oh sweet, I got 250 watchers today ^^

some where around the end of this year, I will be ordering my first ever fursuit ^^

I'm sorry for the delay of art, albeit request art, but I've been wanting to draw, but I've been a little busy with a little project I have started, so... I might be a tad slower than usuall to getting art done.

So, I really want a truck, which means I'm going to have to save, which also means that I wont be getting much if not any art for a long while.

After a year of looking, i finamly have a job

well, I notice that I can't go for very long with out drawing, in doing to, I seem to loss my motivation to draw. I was wondering what I can do to get that motivation back?

Nintendo has come out and reported that they are not going to be ending wii u any time soon

http://www.gamespot.com/articles/ni...../1100-6435933/

to all the people that requested me, I wanted to get your art started as soon as possible, but I haven't even got the chance to sit down and start. I feel like I shouldn't have taken your requiests till I can fanally find the time to do so.

So, I'm told that I should practice my art... which is a good sound advise... but the thing is, I don't know what to sketch, sure there are things like hands, but I just... I don't know how to practice I guess you can say. I've gone so long where I draw big idea pictures that drawing little things over and over again seems daunting and kinda boring to me... how do some you other artist get the motivation to just sit down and practice?

this is for me to help me remember all of the requests that I got so far.

1:hades (done)
2:Rioriolu (done)
3:KennyTwilightSparkle16 (done)
4:colefolf (?)
5:pouar
6: wiimaster306
7: the gamxl
8: Chris
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7722173/ go here if you want to put down a request.

I've decided to open up requests, but this doesn't mean that I will take everyone's requests

I would love to save up for a costume hoody, so, if anyone wants to commisison me here is my price guide.

http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....he-fox/manage/

and tos

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7117553/

I'm not trying to be mean or anything, I'm genuinely curious. I have over 200 watchers yet you guys don't seem to really care about my art, I make journals and no one ever comments on them. I rarly get any favorites or comments... so I want to know, why do you guys watch me?

I don't want to sound like a whining reject, but why doesn't anyone want my art? I have over 200 watchers and non of you are interested in commissioning me? is it becuase I don't draw porn?

I don't, I really don't. being an artist myself I understand all the hard work that goes into a piece, this also goes with all of my artsit friends that I watch, I know all the hard work they put in. some of them it takes a day to make, but I've seen some of them where it may take a little while. so again, I really don't trust art thieves, tracers and recolors.

you know, I can't really stand how whinny babyfurs can be.

I am happy now, the reason I am happy, I got my computer back from HP.

so, I am going to have to send in my main laptop to HP to be fixed, I am really sad.

so, I feel like I have too many characters and no idea what to do with most of them.

So, I have been really busy helping my sister take care of her kids since she had surgery and because of that, I haven't been able to draw for a while. yet, now that I can draw, I don't really know what to draw XD. man, doen't art block suck?

I don't know if there are any Japanese speakers here, but for years I have been trying to learn Japanese but haven't gotten far, it's a hard language to understand when you have no one to help you practice. If there is anyone that is fluent in japanese, could you maybe help me, like speaking and things like that. I have to warn you though, I am rusty and I am still a beginner.

What is so special about furrynetwork, I mean, I got an account and it's confusing as all get out. I hat the way it's formated and I have no idea how to search for things. I just don't understand, what makes it so darn special?

seriously, what does a person have to do to get a job. I've tried so many times with applying to jobs and they all ignore me or flat out say no. seriously, it's beyond a joke now and I'm getting tired of it.

So, I guess FA was attacked and they had to take the site down for a few days. I have also heard that people have lost some data and watches. From what I read it is because they had to reboot from a saved drive that was from may 11th. this would explain why people may have to re-upload some of there art and may have lost some watchers they either watched or gained. It also explains why mine hasn't been touched since I didn't really do much during the time between may 10th through today other than the occasional check to see if I got new messages, comments, journals and commissions.

really i am making this journal to inform people why they may experience some technical difficulties after the site came back up. why am I doing or telling people, not sure,

So, I've been wondering, how many of us has gone through our favorite to relook at some of the art we've favorited. for me, it's almost never.