Sexy dinosaur thought of the day
General | Posted 9 years ago...and then Ellie turned into a Velociraptor and Dr. Grant still had sex with her anyway. Because reasons. THE END.
Then the plot of the original script for Jurassic Park 4 happens with this as a prequel instead of #3 because they just made baby dino-men.
Then the plot of the original script for Jurassic Park 4 happens with this as a prequel instead of #3 because they just made baby dino-men.
Dungeons and Dinosaurs
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, I found these PDFs of D20 books that I didn't know existed till yesterday: http://thenexus.network/Documents/RPGs/D20/d20%20Goodman%20Games/
Two that stand out: Complete Guides to Tyrannosaurus and Velociraptors. I'm fuckin' DROOLING over here! Psionic T-rexes, raptor shamans and wizards... just... holy shit such good stuff in there!
On a side note somewhat related to that and my Jurassic Park fan story I'm obsessing over, I'm also hanging out on the Isle of Doom as Alan Grant's great-great-whatever grandfather, the alchemist/duskblade Dr. Valek Grant. There are key differences, but they look alike and both are cursed to return over and over again to dinosaur-infested islands. :B
Two that stand out: Complete Guides to Tyrannosaurus and Velociraptors. I'm fuckin' DROOLING over here! Psionic T-rexes, raptor shamans and wizards... just... holy shit such good stuff in there!
On a side note somewhat related to that and my Jurassic Park fan story I'm obsessing over, I'm also hanging out on the Isle of Doom as Alan Grant's great-great-whatever grandfather, the alchemist/duskblade Dr. Valek Grant. There are key differences, but they look alike and both are cursed to return over and over again to dinosaur-infested islands. :B
So... Jurassic Park fanfiction....
General | Posted 9 years agoSo... this story idea I've had in my head lately has been encompassing all my brainpower. p.q I'm still drawing, don't worry, got commissions under way still, but this has been distracting me like crazy.
Well, I want to see Jurassic Parks 1 and maybe 2 tie in somewhere with Jurassic World. I don't like the plot of the third movie very much and I'll explain why as I go, so I've decided it's all just literally Dr. Grant's nightmare that he's been having since 2001. The whole thing just.... makes more sense as a terrible, terrible dream. I did like certain aspects of the film, but overall it felt like a huge middle finger as a lifelong JP and Grantler OTP fan(Alan Grant/Ellie Sattler is my One True Pairing). So here I am, taking things into my own claws with my own version.
Things I'm looking to fix with this story/important plot points:
- Alan's totally married to Ellie. There's no question in my mind. They stuck together after the trauma of the first film, clinging to each other to try to regain a sense of Safety. There's no therapy for surviving a night being hunted by prehistoric monsters, and I just have this image of them sobbing in each others' arms every morning to cope with their night terrors. Ellie didn't get it as bad; after multiple, more peaceful, visits to the island, she's reconciled that the place isn't all bad. She was patient enough to put up with Alan's shit, and it seemed to me that she really loved him even if he didn't want a family at first(but that look that he gives her when the kids are sleeping in his lap on the helicopter totally said to me, "Check it out, Ellie, maybe I do want kids now"). Now the new park is opening, his post-traumatic stress is resurfacing, and he clings to her like.... some sort of clingy thingy. It's weirdly codependent and a little unhealthy. That's how insanity manifests sometimes.
-Third film was literally one of Alan's night terrors. The thought of Ellie leaving scares him far more than dinosaurs ever could.
-They had a son named Samuel Neil Grant. Yeah, real original, I know. :P I did the math, and if he was born just after the first movie he could be 21 and go on vacation to Jurassic World without his parents finding out... so he thinks. I felt like that should have been the focus of the third movie, but nope, they had her married to some dumb putzy government asshole with a 3 and 1 year old. So, that'll be scrapped, they have one kid, he's 21 now, he got stuck there in the middle of the “containment anomaly” in JW, and is taking cover in one of the buildings with other survivors.
- So, Laura Dern is going to be in the next Star Wars movie(very exciting!), which inspired me to give Ellie some Jedi powers allowing her to mentally connect with animals. They've been manifesting since the first film(ever wonder why Rexy saved they asses?). And yes, I've been watching Star Wars Rebels. :P Alan's been seeing a halo of gold radiating from her body for about as long, but he thinks it's a stress hallucination. And I figure that if I'm creating my alternate canon, why not cross a little toward Star Wars? I've contemplated a scene where Ellie has a lightsaber battle with Dr. Wu, but.... we'll see.
- We totally need a scene where they get swallowed by Rexy. Don't worry, they're able to escape without hurting her. But this is Jurassic Park, and thus vore needs to happen. I just see it going like this:
Ellie: "We're going to die down here!"
Alan: "I know."
Cue sexy make-out scene inside a Tyrannosaurus. Because to me, that is totally hot. >.>;
- Upon watching JP3 again, I realized I'd forgotten that Billy lives through getting pecked by Pteranodons. I was very disappointed with this because it's Jurassic Park, and people who screw with shit die in Jurassic Park. He stole those raptor eggs and should have been snuffed! So I put him in as the first casualty.
- Talking raptor dream sequence. Hear me out here: If that scene were relevant to the plot in any way, it wouldn't have been so terrible. I imagine Alan waking up on the way to rescue his son and the raptor speaking in Ellie's voice, telling Alan to come find her. This raptor is different from the previous raptors he encountered: it has a blue stripe down each side of its body. (Spoiler alert that you totally saw coming: This is Blue.) It also works with the theme of night terrors and post-trauma that I'm working with here. And psychic weirdness will be canon now, so....
- InGen still called on them for favors for several years after the first film. They're basically indentured to the company now; if Alan wants funding for his dig, he has to do certain favors for them. However, after the third mission to the island, Alan refuses to return again. I always hated that they bought him off with money in the third film! I feel that nothing short of a loved one in danger, at this point, would ever get him to return there. Ever. As I've said, Ellie will have visited the island far more times than Dr. Grant. By the time they wrangled the escaped carnivores, what was left wasn't so bad, and Ellie(unknown to Grant, or anyone for that matter) uses her mental powers to connect with the large herbivores to round them back up. She also studies the plant life on the island; neither Hammond nor Wu would tell her how the prehistoric plants came to be on that island, so she studies them as best she can, recording every species in most of the herbivore paddocks for her own research. By 2015, when our story takes place, neither of them had returned to the island for several years; InGen no longer need their help, but they did need their amber. Grant's team is required to relinquish all amber-trapped insects from the site directly to InGen's genetics department. Things get really bad for Alan's mental state when they uncover a preserved Utahraptor hand inside a particularly large chunk of amber. I based this on actual finds of small dinosaur arms and tails inside amber recently. I keep myself well-informed about paleontology these days. :3
- This story will also make references to the game ARK: Survival Evolved, mainly because I made Ellie as my character on there. :B And the cheat command for auto-taming a dinosaur on there is literally “forcetame”so that also ties in to the Jedi thing. Let's just say that Nublar has similar plants to The Island. Narcoberries will be mentioned.
- Nudity and sex! These were lacking in all 4 films, but I know the fandom doesn't see it that way! (Cue montage of Blue/Owen porn and sexy shirtless Malcolm.) I haven't seen enough Grantler porn, but I'm hoping to inspire more of it. O:3 Also, their relationship is kinda BDSM. Alan's the bottom and refers to Ellie as his “alpha female.”
-The Return to Jurassic Park and Raptor trilogy comics will be canon. So much PTSD fodder, dear god! I read them yesterday as research, and.... yeah, I like them enough that events from there will get mentioned. Also Alan and Ellie are a canon pairing in that which is why I kept reading it all night. :P
And that's what I've got planned. As an extra bonus, here's a sample, my new talking raptor dream:
Now that he was settled in his seat, Alan pulled his hat down over his face and leaned back. The stress of the day took a lot out of him, and he suddenly felt exhaustion overcome him. He was asleep within minutes.
He was on the helicopter, looking around. No one was in sight.
“Ellie?” he called. No answer. Are they all having a secret meeting without me? Is this on autopilot? Wait.... Shouldn't someone be flying this thing?
Behind him, a raptor hooted; the distinct sneeze-cough was made by their skull's resonating chamber. He turned.
Hauntingly familiar bird-lizard eyes gazed back at him. It was a raptor. It sneeze-coughed once more and advanced slowly, making a series of slow clicking calls and rapping its toe-talons on the floor. Alan felt cold terror well up from inside him. He took a slow, calculated step away from the animal.
From the left came a shriek as another raptor charged out of nowhere, knocking Alan to the floor. He struggled, but the hot breath was upon his face and the claws held him down at the shoulders. Alan reached toward the pilot's chair, yelling Ellie's name at the top of his lungs. When he turned his head to look, he saw another raptor sitting there wearing Ellie's clothes. This one was a pale gray and had a streak of blue across each eye, continuing down the neck.
It opened its mouth and said one word: “Alan...”
It spoke with Ellie's voice.
“Come find me, Alan.”
It lunged.
Alan screamed himself awake.
So, I guess what I'm trying to say is: Would anyone be interested in reading that? Might post what I've got with enough interest; the first chapter's almost wrapped up.
Also expect illustrations at some point. Ellie in leather and Alan in rope bondage, mmmmm.
Well, I want to see Jurassic Parks 1 and maybe 2 tie in somewhere with Jurassic World. I don't like the plot of the third movie very much and I'll explain why as I go, so I've decided it's all just literally Dr. Grant's nightmare that he's been having since 2001. The whole thing just.... makes more sense as a terrible, terrible dream. I did like certain aspects of the film, but overall it felt like a huge middle finger as a lifelong JP and Grantler OTP fan(Alan Grant/Ellie Sattler is my One True Pairing). So here I am, taking things into my own claws with my own version.
Things I'm looking to fix with this story/important plot points:
- Alan's totally married to Ellie. There's no question in my mind. They stuck together after the trauma of the first film, clinging to each other to try to regain a sense of Safety. There's no therapy for surviving a night being hunted by prehistoric monsters, and I just have this image of them sobbing in each others' arms every morning to cope with their night terrors. Ellie didn't get it as bad; after multiple, more peaceful, visits to the island, she's reconciled that the place isn't all bad. She was patient enough to put up with Alan's shit, and it seemed to me that she really loved him even if he didn't want a family at first(but that look that he gives her when the kids are sleeping in his lap on the helicopter totally said to me, "Check it out, Ellie, maybe I do want kids now"). Now the new park is opening, his post-traumatic stress is resurfacing, and he clings to her like.... some sort of clingy thingy. It's weirdly codependent and a little unhealthy. That's how insanity manifests sometimes.
-Third film was literally one of Alan's night terrors. The thought of Ellie leaving scares him far more than dinosaurs ever could.
-They had a son named Samuel Neil Grant. Yeah, real original, I know. :P I did the math, and if he was born just after the first movie he could be 21 and go on vacation to Jurassic World without his parents finding out... so he thinks. I felt like that should have been the focus of the third movie, but nope, they had her married to some dumb putzy government asshole with a 3 and 1 year old. So, that'll be scrapped, they have one kid, he's 21 now, he got stuck there in the middle of the “containment anomaly” in JW, and is taking cover in one of the buildings with other survivors.
- So, Laura Dern is going to be in the next Star Wars movie(very exciting!), which inspired me to give Ellie some Jedi powers allowing her to mentally connect with animals. They've been manifesting since the first film(ever wonder why Rexy saved they asses?). And yes, I've been watching Star Wars Rebels. :P Alan's been seeing a halo of gold radiating from her body for about as long, but he thinks it's a stress hallucination. And I figure that if I'm creating my alternate canon, why not cross a little toward Star Wars? I've contemplated a scene where Ellie has a lightsaber battle with Dr. Wu, but.... we'll see.
- We totally need a scene where they get swallowed by Rexy. Don't worry, they're able to escape without hurting her. But this is Jurassic Park, and thus vore needs to happen. I just see it going like this:
Ellie: "We're going to die down here!"
Alan: "I know."
Cue sexy make-out scene inside a Tyrannosaurus. Because to me, that is totally hot. >.>;
- Upon watching JP3 again, I realized I'd forgotten that Billy lives through getting pecked by Pteranodons. I was very disappointed with this because it's Jurassic Park, and people who screw with shit die in Jurassic Park. He stole those raptor eggs and should have been snuffed! So I put him in as the first casualty.
- Talking raptor dream sequence. Hear me out here: If that scene were relevant to the plot in any way, it wouldn't have been so terrible. I imagine Alan waking up on the way to rescue his son and the raptor speaking in Ellie's voice, telling Alan to come find her. This raptor is different from the previous raptors he encountered: it has a blue stripe down each side of its body. (Spoiler alert that you totally saw coming: This is Blue.) It also works with the theme of night terrors and post-trauma that I'm working with here. And psychic weirdness will be canon now, so....
- InGen still called on them for favors for several years after the first film. They're basically indentured to the company now; if Alan wants funding for his dig, he has to do certain favors for them. However, after the third mission to the island, Alan refuses to return again. I always hated that they bought him off with money in the third film! I feel that nothing short of a loved one in danger, at this point, would ever get him to return there. Ever. As I've said, Ellie will have visited the island far more times than Dr. Grant. By the time they wrangled the escaped carnivores, what was left wasn't so bad, and Ellie(unknown to Grant, or anyone for that matter) uses her mental powers to connect with the large herbivores to round them back up. She also studies the plant life on the island; neither Hammond nor Wu would tell her how the prehistoric plants came to be on that island, so she studies them as best she can, recording every species in most of the herbivore paddocks for her own research. By 2015, when our story takes place, neither of them had returned to the island for several years; InGen no longer need their help, but they did need their amber. Grant's team is required to relinquish all amber-trapped insects from the site directly to InGen's genetics department. Things get really bad for Alan's mental state when they uncover a preserved Utahraptor hand inside a particularly large chunk of amber. I based this on actual finds of small dinosaur arms and tails inside amber recently. I keep myself well-informed about paleontology these days. :3
- This story will also make references to the game ARK: Survival Evolved, mainly because I made Ellie as my character on there. :B And the cheat command for auto-taming a dinosaur on there is literally “forcetame”so that also ties in to the Jedi thing. Let's just say that Nublar has similar plants to The Island. Narcoberries will be mentioned.
- Nudity and sex! These were lacking in all 4 films, but I know the fandom doesn't see it that way! (Cue montage of Blue/Owen porn and sexy shirtless Malcolm.) I haven't seen enough Grantler porn, but I'm hoping to inspire more of it. O:3 Also, their relationship is kinda BDSM. Alan's the bottom and refers to Ellie as his “alpha female.”
-The Return to Jurassic Park and Raptor trilogy comics will be canon. So much PTSD fodder, dear god! I read them yesterday as research, and.... yeah, I like them enough that events from there will get mentioned. Also Alan and Ellie are a canon pairing in that which is why I kept reading it all night. :P
And that's what I've got planned. As an extra bonus, here's a sample, my new talking raptor dream:
Now that he was settled in his seat, Alan pulled his hat down over his face and leaned back. The stress of the day took a lot out of him, and he suddenly felt exhaustion overcome him. He was asleep within minutes.
He was on the helicopter, looking around. No one was in sight.
“Ellie?” he called. No answer. Are they all having a secret meeting without me? Is this on autopilot? Wait.... Shouldn't someone be flying this thing?
Behind him, a raptor hooted; the distinct sneeze-cough was made by their skull's resonating chamber. He turned.
Hauntingly familiar bird-lizard eyes gazed back at him. It was a raptor. It sneeze-coughed once more and advanced slowly, making a series of slow clicking calls and rapping its toe-talons on the floor. Alan felt cold terror well up from inside him. He took a slow, calculated step away from the animal.
From the left came a shriek as another raptor charged out of nowhere, knocking Alan to the floor. He struggled, but the hot breath was upon his face and the claws held him down at the shoulders. Alan reached toward the pilot's chair, yelling Ellie's name at the top of his lungs. When he turned his head to look, he saw another raptor sitting there wearing Ellie's clothes. This one was a pale gray and had a streak of blue across each eye, continuing down the neck.
It opened its mouth and said one word: “Alan...”
It spoke with Ellie's voice.
“Come find me, Alan.”
It lunged.
Alan screamed himself awake.
So, I guess what I'm trying to say is: Would anyone be interested in reading that? Might post what I've got with enough interest; the first chapter's almost wrapped up.
Also expect illustrations at some point. Ellie in leather and Alan in rope bondage, mmmmm.
A new year. Bah humbug.
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, I'm hoping for this to be a good year, but the past one was pretty crappy, so I'm not expecting much from this one. I want to draw and post more, but honestly I've been feeling pretty discouraged. :/ Last year was just... not a good year.
I woke myself up yelling several times on New Year's eve(or morning or whatever, after the ball drop), because I'm having horrible dreams about my sister living in our house again. I have no idea if I should go all superstitious on this or not. That 16 days rustled ALL of my jimmies, and as a result my anxiety is at an all-time high, Yay! x.x For those just tuning in, she a crackhead for really real, and she tried to get me arrested.
The second day of the year, we found out that my niece Lisa got punched and choked by her sister's biological father while the two were staying with him for Christmas. The police and CPS were both pretty much useless. People are just allowed to choke kids up in here apparrently. :/ We're all furious and they're not going back to that man's house, ever. Another wild stressor appears.
So we'll see what Eris throws at me this year. And I'll try harder to post art and check in now and then.
Nothing changes on New Year's Day.
Everything can change on a New Year's Day.
Everything is in motion and nothing will ever be the same.
Thank you to those still watching my art. Does anyone want a free dinosaur?
I woke myself up yelling several times on New Year's eve(or morning or whatever, after the ball drop), because I'm having horrible dreams about my sister living in our house again. I have no idea if I should go all superstitious on this or not. That 16 days rustled ALL of my jimmies, and as a result my anxiety is at an all-time high, Yay! x.x For those just tuning in, she a crackhead for really real, and she tried to get me arrested.
The second day of the year, we found out that my niece Lisa got punched and choked by her sister's biological father while the two were staying with him for Christmas. The police and CPS were both pretty much useless. People are just allowed to choke kids up in here apparrently. :/ We're all furious and they're not going back to that man's house, ever. Another wild stressor appears.
So we'll see what Eris throws at me this year. And I'll try harder to post art and check in now and then.
Nothing changes on New Year's Day.
Everything can change on a New Year's Day.
Everything is in motion and nothing will ever be the same.
Thank you to those still watching my art. Does anyone want a free dinosaur?
Dinosaurs!
General | Posted 9 years agoI am going to be watching Jurassic Park and drawing dinosaurs today. Any particular species anyone would like to see? Probably gonna do head shots mostly, might be a few full body scribbles in there too though.
I know I haven't been posting nearly as much as I've wanted to this year... it's been a rough one. I am hoping, as it winds to a close, that the next will be more fruitful.
But for now.... Dinosaurs are making me happy, so let's see how long I can keep drawing them.
I know I haven't been posting nearly as much as I've wanted to this year... it's been a rough one. I am hoping, as it winds to a close, that the next will be more fruitful.
But for now.... Dinosaurs are making me happy, so let's see how long I can keep drawing them.
Pokemon Go status: Semi-active
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, I got a new phone, just waiting the long wait of transferring my account and phone number over from Tracfone to Straight Talk. The site said it might take up to 2 days. >.< Pokemon Go does work on it, but only around my house thus far. This phone can tap directly into my home wifi, which means while I'm home I can catch Pokemon, but I can't leave the yard with it or I go out of range for my internets. Shouldn't be a problem once my info transfers though!
Went with Bulbasaur for my starter, I caught a Weedil on the stairs and a Rattata and Caterpie in Zakk's room. :3 Now I jut have to be patient and soon I can catch em e'rywhere!
My naughty drawings are still in the works, playing this won't diminish my urge to draw Pokepornz. :3
So, I herd u liek mudkips.....
Edit: I picked 3 more random "winners" for my project, Lileep, Elekid, and Regirock. I'm thinking 2 dicks in 1 hole; Lileep will be female and the other 2 male. :3
Went with Bulbasaur for my starter, I caught a Weedil on the stairs and a Rattata and Caterpie in Zakk's room. :3 Now I jut have to be patient and soon I can catch em e'rywhere!
My naughty drawings are still in the works, playing this won't diminish my urge to draw Pokepornz. :3
So, I herd u liek mudkips.....
Edit: I picked 3 more random "winners" for my project, Lileep, Elekid, and Regirock. I'm thinking 2 dicks in 1 hole; Lileep will be female and the other 2 male. :3
Random pokemon sex scenes: How I'm doing this.
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, for a project, I decided to write down every Pokemon ever, cut the names out, and (quite literally) put them in a hat to draw 2 or more at random and draw them having sex.
My first couple was Tympole and Crustle. I'm thinking Crustle oughtta give that Tympole a good hard fisting, he looks like he's asking for it and Crustle's got them beefy crab claws. >:3 Yep, this is looking to be an interesting project...
My first couple was Tympole and Crustle. I'm thinking Crustle oughtta give that Tympole a good hard fisting, he looks like he's asking for it and Crustle's got them beefy crab claws. >:3 Yep, this is looking to be an interesting project...
Pokemon and Kaiju
General | Posted 9 years agoAll I've been sketching lately is Pokemon or kaiju related. :B Huge or tiny, I love them Japanese monsters. :3
So here's my status with Pokemon Go: Can't play it on my existing Android phone. Isn't available for my Windows tablet. I can't get it to work on an Android emulator, even with a fake GPS... which I've heard the company frowns upon anyway. So, I'm shit outta luck on that for now, unless I get a better phone or something.
SOoooo.... in the meantime, using the powers of my frustration, guess I'm going to try drawing every Pokemon ever. :B Also, I'm very, very very open to any Pokemon or kaiju related commissions at this time! Might even do a Pokemon related orgy commission if anyone's down. :3
So yep... just watching old Godzillas and playing old Pokemons to pass the time... and of course much doodling...
So here's my status with Pokemon Go: Can't play it on my existing Android phone. Isn't available for my Windows tablet. I can't get it to work on an Android emulator, even with a fake GPS... which I've heard the company frowns upon anyway. So, I'm shit outta luck on that for now, unless I get a better phone or something.
SOoooo.... in the meantime, using the powers of my frustration, guess I'm going to try drawing every Pokemon ever. :B Also, I'm very, very very open to any Pokemon or kaiju related commissions at this time! Might even do a Pokemon related orgy commission if anyone's down. :3
So yep... just watching old Godzillas and playing old Pokemons to pass the time... and of course much doodling...
e621
General | Posted 9 years agoSo I've come to the decision... since it's an archive site more or less, I'm allowing posts of my work on e621. I know I've found my way to some interesting new artists through there many a time, and I could use more traffic. Anyway, someone just posted some of my embarrassingly old art, a few of my newer weirder pieces, and one image which is not mine at all! (Should be glaringly obvious, I think it's of Colleen from Road Rovers... if someone could fix the tag on that, it'd be awesome of you. EDIT: someone fixed it, thanx!) It's all here: https://e621.net/post/index/1/chewtoy
But yeah, if you'd like to put my art there, you now have the go-ahead, just tag it properly and link back here under "source"! :) People are posting it anyway, so that's less work for me I suppose.
But yeah, if you'd like to put my art there, you now have the go-ahead, just tag it properly and link back here under "source"! :) People are posting it anyway, so that's less work for me I suppose.
Saurian Game and Godzilla Movies
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, THIS GAME: https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....val-experience
Looks amazing. Needs funding. I want to play it eventually but I haven't had much cash to spare lately. If you've also always wanted to BE A DINOSAUR, take a look and contribute if you can. Saurian must happen! I will play the heck out of it.
Then there are these 3 Godzilla movies that I'm looking forward to:
Godzilla: Heritage. https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....tage-phase-one Also has a Kickstarter and needs funding, but what they have so far looks fantastic. They're using both rubber suits and computer imagery, all of which looks fantastic from what I've seen. The creature designer's Deviantart name is DopePope, which I also think is awesome because hail Eris. And here's his work: http://dopepope.deviantart.com/
Godzilla 2, the next Legendary Pictures sequel to what many call "Heisenberg vs. Godzilla," but most know as Godzilla 2014. Here's the IMDB page for that one: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3741700/ I hear Mothra, Rodan, and King Ghidorah might be in it, so that's fun! I really liked the first one, though I know a lot of folks didn't. I felt like it made up for the 1998 film by the same title. :B
Godzilla: Resurgence, or Shin Gojira. This is the latest Japanese incarnation of Big G: http://godzilla.wikia.com/wiki/Godz.....la:_Resurgence One of the directors of the Attack on Titan movie(which many people also didn't like but I did, even though the story is way different from the anime/manga which I alo love) is working on this one too, and this really does look like the Godzilla that would exist in the Attack on Titan universe. My personal theory is that he's the Godzilla that burned "to death" in Godzilla vs. Destroyah, accounting for him being all scarred to hell. At any rate he's pretty scary looking. Lots of teeth so I'm happy. :3
I'm thinking about getting a Godzilla tattoo, but I'm still working on a good design. Would like a nice leg piece eventually, those ain't cheap. And maybe I'll get back into costuming too; I've always wanted a Godzilla suit. Feeling pretty creative again, it's good. Hope it lasts a while.
Looks amazing. Needs funding. I want to play it eventually but I haven't had much cash to spare lately. If you've also always wanted to BE A DINOSAUR, take a look and contribute if you can. Saurian must happen! I will play the heck out of it.
Then there are these 3 Godzilla movies that I'm looking forward to:
Godzilla: Heritage. https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....tage-phase-one Also has a Kickstarter and needs funding, but what they have so far looks fantastic. They're using both rubber suits and computer imagery, all of which looks fantastic from what I've seen. The creature designer's Deviantart name is DopePope, which I also think is awesome because hail Eris. And here's his work: http://dopepope.deviantart.com/
Godzilla 2, the next Legendary Pictures sequel to what many call "Heisenberg vs. Godzilla," but most know as Godzilla 2014. Here's the IMDB page for that one: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3741700/ I hear Mothra, Rodan, and King Ghidorah might be in it, so that's fun! I really liked the first one, though I know a lot of folks didn't. I felt like it made up for the 1998 film by the same title. :B
Godzilla: Resurgence, or Shin Gojira. This is the latest Japanese incarnation of Big G: http://godzilla.wikia.com/wiki/Godz.....la:_Resurgence One of the directors of the Attack on Titan movie(which many people also didn't like but I did, even though the story is way different from the anime/manga which I alo love) is working on this one too, and this really does look like the Godzilla that would exist in the Attack on Titan universe. My personal theory is that he's the Godzilla that burned "to death" in Godzilla vs. Destroyah, accounting for him being all scarred to hell. At any rate he's pretty scary looking. Lots of teeth so I'm happy. :3
I'm thinking about getting a Godzilla tattoo, but I'm still working on a good design. Would like a nice leg piece eventually, those ain't cheap. And maybe I'll get back into costuming too; I've always wanted a Godzilla suit. Feeling pretty creative again, it's good. Hope it lasts a while.
Back to the music...
General | Posted 9 years ago...as Travis Miles says. :P Art though, I think I'm ready to do some. Sorry again for the dramatic interlude. X.x I'm quite a bit more relaxed now and I'm gonna draw. Just draw.
Got one commission and a Hannibal/Red Hot Chili Peppers fanart I can't shake from my brain. Dark necessities are part of my design.
Got one commission and a Hannibal/Red Hot Chili Peppers fanart I can't shake from my brain. Dark necessities are part of my design.
And she's out...
General | Posted 9 years agoPrincess Dunkirk is out of my life again. I did meet with my counselor, don't worry I didn't do what I was ranting about last night. XD She was able to help Mom put her foot down finally. And Zakk read the letter my therapist wrote, saying she had to go for everyone's mental health, out loud and she stormed out in the middle of it. So he basically defeated my sister like a wizard, reading from a scroll. The police were not needed. But for her own sake.... I really hope my sister gets into rehab or something, because she can't be shooting up in our damn bathroom, and whatever she's doing is aging her horribly. Glad she's gone though.
Day 16.....
General | Posted 9 years agoSo it's the sixteenth day my junkie sister has been here with no end in sight. It's affecting me very harshly and Mom doesn't want to have her removed by the cops so.... I'm a mess. I can't get within 20 feet of her without her making snide and malicious comments, so I've been trying to be good and not be around when she's here, but I can't keep living like this. I am really depressed, enough to maybe tell my therapist I want to kill myself, JUT TO GET AWAY FROM HER. Probably not a good move but I'm really contemplating it. I'd rather be in the psych ward than here with her. I really really would. Slit my wrists for effect or something while I'm at it. Haven't been actually suicidal in a long time, I just want to get the fuck away from all this.
Yeah, I'm a mess and haven't been checking in on here or working on much of any art.... sorry guys. I had such hopes for this year but now I feel like I'm drowning in shit. Fuck my sister. This bullshit is fucking intolerable.
Yeah, I'm a mess and haven't been checking in on here or working on much of any art.... sorry guys. I had such hopes for this year but now I feel like I'm drowning in shit. Fuck my sister. This bullshit is fucking intolerable.
Let's talk some more about surgical TF!
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, trying to cheer myself up with all that's going on.. Weird surgical crap sill does it.
Has anyone seen the Human Centipede series? They're, uh, pretty disgusting, but at the same time I can't help but adore the weirdness factor. I love the first one, Deiter Laser is fantastic. The second one was pretty hilarious too, I know a lot of folks weren't as fond of it, but it gave me some morbid laughs with the weird guy who didn't know what he was doing surgery-wise.
Another good one was Tusk. It has a pretty grotesque surgical transformation into a walrus, and all the hilarity of that "Not-See Party" radio show. XD And the walrus-suit is randomly stitched together human skin with a few faces on it, it's horrible and wonderful and so very sick in every way. Geeat film, that Tusk. ❤
Oh, and Project Metalbeast! It's older, but is a ridiculous story of a mad doctor who decides to give a werewolf metallic skin grafts and thinks that he'll be able to control it. It's really pretty terrible, but that's what makes it so funny!
Anyway, I was just thinking how I'd like to see more freaky surgery movies. Mm, Frankenstein and Doctor Moreau based ones are always fun. Anyone know some other good ones? And what would you make into a surgical TF film if you could do any surgical weirdness you want in it?
Has anyone seen the Human Centipede series? They're, uh, pretty disgusting, but at the same time I can't help but adore the weirdness factor. I love the first one, Deiter Laser is fantastic. The second one was pretty hilarious too, I know a lot of folks weren't as fond of it, but it gave me some morbid laughs with the weird guy who didn't know what he was doing surgery-wise.
Another good one was Tusk. It has a pretty grotesque surgical transformation into a walrus, and all the hilarity of that "Not-See Party" radio show. XD And the walrus-suit is randomly stitched together human skin with a few faces on it, it's horrible and wonderful and so very sick in every way. Geeat film, that Tusk. ❤
Oh, and Project Metalbeast! It's older, but is a ridiculous story of a mad doctor who decides to give a werewolf metallic skin grafts and thinks that he'll be able to control it. It's really pretty terrible, but that's what makes it so funny!
Anyway, I was just thinking how I'd like to see more freaky surgery movies. Mm, Frankenstein and Doctor Moreau based ones are always fun. Anyone know some other good ones? And what would you make into a surgical TF film if you could do any surgical weirdness you want in it?
BLARGKH
General | Posted 9 years agoWHAT A WEEK I'M HAVING X.X
FA, what the actual fuck, really. That's all I'm going to say about that. Still, I'm glad it's back.
Also I've been having horrible, horrible problems at home. My sociopathic junkie sister moved in against mine and Mom's wishes, and on Friday she did her damnedest to make it hell on me, bringing home an almost-dead baby rodent which even I couldn't identify, refusing to let me take it to a wildlife rehabilitation center like you're supposed to, and then baiting me with insult-barbs until I snapped and kicked the crap out of her. She called the cops on me like a dirty rat, but Mom and Zakk talked her out of pressing charges. And the cops took her little"pet" away and probably did what I wanted to in the first place: find a place that can give the thing veterinary care and proper food, not cow milk which can kill a baby rodent like she was doing.
I don't even give a shit if she sees this. I didn't mention her name so she can't do shit.
Well I have been not sleeping and stress-vomiting since Thursday when she showed up. And I've nearly lost my voice from screaming at her before I tackled her. My throat's still sore, but that might be partially from all the yelling I just did watching wrestling also, ar least that probably didn't help. Great times, just wonderful FUN. :/
Anyway, I hope some of you friendly folks are still on here because I need some support. And if you hear about any apartments available in the Fredonia NY area please let me know, at least then no one can say I didn't help. Yeah, she's still got her crap here but hasn't been home, probably too freaked out by me becoming She-Hulk. I'm way stronger than I should be, and just think, I might start lifting weights now too. :P
Also, some info on what you SHOULD do when you find a wild animal in distress:
http://healthypets.mercola.com/site.....scue-plan.aspx My sister said it was stupid to take it to a rehabilitation center, BUT THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. Cow milk can kill a baby rodent and that is what she was feeding it. :/ I just don't want anyone else to make that mistake. Making an animal suffer and die of intestinal distress is only fun for sociopaths. Please share this info!
The whole thing is eerily similar to that crap my ex-friend pulled after she ruined things with Zakk's apartment: she brought home that kitten some of you may remember, the one whose eyes fell out, to hurt me by making me watch it die. I'm not falling for that shit anymore and people seriously need to stop fucking with me. Is this method of using an animal against a sensitive person in the Official Sociopath's Handbook or something? Shit's been pulled on me twice by different people, what the actual fuck.
FA, what the actual fuck, really. That's all I'm going to say about that. Still, I'm glad it's back.
Also I've been having horrible, horrible problems at home. My sociopathic junkie sister moved in against mine and Mom's wishes, and on Friday she did her damnedest to make it hell on me, bringing home an almost-dead baby rodent which even I couldn't identify, refusing to let me take it to a wildlife rehabilitation center like you're supposed to, and then baiting me with insult-barbs until I snapped and kicked the crap out of her. She called the cops on me like a dirty rat, but Mom and Zakk talked her out of pressing charges. And the cops took her little"pet" away and probably did what I wanted to in the first place: find a place that can give the thing veterinary care and proper food, not cow milk which can kill a baby rodent like she was doing.
I don't even give a shit if she sees this. I didn't mention her name so she can't do shit.
Well I have been not sleeping and stress-vomiting since Thursday when she showed up. And I've nearly lost my voice from screaming at her before I tackled her. My throat's still sore, but that might be partially from all the yelling I just did watching wrestling also, ar least that probably didn't help. Great times, just wonderful FUN. :/
Anyway, I hope some of you friendly folks are still on here because I need some support. And if you hear about any apartments available in the Fredonia NY area please let me know, at least then no one can say I didn't help. Yeah, she's still got her crap here but hasn't been home, probably too freaked out by me becoming She-Hulk. I'm way stronger than I should be, and just think, I might start lifting weights now too. :P
Also, some info on what you SHOULD do when you find a wild animal in distress:
http://healthypets.mercola.com/site.....scue-plan.aspx My sister said it was stupid to take it to a rehabilitation center, BUT THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. Cow milk can kill a baby rodent and that is what she was feeding it. :/ I just don't want anyone else to make that mistake. Making an animal suffer and die of intestinal distress is only fun for sociopaths. Please share this info!
The whole thing is eerily similar to that crap my ex-friend pulled after she ruined things with Zakk's apartment: she brought home that kitten some of you may remember, the one whose eyes fell out, to hurt me by making me watch it die. I'm not falling for that shit anymore and people seriously need to stop fucking with me. Is this method of using an animal against a sensitive person in the Official Sociopath's Handbook or something? Shit's been pulled on me twice by different people, what the actual fuck.
Furry Network
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, during the recent outage I discovered Furry Network. I think I really like that site, though I don't know if many folks are on there. Anyway, the drag-and-drop batch uploading you can do there is great, as is being able to import all your images from FA on there! I haven't posted much there yet, but here is my page: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/squeakychewtoy/
I'm still on Deviantart also: http://squeakychewtoy.deviantart.com/
and Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~squeakychewtoy
I'm still on Deviantart also: http://squeakychewtoy.deviantart.com/
and Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~squeakychewtoy
On becoming a sabercat...
General | Posted 9 years agoI've decided that my fursona should become part smilodon.
Weird, right? I'm a vegetarian, compassionate to other beings, but... there's still something predatory in me that needs to be expressed. That desire to eat the hearts of my enemies and take their power. Also, I have a fetish for big sharp teeth... dunno what it is, I like em. (Like em big? Like em big!) So, now I've got saberteeth.
I actually thought long and hard about making myself into a goat, since I'm technically an herbivore, and if I was any kind of actual herbivore, it would probably be a goat... maybe for an alternate character, but deep down, I'm a cat. A green herbivore cat with big sharp teeth. Meow. :3
Basically, henceforth Chewtoy shall be drawn with saber fangs. Whee! Not really a big change I guess but I really like it.
Weird, right? I'm a vegetarian, compassionate to other beings, but... there's still something predatory in me that needs to be expressed. That desire to eat the hearts of my enemies and take their power. Also, I have a fetish for big sharp teeth... dunno what it is, I like em. (Like em big? Like em big!) So, now I've got saberteeth.
I actually thought long and hard about making myself into a goat, since I'm technically an herbivore, and if I was any kind of actual herbivore, it would probably be a goat... maybe for an alternate character, but deep down, I'm a cat. A green herbivore cat with big sharp teeth. Meow. :3
Basically, henceforth Chewtoy shall be drawn with saber fangs. Whee! Not really a big change I guess but I really like it.
Patreon - What would YOU like?
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, I'm still working on setting up my Patreon. I'm not sure what I want to put for rewards yet. Some things I've contemplated are monthly sketch and badge commissions, a monthly raffle for one full-color image, and maybe high-resolution images of most of my art. (But probably not the coloring book stuff.) What do people look for in a good creator page? I'm very new to this. :B I definitely don't want to make it a paywall! But I do want to offer some good stuff.
I do eventually want to be able to offer PDF and print copies of my Really Adult Coloring Book, but that's going to be a while. Got a start on some images for that. I may end up doing multiple issues if that gets enough interest. :D
I do eventually want to be able to offer PDF and print copies of my Really Adult Coloring Book, but that's going to be a while. Got a start on some images for that. I may end up doing multiple issues if that gets enough interest. :D
Really Adult Coloring Book, also Patreon?
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, I'm thinking about putting together a coloring book full of nude anthro characters on those crazy zentangle-type backgrounds I've been fond of doing lately. It's something I could produce at home with the tools I have available, I think. Some of the art will be of my characters, some will be of animal-like deities from various cultures. Some will be tasteful nudes, some not so tasteful.
Would anyone be interested in buying such a book? Either way, I'll start on the art... something might come of the images anyway.
Also, been contemplating Patreon lately. Who's on there and what do you think of it? Might that be a way to get a little funding for this project? :B
Would anyone be interested in buying such a book? Either way, I'll start on the art... something might come of the images anyway.
Also, been contemplating Patreon lately. Who's on there and what do you think of it? Might that be a way to get a little funding for this project? :B
If you like my Zentangle stuff...
General | Posted 9 years ago...check out my Deviantart. http://squeakychewtoy.deviantart.com/ I'm posting all of these on there. Many are in my scraps, mostly the ones I didn't think came out great, but I'm working on posting more of them there! I am just posting my animal themed ones here, but all of em are over there, so have a peep.
Oh, and what's this Zentangle thing? https://www.zentangle.com/ Pattern-based meditative art of a sort. It really helps with my anxiety disorder. :B
Oh, and what's this Zentangle thing? https://www.zentangle.com/ Pattern-based meditative art of a sort. It really helps with my anxiety disorder. :B
Let's talk about surgical TF!
General | Posted 9 years agoSome of you may be familiar with my surgery TF commissions. Let's discuss that shall we? :3
I first started doing these in about 2008, for
lemondrop, whom I've done lots of art for over the years, bless him. I'd done a lot of magical and biological TF, but this was new and really grew on me. (Ha!) So I haven't stopped. :3
I wouldn't say that surgical TF is a personal fetish, but I do find it really fun to draw and fascinating to think about. I personally find magic/biological TF more of a turn-on, so maybe that is a fetish, since I do fantasize about shapeshifting.... like a LOT. But I love drawing both! And the surgery commissions make me feel like a mad scientist, and inspired my fursona to become a rogue surgeon. :3 I made her into a fleshwarper in D&D, a class that specializes in magical grafts, much like how my art has been going for the past few years! :D
So, now my new guilty pleasure(ok, I don't feel guilt for it but somehow I feel like I ought to) is those reality shows where they fix botched plastic surgeries. I've been watching Botched(American) and Botched Up Bodies(UK). I really like Botched Up Bodies because they show the procedures! The whole procedure. I've never seen cosmetic surgery done before these shows! It's fascinating. o.o I also started watching Nip/Tuck, which is somewhat related.
I will probably never get cosmetic surgery, personally. These shows have effectively scared me off of that, ha. Naw, I'm happy with myself though, I think I look all right. :3 Maybe I'd get pointed ears at the most, but I like my face and boobs, even though I'm a bit tubby. :B But it's very interesting to learn about.
Do you like surgéy TF? What would you like to see me "sew together" next?
I first started doing these in about 2008, for
lemondrop, whom I've done lots of art for over the years, bless him. I'd done a lot of magical and biological TF, but this was new and really grew on me. (Ha!) So I haven't stopped. :3I wouldn't say that surgical TF is a personal fetish, but I do find it really fun to draw and fascinating to think about. I personally find magic/biological TF more of a turn-on, so maybe that is a fetish, since I do fantasize about shapeshifting.... like a LOT. But I love drawing both! And the surgery commissions make me feel like a mad scientist, and inspired my fursona to become a rogue surgeon. :3 I made her into a fleshwarper in D&D, a class that specializes in magical grafts, much like how my art has been going for the past few years! :D
So, now my new guilty pleasure(ok, I don't feel guilt for it but somehow I feel like I ought to) is those reality shows where they fix botched plastic surgeries. I've been watching Botched(American) and Botched Up Bodies(UK). I really like Botched Up Bodies because they show the procedures! The whole procedure. I've never seen cosmetic surgery done before these shows! It's fascinating. o.o I also started watching Nip/Tuck, which is somewhat related.
I will probably never get cosmetic surgery, personally. These shows have effectively scared me off of that, ha. Naw, I'm happy with myself though, I think I look all right. :3 Maybe I'd get pointed ears at the most, but I like my face and boobs, even though I'm a bit tubby. :B But it's very interesting to learn about.
Do you like surgéy TF? What would you like to see me "sew together" next?
Back in business.
General | Posted 9 years agoOkay, got my new tablet pen. So, I am inking. :3
I also did some time traveling last night, in the form of looking through old sketchbooks. It was an interesting process and I photographed a lot of old gems to ink digitally. It was also a somewhat painful process, seeing drawings of/for old exes and crushes, friends who since betrayed me, my cats who have passed away... but the past is important. I remember mistakes so that(hopefully) I won't make them again. These old drawings are reminders of where I come from, and I have come a long way on this freaky-ass journey. Some of the memories are good though, and I cherish them. I have some old friends who I don't talk to much anymore, but I think about them fondly still. Sometimes it's hard for me to reach out, having been though a lot of trust problems, but I have love for them and I hope they still feel it.
Been in a time of introspection lately. But I think it'll make anything I do now and in the future that much better. Also reading a lot of Robert Anton Wilson books, which may have triggered that. Sorry for the lack of updates; I am getting back to work now. :3
Also, thank you to anyone who watches and faves my work. Thanks for being down with my freak show of Chaos. Thank you so much! I have love for you all too. :3
I also did some time traveling last night, in the form of looking through old sketchbooks. It was an interesting process and I photographed a lot of old gems to ink digitally. It was also a somewhat painful process, seeing drawings of/for old exes and crushes, friends who since betrayed me, my cats who have passed away... but the past is important. I remember mistakes so that(hopefully) I won't make them again. These old drawings are reminders of where I come from, and I have come a long way on this freaky-ass journey. Some of the memories are good though, and I cherish them. I have some old friends who I don't talk to much anymore, but I think about them fondly still. Sometimes it's hard for me to reach out, having been though a lot of trust problems, but I have love for them and I hope they still feel it.
Been in a time of introspection lately. But I think it'll make anything I do now and in the future that much better. Also reading a lot of Robert Anton Wilson books, which may have triggered that. Sorry for the lack of updates; I am getting back to work now. :3
Also, thank you to anyone who watches and faves my work. Thanks for being down with my freak show of Chaos. Thank you so much! I have love for you all too. :3
Technical Difficulties
General | Posted 10 years agoSo, my surface pen broke. Waiting for the new one I just ordered. So I can't really draw on my tablet right now. Perhaps I'll scan some things in the meantime. sorry to those waiting on that group commission, gonna take longer than I expected. :( I'll let y'all know when I'm back in business.
Prehistorgy still open!
General | Posted 10 years agoStill have slots available for my orgy commission: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7333571/ I said before I wanted at least 5, but if I don't get any more, I'll just do a 3 way between these lovely characters:
gryphraptor's gryphon raptor
aayrick's triceratops taur
chewtoy's (mine) Stella the Styracosaurus
I am still trying to figure out how to draw a ceratopsian giving oral. ;) So I'll give it till the end of the week if anyone else wants in. Once again, $10 per character in a color group adult pic, and you get a sketch too!
gryphraptor's gryphon raptor
aayrick's triceratops taur
chewtoy's (mine) Stella the StyracosaurusI am still trying to figure out how to draw a ceratopsian giving oral. ;) So I'll give it till the end of the week if anyone else wants in. Once again, $10 per character in a color group adult pic, and you get a sketch too!
Orgy Commission - feels like time again!
General | Posted 10 years agoSo, I'm opening slots for an orgy commission... right now. :) Need at least 5 characters to work with so tell your friends. ;3
$10 USD per character, including an extra preliminary sketch of each character. I'll include my own character, Stella the styracosaurus, because I can't seem to stop drawing ceratopsians! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18757082/ She's a squish. :3
It'll be full color, all digital, and the sketch can be in either black and white or color lines, your choice!
Comment below to enter, and send payment to squeakychewtoy[at]gmail.com on Paypal.
Not really any theme to this one, but extra points for prehistoric characters. :D Not required though, everyone's welcome!
$10 USD per character, including an extra preliminary sketch of each character. I'll include my own character, Stella the styracosaurus, because I can't seem to stop drawing ceratopsians! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18757082/ She's a squish. :3
It'll be full color, all digital, and the sketch can be in either black and white or color lines, your choice!
Comment below to enter, and send payment to squeakychewtoy[at]gmail.com on Paypal.
Not really any theme to this one, but extra points for prehistoric characters. :D Not required though, everyone's welcome!
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