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Posted 3 years agoIt's been awhile since I've been on here so gimme some ideas of things you would like to see from me ^^ any themes or anything of that nature lemme know! I enjoy making art yall enjoy so let me know!!
Mwah 💜
Mwah 💜
Life update
Posted 3 years ago So, I've made it back to America, while I am no longer positive with covid I don't feel 100% I definitely have far less energy than I did before so that's been a bit of a struggle but over all can't complain much if being worn out is the worst of it for me, aside from that I have a bit of stress due to the fact that my gran had covid yet again (last time she was very very sick this time it isn't seeming as bad so I'm trying to not worry myself to death over it) but on the brighter side of things my bother is having his first baby in April and I'm excited to be an aunt 💜 So just kinda tired and worried about my gran but have good things to focus on as well!
Also I've got plans to go get my booster in a week or two but till then I've started to try to get back to some arts. I know there are a few of you waiting for art and I hope to get out what I owe soon! Thank you all for being patient and kind while I've been dealing with life and everything it's thrown at me ahah
But to be completely honest I think I'm slowly getting over the really really bad burn out/ art block I had so I'm looking forward to making more art 💜💜💜💜 I've missed being able to create ;u; or at least enjoy the process so ^^
Expected more titty art in the future >:D
Much love 💜Covid
Posted 3 years ago so I've tested positive for covid...right before my flight back to America as well, this is honestly just such bad timing and I'm so upset, we are pretty sure I got it while on holiday with my boyfriend's family for new year's.
This feels like a kick in the teeth after trying to hard to stay safe, I'm just so upset. Not to mention I feel like shit lol, I've had both doses of the vaccine so hopefully that help, and had plans to get my booster once back in America. Just sucks this had to happen. I didn't want to spend my last week with my boyfriend in isolation :(
Maybe if I'm lucky this will clear by my birthday 🤞🏻
But yeah I guess this was just and update of sorts Hewwo??? :D
Posted 4 years ago Hi, i've finally settled back into the UK!
Been getting things sorted with getting my shit set up, and taking care of my bf after he got his second shot of vaccine, and getting things sorted for his new job.
everything is all good now and im accucally able to start work on art again so thats pretty neat!
expect some art soon :D <3 Sad life shit idfk anymore
Posted 4 years ago so yesterday was a very hard day for me and my SO, we had to put our 5 month old kitten Gizmo down. We took him to the vet after he wasn't acting himself for a few days, to be honest with you I just thought he was more tired than usual nothing out of the ordinary for a cat, but we took him to the vet and he was apparently underweight (even tho he fucking ate all the time like this mf was always eating) and he had some kind of lump in his stomach. We thought it was a tumor, but when we brought him back the next day they did an ultrasound and it wasn't a tumor but rather a fluid build up. We found out that he had FIP. It only effects about 10% of cats but it is always is fetal. The vet said that by the time you notice symptoms they are only expected to have 2 months left at best. So after talking to the vet they thought it was best to let him go.
This has to be the hardest "pet" loss I've had to deal with. This was the start of my and my SO's own family together and that taken away from us, it's just so painful, that's not to mention the hurt he is feeling seeing as this was his first cat.
We finally felt as if we had started to make progress in life, he got a good job, I am moving back out, alot of things had started to fall into place. We celebrated our 4 year anniversary then the next day we find out we are losing our little boy.... We both are just so tired of this kinda shit y'know? Like why is? Why can't we just get a break. Why can't we be happy? Why do we deserve this? We are good people...it's so fucking unfair.
I'm so tired. I'm tired of everything.
My heart is shattered.
I've done nothing by cry.
I just want a happy life, why is that so much to ask for...
Fuck.
I'm sorry, I just had to get this out somewhere I guess...
I miss Gizmo so much...I hope we made the right choice. I know it was to keep him from being in any kinda pain or discomfort. But fuck...I hope it was the right call... Life update
Posted 4 years ago so, how to start this...uh I guess I just start with saying I'm not doing very well right now. I've been having a really hard time lately. My mental health is at an atl. I have no drive to do the most basic of things such as eat or shower.Things have just gotten very dark for me. I've even started to seek professional help again (but being American sucks cause health care is insanely expensive)
I've got a little more than a month till i leave to stay with my s/o for awhile, so that's kinda what's keeping me holding on.
All that being said, I know I still have responsibilities to the people who are waiting for commissions that I have yet to finish, i know I've sent out messages to y'all a bit ago letting you know what's going on and you guys have been beyond kind and patient with me, for that I am beyond grateful. Know that I am so sorry and I am trying my best even if my best isn't that great rn.
TLDR:
Sad brain is sad, life hard, therapy expensive.
Sorry I have hard time doing art when brain want to unalive, trying to do better tho!
Vaccine update!
Posted 4 years ago Today i got my second shot! feeling pretty bleh, came home and slept for 10 hours lol and im super sore. Hopefully i feel a bit better in the mornin but yeah :D glad to have it done!Vaccinated!
Posted 4 years ago got my first round of the vaccine today, feelin okay just a bit tired and my arm is a little sore, not sure if the tiredness is from the vaccine or just my poor sleep schedule but yeah! Overall feelin okay! tell me what ya think!
Posted 4 years ago so ive had a few people come to me about animated commissions, i dont really offer them cause they are just kinda hard and i really dont know a whole lot about animation and for the longest i wasnt really comfortable with my skills to offer it as an option, ive gotten a bit better and i was just wondering what kinda price range should i offer animated stuff for? ill leave a few examples of what ive be able to do tho tbh most are still just sketches but i would do a more flat or full color style if i was to take a commission like that
ANYWAYS i dunno so yalls input would be great! <3
examples:
kitty sketch thingy
sketchy simple boi
more sketchy stuff
blep even more sketchy shits
floaty colored thing
more color wow
okay last one hopefully yall get the idea here
BUT YEAH HELP??? :D
Life update
Posted 4 years ago So it's been a hectic few weeks for me, and I'm not really sure where to start this all, but pretty much I've been in a long distance relationship for going on 5 years now and we have been going to see each other about twice a year for a month at a time up until last summer when I took the leap and stayed out there for 6 months (the max you can stay in the uk in a year without a visa) The plan was for me to stay out there for the 6 month then come home for a month, spend Christmas and new years with my family then go back out in the new year to spend another 6 months so then we will have hit some visa requirements and can apply for that...but apparently that isn't allowed and the rules are so vague it was hard to know that. So boarder control wasn't gonna let me through and like I tried to explain and they where kind enough to give me 2 weeks but then I can't come back till late summer. So I took the time I had and tried to make the most of it, it wasn't till the tail end of that two weeks when it all kinda hit for my s/o and he had a very bad depressive episode, bad enough that I was worried about what should happen when I left so I had to tell his parents and that was an ordeal that just added to everything (he is doing okay now just at the time it was alot) The same night I'm taking to my s/o's parents my mother messages me telling me that my little brother is in the ER so I'm panicking over that (he is physical okay like not life threatening but we are still waiting to hear back about some test results)
So I'm trying to deal with every being tossed at me while like being unsure of what I'm gonna do till I'm able to go back out to the UK, I had to call to rebook my flight like twice cause counties I had connecting flights threw banning travel, it's was a nightmare but I made it back home
I got to unpacking my stuff and my luggage was pretty beat up, my computer was in my luggage cause it's too big to fit in my carry on so just had it in a checked bag, I made sure it was packed well, but when TSA went through it they didn't make sure it was how I had it so my PC got damaged, I tried to contact Delta about it and they just kinda said "lol not our problem should have taken it as carry on" so that's fun I don't know what I'm going to do about that cause I kinda need my computer to work and I'm just stressed trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing bleh.
TLDR: UK didn't let me stay, my s/o had a very bad depressive episode, my littler brother was in the ER, delta is a bitch to deal with and isn't taking responsibility for breaking my pc, I'm stressed and unsure of what I'm doing. Borthday!
Posted 4 years agoyaaayy i got older :DPanic time
Posted 4 years agoSo, the Uk has just announced that a proof of a negative test 72 hours before your flight is required to enter, and my flight back home is on Wednesday, most of the testing near me is not only 3-5 days for results but cost between 90- 130$, not to mention that I will struggle to get to anything before Monday due to my mother's work schedule, I mean I can pay for a cab or something but that would just add to the money I don't really have right now. I'm honestly panicking and don't know what to do. So the only thing I can think to do is just ask for help. I can't really do any art till I get back but if you would like art for helping out just send me a message and we can talk about it
If you just wanna help out I'll leave my PayPal and cashapp
https://www.paypal.me/CheyenneWilmoth
$Cheynyan
Again anything helps, I'm just so scared I'm not going to be able to get back, and I don't wanna be stuck here. Psst
Posted 5 years agoYch thingy :)
Posted 5 years ago needing to get a new phone :( my phone is broken for good and the old phone ive been using in its place is barely hanging on so i gotta bite the bullet. and since im fighting delta for charging me twice for a plane ticket all my money is not available atm so i made a comic style YCH if you would like to check that out or if you would like my normal commissions are also very open! :D
YCH- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39084349/
Commission info- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37246636/health update
Posted 5 years ago so the meds seem to be helping so as of now I won't have to get surgery, I still have to keep a watch on things till I fully recover, what they are most worried about is me getting symptoms that could indicate a much worse issue so I just kinda gotta take things easy, and watch for any changes and if I start getting feverish. but as of now I'm I'm okay, meds make me a bit sleepy but I should be able to get back to work tomorrow ^^ thank you to everyone who reached out to check on me it's very sweet of you all I truly appreciate it 💜 sorry if I haven't gotten back to you, just heads been a mess ahah I'm already and anxious mess then through in some extra anxiety from this whole process and just I've been so out of it ;-; but yes thank you if you reached out ur all blessed beans ily uh well... update kinda? idk
Posted 5 years ago well I might have to go to the hospital in a day or so, without getting too into it I've got a health concern that I think I know what it is but seems to be getting worse, gonna try to see if medicine and such helps but if it continues to get worse then I'll have to see a doctor and see what they think :( I'm anxious and hate going to the doctors even more so with the state of the world rn...bleh anyways the point of this is just to let people know if I poof for a few days/a week it's to try to take care of myself :( so uh bad news :(
Posted 5 years agoapparently when people came over yesterday the kids seem to have messed around with the things on my desk :( not only is my tablet pen lost but so are some of my crystals from my alter so :(( commissions will have to wait till i order a new tablet pen. gonna talk to the parents in the morning see if they can talk to the kids and hopefully find it but if that goes with no luck ill order a new one. hopefully it will only been a few days delay but yeah :( sad times
where my werewolf cuties at? I wanna love u
Posted 5 years agoa full moon falls on Halloween this year so that means the big hunky werewolves gonna be out and about right? 👉👈 cause a kitten has a need for some rough lovin 💜
I just want some werewolf dick tbh
I just want some werewolf dick tbh
Psssttt add me friends!
Posted 5 years agoI made a new telegram! Feel free to add me cheyynyan I miss talking to my buddies ;u;
So about my emergency commissions...
Posted 5 years agoso my commissions are super open, most probably don't know but I moved from the US to the UK a few months ago and due to covid my plans to try to find work out here have kinda flopped...I can only stay 6 months at a time so I need to leave around Christmas time, plus I would like to see my family for the holidays. Currently I have a bit of money saved up and some vouchers for money off a flight due to a really bad flight last year, but the thing is that the vouchers expire very soon like the start of October.
With what I have saved up and the vouchers I'm only 200$ off from buying a flight home for Christmas... All that being said if you are looking to get some art I've got nothing by time. I'm even open to doing some kinda art slave kinda thing. So feel free to shoot me a message
And even though it's not likely if you would like to just help out here is my PayPal , thank you in advance to anyone who took the time to read my rambling
https://www.paypal.me/CheyenneWilmoth
art raffle !
Posted 5 years agocheck out this cuties raffle !
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37610734/
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Posted 5 years agoWould anyone like to get art with me (sfw or nsfw) I don't mind I'm just like really wanting some new art 👉🏻👈🏻 if you have any ideas with any of my characters hit me up id love to hear em 💕
Question for ya...
Posted 5 years ago Out of curiosity, what kinda things would you like to see from me? Any kinda ych idea, themes you would like to see? I'm kinda blanking on what to draw but I've got nothing but time to draw right now so ^^ let me hear whatcha got, might try to make something happen! :D check out this raffle :D
Posted 5 years agoTelegram
Posted 5 years ago So long story short, since I moved out of the country, I can't get back into my telegram >.< So if you need to get ahold of me or tried to message me there and I haven't responded, that is why. Sorry for any inconvenience I may have caused! Please feel free to message me here or over on Twitter!
https://twitter.com/xBetter0ffAlone
