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Posted 16 years agoTo all those even still around, hello.
I don't really know if I'll be logging on again, but I thought it was at least worth posting a new journal while I was here.
I might be submitting something tonight, maybe not, but I don't really care either way.
Anyway, hello.
I don't really know if I'll be logging on again, but I thought it was at least worth posting a new journal while I was here.
I might be submitting something tonight, maybe not, but I don't really care either way.
Anyway, hello.
Something I've noticed.
Posted 16 years agoPeople avoid talking to me as of late.
It's odd.
I show a little bit of reaching out, and then they push my arms back and ignore me until I get better enough to feign happiness.
I think something is wrong with me.
It's odd.
I show a little bit of reaching out, and then they push my arms back and ignore me until I get better enough to feign happiness.
I think something is wrong with me.
Meme.
Posted 17 years agoFound in 
Tsai-Kun 's journal.
Sex in the Morning or Sex at Night?
Never had it, but I think I would prefer at night. Day would be interesting though.
Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Video?
Preferably video, but pics are just as good, most of the time.
Vibrator or Dildo?
Never experienced either, but I think I'd prefer a dildo.
Bedroom Sex: Lights Off or Lights On?
Off. Especially since I'd be nervous, it being my first time.
Word preference: Pussy or Cunt?
Pussy
Spanking Over the Knee or Spanking Only During Sex?
Neither. I don't think being spanked, or spanking sounds very attractive.
More Exciting: Sex in an Elevator or Sex in an Airplane?
Airplane. As I am a bit suicidal, the thought of the plane plummeting to the ground as me and -insert name here- neared climax is somewhat intriguing.
Word preference: Cock or Dick?
Cock.
Rope Bondage or Bondage Tape?
Rope. Tape just sounds... Uncomfortable.
Which threesome: Boy/Girl/Girl or Boy/Boy/Girl?
Boy/Boy/Girl
Sex While Strangers Watch or Sex with a Stranger?
Sex while strangers watch. Maybe it's odd, but I like the idea of sex as something that means something. Sex with a random person is just unappealing to me.
Newly Discovered fetish?
My most recently discovered one? Oh, it's been a while... I would have to say double penetration either in ass and vag, or one hole at the same time.
Master or slave?
Slave. I hate leading.
Slut or whore?
Neither. I don't like the sound of either one.
Light Bondage or heavy?
Light.
Whispering or screaming?
Screaming for music, whispering for meaningful statements.
Ever lost your sanity?
I'm currently lost.
Most coveted perversion?
No clue.
Under the boot or wearing the boot?
Under.
Hot Candle wax or warm?
If it's any wax, might as well be hot.
Relationship Status:
In one but.. I honestly don't see it going anywhere. -sigh-
Orientation:
Bi-sexual.
Body type:
Underweight, or average. Honestly have no idea.
Religion:
Agnostic
Zodiac Sign?
Pisces
Smoke / Drink:
I've smoked half of one cigarette, and drink only under extreme breakdowns. I can honestly say, the most I ever drank was one bottle of beer.
Current Location:
Overland Park, Kansas.
Your Weakness:
My heart.
Your Best Physical Feature:
No idea. I hate me.
Your Bedtime:
Whenever I feel like it.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
Yes, if you count Jan 1st, after midnight.
In the past week have you masturbated:
I don't count, let's go with a lot.
Number of Piercings:
None.
Number of Tattoos:
None.
Do you consider yourself perverted?
Yes.
At what age did you lose your virginity?
Still a virgin.
Have you ever deflowered a virgin?
No.
If you give head, do you swallow?
Never given, but probably would.
Do you like oral stimulation of the anus?
Sounds like fun. Although I'd always worry about cleanliness.
Do you like penetration of the anus?
Yes.
Have you ever tried fisting?
No.
How would you rate the intensity of your sexual desires? On a scale of 1-10?
7.
Nymphomaniacal?
Nope.
Do sexual preoccupations interfere with other activities?
No.
Are you promiscuous?
Nope.
Do you ever regret sleeping with someone?
never done, so no.
Do you ever have phone sex?
I have once, and it was mainly moaning. I don't like to recall, that woman crushed me.
Do you ever call a 900 number (or similar commercial service) for phone sex?
Never have.
Do you ever make obscene phone calls?
no.
Have you ever had a sexual experience that defies your "normal" orientation?
No, can't say I have.
Have you ever made yourself up to resemble the opposite gender?
Nope.
Have you ever had an erotic experience with a transvestite or transsexual?
Nope.
Do you find feet, toes, or shoes erotic?
Depends on the feet, and I prefer shoes off.
Do you find underwear, lingerie, or hosiery erotic?
On women, sort of. Men, no. Naked is how I like them.
Do you find long hair, cut hair, or shaved hair erotic?
Long is hot depending on the way it is presented on guys, but on girls, I like it short, but not too short, if you understand what I mean.
Have you ever peeped on someone?
Yes. Once.
Have you ever used a recording device such as a video camera to peep on someone?
No.
Have you ever been caught peeping on someone?
No.
Have you ever "flashed" someone?
Wouldn't dare.
Are you a sadist or masochist?
Masochist.
Have you ever slapped, spanked, or whipped someone during a sexual act?
Never done a sexual act, besides make out, with anyone but myself. So no.
Have you ever been slapped, spanked, or whipped during a sexual act?
Nope.
Have you ever cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed someone during a sexual act?
No.
Have you ever been cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed during a sexual act?
No.
Do you like bondage?
Sounds interesting, I'd give it a shot.
Like to be tied up?
See above.
Like to tie up partner?
Nah, I wouldn't like to be in charge at all.
Have you ever participated in a threesome?
No.
If so, what gender were your partners?
N/A
What is the maximum number of partners you've had during a sex act?
My hand.
What is the most people you have slept with in a single day?
My hand.. T_T
Does the idea of sharing a partner (such as inviting a neighbor to have sex with your spouse) excite you?
No. I would feel horrid about it, like I said before, I like the idea of sex as something that means something, and whoever my sexual partner was having sex with someone else, would just crush me. I even hate the idea of it. -shudder-
Have you ever had sex with a relative?
Hah, I wish. I have some damn hot cousins.
As a minor, did you ever have sex with an adult?
Phone sex, yes. Like before, I hate thinking about it.
As an adult, have you ever had sex with a minor?
Not an adult.
Have you ever had sex with a person of retirement age?
...Gross.
Have you ever had sex with an animal?
Nope.
That was fun.
Tsai-Kun 's journal.Sex in the Morning or Sex at Night?
Never had it, but I think I would prefer at night. Day would be interesting though.
Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Video?
Preferably video, but pics are just as good, most of the time.
Vibrator or Dildo?
Never experienced either, but I think I'd prefer a dildo.
Bedroom Sex: Lights Off or Lights On?
Off. Especially since I'd be nervous, it being my first time.
Word preference: Pussy or Cunt?
Pussy
Spanking Over the Knee or Spanking Only During Sex?
Neither. I don't think being spanked, or spanking sounds very attractive.
More Exciting: Sex in an Elevator or Sex in an Airplane?
Airplane. As I am a bit suicidal, the thought of the plane plummeting to the ground as me and -insert name here- neared climax is somewhat intriguing.
Word preference: Cock or Dick?
Cock.
Rope Bondage or Bondage Tape?
Rope. Tape just sounds... Uncomfortable.
Which threesome: Boy/Girl/Girl or Boy/Boy/Girl?
Boy/Boy/Girl
Sex While Strangers Watch or Sex with a Stranger?
Sex while strangers watch. Maybe it's odd, but I like the idea of sex as something that means something. Sex with a random person is just unappealing to me.
Newly Discovered fetish?
My most recently discovered one? Oh, it's been a while... I would have to say double penetration either in ass and vag, or one hole at the same time.
Master or slave?
Slave. I hate leading.
Slut or whore?
Neither. I don't like the sound of either one.
Light Bondage or heavy?
Light.
Whispering or screaming?
Screaming for music, whispering for meaningful statements.
Ever lost your sanity?
I'm currently lost.
Most coveted perversion?
No clue.
Under the boot or wearing the boot?
Under.
Hot Candle wax or warm?
If it's any wax, might as well be hot.
Relationship Status:
In one but.. I honestly don't see it going anywhere. -sigh-
Orientation:
Bi-sexual.
Body type:
Underweight, or average. Honestly have no idea.
Religion:
Agnostic
Zodiac Sign?
Pisces
Smoke / Drink:
I've smoked half of one cigarette, and drink only under extreme breakdowns. I can honestly say, the most I ever drank was one bottle of beer.
Current Location:
Overland Park, Kansas.
Your Weakness:
My heart.
Your Best Physical Feature:
No idea. I hate me.
Your Bedtime:
Whenever I feel like it.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
Yes, if you count Jan 1st, after midnight.
In the past week have you masturbated:
I don't count, let's go with a lot.
Number of Piercings:
None.
Number of Tattoos:
None.
Do you consider yourself perverted?
Yes.
At what age did you lose your virginity?
Still a virgin.
Have you ever deflowered a virgin?
No.
If you give head, do you swallow?
Never given, but probably would.
Do you like oral stimulation of the anus?
Sounds like fun. Although I'd always worry about cleanliness.
Do you like penetration of the anus?
Yes.
Have you ever tried fisting?
No.
How would you rate the intensity of your sexual desires? On a scale of 1-10?
7.
Nymphomaniacal?
Nope.
Do sexual preoccupations interfere with other activities?
No.
Are you promiscuous?
Nope.
Do you ever regret sleeping with someone?
never done, so no.
Do you ever have phone sex?
I have once, and it was mainly moaning. I don't like to recall, that woman crushed me.
Do you ever call a 900 number (or similar commercial service) for phone sex?
Never have.
Do you ever make obscene phone calls?
no.
Have you ever had a sexual experience that defies your "normal" orientation?
No, can't say I have.
Have you ever made yourself up to resemble the opposite gender?
Nope.
Have you ever had an erotic experience with a transvestite or transsexual?
Nope.
Do you find feet, toes, or shoes erotic?
Depends on the feet, and I prefer shoes off.
Do you find underwear, lingerie, or hosiery erotic?
On women, sort of. Men, no. Naked is how I like them.
Do you find long hair, cut hair, or shaved hair erotic?
Long is hot depending on the way it is presented on guys, but on girls, I like it short, but not too short, if you understand what I mean.
Have you ever peeped on someone?
Yes. Once.
Have you ever used a recording device such as a video camera to peep on someone?
No.
Have you ever been caught peeping on someone?
No.
Have you ever "flashed" someone?
Wouldn't dare.
Are you a sadist or masochist?
Masochist.
Have you ever slapped, spanked, or whipped someone during a sexual act?
Never done a sexual act, besides make out, with anyone but myself. So no.
Have you ever been slapped, spanked, or whipped during a sexual act?
Nope.
Have you ever cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed someone during a sexual act?
No.
Have you ever been cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed during a sexual act?
No.
Do you like bondage?
Sounds interesting, I'd give it a shot.
Like to be tied up?
See above.
Like to tie up partner?
Nah, I wouldn't like to be in charge at all.
Have you ever participated in a threesome?
No.
If so, what gender were your partners?
N/A
What is the maximum number of partners you've had during a sex act?
My hand.
What is the most people you have slept with in a single day?
My hand.. T_T
Does the idea of sharing a partner (such as inviting a neighbor to have sex with your spouse) excite you?
No. I would feel horrid about it, like I said before, I like the idea of sex as something that means something, and whoever my sexual partner was having sex with someone else, would just crush me. I even hate the idea of it. -shudder-
Have you ever had sex with a relative?
Hah, I wish. I have some damn hot cousins.
As a minor, did you ever have sex with an adult?
Phone sex, yes. Like before, I hate thinking about it.
As an adult, have you ever had sex with a minor?
Not an adult.
Have you ever had sex with a person of retirement age?
...Gross.
Have you ever had sex with an animal?
Nope.
That was fun.
Triple argh.
Posted 17 years agoAt dad's.
So I won't be able to finish part four until sunday.
So, yeah...
Part four will be posted on sunday.
...
Yay.
So I won't be able to finish part four until sunday.
So, yeah...
Part four will be posted on sunday.
...
Yay.
Double argh.
Posted 17 years agoWriting a sex scene is hard when you're both a virgin to the actual thing, and writing it out.
...
That's all...Again.
Yay.
...
That's all...Again.
Yay.
Argh.
Posted 17 years agoIt's hard catching up to write a part four when you've pretty much forgotten parts 1-3.
...
That's all.
Yay.
...
That's all.
Yay.
Nobody will read this, but...
Posted 17 years agoI'm working on Masochism, so disregard what I said in the last journal.
I suddenly was inspired to continue it on the bus ride home today.
Dunno when it will be ready, but part 4 is coming.
So yeah.
Yay.
I suddenly was inspired to continue it on the bus ride home today.
Dunno when it will be ready, but part 4 is coming.
So yeah.
Yay.
Back...Sorta.
Posted 17 years agoI'm slowly coming back to FA.
I know it's been a while, but every few days I come on and check the site, and will probably be back to my daily checking before long.
It's been a while, eh guys?
In other news, Masochism 4 (for those that still even care) can be considered never to happen, for now at least.
I really don't think I have it in me to try and come up with another part to it, but when I do, I promise I'll tell you.
But yeah, I'm back and all that.
Yay.
I know it's been a while, but every few days I come on and check the site, and will probably be back to my daily checking before long.
It's been a while, eh guys?
In other news, Masochism 4 (for those that still even care) can be considered never to happen, for now at least.
I really don't think I have it in me to try and come up with another part to it, but when I do, I promise I'll tell you.
But yeah, I'm back and all that.
Yay.
Working on Masochism 4...
Posted 17 years agoBUT I STILL HAVE NO NAME FOR MY HEROINE.
Seriously peeps, suggestions ARE willingly accepted for her.
And if you're gonna suggest, please be kind enough to read it first! ^^;
Also, some other stuff:
RHIANNA IS DEAD.
IM CONFUSED BOUT STUFF (my heart is in a war with itself. My mind isn't making it any easier)
Annnndddddd thats about it.
One last thing: My team fortress 2 game will not work.
I HAVE:
-Tried restarting steam many times
-Restarted my computer
-Reinstalled TF2 (I got rid of ALL TF2 files in the TF2 folder)
What happens:
After the intro animations or whatever, when it starts to load the main screen, it just closes the game. If I skip the animations, it closes the game, if I let the animation run all the way through, it closes the game when it's done. The closing of the game is instant.
Help me please, if you can. ^^;;;;
Seriously peeps, suggestions ARE willingly accepted for her.
And if you're gonna suggest, please be kind enough to read it first! ^^;
Also, some other stuff:
RHIANNA IS DEAD.
IM CONFUSED BOUT STUFF (my heart is in a war with itself. My mind isn't making it any easier)
Annnndddddd thats about it.
One last thing: My team fortress 2 game will not work.
I HAVE:
-Tried restarting steam many times
-Restarted my computer
-Reinstalled TF2 (I got rid of ALL TF2 files in the TF2 folder)
What happens:
After the intro animations or whatever, when it starts to load the main screen, it just closes the game. If I skip the animations, it closes the game, if I let the animation run all the way through, it closes the game when it's done. The closing of the game is instant.
Help me please, if you can. ^^;;;;
I got tagged... sorta.
Posted 17 years ago1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"a long time coming."
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
Closet door.
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Chowder.
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
Bout 8:20.
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:54 P.M. (Way off...)
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV. (Chowder still, must be a marathon or something.)
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today, going to and from school. (From and to the bus)
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My coca-cola I just grabbed.
9.) What are you wearing?
Brown South Park shirt, jeans that are semi-tight, and the left knee is ripped.
10.) What did you dream about last night?
Um, no idea really.
11.) When did you last laugh?
Hmmm... At lunch at school today.
12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Directly behind me, two Nintendo Power posters, behind farther right, a painting of a dragon, on the right wall, Fruit on a table beside a basket.The walls are painted white.
13) Did you see anything weird lately?
Depends what you consider "lately".
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
Pretty boring, but eh.
15.) What was the last film you saw?
I don't remember the name.
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
First thing? Plane tickets to go see Tos.
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
Ummmm, well I am semi-afraid of the dark, but usually only if a room is dark and the light switch is right around the corner in the dark room. *shudder*
18.) If you could change one thing about the world...
Anyone who hurts a child, animal, or the elderly would be put to death.
^Agreed.
19.) Do you like to dance?
When I'm alone and not near others...Heh...
20.) George Bush...
...wasn't the worst ever, just the stupidist ever.
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Annastasia. Love that name.
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jonathan A. Keck the third. (I'm the second. Have to carry on the legacy.)
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes, I am moving to england after High School.
24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?
If they exist, and if he exists, I expect an apology.
25.) Tag 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal...
Ummm...
Nobody will read this any way... >_>;; *sits in corner*
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My favorite peeps?
tos_pos 
rhiannaravenclaw 
decon-d-bingo 
moonsavior
"a long time coming."
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
Closet door.
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Chowder.
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
Bout 8:20.
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:54 P.M. (Way off...)
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV. (Chowder still, must be a marathon or something.)
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today, going to and from school. (From and to the bus)
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My coca-cola I just grabbed.
9.) What are you wearing?
Brown South Park shirt, jeans that are semi-tight, and the left knee is ripped.
10.) What did you dream about last night?
Um, no idea really.
11.) When did you last laugh?
Hmmm... At lunch at school today.
12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Directly behind me, two Nintendo Power posters, behind farther right, a painting of a dragon, on the right wall, Fruit on a table beside a basket.The walls are painted white.
13) Did you see anything weird lately?
Depends what you consider "lately".
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
Pretty boring, but eh.
15.) What was the last film you saw?
I don't remember the name.
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
First thing? Plane tickets to go see Tos.
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
Ummmm, well I am semi-afraid of the dark, but usually only if a room is dark and the light switch is right around the corner in the dark room. *shudder*
18.) If you could change one thing about the world...
Anyone who hurts a child, animal, or the elderly would be put to death.
^Agreed.
19.) Do you like to dance?
When I'm alone and not near others...Heh...
20.) George Bush...
...wasn't the worst ever, just the stupidist ever.
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Annastasia. Love that name.
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jonathan A. Keck the third. (I'm the second. Have to carry on the legacy.)
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes, I am moving to england after High School.
24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?
If they exist, and if he exists, I expect an apology.
25.) Tag 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal...
Ummm...
Nobody will read this any way... >_>;; *sits in corner*
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My favorite peeps?
tos_pos 
rhiannaravenclaw 
decon-d-bingo 
moonsaviorFirst journal, and I'm going to waste it.
Posted 17 years agoNot many people will even see this most likely, I just got tired of me not having a journal entry.
So, here it is.
My first ever journal entry.
Now, if you're reading this, go look at my submissions and gimme some feedback.
So far the only poem people have commented is the one I made about Portal.
>.>
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My favorite peeps?
tos_pos rhiannaravenclaw decon-d-bingo moonsavior
So, here it is.
My first ever journal entry.
Now, if you're reading this, go look at my submissions and gimme some feedback.
So far the only poem people have commented is the one I made about Portal.
>.>
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My favorite peeps?
tos_pos rhiannaravenclaw decon-d-bingo moonsavior