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Yes; I am doing one of those things where you ask me whatever you want. No; I still gave up on Journal entries. I just might not get another opportunity to do this.

● Similar to what you might expect from other TMIs (despite the name meaning 'Too Much Information'), I may refuse to answer your question... or get snarky with the response if the 'wrong question' is 'too much.'
● This Journal entry never expires. Unless I note otherwise note, you can ask all you want, when you want. (Then again, I am not bothered if people answer my other old Journal entries, either. I like history!)
● From what you probably guessed, I like to play Ask Me Anything/Too Much Information Journal entries the same way you would play enemy (Persona? Demon? Shadow?) conversations in Persona 2. What this means that I may have an emotion associated with your answer.
○ Joy: Relaxed with a green aura
○ Note: Leaning forward with a yellow aura
○ Ire: Snorting with a red aura
○ Fear: Turning around and cowering with a blue aura
NOTICE: I may react with two emotions at a time, that is, with the actions of one emotion but with the aura of another. Also, depending on the results of the emotions, there may be a final effect. This is just for fun, though; you do not have to participate.
● The Name, Sign, Blood Type, and Skill are simply part of the Persona 2 conversation game and are not necessary, hence may be omitted or filled partially. (I refuse to answer my blood type!)
● There may be any number of questions for post. In other words, do not worry about me being 'overwhelmed' if you want to put in every question in one post.

This has been cancelled out of privacy and LOVE concerns.

This has been cancelled out of privacy and LOVE concerns.

"May this be your fate:
For the rest of your life, you will wander in silence in never-ending loneliness, decomposing in your pathetic state. No one will care anyways, since you are utterly worthless."
- a paraphrasing of "The Devil's" curse on me.



"I don't get people. [...n]ever have, never will."
- Neku Sakuraba (The World Ends With You)



( http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3234518/ )

I am still aggravated over the watcher incident, but I want to get this out, partially due to someone else posting a political Journal entry, partially due to the U.S. polls starting today.

I am in Puerto Rico, so I can not vote for the U.S. President, but, if I was, I already have my choice: Mr. Rick Santorum.
Mind you, I was once a Ron-Paul-Supporter, considering that Mr. Paul was planning on fixing the economy, re-instating a lot of liberties, and so on, but I got troubled with his statement on withdrawing support for every country... including Israel, God's blessed people, but the fall-country for a lot of the world. At this point, I felt uncomfortable supporting Mr. Paul.

That is, until I discovered that Mr. Santorum was going to enter the race. I mean, not simply supporting Israel, but also in making the United States once again "One Nation Under God (1)", alongside animal rights, restoring traditional marriage, making healt-care patient-centric again (if healt-care ever was), restoring 2nd Ammendment rights (gun rights), restoring local jobs, and cutting taxes. Mr. Santorum even actually believes that pornography is damaging(2)!

I know that this would be an unpopular stance, what with a lot of people saying "TEMEEEE!!!!!! YOU ARE SUPPORTING VIOLENCE AGAINST GAYS AND BOMBING INNOCENT IRANIANS!!!!!!", yet I can not vote against my conscience.

(Even so, unless God interferes, I believe that Mr. Paul would win. He is getting a continuously higher number of supporters every time, him already over-riding in some states the other Republican choices and maybe even all of the other choices. He is also independent in both party and ideology, having actually evidence that he would fix the problems of the country, all with no reputation-damaging secrets! People was true and honest change, hence the increasing support. I can not let circumstances over-ride my convictions.)

Then again, I can not vote for Mr. Santorum, so all I can do is pray for Mr. Santorum to win.

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(1 = While that phrase is a recend addition to the United States Pledge of Allegiance, the reason why the Pilgrims bothered to colonize the United States in the first place was to get freedom to worship God the way they see fit.)

(2 = According to Mr.  pumpedaaron, the proper solution to... "adult" urges is a true and honest marriage. Pornography only sates the feeling while leaving you with a starved heart.)

"The Devil" once said that I am a psychopathic incorrigible screw-up due to the attack I launched on "The Devil"'s siblings, fooling myself with feelings that I am incapable of having ( http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1680881/ ). (To give a concrete example, think of Ms. Dolores Umbridge from the Harry Potter series. I verified.) Given that I gave high disrespect for siblings ("The Devil"), strong mates ("Lung Deftera"), and even euthanized pets ("Judgement"), I agree heavily with "The Devil."

"The Devil" cursed me to become forever alone with no one caring about me, nothing of value being lost in the proccess. Unfortunately, the reverse is true: I just keep getting more watchers! Even when I tell them the truth, most of them just shrugg off my words, ofter claiming "I'v seen worse" or "I only watch you for your art."



I shall be giving my point plainly to my watchers:
I am totally incapable of feeling for others and you should get better friends, so GET BENT, テメーら. /left-pawed Brittish V-sign/



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VERY IMPORTANT NOTE: No; I shall not repeat the "make all of my watchers hate me" stunt I did in December 2010. (I shall not even reply to the comments in this Journal entry,) That part of my life is over.

Mr. White Tiger is so right about this; I had to figuratively re-tweet this Journal entry and some interesting comments (albeit late due to self-disorganization).
I pasted the Journal entry in order to remove profanity.
(By the way, if you are going to go to his Journal, please do not mention me. He hates me because I am a fundie.

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Yes, its tragic she died. Yes, she will be missed. Yes, she will forever be loved.


But ya know what; She killed herself. Its her fault. She stupidly OD'ed on drugs, and she has no one to blame but herself.

This is what truly DISGUSTS me about our society. We pay all this attention to self induced celebrity deaths like this, because that is all the Media gives us, because that is what we want.

What about the loving Father of 3 who had a heart attack from the stress of working 2 jobs to keep a roof over his families head? Where is his recognition? Where is his public empathy? Where is his [cuss]ed moment of silence?

Or the 95 year old woman who died of natural causes, who lived her life in service to her fellow man; always doing volunteer work, donating to various charities, taking time and effort to help others every single day of her life. Where is her recognition? Where is the public empathy for her passing? Where is her [cuss]ing moment of silence?

Our society makes me SO [CUSS]ING SICK!!!

Pay a little more attention to the things that truly matter; to the people who [cuss]ing deserve your empathy and recognition.

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Mr.  junowolf: http://i.imgur.com/2XVoH.jpg
Mr. White Tiger: "Reminds of what Chris Christie did. Lowering the flag for her...sickening. That is reserved for soldiers and HEROS"
Mr.  junowolf: "That's what that pic is in reference to. It's actually rather illegal (at least against U.S. flag code) to lower the flag for that."

Mr.  burnout-the-hedgehog: "I might just venture an opinion here - I know that perhaps the people you were talking about who didn't get recognition, but there's a reason that the whole world didn't pay their respects to them. They were only one small person, and albeit incredibly good people, the sad eventuality is that I didn't know them, and that they never touched my life. The important thing isn't worldwide recognition, at all, it's recognition by the people that matter, and I'm certain that those people got the recognition they deserved from those that were meant to give it. Whitney Houston however, yes I know, we're meant to hate celebrities because of the overpublicity, but in her lifetime her music touched the hearts of millions of people all over the world, god knows she's helped me at one time or another, that pretty much means that a lot of those millions feel like they have to pay their respects, and that's why she, and many other celebrities, get the large amount of media attention that they do - I don't think it's fair to get angry about it.

Still, that's just my opinion."

Mr.  CreedOfHeresy: "I agree with Burnout in this regard. Not to mention, as a former drug addict myself, I can safely say that getting stuck on drugs is usually something that is EXTREMELY difficult to break. It's very much a psychological addiction as much as it is the physical kind with a lot of those drugs, and Whitney Houston struggled quite a bit with her young life, yet managed to become successful through her talent [seriously, if all pop stars of today had HALF her talent, pop culture would be quite tolerable to me instead of it being the mind-cancer that it currently is]; that's pretty respectable.

That said, the fixation of the media upon her death is getting ridiculous, as it ALWAYS is when a celebrity dies. In this case, I suppose it's a little more justified because her story was pretty tragic. But for the most part, most celebrity-death-coverages are overblown, and they're starting to do it again. As someone who actually respected Whitney Houston and actually hoped she'd overthrow her addictions, her death [and especially its causes] is tragic and I'm getting sick of the media using her death as a ratings boost. [PORN PORN PORN]"


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EDIT: Oops. I was so focused on removing profanity; I neglected to see the last two pornographic sentences.
I am so sorry...

(To be serious, I am waiting for the right time to write a certain Journal entry. I just want to write this in the meantime.)

I already almost-finished 1.5 projects I had to do, with what remains is error-fixing. I am currently waiting for the material needed for finishing two other projects, though... I do not want to work on the almost-finished projects, however. I feel sick of them.

On games, I have been playing Persona 3 for the PSP again. I lost my Persona 4 disc, so I am playing the ISO in my computer. I also started the Boktai and Mother series again, but, since my GBA Flashcard is undergoing reconstruction (and due to my room being rather inhospitable currently), I had not been playing them. I had been losing interest in the DS, though I had beaten the Spanish translation of The World Ends With You.

I also got a Redwall book., yet I have yet to actually read...

Oddly, I have been watching videos of The Weakest Link in other countries... Does anyone know where I can get the German version?

NOTE: DUE TO CONSTANT CHANGING MY MIND, I NOW DECLARE THIS JOURNAL ENTRY "SUBJECT TO REVISION."

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Recently, I had mulled over a fursona meme I did (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1288662/). Taking a closer view, I decided to review my answers. During the process, I also thought up of a few questions that should have been in the tag.

Anyone who wishes to do this modified version may do so under the condition that you do not say that you "stole" this form me.

行きます!
*shatters imaginary Persona card₁*

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What would your fursona be if yours was...

...a primate? Oozaru (even though I dislike Dragonball in general...)
...a feline? black leopard
...a canine? Kouya (ALTernative: Border Collie)
...a hoofed animal? Jacob Sheep
...a Cetacean? blue whale
...a rodent? Puerto Rican Shrew
...a reptile? Caiman Crocodilus
...a marsupial? Thylacine (ALTernative: Pig-footed bandicoot)
...a fully aquatic animal? manatee
...an amphibian? Jesus-Christ Lizard
...an avian/a bird? Time Vulture (based on lammergeyer)
...a creepy-crawly? scorpion
...a real/unreal hybrid? Mathraxian Gryphon (based on Golden Eagle)
...a mythical creature? Tri-Dragon (ALTernative: Caribbean Guardian Drakon)
...a Pokémon? Slowpoke (ALTernative: Castform)
...a Digimon? Drimogemon (ALTernative: Ogremon)
...a vehicle? plane

...a fish? Sailfish
...a plant? Mata de gallina (literally translates to "Rooster-plant")

...any other kind of mammal? Russian Brown Bear
...a dinosaur? Beipiaosaurus
...something inexplicable? Scotoplanes globosa

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...I am planning on drawing all of these hypothetical formes...

_{1 = (Persona 4)}

I shall be visiting a book fair and hopefully towards several flea markets (the latter so that I can find that brighter-screen GBASP)... Maybe I can find a good GameCube controller in the meantime...
...or even a Yoshi plush...

I still have to do a Dragon Tribute journal entry, but I shall do both tributes later.

Right now, happy Bear Day, all.

I do not support SOPA or PIPA. I had seen quite a lot of fan anime videos on YouTube been muted or even outright deleted (the latter action far more often) based on copyright infringement clauses, despite the videos themselves not even forming a full episode (The fan videos tend to be no longer than 3 minutes, being formed of clips from multiple episodes, a few clips sometimes repeated, or again, multiple clips made from the same scene.) In essence, the copyright holders are punishing their fans for their support. (This is not new, by the way.) Another instance of excessive control is YouTube deleting controversial videos, ranging from Red China's using a "cute" girl's appearance with a "not cute" girl's voice in the 2008 Olympics to one describing United States torture tactics on prisoners. (Thankfully, the latter has been reuploaded after mass pressure.) In fact, not only highly controversial websites, including NaturalNews.com, InfoWars.com, and GBATemp.net, can be easily shut down (They are only up due to the rapidly weakening, or again brain-dead, Bill of Rights.), but other websites can be shut down by simply carrying a link to these sites. In Megami Tensei terms, SOPA and PIPA represent (the old forme of) Law.

I do not support Anonymous. While they have been creating good press by opposing Sony's excessive measures against their system getting hacked alongside their opposition to SOPA and PIPA, Anonymous is not much better. Those who have been "attacked" by 4chan and Encyclopedia Dramatica know that Anonymous is based on "lulz," which they define: "the anguish of a laughed-at victim transforms lol into lulz, making it longer, girthier, and more pleasurable". Their tactics, not restricted to mere hacking, also include SPAM flooding, server overloading, denial of service, linking to "shock" material, and simple general mockery. While they may claim to do this "for great justice" some of the time), their victims include Christians, Jews, "otaku," beginning artists, and furries (especially fat-furs and infato-furs). In fact, a few FurAFfinity residents were victims to Anonymous due to either mistakes or simply doing what you love. The fact that Anonymous is essentially telling these people to commit suicide and get their "filth" off the Internet show some hypocrisy: Anonymous thinks that shock images (and pornography in general) are okay to display, yet images of fat or inflated furries must be purged on sight. In Megami Tensei terms, Anonymous represents Chaos.

The use of Megami Tensei terms in this Journal entry is deliberate. There is a "Neutral" alignment which says that rules are needed, yet not at the expense of personal freedom. Me, that Neutral alignment is GNU, that is, the free software movement. You probably already heard the adage: "When we speak of 'free software', we're talking about freedom, not price." GNU's main focus is that people should be free to use, edit and learn from software, effectively improving computer science in general. In fact, their GNU license is exemplary of the Neutral alignment: the license makes rules specifically so that others would not take away your freedoms. Their philosophy, however, led them to pursue broader goals. For example, GNU is against "Digital Right Management" (DRM), using the more appropriate term of "Digital Restrictions Management." Those who wrestled with DRM, despite acquiring the software legitimately, know how restricting DRM can be. In fact, even GNU is protesting against SOPA and PIPA, though in form of legitimate protest.

While the fight seems to be SOPA vs. Anonymous, I shall stand by the 3rd way: GNU.

I shall do a full dedication later due to life complications.

I had been discharged from the hospital ever since December 23 and am feeling much better than expected, but I have been losing desire to use deviantArt and FurAffinity.
In reality, I kinda like this. Not only were dA and FA being an addiction before I got admitted to the hospital, but, lately, I had been craving real-life interaction. This may be a hospital syndrome , but I wished to be with family and the real word (alongside doing something truly worthwhile) ever since some days after the surgery.
My interests seem to have gravitated towards learning Esperanto and actually learning to draw (mainly using #, Ida, and The Natural Way to Draw), and improving my writing (looking at a few books) and programming (using those Animal Guide books). In other words, I have been getting practical desires now (not to insult the people who watch me here).

You can see my Esperanto progress here: http://www.fluentin3months.com/foru.....by-january-21/

I shall give a detailed account about my hospital stay later. Right now, I am keeping things simple to motivate myself to write an entry.

By the way, since all of us got a 320GB PS3 for Christmas, we all could get our choice of 1 game. I picked [i]Eternal Sonata[i] with no regrets. (I wanted a 60GB PS3, but there were a few complications, so we got a newer version that we can all enjoy. They ended up giving me the money they would have used to buy the 60GB PS3, which is a lot. I already know what I am going to get.) They also gave me some clothing, one which is a jacket that not only sounds stylish, but provides a necessity. (I have been getting very sensitive to the cold recently...) I shall be wearing the jacket for New Year's Eve.

For Epiphany, I want a Totoro planner (this one), though, considering the complications that may arise from such a popular, non-Puerto Riccan product, I would be willing to simply pick the planner I like best in OfficeMax the next day. I also wish to have an Kindle, albeit the cheapest version, since I do not need the touchscreen or any extra features.

I just hope that I can buy an Epiphany present for someone else...

P.S. I should be looking for a converter between HTML and BBCode for cross-posting Journal entries... (dA uses HTML; FA uses BBCode.)

I am still readjusting, though (including switching to Kubuntu), so I shall tell you everything later.
Also, Merry Christmas Eve.

I may have no Jewish relation, but I simply wish to say this.

I got a hospital transfer, endured quite a few tests, and eventually got the surgery (which got more complicated than I thought). Now I am fine, though I cannot eat for a few days. I am also connected to quite a few things at the moment...

Thank you for your prayers and best wishes.

By the way, the WiFi here is erratic, hence why I could not write this earlier. (I am borrowing an iPhone for writing this. I shall write a longer version once my Internet issue stabilizes.

Hospital update: I am currently feeling really good, though, due to the nature of my surgery, I am on a clear-liquid diet. I am not that bothered, not only because I had previously been under such a diet, but I also get more juice and gelatin that way!

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After reading some language-learning blogs, I decided to temporarily pause learning Nipponese in pursuit of learning Esperanto. Though I already carried some interest in learning the language, my main reasons for taking such a plunge now are:

# People who learn Esperanto before learning other languages learn the other languages easier. From what I have read, this is partially due to learning Esperanto (which is already very easy to learn) gets one accustomed to learning another language, so learning a third language after Esperanto becomes easier. Considering that I shall not only be returning to Nipponese after this experiment, but also taking a German course the next school semestre, so I need the Esperanto boost.
# More related to the previous reason, I plan on using Esperanto to learn which language-learning techniques work for me so that I shall be better-prepared to learn Nipponese.

Hence, while not working on distance schoolwork, I was busy hoarding Esperanto material (podcasts, ebooks, magazines...) while reading up on blogs on language-learning. Of course, I still am going to study Kanji (of which I had unfortunately paused), since I do not wish to lose track , but I am going to focus my efforts in learning Esperanto.

...which leads me towards the title of my Journal entry: are there any Esperantist furs here?

Right now I am going to the hospital to be "internado" for a surgery that is to be at December 9 (latest), my release being at December 14 (latest).

To this point, I am not worried about the surgery that much, but I am rather worried at the rest of the world...
Western Europe would be getting trouble within days...
http://www.naturalnews.com/034270_d.....e_tyranny.html

The US does not seem to fare that much better...
http://www.naturalnews.com/034302_i.....ation_Act.html

I can so hear a lot of people saying that these are just conspiracy theories and all that, but, if there was no problem , then there would not be any Occupy movements around the world. (There is even an Occupy movement in Puerto Rico here!) Also, you can not deny the fact that we are in a world-wide economic trouble/depression, alongside the fact that the US had been doing rather nasty things, ranging from the so-called Patriot Act to the Libya bombings, so is the information on those articles really that improbable?

Of course, Jesus will fix everything and make a new world, yet the fact that a lot of the people I know live in the US and Western Europe just has me worrying about their beings.. I would be thinking of other things in the hospital, so do not worry about my emotional state there.

A note: I had been reading alternate news for years, so this is not just a random search thing.
...I should be able to stand by my own choices, even if others hate me for these...

Health update: I got a new medication that was a great solution to my huge pain issue. Now my appetite is returning.

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I had been lately interested in the prospect of Internet TV. I mean, I already have a Crunchyroll account (http://www.crunchyroll.com/user/Dankoochoo), yet I am planning on buying a Netflix subscription along with a Roku box. I am also thinking of joining Nico Nico Douga (which is not really Internet TV but has official channels). I even heard someone talk about a service that lets you watch tons of channels for $20 a year, yet that is pending... (I wish I can get channels from Nippon or Israel...)

Does anyone have any knowledge to impart?

P.S. I had been playing Final Fantasy Tactics Advance quite a bit, now.

...except that was not dragon's blood on account of that was just a name from sap that comes from a tree, yet it's still quite a pleasant surprise on account of one of my favourite animals being the dragon along with the additional fact that I have once been reading Mr.  wyraachur's Wyraach Ur transformation stories which involve transforming into dragons, dragon's blood being involved in a few of his dragon transformation stories. (Of course, I still want to stay a human on account of being a dragon causing a lot of problems in my human surroundings, yet a transformation, especially towards one of my favourite animals, the dragon, would be nice on account of a transformation giving you a new body which will replace my old sick body with all the diseases that cause me paralyzing pain and denying me of a lot foods that I can not eat now!) Anyway, I got the actual not-really dragon's blood on account of the dragon's blood being great for fixing your stomach! Too bad that is going to be a problem to regularly take with frequency on account of I am juggling pills which I am not taking at the right times on account of my stomach getting painful and not letting me take food which is a requirement for pill-taking! I am trying with some effort to fix this pill-juggling, food-taking schedule problem.

Oh, the clinic? I was feeling really scared and nervous on account of those old fears of me getting the Jew and Iggy things (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2833468/) scaring me again. Even so, despite me going to a new clinic that was all big and stuff, the whole trip was actually quite boring me to a lack of interest on account of the whole thing just being exactly the same that those other doctor/gastroenterologist visits with blood pressure measurements, stomach checkups, and so on. (The only thing that was new was us telling the whole entire story of my chronic disease in its entirety.) After I left, I was relaxed with relief on account of not only having to go through barely anything and not having to do the "violating test" on account of all the previous data telling everything completely for the diagnosis, but also due to me leaving on the same day! I even got enough time to buy Crocs at a Crocs store (unfortunately not dark green on account of that colour not being available there)!

Among other things, I have been busy and distracted with studying for a test and EV training in Pokémon Emerald, hence why this very delayed Journal entry is late. (Also, writing in this style is difficult on account of this not being in my own style...
...though keyboard layout issues are also a deterrent...)

Me: *falls down*
"Pain."
Mr.  rickwhitechest687 (or Mr.  pumpedaaron): "Wait, didn't you already go to the hospital?"
Me: "I got worse."

Seriously, I only left the hospital due to my caretaker really needing to do so. If you want to know how bad I am:
http://flipnote.hatena.com/58A160E0.....31_003?in=user

I am fine in the morning, but the stomach pains and issues get worse throughout the day until, at night, I become nearly useless, "pinned" to the bed. Even sleeping is difficult!

The worst part of this is that this condition essentially nullifies my appetite. Yes; my chefs are rather constantly telling me to eat so that I can get better, that the medicine to work, to stop the pains, and so on. I actually WANT to comply to them, thus I even try what they tell me to do (eat through the pain, eat bit by bit). The problem is that, even if the pain is negligible, I might get nausea (think: throw up). Also, my pains may pin me for so long that the food is now no longer palatable when I try to eat such. However, hearing the chefs scold me and feel disappointment for my difficulty in eating just breaks my heart and irritates me...
HOW CAN I COMPLY TO THEM???
*chest-punches victim of cardiac arrest*
(I do not have the same problems with drinking, though...)

I shall be going to a different clinic tomorrow. I just hope that I shall give no more disappointments until then...

An old sickness returned: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2750527/
I am going to the hospital again, though for 3 days.
My feelings are in my new avatar.

I am back home (with 3 medicines, 2 supplements, and another pill), but a few weird things have happened since then.

1) My conditions seems to be inconsistent... I am getting better in some areas yet worse in others, yet those conditions can vary. My infection seemed to clear, then get worse, then clear again...

2) My right arm got inflammation due to the IV I needed in the hospital. (Despite the nurses changing my IV area twice, the affected area always got some swelling after a few days of getting the IV.) That essentially made me position my arm in different ways to avoid pain (especially with a cranky vein in the area). That also meant that I could not bend my arm and wrist that much, though the wrist swelling and some of the arm swelling has decreased since then.

3) Despite my college work being mostly online, I do have a presence class that I take an hour for two days on the week. I do not like missing classes (especially when they are this infrequent), so I struggled to shower /swollen arm/ and get ready, despite my chauffeur suggesting that I stay home. We arrived late, but that did not matter. The professor was absent today.

I just stayed at an computer until I had to leave.

4) I got this odd dream where I was in a type of recovery home. I kinda forgot the beginning, but I went to the auditorium of the home, my caretaker leading me. The auditorium, though, was filled with pop culture characters! Of my particular notice was Yoshi, Mario (both from Super Mario World), Croco (called "Toshi" for some reason), Boshi(both from Super Mario RPG), and the Genie from Aladdin. I was worried that I would need Yoshi's and Mario's help to understand Croco (even though he is not a Yoshi) and Boshi, so I tried getting close to Yoshi (who was close to the Genie), but Croco ended up talking to me in English and ran out. After an invisible time jump (My real self, not my dream self, knows the "footnotes" of the dream, simply knowing important things that are not obvious in the dream), I ended up following him towards a playground that was under construction, grabbing onto a backpack he was wearing, and accidentally breaking his leg, thus landing him in the recovery home. Another invisible time jump had Croco say farewell to me, yet I did not want him to leave, so I ended up grabbing his backpack again. He tried to remove me, but we ended up jumping through a wall frame and into the mud, Croco breaking his leg again. AT this moment, my real and dream selves realized that all of the pop culture characters, notably Croco, were just illusions from my mind, so I essentially was running randomly around the construction site by myself! I was in the process on trying to find an excuse for being this way when my mind cut into another dream.
The second dream, though... had "adult" situations... no gore or yiff, but inappropriate here...
If you really want to know, just note me.

5) Then again, I had been wanting to sleep a lot lately... whether to eliminate pains or to recover...

6) If Cracked is right, then a test I took in the hospital was not only very risky, but also had a safer alternative...

...whatever. Here is a funny video that I like so that this Journal entry does not become wholly depressing.

I now have a taste of what Mr.  GrizSylverwing got during his infection. I was also repeatedly delayed (though by 2 days instead of weeks, one result of this being that my room-mate left before me, leaving me with almost a week in relative quiet). I am also to leave with oral antibiotics (a possibility that was mentioned a few times during my stay), along with an IV biologic. [I need rest from IVs, now, though; I got swelling from the first two successful IV location sites! (They had to change the location eventually, especially when swelling occurred. My final location is the 3rd time.)]

I just hope that I can travel a bit before I go back home, since this place has tons of opportunity...

Oh, Halloween? I do not celebrate such. All that mattered was that, due to an error in my benefactor's judgement, I did not get to participate in an event hen a few people brought their dogs to the clinic (though my same benefactor mentioned that two parrots are around the hospital, so is all lost?). Also, my body was probably tired of getting so many needles, hence why a blood test ended up failing twice, almost thrice. What eventually caused the success of the third one?



After singing the chorus and ending the test, I ended up getting the notice of one of the nurses who got a South Korean boyfriend who also knew Chinese (which?) and Nipponese. Whoa.

Save for all the cold, I actually like this hospital. I think I am returning here for follow-ups, though... Even so, I shall be going to a clinic that specializes in my chronic condition for further evaluation.




Hn... *looks at Journal header and footer*

I thank you for all the prayers and best wishes.