Hi.

I'm lost.

^_^

Please send help.

My son was born on the 23rd of December at 6.34pm. He weighed 8lbs 1 1/2ounces, 21inches long. Pictures!

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Labor lasted something like 10 hours, with active (pushing) labor lasting 14 mins. The contractions were terrible halfway through, and I think I would have lost my mind if my Jason wasnt there to let me squeeze the living fuck out of his hand, haha. Labor was a breeze after the epidural, barely felt any pain at all.

I wish I could describe the emotion I felt when I saw and held Gareth for the first time, but there are no words. =3

And sorry for taking so long to update, I've been so busy getting used to this massive, yet awesome, life change! I <3 being a mommy!

At 7pm I'll be in the hospital, getting induced into labor. I'm freaking out nervous. I have NO pain tolerance, and and EXTREME phobia of needles, so these next few days are going to be a blast, haha. But I imagine it will be worth it when I at long last get to hold Gareth.

Please pray for me and keep me in your thoughts. I'll need it, heh..

So I havent tried to download any torrents for years upon years. But I realized recently that Evangelion: 3.0 You Can (Not) Redo has been released in Japan. I must see! Soooo, I redownloaded all my old torrent crap and began to search isohunt and other torrent sites...... to no avail. Cant find the film anywhere. Am I just dumb, or maybe I've forgotten how to go about this, or have things changed?

On a side note... No baby yet. But I'm dilated to one, and have had a few hours of 'early labor' contractions this morning. So, Gareth should be here soon, keep your fingers crossed! If I dont go into Labor by the 22nd, I'll be induced at that time. Cmon Gareth, mommy wants to be able to sleep on her tummy again!

Gareth Taylor Wilson is due December 22 2012! Cant wait to see him. =3


Being heavily pregnant kinda really totally sucks. What, with the never ending Doc visits, and the being tired and achy and moody and.. you get the idea, haha.

I havent been able to find my tablet, it's still packed somewhere in the pile of unpacked stuff from the Texas move. I just havent have the energy to go digging for it. Gonna have to nag the man to help me find it. ^_^;

Tonight's agenda: Eat lots of ice cream and giggle at presidential coverage stuffs.

Just wanted to let yall know, I'm still around! Things have just been a bit nuts after the move.. getting settled in, getting my car fixed, getting insurance set up, and all kinds of crap! Most of my extra time has been spent with my family, yay! I'll be back to practicing more with my tablet once things are a bit more chilled out round here, whee!

Hope everybody is happy and healthy, too!

Jason and I packed up all our stuff and moved from Texas back home to Michigan! He found a job up here, doing what he does (crane repair and maintain) for the same hourly wage.. but he's getting more hours. We've been back for a week and finally got the internet hooked up in my dad's old house. Dad is letting us stay here, at least for now... this house has been on the market for like a year with no luck yet, though Jason and I would love to buy it from my dad. Maybe he'll come around, it would be awesome to raise my child in the home where I grew up! Oh, and on that note, I felt and saw my baby moving for the first time the other day.. it was awesome!

I've tried different file types, different compressions.. but I keep getting some 500ish error.

I'm really very frustrated! Anybody know what I can do?

So I got my new tablet today! I looove it. I'll post something, soon!

And I completely forget how to do anything, yay! =D

Where should I go to start? I think I gatta rebuild my whole Carnak outfit.. Any good free shops would be awesome. *_*;;

Do people Open Canvas anymore? Or maybe draw together with another program? Lets doodle. =3

So having messed with Paint Tool Sai some, I've come to the understanding that I cant make full use of the program unless I have a tablet. So.... I got a Bamboo Create, and I'm going to FORCE myself to learn to use it if it KILLS ME. 0_0

So, after a bit of digging, I got the trial version of paint tool sai. I've been watching other people use it... and it would be a massive upgrade to learn to use it over my Open Canvas or trial version of photoshop 3 I use......

But it's so fancy! I dont even know where to start! Overwhelmed! I know only what I've managed to teach myself, and that isnt much...

Anybody willing to help me learn, or know of a tutorial that would be good for me?

So... I'm about 3 months pregnant, I'm going to be a mommy! I'm pretty excited, and kinda scared. I'm with a great man named Jason who treats me like a goddess.. more then I deserve. =3

Does anybody still draw together with Open Canvas? I'd love to draw again with buddies sometime, help shake all these years of rust off.

I'm at 17999 views as I type, and I wanted to give a big, fat, snugly thanks to each and every one who's ever visited me here on FA. Y'all make me feel special, give me confidence.

I dont know where I'd be without ya, honestly.

<3

I woke up today with the worst sore throat I've ever had.. and I've had more then my fair share. Something left weird in my mouth, so I took a flashlight and shined it down my gullet.. my tonsils were so swollen I couldnt see past them. I kept having to swallow that one dangle-ee tonsil back into place.. it was so big I almost coulndt breathe!

So I dragged my ass to the hospital, since its Sunday and my Doc aint open, where they gave me antibiotics and the most painful shot ever. Yay! More money I dont have! ><

But hey, I feel better, so.. /shrug

Suchness of life. x_x

I'm still here! XD

Today I'm going to pick up some candy for them little monsters that show up tonight. Then I'll finnish prepping my costume and getting the yard all scary looking. I'll try to get some drawing in, too. I wish like whoa I had a scanner. x_x LOL

Have a great Halloween, imo the BEST holiday on our calenders. <3

Wow, I havent done anything here in SO long.... Life has been nuts. x_x; 59514 submissions to go through..... deep breath....... here we go! ><

Naw. On second thought..... yeah, naw. *_*;


I'm glad to see you're all still kickin it here. <3 XD I've done a little drawing since I've last posted, all by hand. When I say a little I mean, like, not much really. x_x;; LOL Have some paintings from college, though. I'll see if I can get them posted sometime.

Now, time to shake that rust off. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSi_.....os=1o0YqRhlrnk

LOL, I'm in love.

So, I'm back in school. Going for a degree in Archaeology! I'm enjoying it, and doing really well so far. This spring will be my first class out in the field, cant wait to see how that goes. =)

Still playing WoW, raiding has been fun and my guild is still my second home. Loreena (Cenarius) is getting pretty nicely geared if I dont say so myself. ;D

Been going out more. Spending time with a group of people who are really chill.

Still drawing. Mostly with traditional media, including watercolor and acrylic pants.. however, I dont have a scanner, thus the not posting any of this newer stuff. Sorry about that. =P

I want to start role playing, honestly. I guess through IM. Something kinky would be awesome, but, I dunno if I'm brave enough. Havent done the yiffy stuff in years. XD I'm not sure where to look to find a possible partner. Any suggestions?

For some reason, the last couple uploads I've tried to do have failed. The thumbnail will show, but the image itself wont. I dont know what to think of it, nor do I know where to go for help. Any ideas? This is pretty annoying.

So, I joined Twitter the other day. Figgured WTF. I'm Burning_Babylon on there.. feel free to stalk me or whatever you call it.

School in January is looking good.

Been getting involved in local Cannabis activism and law reform lately.

Trying to be active, and I'm doing well. =)

Its amazing sometimes just how much people suck. Dont you think?

My Druid healer got into her first ever raid tonight! Got The Lifebinder, T 8.5 chest and T 8.5 legs. Omg, I made out like a bandit on crack! The rest of her gear still kinda sucks, though. http://www.wowarmory.com/character-.....&n=Loreena Before long, she'll be EPIC. ♥