I have some weird mannerisms.
Posted 11 years agoSo I noticed yesterday while driving to work that I have some weird little mannerisms. For instance, if I spot a flock of turkeys on the side of the road, I will say the word "turkey" out loud as many times as there are turkeys in the flock. Thinking back I have been doing this for years. Makes me think about what mannerisms I have that I haven't noticed yet.
Hackity Hack Hacks
Posted 12 years agoSaw a few journals on these, so I'm spreading the word.
Rumor has it there is hacker on FA, hacking people and blocking our friends to make them block us. You'll then be banned from FA.
Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up", "Get lost" or "I don't want to see you on my homepage anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.
Write all of this down in your journal too!
Please do this, it's for the safety of everyone!
Forward this message before someone gets hacked!
Rumor has it there is hacker on FA, hacking people and blocking our friends to make them block us. You'll then be banned from FA.
Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up", "Get lost" or "I don't want to see you on my homepage anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.
Write all of this down in your journal too!
Please do this, it's for the safety of everyone!
Forward this message before someone gets hacked!
F5 and stuff
Posted 12 years agoNew avatar courtesy of the lovely and talented
Vani-Fox. If you haven't done so already I highly suggest checking out her amazing work.

The more you know....
Posted 12 years agoScatter shields save your feet from getting hacked off by an exploded clutch. That is all.
That last journal...
Posted 13 years ago...has no right being the big fat ugly bump on my profile. Using this one to keep it a bit more buried.
Getting things off my chest
Posted 13 years agoThis journal is just going to be a bit of a rant of things that have been bothering me, making me feel down, etc. Most of it is going to be a sort of a confession so if you're not into that sort of stuff then don't read it. I'm just trying to put it somewhere so that I can get it off of my mind in hopes that I can get past it. This is just for me to vent and I honestly don't expect anyone to read this junk. Again, IF YOU DON'T LIKE SAD "POOR ME" SELF-PITY CRAP THEN DON'T READ FURTHER!
I'll be turning 26 later this year (Dec 2012) and have never had a meaningful relationship. I've had crushes (that the feeling was never reciprocated), asked girls out (and been turned down 100% of the time), and even had a crazy stalker. All the while watching my friends and family find relationships like they can just buy them off the shelf at a store (one my younger brothers is actually getting married not even fifteen days after my birthday.). I don't know what I'm doing wrong, and being the problem-solving type that gets under my skin in a whole new way. You see, I get lonely fairly easy. Don't know why, but if I don't have either a video or music playing on my computer, or the TV on in the background to make some noise I get this desperate lonely feeling (almost a paralyzing dread) that just eats away at me until I either talk to someone or find something to do that takes my focus to other things.
I don't know if it's asking a lot from someone, but I just want a girl that can greet me with a kiss, tell me she loves me when I'm feeling down, and make me feel like the luckiest man in the world when I wake up next to her in the morning. Obviously that last one is just as dependent on me as it is on her, but I'm easy to please. Just having someone there who loves me would make me feel that way.
I'll admit that I'm not exactly a handsome man. I started balding when I turned 20, and have been shaving my head for the last 2 years in a effort to hide it (or cope with it, whichever the particular shrink you talk to says I'm doing.). Some (including myself) could consider me overweight, as I have a bit of a gut, but I am actively working on getting rid of it as I'm sick of looking at it and feeling like a slob. While I'm no looker, I will always be honest, and if you are honest with me you will find no one friend more loyal, more willing to go out of his way to help in a time of need. That honesty comes at a price though as I tend to be blunt about it and come off as an ass.
I have a tendency to be incredibly shy. If I have never talked to someone before, I can almost never initiate a conversation face-to-face. I can usually manage a conversation if I've talked to someone online, via letter, or on the phone before a face-to-face, but breaking the ice in person is one of the hardest things for me to do.
This was oddly satisfying. I think I've gotten the big ones taken care of here as I've sat here for the last 3 hours feeling so much better that I can't think of anything else to put down. If you managed to plod through this drivel, congrats *Achievement Unlocked: Whiny Twit - Listen to the pointless rant of a stooge. 15G*
I'll be turning 26 later this year (Dec 2012) and have never had a meaningful relationship. I've had crushes (that the feeling was never reciprocated), asked girls out (and been turned down 100% of the time), and even had a crazy stalker. All the while watching my friends and family find relationships like they can just buy them off the shelf at a store (one my younger brothers is actually getting married not even fifteen days after my birthday.). I don't know what I'm doing wrong, and being the problem-solving type that gets under my skin in a whole new way. You see, I get lonely fairly easy. Don't know why, but if I don't have either a video or music playing on my computer, or the TV on in the background to make some noise I get this desperate lonely feeling (almost a paralyzing dread) that just eats away at me until I either talk to someone or find something to do that takes my focus to other things.
I don't know if it's asking a lot from someone, but I just want a girl that can greet me with a kiss, tell me she loves me when I'm feeling down, and make me feel like the luckiest man in the world when I wake up next to her in the morning. Obviously that last one is just as dependent on me as it is on her, but I'm easy to please. Just having someone there who loves me would make me feel that way.
I'll admit that I'm not exactly a handsome man. I started balding when I turned 20, and have been shaving my head for the last 2 years in a effort to hide it (or cope with it, whichever the particular shrink you talk to says I'm doing.). Some (including myself) could consider me overweight, as I have a bit of a gut, but I am actively working on getting rid of it as I'm sick of looking at it and feeling like a slob. While I'm no looker, I will always be honest, and if you are honest with me you will find no one friend more loyal, more willing to go out of his way to help in a time of need. That honesty comes at a price though as I tend to be blunt about it and come off as an ass.
I have a tendency to be incredibly shy. If I have never talked to someone before, I can almost never initiate a conversation face-to-face. I can usually manage a conversation if I've talked to someone online, via letter, or on the phone before a face-to-face, but breaking the ice in person is one of the hardest things for me to do.
This was oddly satisfying. I think I've gotten the big ones taken care of here as I've sat here for the last 3 hours feeling so much better that I can't think of anything else to put down. If you managed to plod through this drivel, congrats *Achievement Unlocked: Whiny Twit - Listen to the pointless rant of a stooge. 15G*