on Telegram so they are more available for others who don't have Telegram.
About my OC, Follower
Posted 7 months agoI never really wrote up anything majorly concrete and some ask me frequently why my character looks different in almost every piece....and what exactly it is. So hopefully this journal helps clear things up.
So first things first. What is Follower?
Follower is my interpretation of a "biblically accurate angel " which, In a lot of my original drawings, it's mostly a generic hooded figure with no majorly distinguishing features at all. Void of nothing, some generic fluffy ears, and a goopy tail or tendrils for tails. Not exactly original but it was meant to be ambiguous. At least from 2017 - 2022 (roughly estimating.)
At some point I wanted to do some sort of big reveal, but also experiment with my character as I grew, as an artist. Since I have options based on interpretation, I still went for something fairly ambiguous up until late 2023. This is where I finally developed more of a regular look, and sort of semi-final design. Also dabbled in some alts like using a Vernid base thanks to
LiLaiRa (because I love Vernids)
By the end of 2024, I finally settled on using a bovid/bull/minotaur shape, as the core design based on one of the 4 heads of a cherubim angel. (human, ox, eagle, lion)
Hopefully this answers some questions.
Overall Follower is my interpretation of a angel, particularly a cherubim, and I believe it's fallen so it's sort of struggling to maintain its appearance a lot of the time.
I primarily depict Follower with feathers, usually something iridescent like Pigeon feathers. Sometimes I make it goopy because it's a fun texture I like to play with, and adds to the whole angelic corruption thing .
And as far as gender goes, I'm open to whatever but obviously for myself I choose non-binary as again, this is an it, a thing, a being. It doesn't follow any "regular" rules like here on earth or the moral realm.
This is what's fun for me, and what I like to do for my character, this is not a closed species - If you want to make your own angelic character, go for it. I don't plan on making any sort of open or closed species based on angels. So as far as I'm concerned, you can make your own angels and do whatever. Obviously I only ask that you don't just take my design and call it a day. You may take inspiration of course and reference it, but again please don't just steal it and copy/paste. That's just rude.
Lastly, this goes without saying but seriously, I don't consent to my art or my characters being used for any machine learning, training, or any artifical intelligence in any way shape or form. Period. This is non negotiable.
So first things first. What is Follower?
Follower is my interpretation of a "biblically accurate angel " which, In a lot of my original drawings, it's mostly a generic hooded figure with no majorly distinguishing features at all. Void of nothing, some generic fluffy ears, and a goopy tail or tendrils for tails. Not exactly original but it was meant to be ambiguous. At least from 2017 - 2022 (roughly estimating.)
At some point I wanted to do some sort of big reveal, but also experiment with my character as I grew, as an artist. Since I have options based on interpretation, I still went for something fairly ambiguous up until late 2023. This is where I finally developed more of a regular look, and sort of semi-final design. Also dabbled in some alts like using a Vernid base thanks to
LiLaiRa (because I love Vernids)By the end of 2024, I finally settled on using a bovid/bull/minotaur shape, as the core design based on one of the 4 heads of a cherubim angel. (human, ox, eagle, lion)
Hopefully this answers some questions.
Overall Follower is my interpretation of a angel, particularly a cherubim, and I believe it's fallen so it's sort of struggling to maintain its appearance a lot of the time.
I primarily depict Follower with feathers, usually something iridescent like Pigeon feathers. Sometimes I make it goopy because it's a fun texture I like to play with, and adds to the whole angelic corruption thing .
And as far as gender goes, I'm open to whatever but obviously for myself I choose non-binary as again, this is an it, a thing, a being. It doesn't follow any "regular" rules like here on earth or the moral realm.
This is what's fun for me, and what I like to do for my character, this is not a closed species - If you want to make your own angelic character, go for it. I don't plan on making any sort of open or closed species based on angels. So as far as I'm concerned, you can make your own angels and do whatever. Obviously I only ask that you don't just take my design and call it a day. You may take inspiration of course and reference it, but again please don't just steal it and copy/paste. That's just rude.
Lastly, this goes without saying but seriously, I don't consent to my art or my characters being used for any machine learning, training, or any artifical intelligence in any way shape or form. Period. This is non negotiable.
Updating FA Gallery
Posted 8 months agoIt's always been a dream to be able to work from home, and making a living being a digital artist. As of September 2024 we achieved this goal. We are entirely funded by our amazing supporters! This means we can finally commit to doing art full-time!!
If you're new here, welcome! If you've been with us for a while, thank you for sticking with us for so long. We would not be able to do what we do without you! Now this is a pretty big post, but I have written this in a way where you can freely jump around as you please. Skim if you like, or focus on the parts you need to reference before commissioning me. Ready?
Like many other digital artists, I offer a "Standard" set of commissions: Icons, Halfbodies, and of course, Fullbodies. Each of these are set at a base price. -- My full commission sheet is, here!!
An icon is set on a 1000x1000 canvas and is commonly used for profile pictures (pfp) or avatars. These are on a square canvas by default...although platforms are slowly getting rid of square icons in favor of circle-icons, so I offer those as well. A free circle-crop with your square icon, upon request.
Some examples of variety are as follows:
- This icon is ambient.
- This icon is connected. (1000x2000)
- This icon (warning: blood) is spectacular.
- This icon has a custom background, and rendering.
- This icon has a prop, with rendering.
- This icon has a lot of accessories.
- This icon has a lot of accessories, and is complex.
Icons focus on a character's face, expressions, and can be depicted from the shoulders up, neck up, or whatever the composition is in the request.
There are some exceptions to icons, but they are rare. Here are some examples.
- This icon displays from the character's upper chest-up.
- This icon (18+) displays from the character's waist-up.
A halfbody is set on 1378 x 2039 canvas, and typically show off the character from the waist up. Depends on composition. For the most part a good rule of thumb, is that nothing below the character's waist will typically be displayed.
- Example of a halfbody, rendered, and with a custom background.
- Example of a halfbody (warning: blood), displayed from the thighs up.
- Example of a halfbody, rendered, with custom props.
- Example of a halfbody (warning: nudity, blood), experimental style, custom background, prop, displayed from the thighs up.
- Example of a halfbody, two characters interacting.
Fullbodies imply the entire character will be drawn, which unlike half-bodies will display the character's feet (or at least imply it.)
- Fullbody with, clothing.
- Fullbody (warning: blood, gore, death) with, custom illustration.
- Fullbody with, full interactive background, and environment.
- Fullbody (warning: blood, nudity, occult) with, experimental full interactive background, and environment.
- Fullbody with, custom rendering.
- Fullbody with, full rendering, custom sizing for a phone wallpaper.
I also have off-menu commissions which I don't regularly offer, but once in a while I like to do them. At the very least they show off what I can do, and make for solid examples.
Headshots, Badges, Stickers.
So that's all pretty normal so far. You might be wondering what a standard base price is? This is a set price where all my art does not go below. Instead from the base price I introduce "flex" prices. From here I calculate additional things like: complexity, rendering, custom backgrounds, props,
etc.
Standard / Default
($) [Oooooooooo]
Standard / Custom
($) [OOOOOooooo]
Spectacular / Max Rendering
($) [OOOOOOOOOO]
I do take into account your budget if I am provided one. This often makes the process faster, but don't tell me you want a fullbody, with max rendering and a custom background for $20. That is not how this works.
If you're new here, welcome! If you've been with us for a while, thank you for sticking with us for so long. We would not be able to do what we do without you! Now this is a pretty big post, but I have written this in a way where you can freely jump around as you please. Skim if you like, or focus on the parts you need to reference before commissioning me. Ready?
Like many other digital artists, I offer a "Standard" set of commissions: Icons, Halfbodies, and of course, Fullbodies. Each of these are set at a base price. -- My full commission sheet is, here!!
What is a, icon?
An icon is set on a 1000x1000 canvas and is commonly used for profile pictures (pfp) or avatars. These are on a square canvas by default...although platforms are slowly getting rid of square icons in favor of circle-icons, so I offer those as well. A free circle-crop with your square icon, upon request.
Some examples of variety are as follows:
- This icon is ambient.
- This icon is connected. (1000x2000)
- This icon (warning: blood) is spectacular.
- This icon has a custom background, and rendering.
- This icon has a prop, with rendering.
- This icon has a lot of accessories.
- This icon has a lot of accessories, and is complex.
Icons focus on a character's face, expressions, and can be depicted from the shoulders up, neck up, or whatever the composition is in the request.
There are some exceptions to icons, but they are rare. Here are some examples.
- This icon displays from the character's upper chest-up.
- This icon (18+) displays from the character's waist-up.
What is a, halfbody?
A halfbody is set on 1378 x 2039 canvas, and typically show off the character from the waist up. Depends on composition. For the most part a good rule of thumb, is that nothing below the character's waist will typically be displayed.
- Example of a halfbody, rendered, and with a custom background.
- Example of a halfbody (warning: blood), displayed from the thighs up.
- Example of a halfbody, rendered, with custom props.
- Example of a halfbody (warning: nudity, blood), experimental style, custom background, prop, displayed from the thighs up.
- Example of a halfbody, two characters interacting.
What is a, fullbody?
Fullbodies imply the entire character will be drawn, which unlike half-bodies will display the character's feet (or at least imply it.)
- Fullbody with, clothing.
- Fullbody (warning: blood, gore, death) with, custom illustration.
- Fullbody with, full interactive background, and environment.
- Fullbody (warning: blood, nudity, occult) with, experimental full interactive background, and environment.
- Fullbody with, custom rendering.
- Fullbody with, full rendering, custom sizing for a phone wallpaper.
I also have off-menu commissions which I don't regularly offer, but once in a while I like to do them. At the very least they show off what I can do, and make for solid examples.
Headshots, Badges, Stickers.
So that's all pretty normal so far. You might be wondering what a standard base price is? This is a set price where all my art does not go below. Instead from the base price I introduce "flex" prices. From here I calculate additional things like: complexity, rendering, custom backgrounds, props,
etc.
Standard / Default
($) [Oooooooooo]
Standard / Custom
($) [OOOOOooooo]
Spectacular / Max Rendering
($) [OOOOOOOOOO]
I do take into account your budget if I am provided one. This often makes the process faster, but don't tell me you want a fullbody, with max rendering and a custom background for $20. That is not how this works.
FA Workflow Slow and Functional
Posted 8 months agoFA hasn't changed much, but I don't have my barrings just yet. Might take me a bit, but at least for now all the regular stuff should be pretty functional.
Firstly I'll have to consider if I want to migrate the rest of my gallery here from Weasyl. As for a while now I've intended to only use FA for my Sweetnsimple style and related art. Figured it was a good idea to have a dedicated spot for one particular style I do. Things are changing though.
Next I have to decide on workflow. Commissioning. I can either use the Journal or a regular dedicated Gallery post? This is undecided. I'll have
SelfDugGrave to help me out and work through eveything like usual.
For now we will continue to use a public queue as that's working well. Both for us, and you!
We will still use Mastodon and Weasyl as backup galleries, but likely not promote commissioning over there anymore. At least not as the primary focus. After all even split between two people, this is pretty challenging to do 100% manually. Absolutely no automation via Postybirb at all.
Closing this out without much fluff. We're slowly gaining our trackion back here after hitting 400 followers on Mastodon (at the time of writing) so it sort of feels like starting over. I guess it's like that for everyone whenever you shift platforms. So here's to our somewhat new beginning!! ☕
Firstly I'll have to consider if I want to migrate the rest of my gallery here from Weasyl. As for a while now I've intended to only use FA for my Sweetnsimple style and related art. Figured it was a good idea to have a dedicated spot for one particular style I do. Things are changing though.
Next I have to decide on workflow. Commissioning. I can either use the Journal or a regular dedicated Gallery post? This is undecided. I'll have
SelfDugGrave to help me out and work through eveything like usual.For now we will continue to use a public queue as that's working well. Both for us, and you!
We will still use Mastodon and Weasyl as backup galleries, but likely not promote commissioning over there anymore. At least not as the primary focus. After all even split between two people, this is pretty challenging to do 100% manually. Absolutely no automation via Postybirb at all.
Closing this out without much fluff. We're slowly gaining our trackion back here after hitting 400 followers on Mastodon (at the time of writing) so it sort of feels like starting over. I guess it's like that for everyone whenever you shift platforms. So here's to our somewhat new beginning!! ☕
Migrating to FA 2025??
Posted 8 months agoSeems rather sad but as much as I've stayed proud to be a Mastodon artist. I'm noticing a large shift of so many others moving to Bluesky. Even those who have stated they would never leave Mastodon.
Weasyl and SoFurryBeta are no longer viable, and now that I have confirmation the same developers also support FA financially...well I guess that sort of points me all the way back here. Again.
Not sure if I'll bring my entire gallery here with me just yet, but I'll definitely start opening up YCHs here, since that's a little easier to manage.
Weasyl and SoFurryBeta are no longer viable, and now that I have confirmation the same developers also support FA financially...well I guess that sort of points me all the way back here. Again.
Not sure if I'll bring my entire gallery here with me just yet, but I'll definitely start opening up YCHs here, since that's a little easier to manage.
PRIVACY POLICY
Posted 11 months agoCaffeinatedCultist PRIVACY POLICY
Last Revised: (July 4th, 2025)
Our privacy policy applies to information we collect when you use or access our website, application, or just interact with us. We may change this privacy policy from time to time. Whenever we make changes to this privacy policy, the changes are effective (July 4th, 2025) after we post the revised privacy policy (as indicated by revising the date at the top of our privacy policy). We encourage you to review our privacy policy whenever you access our services to stay informed about our information practices and the ways you can help protect your privacy.
Collection of Information
Information You Provide to Us
We collect information you provide directly to us. For example, we collect information when you participate in any interactive features of our services, orders, request customer support, provide any contact or identifying information or otherwise communicate with us. The types of information we may collect include your email address.
Information We Collect Automatically When You Use the Services
When you access or use our services, we automatically collect information about you, including:
Your email address.
Information We Collect From Other Sources
Your email address.
Use of Information
We use information about you for various purposes, including to:
Send you invoices, via Paypal for all financial transactions.
By accessing and using our services, you consent to the processing and transfer of your information in and to the United States and other countries.
Sharing of Information
We may share personal information about you as follows:
Any and all third party vendors and other service providers who need access to your information to carry out work on our behalf, such as Paypal, Ko-Fi, Telegram, or whatever platform that is being used to communicate with you. These individual platforms all have their own way of handling your information, and you should read their own policies at your convenience.
If we believe disclosure is reasonably necessary to comply with any applicable law, regulation, legal process or governmental request;
To enforce applicable user agreements or policies, including our Terms of Service TermsOfService; and to protect us, our users or the public from harm or illegal activities;
Third Party Analytics
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Security
Information is shared between us through third-party services such as; Telegram, Bluesky, Ko-Fi, and Paypal. We are not responsible for data collected, shared, lost, or misused via third-party platforms. This is out of our control.
Your email is the only data required for us to send you an invoice, which is primarily handled with Paypal.
Your Information Choices
If Paypal is unavailable to you, we use Ko-Fi which allows for more payment options, but email is still required.
Location Information
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Cookies
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Promotional Communications
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control. We will never email you.
Your California Privacy Rights
California law permits residents of California to request certain details about how their information is shared with third parties for direct marketing purposes. If you are a California resident and would like to make such a request, please contact us on (Whatever platform you originally contacted us on.) However, please note that under the law, Services such as ours that permit California residents to opt in to, or opt out of, this type of sharing are not required to provide such information upon receiving a request, but rather may respond by notifying the user of his or her right to prevent the disclosure. To opt out of having information about you shared with third parties for direct marketing purposes, please do not commission us. -- All third-party collections are beyond our control.
Contact Us
If you have any questions about this privacy policy, please contact us at: (Whatever platform you originally contacted us on.).
Last Revised: (July 4th, 2025)
Our privacy policy applies to information we collect when you use or access our website, application, or just interact with us. We may change this privacy policy from time to time. Whenever we make changes to this privacy policy, the changes are effective (July 4th, 2025) after we post the revised privacy policy (as indicated by revising the date at the top of our privacy policy). We encourage you to review our privacy policy whenever you access our services to stay informed about our information practices and the ways you can help protect your privacy.
Collection of Information
Information You Provide to Us
We collect information you provide directly to us. For example, we collect information when you participate in any interactive features of our services, orders, request customer support, provide any contact or identifying information or otherwise communicate with us. The types of information we may collect include your email address.
Information We Collect Automatically When You Use the Services
When you access or use our services, we automatically collect information about you, including:
Your email address.
Information We Collect From Other Sources
Your email address.
Use of Information
We use information about you for various purposes, including to:
Send you invoices, via Paypal for all financial transactions.
By accessing and using our services, you consent to the processing and transfer of your information in and to the United States and other countries.
Sharing of Information
We may share personal information about you as follows:
Any and all third party vendors and other service providers who need access to your information to carry out work on our behalf, such as Paypal, Ko-Fi, Telegram, or whatever platform that is being used to communicate with you. These individual platforms all have their own way of handling your information, and you should read their own policies at your convenience.
If we believe disclosure is reasonably necessary to comply with any applicable law, regulation, legal process or governmental request;
To enforce applicable user agreements or policies, including our Terms of Service TermsOfService; and to protect us, our users or the public from harm or illegal activities;
Third Party Analytics
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Security
Information is shared between us through third-party services such as; Telegram, Bluesky, Ko-Fi, and Paypal. We are not responsible for data collected, shared, lost, or misused via third-party platforms. This is out of our control.
Your email is the only data required for us to send you an invoice, which is primarily handled with Paypal.
Your Information Choices
If Paypal is unavailable to you, we use Ko-Fi which allows for more payment options, but email is still required.
Location Information
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Cookies
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control.
Promotional Communications
Not applicable besides third-party collections, beyond our control. We will never email you.
Your California Privacy Rights
California law permits residents of California to request certain details about how their information is shared with third parties for direct marketing purposes. If you are a California resident and would like to make such a request, please contact us on (Whatever platform you originally contacted us on.) However, please note that under the law, Services such as ours that permit California residents to opt in to, or opt out of, this type of sharing are not required to provide such information upon receiving a request, but rather may respond by notifying the user of his or her right to prevent the disclosure. To opt out of having information about you shared with third parties for direct marketing purposes, please do not commission us. -- All third-party collections are beyond our control.
Contact Us
If you have any questions about this privacy policy, please contact us at: (Whatever platform you originally contacted us on.).
Return to FA
Posted 11 months agoInstead of trying to re-upload my entire gallery for the 100th time, instead I'm only going to upload personal ads, adopts and auctions, and my Sweet & Simple style only. Regular stuff will be on all the other platforms.
I've only kept FA for crediting purposes for those who stayed. I know with how things have been with so many people moving platform to platform, it's unstable and very annoying. I myself am very tired of trying to wrangle whatever I can and stay on top of it.
Anyways full disclosure, I won't be super active here besides posts. Replies might be slow or non existant unless I make an announcement otherwise.
I've only kept FA for crediting purposes for those who stayed. I know with how things have been with so many people moving platform to platform, it's unstable and very annoying. I myself am very tired of trying to wrangle whatever I can and stay on top of it.
Anyways full disclosure, I won't be super active here besides posts. Replies might be slow or non existant unless I make an announcement otherwise.
Terms of service
Posted a year agoLatest up-to-date version, is always and only hosted on my Gitlab Wiki here: "TermsOfService!!"
My artwork is made with the target audience in mind: Adults.
My artwork is in no way made for minors, period.
My artwork is not permitted to be used for/in machine learning, artificial intelligence training, or NFT endeavors.
My artwork may sometimes cover sensitive, extreme, adult, cognitohazard, themes.
My art does not always reflect my interests. I am also not responsible or associated with my client's (client = commissioner) actions.
I always tag my art appropriately so, if there is a topic you maybe don't want to see, please use your filters, blacklists, etc. Most sites where I upload have the ability to filter out the stuff you don't want to see.
TLDR? "Don't be a jerk."
Please don't remove my signature in my art.
Credit me if you share my art around.
☹︎ No Ai/ML: I do not consent to any of my art being used for such endeavors. Period.
Do not profit off of my art.
Read the entire TOS the real one, at least once.
Warning: Breaching these terms, has consequences.
Disregarding our terms may result in a catastrophic sequence of events that cannot be stopped once started. Please consider sticking to the rules, to avoid potential disaster. Your willful violation of our simple and straightforward terms may have the ability to cause a relentless physiological and possibly physical response depending on the person breaching these terms.
A careful study was done on a handful of unfortunate individuals who have proceeded to ignore protocol, and this is a small collective list of what has been observed.
- Constant tiredness.
- Immediate caffeine dependency, which does not help with the insomnia.
- Increased heart rate, and escalated anxiety.
- Intolerable Insomnia.
- Vivid haunting nightmares, and blurred vision.
The sheer idea of this guilt systematically eating you up inside may impair your future judgment and ability to make better decisions. Consider turning back if you still have the opportunity.
Unfortunately there is no way to fully prevent you from proceeding to break these terms. By continuing down this path, you acknowledge and accept the full spectrum of potential damages, loss, and other consequences beyond our control. You also explicitly absolve the creators, artists, writers, administrators, and team members from any and all liability.
Under no circumstances will we (CaffeinatedCultist, and it's team, artists, writers, operators, and administrators) be held responsible for any direct, indirect, spectral, corporeal, consequential, or punitive damages. This includes but is not limited to: financial, data, and artistic loss, misplacement, corruption, or otherwise. All of this may result from your breach of terms. You have been advised of all potential damages, and encouraged greatly to follow the rules, and not breach these terms under any circumstances.
Possible additional outcomes have been reported after breaching these terms. This list is not exhaustive.
- A Bigfoot or Sasquatch visiting you on your 65th birthday.
- An odd smell that wakes you up at night, and suddenly makes your teeth feel itchy.
- A physical malfunction in your body which may result in knocking over a beverage.
- A suddenly impeding thought and desire to visit a dentist.
- Being late for an appointment.
- Encountering a snail in the wild. You'd never see it coming.
- Having trouble getting comfortable before falling asleep.
- Occasional misplaced keys, particularly on a Tuesday for the rest of your life.
- Reflecting back on these terms, and considering turning back time to make a better choice.
You have been officially warned.
Full version on my Wiki.
Terms of Service written and maintained by,
SelfDugGrave
consider buying me a coffee? | Coffee time?
Disclaimer / Warning
My artwork is made with the target audience in mind: Adults.
My artwork is in no way made for minors, period.
My artwork is not permitted to be used for/in machine learning, artificial intelligence training, or NFT endeavors.
My artwork may sometimes cover sensitive, extreme, adult, cognitohazard, themes.
My art does not always reflect my interests. I am also not responsible or associated with my client's (client = commissioner) actions.
I always tag my art appropriately so, if there is a topic you maybe don't want to see, please use your filters, blacklists, etc. Most sites where I upload have the ability to filter out the stuff you don't want to see.
Terms Of Service
TLDR? "Don't be a jerk."
Please don't remove my signature in my art.
Credit me if you share my art around.
☹︎ No Ai/ML: I do not consent to any of my art being used for such endeavors. Period.
Do not profit off of my art.
Read the entire TOS the real one, at least once.
Liability
Warning: Breaching these terms, has consequences.
Disregarding our terms may result in a catastrophic sequence of events that cannot be stopped once started. Please consider sticking to the rules, to avoid potential disaster. Your willful violation of our simple and straightforward terms may have the ability to cause a relentless physiological and possibly physical response depending on the person breaching these terms.
A careful study was done on a handful of unfortunate individuals who have proceeded to ignore protocol, and this is a small collective list of what has been observed.
- Constant tiredness.
- Immediate caffeine dependency, which does not help with the insomnia.
- Increased heart rate, and escalated anxiety.
- Intolerable Insomnia.
- Vivid haunting nightmares, and blurred vision.
The sheer idea of this guilt systematically eating you up inside may impair your future judgment and ability to make better decisions. Consider turning back if you still have the opportunity.
Unfortunately there is no way to fully prevent you from proceeding to break these terms. By continuing down this path, you acknowledge and accept the full spectrum of potential damages, loss, and other consequences beyond our control. You also explicitly absolve the creators, artists, writers, administrators, and team members from any and all liability.
Under no circumstances will we (CaffeinatedCultist, and it's team, artists, writers, operators, and administrators) be held responsible for any direct, indirect, spectral, corporeal, consequential, or punitive damages. This includes but is not limited to: financial, data, and artistic loss, misplacement, corruption, or otherwise. All of this may result from your breach of terms. You have been advised of all potential damages, and encouraged greatly to follow the rules, and not breach these terms under any circumstances.
Possible additional outcomes have been reported after breaching these terms. This list is not exhaustive.
- A Bigfoot or Sasquatch visiting you on your 65th birthday.
- An odd smell that wakes you up at night, and suddenly makes your teeth feel itchy.
- A physical malfunction in your body which may result in knocking over a beverage.
- A suddenly impeding thought and desire to visit a dentist.
- Being late for an appointment.
- Encountering a snail in the wild. You'd never see it coming.
- Having trouble getting comfortable before falling asleep.
- Occasional misplaced keys, particularly on a Tuesday for the rest of your life.
- Reflecting back on these terms, and considering turning back time to make a better choice.
You have been officially warned.
Privacy Policy
Full version on my Wiki.
Terms of Service written and maintained by,
SelfDugGraveconsider buying me a coffee? | Coffee time?
Crediting
Posted 2 years agoFor crediting purposes on this platform you are more than welcome to use the classic FA crediting system with just my user like so:
caffeinatedcultist
Otherwise I much much prefer you use my Mastodon 🐘 above literally anything else!!
Last would be Ko-Fi ☕ for like tips and donations.
caffeinatedcultistOtherwise I much much prefer you use my Mastodon 🐘 above literally anything else!!
Last would be Ko-Fi ☕ for like tips and donations.
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