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Posted 14 years agosooooo,
i've been away for a very long time :O
I'll try to get on more ^-^
How's everyone been doing ?!?!
i've been away for a very long time :O
I'll try to get on more ^-^
How's everyone been doing ?!?!
I Now Know Happiness
Posted 16 years agoWritten: July 31 2009
Dedicated to my fiance; Stephen Alexander East
How do you explain your love for someone in just a few lines ?
A few simple words ?
You can't, there is not enough words, lines, expression in the world.
It is something that can only be shown, by touch, kiss, and love.
When i met him, i thought nothing of this.
I didn't think this friendship would turn into much more.
I'm glad we were brought together.
Fate was in my favour.
What did i do to deserve such a wonderful man ?
How did my life do a complete 180 ?
From bad, to worse, to better ?
I hope this feeling will never end.
He is the one, the only one, that i want
I see no other, but his face, his soul
He is my crazy metal man
For he is the reason that i now know happiness.
Dedicated to my fiance; Stephen Alexander East
How do you explain your love for someone in just a few lines ?
A few simple words ?
You can't, there is not enough words, lines, expression in the world.
It is something that can only be shown, by touch, kiss, and love.
When i met him, i thought nothing of this.
I didn't think this friendship would turn into much more.
I'm glad we were brought together.
Fate was in my favour.
What did i do to deserve such a wonderful man ?
How did my life do a complete 180 ?
From bad, to worse, to better ?
I hope this feeling will never end.
He is the one, the only one, that i want
I see no other, but his face, his soul
He is my crazy metal man
For he is the reason that i now know happiness.
Hear Me, Obey Me
Posted 16 years agoCopyright: July 15 2009
This Burning hunger for death
This painful stake in my heart
Hear me, Obey me
For i am now your God
Gargoyles of death
Goddesses of spirits
Worship me
For i now own you
You are now my slaves
Hear me, Obey me
Don't underestimate me
For my powers are far more
Powerful than yours
Satan, Hear me
I will defeat you
I WILL rule hell
You will bow down to me
Hear me, Obey me
For i am you Queen.
This Burning hunger for death
This painful stake in my heart
Hear me, Obey me
For i am now your God
Gargoyles of death
Goddesses of spirits
Worship me
For i now own you
You are now my slaves
Hear me, Obey me
Don't underestimate me
For my powers are far more
Powerful than yours
Satan, Hear me
I will defeat you
I WILL rule hell
You will bow down to me
Hear me, Obey me
For i am you Queen.
Suicide Letter
Posted 16 years agoCopyrighted: March 26 2009
I took my life without a doubt
Make you feel my pain
I drew my last breathe without a sound
As the needle stabbed my vein
You didn't get how hurt i am
You didn't wanna see pass my anger
You decided "oh nothing but a bitch"
Now i'll let my last word linger
I loved and cared for all
I took my beating on a knee kneeled
Now that i'm not around
How does it make you feel ?
Are you hurt ? Are you anger?
Do you see what i've been through ?
If you can't understand my passing
There is nothing left to do
You can all celebrate
Go dance on my grave
For all of you will answer to me
Lets see if you'll be just as brave
Goodbye, for this is the last
You will not hear from me again
For I am no more
Just remember me for who i've been
I took my life without a doubt
Make you feel my pain
I drew my last breathe without a sound
As the needle stabbed my vein
You didn't get how hurt i am
You didn't wanna see pass my anger
You decided "oh nothing but a bitch"
Now i'll let my last word linger
I loved and cared for all
I took my beating on a knee kneeled
Now that i'm not around
How does it make you feel ?
Are you hurt ? Are you anger?
Do you see what i've been through ?
If you can't understand my passing
There is nothing left to do
You can all celebrate
Go dance on my grave
For all of you will answer to me
Lets see if you'll be just as brave
Goodbye, for this is the last
You will not hear from me again
For I am no more
Just remember me for who i've been
Backstabbed
Posted 16 years agoCopyright: March 4 2009
You broke my heart
Her over me
You left me profound
You let me to see
Her face haunts me
Oh, how I wanna destroy
Make her see me
Make her my toy
I love you
You love her and me
But you can only have one
And i hope its to be
Love me, Hate me
I know i'm sinner
But this ending plays out
Me to be the winner
You broke my heart
Her over me
You left me profound
You let me to see
Her face haunts me
Oh, how I wanna destroy
Make her see me
Make her my toy
I love you
You love her and me
But you can only have one
And i hope its to be
Love me, Hate me
I know i'm sinner
But this ending plays out
Me to be the winner
I'm Sorry
Posted 16 years agoCopyrighted: March 4 2009
Fucked up misery and anger
Wish my soul to die
I feel this arise in me
But i cannot bring myself to cry
The pain is heart-wrenching
The anger of myself is takin toll
All my demons are fighting within me
My angels are all push and pull
How can i fabricate my idiocy ?
There is no way to fix
All the fucked up words thats i've said
That i've put into this mix
I cannot save me from myself
You cannot save me from my destruction
Let me crash and burn
And start my own restruction
Fucked up misery and anger
Wish my soul to die
I feel this arise in me
But i cannot bring myself to cry
The pain is heart-wrenching
The anger of myself is takin toll
All my demons are fighting within me
My angels are all push and pull
How can i fabricate my idiocy ?
There is no way to fix
All the fucked up words thats i've said
That i've put into this mix
I cannot save me from myself
You cannot save me from my destruction
Let me crash and burn
And start my own restruction
My Toy
Posted 16 years agoWritten: Aug. 19 2008
Your just a toy i use.
A pawn in my game.
Your a thorn in my side.
Something to maim.
You are worthless.
Spinless too.
You hurt the ones around.
Now its coming back to you.
You hated creature.
I am your demise.
You depsiteful thing.
I'm done with your lies.
Your death upon death.
Your poison in my veins.
Your the thought in my mind.
The acid in my rain.
Painful thoughts circle.
With memories of you.
Scars to remind me.
The things that you do.
I hate your voice.
Your face, your soul.
I hate your laughter.
I'm losing control.
No matter how hard.
I try to forget.
I just keep holding on.
Like a bad acid trip.
Your burned into my brain.
Your dead in my heart.
All the things you've said.
Tore me apart.
You are the God to my Devil.
The pain in my side.
I hate you more than ever.
This is your last ride.
Your life belongs to me.
And i am to take it.
I wanna hear you scream.
Cry and face it.
Your done, finished.
You fucked with the wrong.
Now baby, its time to say...
So long...
Your just a toy i use.
A pawn in my game.
Your a thorn in my side.
Something to maim.
You are worthless.
Spinless too.
You hurt the ones around.
Now its coming back to you.
You hated creature.
I am your demise.
You depsiteful thing.
I'm done with your lies.
Your death upon death.
Your poison in my veins.
Your the thought in my mind.
The acid in my rain.
Painful thoughts circle.
With memories of you.
Scars to remind me.
The things that you do.
I hate your voice.
Your face, your soul.
I hate your laughter.
I'm losing control.
No matter how hard.
I try to forget.
I just keep holding on.
Like a bad acid trip.
Your burned into my brain.
Your dead in my heart.
All the things you've said.
Tore me apart.
You are the God to my Devil.
The pain in my side.
I hate you more than ever.
This is your last ride.
Your life belongs to me.
And i am to take it.
I wanna hear you scream.
Cry and face it.
Your done, finished.
You fucked with the wrong.
Now baby, its time to say...
So long...
Lustful Lies
Posted 16 years agoWritten: Aug. 14 2008
My painted teardrops
Falls on the glass floor of hate
Words that make a God quiver
Wounds to make a man cry
Broken hearts shattered on the ground
Blood flowing through the valleys of lust
I was there for you, when you needed
You weren't there for me when asked
You broke my spirit and trust
Your a damn good liar
And a damn good lover
The passion of our love lingers
Twists and turns cloud my sight
My love for you was blind
But now i can see
That i meant nothing to you
You poor poor sad clown
Wishing to come back to me
After all the lies, ignorance
Ignorant Ignorant fool
You will never have me to hold again
You will never have me to love again
For i broke free from you
And i will fly again...
My painted teardrops
Falls on the glass floor of hate
Words that make a God quiver
Wounds to make a man cry
Broken hearts shattered on the ground
Blood flowing through the valleys of lust
I was there for you, when you needed
You weren't there for me when asked
You broke my spirit and trust
Your a damn good liar
And a damn good lover
The passion of our love lingers
Twists and turns cloud my sight
My love for you was blind
But now i can see
That i meant nothing to you
You poor poor sad clown
Wishing to come back to me
After all the lies, ignorance
Ignorant Ignorant fool
You will never have me to hold again
You will never have me to love again
For i broke free from you
And i will fly again...
