Yup, I'm also a fu-dog, now. I'll likely be using that account now more than this one so feel free to message/watch me over there if you need to!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ia1QrQLk_hU

You'll thank me later.

Yes, I am going through a period of questioning-- Well. Not really. I just needed a new coat of paint.

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5667785/

I am now Lortar, the Taurorc. All bullwolf will stay up, however.

Who wants to exchange codes?

http://kotaku.com/#!5785850/crysis-.....you-to-be-fast

Not only does it show support to a fantastic video game, but they look really comfortable. Normally I'm not a freak about shoes, but these just look amazing and my old shoes are beginning to fall a part.


I must have them.

They're Nike, but they're not in the online store.

If anyone can find a sales date, a store, or something, I'll be indebted to you.

Oh but the longing is terrible.
A wanton heart under attack.
I wanna love you all the way off.
I wanna break your back.

Colour of all that's hysterical.
Travels along your bones.
Just to be near you
suckin' your skin.
Not gonna leave you alone.

Yes here of course there are miracles.
A lover that loves that's one.
Groomed with the laughter.
Ecstatic disaster.
Come let's arouse the fun!

TV on the Radio - Lover's Day


I swear to god that band knows how to make some one feel better when their sick or down.

Anyways, what have 'ya folks been listening to?

Antibiotics

Probiotics

Either Vicodin, Alieve, or Ibuprofen at any one time.

Cold Virus



That coupled with the aftermath of recent sedation, and breaking off of a constantly used Sleeping Medication has left me in a piss poor state.


;,,; Feeling horrible.

I have dragon age 2!

Anyways, I hear Dead Space offers a code for DA2 with a special armor.

I don't have the money or time for Dead Space, so if anyone has the code and don't need it, I'd be sure to put it to good use. :D

I can't make any promises, but I might be able to give some compensation for the code later down the road, too.

I just beat Kingdom Hearts: Re:Coded.

Game is fucking awesome, but I'm also feeling a little 'eh' because I don't know the entire story. Never got to play Birth By Sleep and I dislike watching "Let's Play"s. FFFFF Where can I get a free/cheap/extremely reduced priced psp that doesn't involve craig's list?

OKAY GUYS SERIOUSLY READ THROUGH THIS WHOLE THING BEFORE POSTING. ALL OF IT.

Bet that got your attention, eh?

I need to practice couple CGs, so I am going to offer one free. There are two catches though. Well, three I guess. I'm only doing ONE piece. I do not have time for a bajillion requests.

Catch number one, I am choosing the pose. I don't want to have to worry about 50 different little things. I am going to draw what I like. Don't worry, there won't be any creepy fetishes. None at all. it might not even be porn. Or, it just just be softcore nude. Don't like? Don't offer up your characters.

Number two; you have to post a journal advertising this/me in general. Why? I don't want to work for nothing. Getting a new watch, or a fave or two will make me happier, and more likely to give free stuff out in the future.

I'll be choosing who I want to draw based on characters. Like I said before, I want to draw something I will enjoy. I don't want to be like WOW I HATE THIS the entire time I'm working. I prefer actual furry characters, not scalies or birds, so if you are stuck between which characters to offer up, that's a lil hint.

Anyone can try for this, but you have to have an image ref.
I'll probs close this in a day or two once my comms are done~
gogogogogogo

post a link to the journal + refs to both characters you want done.

This chick: ====> She sparkles so she's cool 'kay?

EMPHASIS

Well shit. When did Bull Wolves become so popular? I thought it was my thing.

Do you judge some one by what's in their favorites.

I know it can be hard in general not to when it's first impressions, but in general, do you do it?



I used to have a bad habit for it, but I got past it. No biggy, it didn't really hinder any relationships.

So I have this account I don't want anymore. (Lolwow).

I'm in need of some cash as well. Anyways, I got some toons on it. Decent levels, and am in need of about 60~ bucks. If anyone's interested, give me a note.

It's not exactly accepted to buy/trade accounts, but I have -no- use for this. If you got an offer, or want to haggle for it, note me.

So, after helping out a family member a long while back, karma got me back. They gave me $200 spending monies.


I want either a psp, or 360.

Reason for psp is because I -really- want to play KH:BBS. Like.. you guys don't even know.

I get 100 bucks in October, so would it be a smart idea to go ahead and buy the psp with BBS, play it, then resell it? I still need to figure out how much Gamestop pays for a psp.. and a ps2..



Anyways. Advice please.

(Certain buddy o' pal of mine is getting paid back soon.)

Yeeeeeeeeeees

Okay. I need steam buddies. This game is amazing~

I'm looking for some one who could make a GiF icon of the animation from this video I'm about to link. I'd like it to be of the man who's spinning the test tube without getting any of the credits into it.

Willing to spare a buck or two for it, and I don't mind if it's a bit taller than it's wide. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pM0uX3rNPI <- :48-:51

Some one linked me this about three days ago.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYYo3T6nCw8

The new rickroll. Spread the word.

Msn messenger has been giving me an error for the past few days about it unable to connect. I tried to restarting my pc and playing with the firewall, but that doesn't cut it.

Tips please. T_T

Incoming Apology.

First Apology: All of FA.
Guys, I'm sorry I havn't been commenting, or replying to comments on my own stuff, really. I've been caught up in classes and other irl related activities. I'm going to try and be a bit more friendly. You know, comment crazy bullwolf you all know. ^_^

Second Apology: Msn Buddies.
Fuck. Msn. I've been tempted to punch the screen. Anyways, yes, many of the reasons I havn't been on much, or have had the offline tag is because of msn connection reasons. But also because of IRL connections and Etc. IRL activities. Many times when I get home from the recent classes (Driver's school, yeah, weird.) I'm just like.. "Fuck it." and don't even bother to tell you guys hello. This is a bad play on my part, And I'm -seriously- about that. I've been kind of a silent douche. I'll should be keeping you guys in mind. I know you guys worry the fuck about me, and I'm really, really sorry. Please though, if you guys could. Give me a few days, let me handle with the work I got on me. I'm a bit behind with some stuff. I'll take some time, pop -each- of you a few messages. I'm sorry, again.

Third Apology: To my 'bros, and my pop.
Both of the other apologies I just spoke of. You guys probably worry the most. I'll make it up to you guys, I will, I swear. You guys are on the top of my priority list right now when it comes to msn. Ignoring you guys, rather.. Not bothering to message you guys when msn ACTUALLY works is inexcusable. I'm just a fucking prick for doing that, but that's not the point. You guys are like real family, and not speaking to any of you is truly douchbaggery. I swear on my account, and my life, I'll speak to you guys soon.

So.. Yeah... Sorry. ><

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Incoming Rant: World of Warcraft related.

FUCK! Also, this is related to Rp (Not the erotic kind, so shush DX)

Anyways. Holy shit. I rp a Draenei, yeah? Well, recently, he's been wounded pretty badly. Like.. In need of a fake arm and crap.

Yeah, after he was BANDAGED. The co-GM confined him to the park area of SW. I was stuck there for 5 fucking days because she had fun times on her alt.

I don't log on a day or so. I find out she GUILD QUITS. I talk to our GM, he says we will try to handle it. Even though most of my character's plotlines have been ignored. I finally see the Co-GM (Who Gquit, let's call her Marry) Marry log on. I vent on her. How she pretty much screwed my entire character over. She said she has IRL to deal with.
...
... That's fine. But you know.. She can send ingame mail, or an Email, at least. She could have whispered during one of the many days she was on her Alt. Dealing with IRL stuff is fine, friend, but you do know you can at least inform your other friend about current events. She then tells me she'll explain more after I cool down.

I log off, pissed.

Little thing about me. Ignorant ticks me off. No, not other peoples. But my own. I -hate- when I'm no up to date with stuff. Or even kept up to date.

End Rant.


Overall, yeah, pretty douchey week. I'm sorry to all of you guys. Karma is kicked me in the ass because of it. I'll do my best to get back in touch with all of you.

'Night.

That's all I ask. X3
I was feeling a bit down in the past, life hasn't been so great for anyone lately it seems. -But I'm feeling a better, and I can only hope my friends are as well.

Anyways, to cut to the chase, this song kind of helped me through it. Hahah. Forgive me, it's an AMV, but the song is amazing.



Lyrics (Translation after)

Anima libera,
ti senti candida,
lassù nel cielo volerai
Anima libera,
sempre mi illumina,
nel buio dei pensieri miei
Anima libera,
sovente e magica,
sei la speranza dentro me
Anima libera,
leggera e unica,
nel cosmo azzurro brillerai
E non lasciare che,
paure inutili,
nascondano la luce in te
Io non ti scorderò,
io ti celebrerò,
col ritmo di questa canzone...

Lyrics Translated
Free soul, you feel flawless
up there in the sky you will fly
Free soul, always lights me up
in the darkness of my thoughts
Free soul, often and magical
you're the hope inside me
Free soul, light and unique
in the blue sky you will shine
and don't let
futile fears
hide the light inside you,
I won't forget you
I will celebrate you
to the rhythm of this song.

Yes, this is only part one. So shamazing. (Part 2 is the best, btw)



You'll find the rest of the movie somewhere on youtube, if you click the vid.

Check on over to MMO-Champion.com

They have a huge clusterfuck of awesome. Holy shit gilneas and stormwind look cool. As does twilight highland- hell, every zone looks amazing.

Kind of wish they'd some show some pictures of Thunderbluff though.


So- anyways. Imma' be a worgen, 'cause im a furry. What are you guys going to do in Cataclysm?

I'm sorry if I've been particularly quiet since the last journal, and I really hope I'm not making this sound like a twitter page.

Things around the household are a little awkward right now. My mother appolgized for how she reacted. (Alchohol clearly played a role that night) I also told her prior that day that it's either me or religion for her. She can't place them both on the same level of love and respect.

Is it wrong of me that I still find it hard to forgive her? I love her, as much as one can love their parents, but it was hurtful what she said.

Anyways, we made up for the most part. (Though brief it was, work called)

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I'm going to try and perk my mood back up guys, sorry if worried any of you. ><

Fight happened.. Was upset with my mother and brother.

I kind of.. came out of the closet out of spite.

Heh.. I should be happy I guess, but.. That spite actually worked. My mother can't accept it. She thinks im too young to know what I am. She goes on about how homosexuals can't be accepted.

My father on the other hand was the only silver thread tonight. I would have probably done something very, very, stupid to myself if he hadn't driven off my mother.

Sorry.. I'll delete this later. I just need to vent.