It may forever be out of my reach, but I love it all the same. Nothing more beautiful to me than seeing people truly care for each other more than anything in this world. I don't care if you're dude, chick, herm, tranny, weird, my ex(wait those last two are the same), or green. If you have someone you care about, hold on to them. And for god's sake don't make the same mistakes I did and take them for granted, and trust them regardless of your own past.

Sorry, just needed to get that off my chest. A lifetime of being broken catches up with you.

Depression is slowly dying down, but in it's place...my fucking back is killing me. I feel two hundred twenty one not twenty one.

SOMEBODY COME GIVE ME A MASSAGE D:

I am considering creating an account with an almost identical layout and name, just so I can say I'm watching myself. Then when people ask how I may respond, "Because I am just that awesome..?"

So my ex, whom I have been in love with from first sight, and she supposedly loved in turn, had been lying to me ever since we broke up, and probable even before... she had a boyfriend the entire time...she even asked me to let her live with me...the happiest day I can remember in years, and it was only because here and her new boy fought...the only reason she told me about all this was because they broke up, and she wanted to end it all...

Now I have been questioning my straightness for about 2 years now and the fact that this happened, again, didn't help...but still...every piece of female art I see reminds me of her and her art...I just dk what to do...I desperately need help and I dk where to go for it...