Well... My boy has been on my ass in more ways than one about getting a new journal posted ;). Anyway i feel like my life is at a very awesome point and I hope it keeps getting better. The people who are watching me should get a treat also, I am going to start my digital draws back up, mostly featuring Iris and I, however I plan to start work on my long over due web comic. Anyway I'll keep who ever reads these up to date and hopefully I'll be good enough to be recognized here soon.

Ok... So first of all... My computer has been dead for a while now so it's kinda hard to submit stuff... Marching band started 2 months ago... There went my summer... So I haven't had much time to draw... I am starting to rethink my career choice of worship leader cause quite frankly I can't sing... I tried last wednesday and it was bad... And finally dating... I started working at aeropostle and the manager is a friggin hot guy... So we were dating... I don't see him enough so I'm gonna break it off... How ever I'm conflicted and feel terrible because I haven't broken things off with the other guy and I have somebone else that I am already dating... Ugh why is life so interesting and confusing... Oh well... I'm starting a series on YouTube about my life lol it's mainly just random stuff... Www.YouTube.com/christianfox1992

Ever feel like your just sitting... in the same usual spot... where your not getting better, but your not really getting worst... well thats how i feel with my art, my music, and with my faith... but i know you guys don't care about the faith... lol no one cares about anything i say... i lost my pen... thats fun... and i dont have enough motivation to clean my room to find it so... dont expect uploads. On a lighter note, I am thoroughly in love with my BF! Its so awesome i'm so glad I found him, i'm sneaking over to his house again tonight... for some... fun... hehe so yeah we've only messed around twice I dont wanna mess this up so i'm taking it slow to make sure if it does go down hill (which seems impossible) then it won't be my fault... so yeah... i'll try to upload pics.

Love you guys!,
-Cliff

hehe... well i guess first things first... I GOTS A BF!!! haha i am so happy its insane... he is like the bast guy for me, he like to cuddle, he wears the pants (haha) and he is the sweetest guy i know... he is a year younger though but its all cool he is still the guy i've always wanted... i'm spending the night at his place on Fri... wish me luck!!! cya guys later!!! P.S. he is not a fur *darn*

yupyup its the first night to show off how little i know about photoshop... lol im gonna be workin on the comic some... its gonna be so lame right now haha anyway bounce that way if ya want to...

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/Cliff-LIVE

So ya i gots CS4 now and im goin to start work on a comic project that is going to give me practice, let you guys give feedback, and show my progress... so it'll pretty much be terrible the first couple times around...

and again im online and streaming... Rio isnt online so i dont think anyone will show... lol ok well cya guys later... maybe...

haha yup im back online again tonight so Rio... you can head on over lol... your the only one... any way yupyup

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/cliff-live%21

so yeah im live so if people wanna see me... lol but i know no one will show up so oh well haha heres the link

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/cliff-live%21

So... ill get to the point, i lost my virginity yesterday to a friggin hot asian... it was amazing fun... lol... working on a comic strip project also... but my computer is dead so it'll be awhile till i upload... haha no one is going to read this so.... blah blah blah blah blah blah blah... lol... cya guys later (or not)

i find it harder and harder to look art on here, all the romantic stuff has got me all depressed... im already mocked by my feelings and not being able to be forward about them, but the one thing i want right now is a boyfriend. i love the art, but its like a drug, its so intoxicating but not good for my health at all...

well... i dont do enough of these mainly because im not very interesting, but anyway... i jus wanted to letcha guys know that i am having some personal depression issues concerning my 1. Grades 2. Sexuality 3. My crush on a straight guy... damn high school... so yeah... but i am gettin lots better on my drawings so i guess thats a plus... i really wanna go for modeling soon too.

if any one has any advice to help me win over my crush... who i have no idea if he is even bi... with out making it awkward or having me come completly out of the closet... it would really help, but i dont have many watchers so i dont expect any comments... have fun, be safe, pray.

HAHA new search feature!... if you havent found it yet keep lookin! its cool!... needs for features i think but still!... search!

Your Guy Side

[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[X] You own an X-Box.
[X] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[X] You watch sports on TV.
[X] Gory movies are cool. (LOVE THEM!)
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[X] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.


Total = 12

Your Girl Side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[X] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[X] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[X] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[X] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[X] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.


Total= 16

uh so yeah... i just posted a pic of myself on my page... and was wondering if anybody would be down with helping me get a reference sheet together... since i cant draw so well yet... also... I'm wanting to change my fursona, I'm gonna be a fox!... same colors though... dont know how to make a fox look good mostly black lol... and the reason for the change is that a dragon lizard thing... lol... seems too powerful, im more of a cute, shy, submissive person... lol fox is better...