streaming https://picarto.tv/ClockworkReymo

scary shit, huh? the drumpf thing.
first off: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not consider suicide! we have to stand together! we really do need everyone we can get! if you need someone to talk to, i am here for you!
second: please, cope the way you need to cope. don't let anyone tell you otherwise. do what makes YOU feel better.

i have very high hopes that we can somehow get through this. we just need to stick together. sorry for being so cliche, but it's really come down to it.

trust me, i'm terrified. but i still want to make a difference, no matter how small it is. i will stand for what i believe in, and i will allow no one to stand in my way.

i have also decided to donate $10-$20 of every commission i get to places like the ACLU, NAACP and PP. whatever helps those organisations out.

also, if you are protesting tonight or any other night, PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E keep them peaceful!! defend yourself when you need to, but do not hurt anyone!!

and most importantly, stay SAFE. carry some form of protection on you if you have to. there have already been horribly racist and homophobic and misogynistic shit happening today.
stay. safe.

Not My president.
No Justice, No Peace.

HEYA!!
i'll be re-opening commissions next saturday, the 5th! note that these will be regular priced commissions, not pay what you want! i'll be taking five at a time.

now the other thing.

due to circumstances of me failing nearly all of my classes and getting too stressed to do anything, i’ve decided to drop out of college.. for now, at least. because of the failing everything, it's essentially become just a HUGE waste of money for me and my parents to be at college. BUT!! i’m planning on finding art classes or an art school… oh and also writing classes, as i still would like to learn more about writing.
and of course, i will also be job hunting.

thankfully, things actually seem... positive for once. i feel very relieved and happy. i know things might be a bit harder for me, but i just have a good feeling in my gut, something i haven't felt before. i'm very hopeful!

AYYY i got my new laptop!! so now i am officially back in business with digital art! i am working on all owed art!
NOTE: the art i am posting tomorrow was a drawing i finished as a warmup to get back into the groove of digital art!! don't worry, i am focusing primarily on owed art at the moment so i can get it all done!
thank you for being patient with me!!! <3

......again
just be safe y'all
ALSO my laptop's coming either this week or this coming weekend i'm excitedd!!!

my laptop kept on giving me the blue screen of death yesterday. as of right now, it is ok! however, being the paranoid person that i am, i am ceasing digital art progress. don't worry, i am getting a new laptop!! i have emailed WIPs to myself, as i plan to basically wipe this laptop when i get the new one all set up.
my mom bought for me the new laptop today (don't worry, i'll be paying her back!!) but it will not be here till sometime around october 13th. again, until i get the new laptop, digital art will be on hold. sorry for any inconvenience this may bring up.

owed digital art-
commission for aerofox (50% done)
commission for someone on facebook (45% done)
commission for vesquin_blackout (50% done)
raffle icons: 3 sets left (45% done in all) sorry for taking so long on these omg;;; )
furry amino raffle prize (25% done)
YCH - 20% done

as the title says, i updated my commission info here to match what is on my website (finally)... so yeah, that's all i really have to say.
oH and i will be opening my pwyw commissions for one more round! and then back to my regular commissions ;w;

so classes started, that means i'll be slower than normal for my art... i want to do good this year. but i'm not gonna stop drawing completely! this is technically the beginning of my last year at college, and i wanna finish strong. hopefully i'll haven enough credits to graduate with an associate's next semester!!
i'm FINALLY almost done with the raffle stuff...phew. after these, i'll do one more round (5) pay what you want commissions, and then i'll re-open my regular commissions. i also have a couple of YCH things ready. one will be an auction, one will be open forever.
I ALSO have ideas for adopts as well!! i made a nice lil feral wolf/coyote base! i guess it looks more like a coyote.. i dunno BUT yeah. im gonna work on generic bases for more types of adopts.
so yeah! that's basically where things are at the moment!

saw furaffinity user teaparties do this and i wanted to do it as well


Personal

Real first name: no
Nickname/Username: reymo, clockwork, rey, remmie, reymbow (thank u twitterfriend)
Location: nebraska, usa
Age: 19
Gender: none of the above :^)
Zodiac sign: taurus
Chinese Zodiac: ox i think
Briggs type: INFP
Pets: jazzy, chewey, sophie (dogs), pearl (cat. she is doing better btw), like 10 fish that i won't name right now (unless someone wants me to), kevin (cockatiel), blue, dani, cracker (parakeets), and momo (spider)

Sexuality & Romance

Sexual orientation: asexual
Romantic orientation: panromo
Kinsey Scale: x i think
Relationship status: taken by a fictional character don't @ me
Poly or Mono: poly
Want to marry: not rly
Want kids: N O.

Silly Stuff

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
GoT house: i've never seen game of thrones but according to a quiz im stark
Bending style: water
Pony Race: unicorn
Pokemon type: ice
What are you reading: nothing yet
What's the last movie you watched: ....the lorax........
What are your greatest irrational fears: being abandoned by everyone i care about

Sleep

Early Bird or Night Owl: both
What time do you go to bed: 1-6am
What time do you get up: 8-11am
What do you sleep in: depends
Do you dream frequently: i think i do. i never remember any
What position do you sleep in: whatever is most comfortable for me at the time
What was the last dream you remember: i was w/ my fictional other and we were having a grand old time together

Work & Education

High School: graduated
College: i fucking hate it and i want it to end. (year 2 of a 2 year college, but i may have to take an extra semester because fuck me)
Occupation: im a freelance artist atm and thank god i dont live alone bc i would be on the streets rn
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: a freelance concept artist and illustrator and stuff and also a youtuber maybe i dunnnno
What's your dream job: concept artist for nintendo or disney but i KNOW they want ppl with degrees and i am not wasting thousands of dollars for a fucking piece of paper that says im good at what im already fucking good at.

Favorite Stuff

Foods: PIZZA................and watermelon
Carbonated drinks: dr pepper.... code red.... i wish i didnt like soda as much as i do
Non-carbonated drinks: water
Ice cream flavor: COOKIES AND CREAM... and napolitan
Season: autumn
Animals: cats, bunnies, mice, rats, vultures, crows, hyenas, jackals, horses, great horned owls
Colors: black, red, pastel purple
Music: classical, rock and some branching genres, eurobeat, dubstep, dance, techno, whatever the fuck xi creates, some pop. i absolutely hate country. i don't like rap but i appreciate it bc i canNOT talk that fast
TV shows: STEVEN UNIVERSE, WANDER OVER YONDER, GRAVITY FALLS, mlp (dont call me a brony), and. that's it, really.
Video games: undertale, smrpg, and twilight princess are my top 3 favs of all time. i also like tf2, overwatch, minecraft, mario 64, mario galaxy, mario sunshine, wind waker, skyward sword, assassin's creed1-4, gmod, shovel knight, audiosurf, and some sonic game i dunno

so.. something's wrong with pearl (my cat). i don't know what, but she's in a lot of pain in her abdominal area. thanks to this, i'll be slower with things than i already am. i'm very sorry about this.

i passed my driver's test and i have my license.
as soon as i'm insured, i will be looking for a job!

an about me meme i took from furaffinity user uluri

- Name: reymo. i also go by any of my fursona's names!

- Single or taken: taken by three fictional characters lol

- Sex: born w/ a uterus, identify as completely genderless(agender)

- Birthday: may 9

- Sign: taurus

- Hair color: poopy brown

- Eye color: poopy brown
(as u can see i don't like myself)

- Height: 5'3"

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: panromo, asexual. might be demisexual.

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: that aussie brand! holy dooley! (im sorry to any australian watchers i might have)

- What are you listening to right now?: anima by xi. i have been listening to that song nonstop for days

- Who is the last person that called you?: my dad

- How many buddies are online right now?: lol i dunno i kinda spaced out this past hour so
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: too many. uh. cats, mice, crows/ravens, goats, hyenas, horses, wolves,

- Color: black, red, and pastel purple

- Drink: water and dr pepper

- Element: ICE/SNOW.

- Food: PIZZA. and watermelon.

- Game: undertale, smrpg, twilight princess. those are my top three

- Movie: the potc franchise, the alien franchise, willy wonka, the great mouse detective, and the american tail franchise

- Song: anima by xi, slutty spider polka pop by gooseworx, annnnnnd hungarian rhapsody no. 2 by liszt.

- Subjects in school: history and band. other than that, i fucking hate school i want it to e n d (college isn't fun, kids!)

- T.V.: if by this it means my fav shows i like gravity falls, wander over yonder, and steven universe. i watch these online as i do not watch the television

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: NO??

- Smoked?: no

- Bungee jumped?: nop

- Made yourself throw up?: no i hate vomiting hdfjm

- Skinny dipped?: NOOO

- Ever been in love?: -looks at fictional crushes- eyah....

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no, but i have been accused for it. man, does that suck :) don't stay with abusers/toxic people, kids!

- Pictured your crush naked?: no

- Actually seen your crush naked?: SADLY YES because underTAIL is a thing sdfyugadshfj

- Cried when someone died?: yeah

- Lied: not anymore

- Fallen for your best friend?: no

- Used someone?: no

- Done something you regret?: ugh yeah. i stayed with someone that ruined my entire high school life. that's a story for another time, though

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: pyjamas

- Desktop picture: THAT ART OF CLOCK I GOT FROM IMAJENINK

- CD in player: i don't have a cd player

- DVD in player: i don't have a dvd player

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: i don't fucking know

- Hugged: i don'cking know

- You kissed: my cat's paw

- You IMed: one of my good friends on tumblr

- Talk to online: ^

- You sexed it up with: im a virgin

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: yes

- Open-minded?: probably a bit too open-minded

- Arrogant?: no

- Insecure?: lmao yeah

- Random?: LOL XD!! TACOS!!! RAWR!!!!!! I LIEK COOKIES!! im so sorry. i don't like to say random, but i can be spontaneous.

- Hungry?: sadly yes but i hate eating ugh being a human is gross

- Smart?: LMAO NO IM FUCKIN STUPID

- Moody?: my mental illnesses make me super moody sometimes hahsdhfj

- Organized?: no

- Shy?: YEAH. EYAH IM VERY SHY.

- Difficult?: hhhhh i hope not;;;

- Bored easily?: depends on how my depression levels are.

- Entertained easily?: YEAH

- Obsessed?: whaaat??? no???/ -218736 pictures of gaster, papyrus, and asgore fall out of my pockets- !!!! thESE ARE FOR A FRIEND -scrambles to pick up all of the images, crying while doing so-

- Lazy?: yeah sadly

- Angry?: sometimes

- Happy?: what is a happy

- Hyper?: lol sometimes. do not be around me when i'm hyper it's bad

- Trusting?: sadly not much anymore. a certain person gave me horrible trust issues
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: i want to die

- Love is: strange

- I dream about: bein with my fictional crushes forever and being happy

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: ive never had sex so i dunno

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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: THE GAME GRUMPS UYHDSFNMC. basically all of my fav youtubers and my friends make me laugh

- Makes you smile: ^

-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: hdsfhjsdf gaster, papyrus, and asgore. i love them so much god please let me meet them

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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no bc the special someones i want to IM me don't exist in this world :)

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i dont want any genitalia

- Wish you were younger?: i'm ok w/ being 19 forever?? bc im a legal adult everywhere. i may not be able to drink the alcohol, but that's ok bc i never want to.

- Cry because someone said something to you?: hahhhahahaha yeah
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uh maybe twice

- Of Cd's: i have four in my room right now. the lion king soundtrack, a johann strauss CD, and the club nintendo sm4sh CDs.

- Of scars on my body: A LOT bc i pick scabs

- Of bones I've broken: none! i hope to keep it that way!


that was fun i wish it were longer tbh i like talkin abt myself :'3c

streaming! trying out obs for the first time, so apologies if there's like technical issues. (~30 sec delay) picarto.tv/ClockworkStarborn

so i'm just going to be uploading raffle prizes as i get done with them. sorry for changing my mind so much! ;v;

i am going in to take my driver's test tomorrow. after that, i WILL be getting back into the swing of things! i promise! i've been a little on edge lately. ;v;'''

i will be finishing a LONG OVERDUE owed art first, furaffinity's raffle, instagram's raffle, tumblr's raffle, and deviantart's raffle in that order!

i hope you can understand!

heya
so first of, my parents and i have finally been cracking down on getting me to drive... and i am doing well!! it still makes my anxiety go through the roof when i'm around other cars, but i'm able to keep it cool while i drive, which is great!!!!
i'm going to be taking my driving test on monday, and i thiiiiink i'll pass it. i'm already pretty ok at driving, and i learned how to park today and i got every park job "perfectly", according to my dad. (i was a bit over to one side on most of them, but never out of the lines.)

if i do pass my test and get my license, that means i will be getting a job soon! sadly, though, that means that i will not be able to draw as often... which sucks, but at least i'll be having a more steady income.

but the job on TOP of school, it'll be tough to draw at all this coming semester. i'll be finishing all owed art hopefully before august, though !!

ALSO my tablet. if you read some of my past journals, you would know that it's acting... weird. the usb sometimes doesn't connect properly. a few nights ago, it gave me a BIG scare and i thought it completely just broke. luckily restarting my computer helped... but i'm still nervous. if it breaks, i WILL have to take emergency traditional commissions, which will cost $15-$35 depending on what you want.
i'd offer sketches, inked pieces, and fursuit/character badges.

ANYWAYS, thanks for reading. wish me luck with driving stuff!!

streaming!
https://picarto.tv/ClockworkStarborn

i have two slots left! i'd like to fill them out if possible ;v;!!

i am so sorry i am taking so long on these ;-;'''' i didn't realise how much 15 drawings would drain my energy;;; (20 if you count both icons whOOPs)

in general, i am sorry i haven't been posting much art, either! as i stated, the raffle prizes kinda drained my energy;;; as well as stupid mental illness bullshit. it's been kicking my bum lately and it is tiring me out as well x.x

i also have a commission and a collab i need to work on, too! AAAA it's just. all piled up dsyufhjcn

tbh though, i don't mind! i get to draw a BUNCH of cute characters! this has also been good practice for both drawing and doing raffles right! i know for certain that if i do multi-site raffles, there's just gonna be ONE prize ;w;''' (if i do one-site-only raffles the prizes would be the same as this one tbh)

NOW ON TO OTHER UPDATES
my computer. and tablet. are both going to shit. it's scary, as i don't have a car, no 'actual' job, and my family is basically poor/lower middle class. as grateful as i am to have my laptop and computer, i desparetly NEED new ones. so if things ever slow down, it's because my tablet completely fucks up or i get a job (i'm not so worried about the computer because i could just move to our family desktop. and i also found a laptop i want to get!! just need to...get the money beCAUSE IT'S LIKE ALMOST $1000)

also, if my tablet DOES fuck up, expect me to be open for a BUNCH of traditional art commissions. sadly, they would mostly be just sketches or lined works, as i am TERRIBLE with traditional coloring...rip
i would also be very like... super-advertisey for them?? because if my tablet dies, i will NEEED a new one as soon as i can get the money.

OH REGARDING MONEY i have good/bad news!
good news is: i haven't used the card my college gave me to get to my college refunds!
bad news is: i am not sure if i even got a refund from my college
if i did get one, i will be immedietly buying a new laptop and tablet... hm, maybe not a tablet, but definitely a laptop!

TL;DR i am going slow because of a bunch of shit and i am sorry

SO YEAH. just a lil update on things! thanks for reading ;v;'''

streaming! working on raffle prizes and a commission! gonna try to finish lining everything i have loaded <33 https://picarto.tv/ClockworkStarborn

more art will come soon, i'll be posting all of the raffle prizes when they are done... sorry for being so dead and slow;;;;

and also, the pay what you want thing will be going on for a long while so! please check it out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20253358/
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go here for the full info!!
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