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Posted 18 years agoHi there.
New update. First off, I got tagged. So here are six weird things/habits concerning me.
1. I can pop some of my joints, such as my knuckles, just by moving them.
2. I am capable of some senses not usually possibly for some people in dreams, such as being able to feel things touch me, or to taste things in my dreams.
3. I sometimes get ideas for video games from my dreams, especially when I "play" certain video games in my sleep.
4. I refuse to look at naked pictures of people. Even though I don't know a majority of the people in the many naked pictures shown online and in magazines, I still try to show "respect" by not looking at them, or at least the nudity. I do look at art pieces, because they aren't real people, or are "caricatures" of them.
5. I try to be nice at all times to all people. The reason I put this here is because a younger relative of mine USED to, but doesn't now, hit me.
6. Some artists that I watch post quite a lot of pieces I am not a fan of in terms of subject matter, but they do or have posted things that have gotten my interest.
I may tag people later.
In other news, today is my birthday. My mother called me and reminded me it was today when she sang happy birthday. I don't mind, as I love my parents and family, and don't mind such "childish" things.
Also, I offered to help out someone by bringing notice to a problem they have been having.
1."Furreball" is unsure of how to build anything in second life. If you play that game, do you mind helping out this person? I'm sure it would be appreciated, if not by that person, then by me for you helping that person. Their username is"Furreball Korobase" and said they are usually in the Sandbox.
Please note that this person isn't offering ME anything to post this here. I'm doing this of my own free will. If any of you are having a particular problem you need help with, such as notices commissions are needed, alerts to contest, or other things, but especially if the problems are serious, I will try to bring attention to those things in this journal.
I may not get to the things immediately, and there may be some things that I will not post (though that is unlikely), but I shall do what I can to make good this offer.
Anyways, thanks to all of you for everything you have done. I wish you all well.
New update. First off, I got tagged. So here are six weird things/habits concerning me.
1. I can pop some of my joints, such as my knuckles, just by moving them.
2. I am capable of some senses not usually possibly for some people in dreams, such as being able to feel things touch me, or to taste things in my dreams.
3. I sometimes get ideas for video games from my dreams, especially when I "play" certain video games in my sleep.
4. I refuse to look at naked pictures of people. Even though I don't know a majority of the people in the many naked pictures shown online and in magazines, I still try to show "respect" by not looking at them, or at least the nudity. I do look at art pieces, because they aren't real people, or are "caricatures" of them.
5. I try to be nice at all times to all people. The reason I put this here is because a younger relative of mine USED to, but doesn't now, hit me.
6. Some artists that I watch post quite a lot of pieces I am not a fan of in terms of subject matter, but they do or have posted things that have gotten my interest.
I may tag people later.
In other news, today is my birthday. My mother called me and reminded me it was today when she sang happy birthday. I don't mind, as I love my parents and family, and don't mind such "childish" things.
Also, I offered to help out someone by bringing notice to a problem they have been having.
1."Furreball" is unsure of how to build anything in second life. If you play that game, do you mind helping out this person? I'm sure it would be appreciated, if not by that person, then by me for you helping that person. Their username is"Furreball Korobase" and said they are usually in the Sandbox.
Please note that this person isn't offering ME anything to post this here. I'm doing this of my own free will. If any of you are having a particular problem you need help with, such as notices commissions are needed, alerts to contest, or other things, but especially if the problems are serious, I will try to bring attention to those things in this journal.
I may not get to the things immediately, and there may be some things that I will not post (though that is unlikely), but I shall do what I can to make good this offer.
Anyways, thanks to all of you for everything you have done. I wish you all well.
24 questions...plus some other stuff edit
Posted 18 years agoI decided to do this journal after reading the journal of KaeManits. Actually, I asked if I should do one, but she went ahead and said she was looking for me to do this, so now I have to do it!
I don't mind, though. I'm actually kind of grateful, since there are some things I've been wanting to put down but haven't been motivated to do.
Well, now I have some motivation!
So, first the questions, then the other stuff.
1. Do you like animals?
Yes. I like animals. I try avoid hurting them as much as possible. I have made some creulty to animals jokes, such as calling my aunt's dog a football. I wouldn't do such actions though, nor do I approve of them.
2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Well, the one person I have met I met in real life before I knew about them online. There are some people I would love to meet in real life. Some I have a greater chance to do so more than others.
3. Are you athletic?
No. I do a lot of walking, but that is for travel, not recreation. Hopefully, I can change this.
4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:?
I have a bit of pudge on me. I hope to get rid of it, unless I find a girl who likes such. But that would have to be before I lose it if I do).
5. How much do you weigh?
2 hundred twenty something.
6. What's your height?
About five feet, ten inches
7. Shoe size?
13
8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Not applicable
9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
Not sure. Although I am a "guy" in some ways, there are aspects of me that would have Carlos Mencias calling me a liar. I like to play video games, watch acton movies, watch TV., I like to fight, and some other, but not all, guy-associated things.
However, the are some things about me that aren't considered "guy" things. Although I like to fight, I hate to hurt people in any way(hence I don't have much fighting experince),. Other things that aren't "guy" things are: I like happy endings to stories, I like to help people (Even if I get nothing physical in return, I do get personal satisfaction), I write and enjoy poetry, I try to consider other's feelings, I'm not after sex (Carlos Mencias' likely response: bulls***), and some other, but not all, "girly" things.
Yeah, I said I'm not after sex. I am interested in it, but I do not need it. Right now, I'm looking for true love, someone I will marry someday. That is more of a priority than sex. After all, I want to have sex with someone I truly love (and am married to). However, if that person does not want to have sex, then sex is not going to happen. Yeah, I'm a virgin, and if the conditions I want are not met (i.e.: not married, true love is not between us), then I hope to stay that way.
10. How old are you?
I was thinking more like an adult when I was in my early teens. My realizations of the world have been growing since. Can you guess my age based on my actions, mannerisms, desires, thoughts on certain things, and more?
11. When's your birthday?
March 5
12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yes, although I can't offer anything more than prayers, support, and friendship in return, though I do want to offer more.
13. Are you sociable?
More in recent years, although the chances I get to be sociable are few.
14. Do you have many friends?
Not really. But I'm working on it!
15. What's your nationality?
I was born in the United States of America, but I try to understand all people and cultures.
16. Do you like to talk on the phone? Depends on the circumstances. My left ear isn't working like it used to, so I have to rely on my right hear. Also, my cell phone needs to be louder.
17. Are you single or taken?
I'm single, though I really want to have someone.
18. Do you eat meat?
Yes. The funny thing is that I learned that, in the old testament of the bible, God told Adam and Eve that the fruits of plants were theirs.
However, I learned that God told Noah, after the flood, that the MEAT of animals was given to them.
19. Are you paranoid? It depends on the circumstances.
20. Do you read a lot?
Yes. A lot of the stuff on the internet is in text.
21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
I listen to pretty much any type of music.
22. Do you play any instruments?
I USED to play the Double Bass. I haven't played that in a long time.
23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't usually draw. I have draw certain things. Most of those were for school assignments. Others were for myself.
24. What’s the meaning of life?
I don't know, but you can find it in the dictionary!
edit: forgot to mention the other stuff. Well, all I'll say for now is that I have some pictures of myself on DA. You can find me on DA at:
cerebreus.deviantart.com
Anyways, I wish you all well!
I don't mind, though. I'm actually kind of grateful, since there are some things I've been wanting to put down but haven't been motivated to do.
Well, now I have some motivation!
So, first the questions, then the other stuff.
1. Do you like animals?
Yes. I like animals. I try avoid hurting them as much as possible. I have made some creulty to animals jokes, such as calling my aunt's dog a football. I wouldn't do such actions though, nor do I approve of them.
2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Well, the one person I have met I met in real life before I knew about them online. There are some people I would love to meet in real life. Some I have a greater chance to do so more than others.
3. Are you athletic?
No. I do a lot of walking, but that is for travel, not recreation. Hopefully, I can change this.
4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:?
I have a bit of pudge on me. I hope to get rid of it, unless I find a girl who likes such. But that would have to be before I lose it if I do).
5. How much do you weigh?
2 hundred twenty something.
6. What's your height?
About five feet, ten inches
7. Shoe size?
13
8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Not applicable
9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
Not sure. Although I am a "guy" in some ways, there are aspects of me that would have Carlos Mencias calling me a liar. I like to play video games, watch acton movies, watch TV., I like to fight, and some other, but not all, guy-associated things.
However, the are some things about me that aren't considered "guy" things. Although I like to fight, I hate to hurt people in any way(hence I don't have much fighting experince),. Other things that aren't "guy" things are: I like happy endings to stories, I like to help people (Even if I get nothing physical in return, I do get personal satisfaction), I write and enjoy poetry, I try to consider other's feelings, I'm not after sex (Carlos Mencias' likely response: bulls***), and some other, but not all, "girly" things.
Yeah, I said I'm not after sex. I am interested in it, but I do not need it. Right now, I'm looking for true love, someone I will marry someday. That is more of a priority than sex. After all, I want to have sex with someone I truly love (and am married to). However, if that person does not want to have sex, then sex is not going to happen. Yeah, I'm a virgin, and if the conditions I want are not met (i.e.: not married, true love is not between us), then I hope to stay that way.
10. How old are you?
I was thinking more like an adult when I was in my early teens. My realizations of the world have been growing since. Can you guess my age based on my actions, mannerisms, desires, thoughts on certain things, and more?
11. When's your birthday?
March 5
12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yes, although I can't offer anything more than prayers, support, and friendship in return, though I do want to offer more.
13. Are you sociable?
More in recent years, although the chances I get to be sociable are few.
14. Do you have many friends?
Not really. But I'm working on it!
15. What's your nationality?
I was born in the United States of America, but I try to understand all people and cultures.
16. Do you like to talk on the phone? Depends on the circumstances. My left ear isn't working like it used to, so I have to rely on my right hear. Also, my cell phone needs to be louder.
17. Are you single or taken?
I'm single, though I really want to have someone.
18. Do you eat meat?
Yes. The funny thing is that I learned that, in the old testament of the bible, God told Adam and Eve that the fruits of plants were theirs.
However, I learned that God told Noah, after the flood, that the MEAT of animals was given to them.
19. Are you paranoid? It depends on the circumstances.
20. Do you read a lot?
Yes. A lot of the stuff on the internet is in text.
21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
I listen to pretty much any type of music.
22. Do you play any instruments?
I USED to play the Double Bass. I haven't played that in a long time.
23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't usually draw. I have draw certain things. Most of those were for school assignments. Others were for myself.
24. What’s the meaning of life?
I don't know, but you can find it in the dictionary!
edit: forgot to mention the other stuff. Well, all I'll say for now is that I have some pictures of myself on DA. You can find me on DA at:
cerebreus.deviantart.com
Anyways, I wish you all well!
Just...
Posted 19 years agoI don't have much to say in this new journal. I'm doing alright, and I hope every one of you are as well.
December 25th is today (and nearly over), but I just thought I should have a journal here that says:
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Anyways, I hope you all are doing alright. I wish you all well!
December 25th is today (and nearly over), but I just thought I should have a journal here that says:
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Anyways, I hope you all are doing alright. I wish you all well!
Someone one FA needs support. Will you pleaee, please help?
Posted 19 years agoAnd I'm not talking about me (who would want to bother about me anyway?).
The person who I'm talking about is naota.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/naota/
They want to leave FA. It seems they feel like they have made no progress on this site and that staying would serve no purpose.
I'm asking you kindly: Would you please check out his work and offer support? His stuff is literary and does not include pictures. But would you please check it out anyway?
Hopefully, if you (and me) all support him before he leaves, he will decide to stay.
Tis always sad to see someone put work into something and for that person to feel it has been poitless.
So, would you please help this person out?
I hope it will mean something to him. People seem to not care about me, but I hope they care about this perosn.
Will you please help? Please?
The person who I'm talking about is naota.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/naota/
They want to leave FA. It seems they feel like they have made no progress on this site and that staying would serve no purpose.
I'm asking you kindly: Would you please check out his work and offer support? His stuff is literary and does not include pictures. But would you please check it out anyway?
Hopefully, if you (and me) all support him before he leaves, he will decide to stay.
Tis always sad to see someone put work into something and for that person to feel it has been poitless.
So, would you please help this person out?
I hope it will mean something to him. People seem to not care about me, but I hope they care about this perosn.
Will you please help? Please?
Someone one FA needs support. Will you pleaee, please help?
Posted 19 years agoSomething that no one may ever look at or comment on.
Posted 19 years agoQuestionairre discovered from various artiests here.
GENERAL
(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: Straight
(003) Single? Unfortunately, yes
(004) Do you want to be? Not at all
(005) Your birthday: 03/05/88
(006) Age you wish you were: Don't reall care
(007) Your height: 5'10"
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Varies. Brown, red, black, white, all at once whith no dyeing
(010) Piercings: Only from injuries, but they're gone now
(011) Tattoos: None
DO YOU
(012) Smoke? No
(013) Do drugs? Prescription
(014) Read the newspaper? Yeah.
(015) Pray? Yes
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Hasn't happened yet, but I may.
(017) Take walks in the rain? Sometimes. At times I enjoy it, at others I don't. I don't have an umbrella
(018) Drive? Learning
(019) Like to drive fast? NO!
(020) Hurt yourself? Sometimes, but mentally. Such as brooding on thoughts I'm having here: http://cerebreus.deviantart.com/journal/10274298/
HAVE YOU EVER
(021) Been out of the country? no
(022) Been in love? Somewhat
(023) Done drugs? Just the legal prescriptions
(024) Gone skinny dipping? No
(025) Had any type of surgery? I don't think so.
(026) Ran away from home? Apparently, I tried that with my brother when I was around age five.
(027) Played strip poker? Nope
(028) Gotten beaten up? once
(029) Been picked on? Yes
(030) Been on stage? yes
(031) Slept outdoors? I used to do that alot with this group I was in.
(032) Thought about suicide? Kind of. I don't want to kill myself. I was praying for a long while that a situation would happen where I could die a hero, even if it was foolish.
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? On the net
(034) If yes, what is your record? One night
(035) Talked on the phone all night? No one really wants to talk to me.
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yeah
(037) Slept all day? I slept quite a lot, taking up most, but not all, of the day.
(038) Killed someone? No, and I don't want to.
(039) Made out with a stranger? Nope.
(041) Had sex with a stranger? Nope
(042) Kissed the same sex? Yes. They were family. It wan't sexual.
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? There have been certain dreams that are "normal", but have a scene where someone I know was trying to molest me. I wasn't willing.
(044) Been betrayed? Yes.
(045) Broken the law? Well, I once got two tickets. At the same time.
(046) Met a famous person? I'm not sure
(047) Been on radio/TV? Home movies.
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? No.
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? I'm not sure if those times qualified, but I think I have had some.
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Nope. Good reason why too.
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes. Twas a strange dream. If anyone wants to hear what it was, I may post it.
APPAREL
(052) Shoe brand � Lately, New Balance. Doesn't really matter. though.
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Jeans, underwear, socks, shoes, at least one T-shirt.
(054) Wear hats? Don't really have any.
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Sometimes, though I don't want to.
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? No.
(057) Favorite place to shop: Don't really have a favorite
(058) Favorite article of clothing: I don't really have a favorite
(059) Are you trendy: Very doubtful
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
(060) Life on other planets: I believe there can be, but I do believe some of the life is gone.
(061) Miracles? Yes
(062) Astrology? I read the horoscope, but it usually doesn't aplly to me.
(063) Magic? Not exactly.
(064) God? Yes
(065) Satan? Yes
(066) Santa? I believe in the guy who Santa Claus is based off of, which was the Catholic saint, St. Nicholas, was real.
(067) Ghosts? Yes
(068) Luck? In a way...
(069) Love at first sight? Yes, for some people.
(070) Yin and Yang? I think the philosophy makes sense.
(071) Witches? Yes. Not the halloween or witch-hunt stereotype whiches, but real people. It's actually a religion people believe in. The most commonly known is Wiccan. A lot of people misunderstand the religion.
(072) Easter bunny? No.
(073) Fidelity? Hold on...Google...Wikipedia...Fidelity... Huh. Different definitions. Well, one definition is faithfulness. Well, if fidelity (faithfullness) is truly loving a person, marrying said person, THEN having sex, for the first time in your life, with her AND ONLY HER, then yes.
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No.
LOVE
(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No. I wanted to see what the questions were
(076) Do you remember your first love? I haven't had a true love yet. All the ones were interested in me at a young age, when I wasn't into girls. One truly loved me it seems. It didn't end happily, but for reasons you might not think.
(077) Still love him/her? I would like to meet her again and see if I will.
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? No, but we can make mistakes in it.
(079) What do you find romantic? I'm not sure. Never had the chance to find out.
(080) Turn-on: Doesn't this question imply asking what makes me horny? I rather not answer this now(maybe not at all).
(081) Turn-off: Well, some things I don't like are racism; hatred; "religious" people doing dishonoring their religion. This includes Muslim terrorists, Christian terrorists, the Spanish Inquisition, the Crusades, pretty much most (if not all) recent Jyhads. I don't believe Christians should burn or shun other people who don't agree with them. And I don't think Muslims should declare Holy War, especially in the name of Allah, for racist reasons. Who said Allah wants you to do that? Muhammad was the last prophet, and the last to speak to God, according to Islam; the glorifying of crime, and disrespect of women in rap music; other stuff
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? I don't want to, but sometimes I do.
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? I definitely would. It would help me out a LOT, if anyone was ever interested.
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Not really.
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I doubt it. The only people who say I am are my relatives, who're trying to boost my estemm it seems.
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? Prayers.
(087) Are you in love? No. True love, and the minor forms of love, evade me.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(088) That you laughed at? I don't recall. I usually laugh WITH them.
(089) That laughed at you? I'm not sure, but there may be quite a line for the title.
(090) That turned you on? I'm not sure.
(091) You went shopping with? My mother.
(092) To disappoint you? I've been disappointed at myself, even now.
(093) To ask you out? There have been only a few cases where the girls have say they liked me. That was when I was in my very early teens and some years before that time. I haven't been on a real date before (the exceptions aren't exceptions, they're technicalities.
(094) To make you cry? I don't remember, but I think it was me.
(095) To brighten up your day? Well, Mel Royer tried to, but I went back into a slump.
(096) That you thought about? The people I've been praying for.
(097) You saw a movie with? Not sure.
(098) You talked to on the phone? My mother.
(099) You talked to through IM? Mel Royer
(100) You saw? Not sure
(101) You turned down? Not sure.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled? Earlier today.
(105) Laughed? Quite some time ago.
(106) Cried? It's been awhile.
(107) Bought something? Today. It was a sprite.
(108) Danced? In my room. Wasn't really any dance, though.
(109) Were sarcastic? I don't remember.
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? Last Sunday.
(111) Talked to an enemy? I'm not sure. I don't consider anyone an enemy.
(112) Watched your favorite movie? Been a while. I don't have an exact favorite anyways.
(113) Talked on the phone? Earlier today.
(114) Listened to the radio? Today.
(115) Watched TV? Earlier today.
(116) Went out? Hours ago.
(117) Helped someone? Well, I hold open dooes for people. As for serious help, I've been trying to comfort someone online (I don't think I should say who).
(118) Sang? Not sure.
(119) Said "I love you"? Some hours ago. To my mother.
(120) Got drunk? I don't want to drink.
JUDGE ME: A lot of people seem to. In fact, the answers here may give people the wrong impression. Besides, it gives me more reasons to dislike myself.
That thing was quite a long questionairre.
Some of the comments made would be cheerier if I wasn't feeling depressed.
My latest journal on my deviantart account may explain why, if someone, here, on deviantart, or somewhere else actually sees it.
"Some may call me a loser. I agree.":
http://cerebreus.deviantart.com/journal/10274298/
I have a few story ideas in mind. One I'm going to put here, if I ever do it.
And if someone does comment here, it would be much appreciated, along with prayers, if you have them.
I doubt I'll get much, if any, comments, but it's worth a shot.
GENERAL
(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: Straight
(003) Single? Unfortunately, yes
(004) Do you want to be? Not at all
(005) Your birthday: 03/05/88
(006) Age you wish you were: Don't reall care
(007) Your height: 5'10"
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Varies. Brown, red, black, white, all at once whith no dyeing
(010) Piercings: Only from injuries, but they're gone now
(011) Tattoos: None
DO YOU
(012) Smoke? No
(013) Do drugs? Prescription
(014) Read the newspaper? Yeah.
(015) Pray? Yes
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Hasn't happened yet, but I may.
(017) Take walks in the rain? Sometimes. At times I enjoy it, at others I don't. I don't have an umbrella
(018) Drive? Learning
(019) Like to drive fast? NO!
(020) Hurt yourself? Sometimes, but mentally. Such as brooding on thoughts I'm having here: http://cerebreus.deviantart.com/journal/10274298/
HAVE YOU EVER
(021) Been out of the country? no
(022) Been in love? Somewhat
(023) Done drugs? Just the legal prescriptions
(024) Gone skinny dipping? No
(025) Had any type of surgery? I don't think so.
(026) Ran away from home? Apparently, I tried that with my brother when I was around age five.
(027) Played strip poker? Nope
(028) Gotten beaten up? once
(029) Been picked on? Yes
(030) Been on stage? yes
(031) Slept outdoors? I used to do that alot with this group I was in.
(032) Thought about suicide? Kind of. I don't want to kill myself. I was praying for a long while that a situation would happen where I could die a hero, even if it was foolish.
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? On the net
(034) If yes, what is your record? One night
(035) Talked on the phone all night? No one really wants to talk to me.
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yeah
(037) Slept all day? I slept quite a lot, taking up most, but not all, of the day.
(038) Killed someone? No, and I don't want to.
(039) Made out with a stranger? Nope.
(041) Had sex with a stranger? Nope
(042) Kissed the same sex? Yes. They were family. It wan't sexual.
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? There have been certain dreams that are "normal", but have a scene where someone I know was trying to molest me. I wasn't willing.
(044) Been betrayed? Yes.
(045) Broken the law? Well, I once got two tickets. At the same time.
(046) Met a famous person? I'm not sure
(047) Been on radio/TV? Home movies.
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? No.
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? I'm not sure if those times qualified, but I think I have had some.
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Nope. Good reason why too.
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes. Twas a strange dream. If anyone wants to hear what it was, I may post it.
APPAREL
(052) Shoe brand � Lately, New Balance. Doesn't really matter. though.
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Jeans, underwear, socks, shoes, at least one T-shirt.
(054) Wear hats? Don't really have any.
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Sometimes, though I don't want to.
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? No.
(057) Favorite place to shop: Don't really have a favorite
(058) Favorite article of clothing: I don't really have a favorite
(059) Are you trendy: Very doubtful
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
(060) Life on other planets: I believe there can be, but I do believe some of the life is gone.
(061) Miracles? Yes
(062) Astrology? I read the horoscope, but it usually doesn't aplly to me.
(063) Magic? Not exactly.
(064) God? Yes
(065) Satan? Yes
(066) Santa? I believe in the guy who Santa Claus is based off of, which was the Catholic saint, St. Nicholas, was real.
(067) Ghosts? Yes
(068) Luck? In a way...
(069) Love at first sight? Yes, for some people.
(070) Yin and Yang? I think the philosophy makes sense.
(071) Witches? Yes. Not the halloween or witch-hunt stereotype whiches, but real people. It's actually a religion people believe in. The most commonly known is Wiccan. A lot of people misunderstand the religion.
(072) Easter bunny? No.
(073) Fidelity? Hold on...Google...Wikipedia...Fidelity... Huh. Different definitions. Well, one definition is faithfulness. Well, if fidelity (faithfullness) is truly loving a person, marrying said person, THEN having sex, for the first time in your life, with her AND ONLY HER, then yes.
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No.
LOVE
(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No. I wanted to see what the questions were
(076) Do you remember your first love? I haven't had a true love yet. All the ones were interested in me at a young age, when I wasn't into girls. One truly loved me it seems. It didn't end happily, but for reasons you might not think.
(077) Still love him/her? I would like to meet her again and see if I will.
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? No, but we can make mistakes in it.
(079) What do you find romantic? I'm not sure. Never had the chance to find out.
(080) Turn-on: Doesn't this question imply asking what makes me horny? I rather not answer this now(maybe not at all).
(081) Turn-off: Well, some things I don't like are racism; hatred; "religious" people doing dishonoring their religion. This includes Muslim terrorists, Christian terrorists, the Spanish Inquisition, the Crusades, pretty much most (if not all) recent Jyhads. I don't believe Christians should burn or shun other people who don't agree with them. And I don't think Muslims should declare Holy War, especially in the name of Allah, for racist reasons. Who said Allah wants you to do that? Muhammad was the last prophet, and the last to speak to God, according to Islam; the glorifying of crime, and disrespect of women in rap music; other stuff
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? I don't want to, but sometimes I do.
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? I definitely would. It would help me out a LOT, if anyone was ever interested.
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Not really.
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I doubt it. The only people who say I am are my relatives, who're trying to boost my estemm it seems.
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? Prayers.
(087) Are you in love? No. True love, and the minor forms of love, evade me.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(088) That you laughed at? I don't recall. I usually laugh WITH them.
(089) That laughed at you? I'm not sure, but there may be quite a line for the title.
(090) That turned you on? I'm not sure.
(091) You went shopping with? My mother.
(092) To disappoint you? I've been disappointed at myself, even now.
(093) To ask you out? There have been only a few cases where the girls have say they liked me. That was when I was in my very early teens and some years before that time. I haven't been on a real date before (the exceptions aren't exceptions, they're technicalities.
(094) To make you cry? I don't remember, but I think it was me.
(095) To brighten up your day? Well, Mel Royer tried to, but I went back into a slump.
(096) That you thought about? The people I've been praying for.
(097) You saw a movie with? Not sure.
(098) You talked to on the phone? My mother.
(099) You talked to through IM? Mel Royer
(100) You saw? Not sure
(101) You turned down? Not sure.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled? Earlier today.
(105) Laughed? Quite some time ago.
(106) Cried? It's been awhile.
(107) Bought something? Today. It was a sprite.
(108) Danced? In my room. Wasn't really any dance, though.
(109) Were sarcastic? I don't remember.
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? Last Sunday.
(111) Talked to an enemy? I'm not sure. I don't consider anyone an enemy.
(112) Watched your favorite movie? Been a while. I don't have an exact favorite anyways.
(113) Talked on the phone? Earlier today.
(114) Listened to the radio? Today.
(115) Watched TV? Earlier today.
(116) Went out? Hours ago.
(117) Helped someone? Well, I hold open dooes for people. As for serious help, I've been trying to comfort someone online (I don't think I should say who).
(118) Sang? Not sure.
(119) Said "I love you"? Some hours ago. To my mother.
(120) Got drunk? I don't want to drink.
JUDGE ME: A lot of people seem to. In fact, the answers here may give people the wrong impression. Besides, it gives me more reasons to dislike myself.
That thing was quite a long questionairre.
Some of the comments made would be cheerier if I wasn't feeling depressed.
My latest journal on my deviantart account may explain why, if someone, here, on deviantart, or somewhere else actually sees it.
"Some may call me a loser. I agree.":
http://cerebreus.deviantart.com/journal/10274298/
I have a few story ideas in mind. One I'm going to put here, if I ever do it.
And if someone does comment here, it would be much appreciated, along with prayers, if you have them.
I doubt I'll get much, if any, comments, but it's worth a shot.
First journal
Posted 19 years agoHi there. This is my first journal on furaffinity. I usually spend more time on deviantart, but I�ll try to get some time on here as well.
About myself, I write stories. You can check out some on deviantart. I won�t post them here because of the stupid rule sites like deviantart and furaffinity have not allowing work on one to be posted on others. That sucks, I know.
I like shows like The Tick, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, The Venture Bros., and some others. However, I haven�t seen much of those shows due to a long period with local channels only. I�ve only seen a few episodes of the Tick and Grim Adventures, and not even a complete episode of the Venture Bros., but what I have seen I have liked.
I�ll put up a TF story first. I don�t usually do TF�s, but I did it for a contest on deviantart. The story is not available there, but will be here, so consider it an exclusive.
I hope to enjoy my time here. Wish me luck!
About myself, I write stories. You can check out some on deviantart. I won�t post them here because of the stupid rule sites like deviantart and furaffinity have not allowing work on one to be posted on others. That sucks, I know.
I like shows like The Tick, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, The Venture Bros., and some others. However, I haven�t seen much of those shows due to a long period with local channels only. I�ve only seen a few episodes of the Tick and Grim Adventures, and not even a complete episode of the Venture Bros., but what I have seen I have liked.
I�ll put up a TF story first. I don�t usually do TF�s, but I did it for a contest on deviantart. The story is not available there, but will be here, so consider it an exclusive.
I hope to enjoy my time here. Wish me luck!
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