Hi! I would really like to take some orders for sketch commissions!
The lead time is about three weeks (I'll do this between major orders when I don't have the energy for something more serious).
price - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62057666/
ex - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62788322/

Hi! I would really like to take some orders for sketch commissions!
The lead time is about three weeks (I'll do this between major orders when I don't have the energy for something more serious).
price - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62057666/
ex - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62788322/

THIS IS SOME KIND OF JOKE. Not only do I have no strength to draw, I got sick and they replaced my tablet under warranty, BUT IT DOESN'T WORK AS IT SHOULD AGAIN. The universe has decided to test my strength, yes...

Hi! These weeks and a half have been like one day for me... I was just sleeping and changing medications, I didn't even have the strength to clean up. And I have not been able to go to the hospital, and my condition is not improving. Sorry... But yesterday was my boyfriend's birthday, and I wanted to make his favorite dessert, but I failed three times. In the end, I tried until late at night and I want to share with you what I did from everything that was left at hand ^^ (a lot was ruined by past attempts)
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I hope that in the next few days I will be able to start working... at least a little bit. Thank you for your support, you are my priceless treasure!

My graphics tablet is broken again, so I have to wait for a new one. In addition, I have been reassigned to treatment and IT is HIGHLY recommended that I go to the hospital, but I just can't find the strength for it. I'm sorry, I should have explained this to you personally, but I hope you can see this log because I'm a little embarrassed. I'll continue working as soon as I'm ready (I may need another week off) because right now I just sleep all day and my head is bursting with pain and panic attacks. I'm also sorry about this. Working at the computer for so many hours has brought me to a terrible state, I didn't even rest this summer (I spent my vacation helping my mom make repairs), so now I HAVE to take a break. Maybe I'll post some sketches or YCHs, and I'm still open to new orders! (I need to eat more haha... I lost 10 kilograms in 2 months due to stress, now I like my new weight, but I don't like the fact that I got it because I don't eat anything because I don't have the energy to cook or even go to the supermarket). I'll do my best, but I still need more time. I hope for your understanding! The anniversary of Misa's death is also approaching. I can't believe it's been so long. It all feels like a very long, terrible week to me, I'm crying so much because of it, it really broke me. I hope I'll feel better someday. And I hope he's happy and doesn't get hurt anymore. I miss him so much though...

I will be glad if you subscribe to me there and help me in my promotion! <3
https://bsky.app/profile/cloudseny.bsky.social

I've never written anything like this, but lately I've been noticing more and more that my new posts aren't gaining views or favorites. New people hardly subscribe to me, whereas to many others (even newcomers) they do. I have fewer favorites than I had much earlier. Am I getting worse at drawing? or has it stopped being interesting? I usually didn't care much about that, because I know I'm doing my best, but now I feel really bad. And to be honest, I do not know what to do. At least thanks to those who continue to follow me! I see each of you, and I am very pleased. Although I'm really depressed right now. not only because of this, but it certainly worsens my condition. I feel so incompetent.

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now commissions can take a very long time! I'm still terribly broken, and my depression has increased significantly. I will continue to work and finish all current orders in the best possible way, but I ask you to be patient. If you have any questions, you can always contact me!

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Hello everyone I didn't think I'd be writing this so early, and maybe I'll feel terrible again tomorrow, but right now I just need to share this with the world. I was shattered. Crushed. It felt like my heart had been ripped out, my body had been set on fire, and my mind had been electrocuted. I felt so bad that I really hoped that my heart would burst and I would be able to get rid of this pain and see my child. I so wanted to hug him again, I wanted him to snuggle up to me and all the pain (both mine and his) just left us. But apparently I felt so bad that Misa couldn't stand it. It's hard to believe, and I think many of you will be skeptical, but a miracle has happened. At one point, I just felt better, I felt with all my being that he was next to me. That he hugs me, nuzzles my neck and takes away all my pain. It cannot be described in words, it could not have happened from any words or events. I didn't believe that I would ever feel better. But I felt better. Now I am 1000% sure that he will always stay by my side and wait for me there in heaven when my time comes. So thank you for your kind words! To be honest, yesterday and today I was terribly angry at the whole world, I did not want to read your messages and even for a second admit the thought that it would become easier for me and I would have to live without him. But now... When I feel like he's with me, he's actually with me!!! I'll be happy. As long as I don't feel like he's left me, I'll be happy. I'll be happy for both of us. Yes, these thoughts are quite confusing, but this is what is really happening. Such feelings cannot be faked. So my guardian angel took shape and finally stopped suffering. I'm happy. I hope he's happy too.

Misa is dead. The only thing I regret now is that I can't commit suicide.

Thank you so much, Alexander!!! I will give Misa your best wishes!!! We will do new tests with this money to adjust the treatment, so really thank you!💓🩷💗💘💘
Now he has already started eating, and he can move around on his own, even cheered up a little ^^💖

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https://disk.yandex.ru/i/n6oy9JnrlN7LsQ
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Well, hello. My little Misa boy got leukemia. And now he is on the verge of life and death. I am writing this Journal just to speak out. I feel so bad. He's still a kitten, why does he suffer so much? He did not eat, did not drink, was very sluggish and now he needs a blood transfusion. Please pray for my boy, make him feel better, and me too. I can't stand his death.

Hi! Today was my birthday ^^ I turned 23 years old, ha ha)
If you want to support me financially, you can send a some money for a cake to my boosty (https://boosty.to/cloudsen) ^-^ (any amount will be pleasant! Or write to me, I'll bill you on paypal(or hipo), haha, it's more embarrassing, but why not! >w<)
Have a nice day, everyone!

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trapped - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54385209/

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