i dont usually express myself on here in any meaningful capacity bc i dont care to but this is my stupid furry art page so ill use it to whine once every ten years i guess . i dont remember the last time i felt THIS bad about my art . like i spent a lot of my early 20s feeling like shit about it, but i also spent my early 20s unemployed, so i didnt really have anything else to do BESIDES sit and draw , regardless of how i felt about my art . but now ive got a job and even though its maybe only 30-40 hours out of my week, its like i get home and i want to do literally anything besides draw . and then even when i DO draw, my adhd kicks in and im picking up and putting my tablet down every five minutes meanwhile my attention scatters btwn like six different things which all require less effort than drawing so of course thats what the brain ends up wanting to spend the time on .

so the adhd makes it hard . and then especially lately i just cant stop comparing myself to my peers which i know is a big no-no but as the saying goes . i Also dont want me to be doing what im doing . people who i love and whose art i adore but who out of no where started to feel, like. threatening to me, bc i feel like i cant stack up to them

im not trying to compete with anybody!! i dont know why i feel like this .

also ive had my ipad for like a year now and i still hate drawing on it but its Right There as opposed to my desktop which i have to get up and go over to and then wrestle with to get it up and running so i can draw

i honestly think i could be fine with everything i hate about my art IF i was just faster at making it . but thats been basically impossible for me forever, i just take too long to make anything. sigh :{

hi im actually too frustrated w myself and my art to do art trades turns out . sorry :] <--- bashing my head against a wall

hi drawing sucks rn . anyone wanna do an art trade

im the person who used to run the askgiegue blog @ tumblr and i DO see all of you drawing him with a penis . its ok though . i get it . i love you

read my profile blurb again b4 watching me im begging you

finally found a brush that makes drawing in procreate not feel like ass <:/

so now all i can think about this month is SONIC!!!! . who wants to mash ocs together or talk abt hedgehogs

what r like. some trademarks of my art . i had a friend send me some 12 y/o art of mine the other day and say it was still, somehow, familiar, so im curious now

HI im experiencing terminal brainrot and wanting 2 commission some art of doc . does anyone following me like drawing sphinxes or fucked up weirdos bc ill throw money at you to do just that . ok ty

neopets booted me out of my like 5 old accounts (decided my passwords didnt work anymore) BUT i still love them so im starting all over . @ clownmantis and @ oddbodyfurby on there, b my neofriend :o)

how surprised am i supposed to be when someone links an inkbunny account as an alt and has cub porn in their faves

the world belongs to furries with niche fetishes who mark their kink/fetish art as mature/adult regardless of if theres any actual sex or dingles in view

i think should go back to being mean & confrontational like i was when i was 18. it kept freaks at bay
so here, i'm gonna try:
- if u drink plain milk by itself for pleasure i think u should be studied in a lab