Strange. when one day you write about simple things, like how to improve your cosplay, and, after, literally, two weeks, in first summer day, those things don't matter anything, because you, by some stupid twist of fate, loose the most closest and important person, that give you most precious gift - the life itself. And, ironically, only in that time you begin to REALLY appreciate EVERYTHING that person gave you... kinda late, yeah?
It's hard to tell what i feeling now... I wanna laugh, i wanna cry, scream, and, in same time - i want nothing... Just get under blanket and didn't see anything for week or two...


And... May be it sound selfish, i need something to fill my mind and keep my hands busy (and, of course, financial help didn't hurt too... may be soon i'll rise prices, as long as i live alone now).
So, if you have some commission in mind - feel free to ask. I'll accept transactions by PayPal, Boosty and Hipolink.
And, even if you not interested - i'll be thankful for reposts...

Damn, sorry everyone. Don't matter as i try to say it, still looked, like i ask for money...

p.s. Now go and hug person or persons you love and cherish, or call them and tell it! Does not matter, how much you tell that allready! One more time didn't hurt <3

Need an advice.
Last three weeks worked to renew my Loona cosplay image and decide to try make digitigrade legs. Foam cuts, as all tutorials say, come out surprisingly pretty good (despite my hands, that grown from ass =b), but now i think about - sew some bags in form of hips-tights and calf. May be even make them with zippers. And stuff them with cotton.
Is it possible? Can fabric keep desired shape? Or may be you can reccommend me some sites/forums where i can ask about it?

Straight Paypal transactions (with some limitations) available again for my commissions.

Boosty and hipolink stays, just in case. Choose, which you prefer)

If someone still interested in my commissions - now i'll accept payments on https://boosty.to/chessicheshire

Here tutorial about payments https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46271238/

Paypal goes to nothing)
Don't worry, i'll draw everything, that was commissioned at that point (yup, i know, i draw VEEEEERY slow)), but what will be after... i don't know.

Anyway, thanks everyone for everything)

Thanks everyone for kind words)
It's always nice to know, that people enjoy your art) even if you - a very lazy ass with some psychological problems))


Anyway, here's results, which you are waiting)

2nd place (flat colored one character) goes to  colers
and "main prize" (full colored one character + background) goes to  aurafoxy



And for everyone else - commissions are still opened)
And, who knows, may be there some other raffles, in future))

Не ждали? А мы, с моими тараканами, снова припёрлися)

Yeah. It was a long break. But, finally, i've gathered my thoughts and ready for new round)
But there's some sad news. I've raised my prices. Here you can see them https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38033852/

And, to get myself into shape, i wanna open art raffle. Prizes - full-colored one character commission with background and one character flat commission.
Rules are simple - just leave a comment under that note, and you're in)

And... just thank you for staying with me =3


ps. ow, yesh. i forgot about raffle end time)
7th september , ~1 PM by FA time

As usual, i've lost all my mood to draw (yeah-yeah, i know, everybody already tired from those messages.. sorry...). And it's worse, than previous (already 1.5 month).
So, after finishing my current "to-do" list, i'll switch to "YCH-only" commissions... i don't know, for how long, but, at least, i want to get rid of my "jumping" quality.
Sorry, but that's how i feel right now.

I love you all! BIG THANKS for your help! I was need it more, than i think.
Whatever happened, it killed not only my motherboard, but processor too...
Right now i need a little time to adjust the new system, and back in business!
*bow*

My main workplace (aka my PC ) is dead.
As I suspect, it's motherboard. Still does not shure, but all clues says, i'm right.
And, shame on me for saying it, but I need help to replace it.
www.paypal.me/chessicheshire
Any amount is appreciated.
I'm terribly sorry for this journal, but does not see any other choises.
Anyway, thank you for reading it, and, again, sorry for this journal :(

Okay =3
First one - you still got a time for http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29370320/ =3
I hope, soon will be another YCH (i've got some idea, still a little challenging for my skills, so i need time with it), but i just can't hold my commissions closed any longer (i didn't expect, but there's people, who want me (as an artist) =3)
So, my notes is open)

Finally, i've finished last commission in my list (someday i'll upload them)) , but, in last weeks, i'm totally not in the mood for... almost anything. I just want to lay and staring in the wall. May be draw for myself.
So, stay tuned. I'll return in one month =3

And again, sorry for all this delays.
As usual i've got that feeling of apathy and lazyness. And current commission, (that give a big challenge to my poor drawing skills) is not helping)
Just be patient =3 Thank you)

I'll wait your notes =3

Now i've got enough work till New Year (+ some shopping, cleaning, cooking etc.), so i decide to work with current list (+ i have couple of reserved slots)

Thaks for understanding. Hope to see more of your commissions in the next year =3

In my, almost, thirty years, i didn't think, what, someday, i'll need such deep understanding about male intimate parts between "mature" and "adult".

If someone not understand it - i've got first raiting warning notice.
As i understand it - "relaxed" male = "mature", "ready for work" = "adult" (even if he's alone).

But that's not all. One of "warnings" was for overrating... I didn't understand it. But i'm not admin, and must follow the rules.
So, in the next two days, i'll make some clean up in gallery. I will delete works with vague ratings (mostly - it's about woman's breasts. With my inaccurate style + some imagination, peoples can see some more details, than applied to "clean" rating).

Sounds strange... but that's how that site works.

Note me, if you want =3

I need some tips, for not being such sleepy person...

Now it's especially important, after i start playing in Pokemon Go + again begin playing in Pump It Up arcade... i don't see any problem in gaming process. But after - all i want is SLEEP!!!! SLEEP! MORE SLEEP!
It's very annoying, when you're awake, prepared to draw something... and after 30 minutes again crawling to the bed, and lay there another half of day...
Please, energetic persons - help me! ^.^

After YCH-auction end i'll close new commissions and will be working with current list.
But it will be a little slower, than i think. I've got another period of hateness to my drawing skills. So, be patient =3

Just to clarify couple of things)

First of all - my works is not for commercial use. If you make a profit from them without my permission, you are big, bad poopie =3
If you commissioned something from me – you already have a permission to upload it in your gallery)
Also, I don’t mind if you post my works to other sites and galleries, uses them as avatars, etc. (but, there always exist premission of commissioners, which always copyrighted under each work in my gallery))
All, what I ask, when you repost my art – plz, give a link to my gallery!
But, I don’t be happy, if I see, someone uses my own characters in roleplay or something like that. They‘re MINE! >=3


!BUT!
If you want sell something, like t-shirts, key-pendants, stickers etc. with my design – just say about it in commission request. Price will be higher on 20-30%, but I didn’t say anything, if will see this commission in some internet-shop)

I've got a couple ideas about YCHs with themes of my favorite games and books.
But i've got some doubts about getting money for this...
Well, i don't think i've got troubles for fan-art-based YCHs for such books, like "The Elder" by Sergey Tarmashev, or "Time of the Dead" by Andrey Kruz (mostly, i don't think someone, even in Russia, heard about those))
But, what about Super Robot Taisen-theme (if this title new to you - its a Bandai-Namco universe. they own ALL japanese gigant robots, including Evas, Grendizer etc.))?
Or Megamen theme?
Or, oh, what a hell, WH 40k? (that's a one scary universe to play with... it's owners copyrighted term "Space marine"...)

And, what must i do, if someone want a commission on those pupular, but copyrighted themes?

Finally, it's open)
At first, i was thinking about slot system.
But now i decide to see, how many people want commission from me at this moment (and, of course, can pay for it)
New prices you can see here http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/chessi/
All questions can be sended via PM

ps. Also, i've cleaned my PM. So, please, all, who asked about commissions, write me again)

*swims up from the depth of lazyness*
All commissions and prizes are completed. Now i'll take a little "vacation", on one week, to play in something, draw a couple of pictures i need for myself, and new YCH, create new pricelist and something more.
So, just wait a little longer. Soon, commissions will be open)

Thank you all, but i have only three places, and here are the winners)

3rd place, lineart of one character, goes to  Rouroni

2nd place, one character flat + bg, goes to  blinkblinkblink

and 1st place, full colored picture or clithed-naked ref, goes to  PolishSensei
I'll wait description of your characters)


thanks again, and stay tuned) commissions will be open soon)