Well today is the day where I'll be going to Toronto to audition to be on Big Brother Canada 5. Wish me luck!

Rawr! This is the only day where I can truly feel in character as Bowser *evil laughs*!

I've decided that it's for the best that I do not use Skype anymore because my constant RP'ing has ruined many friendships (I admit it). Its gotten to the point where I only use Skype to RP because I don't know what to talk about (as in to have a normal conversation). I feel ashamed and embarrassed and it's all due to my actions.

the main cause of myself feeling down is that people don't notice me a lot. What i mean by that is i want to be popular but not so popular where furs take everything i say and heavily analyze it, but popular enough that when i post something, people take notice. It pisses me off when my friends post a picture that was drawn by a popular artist and they get as many views and favs as the artists themselves, but when i post a picture (that i'm in) that was drawn from the same artist, nobody looks at it that much. It mainly has to do with the fact that i don't have the money to be constantly paying for artists to draw pictures of me because most of the time, if a certain fur is in a lot of pictures from a certain artist, he/she starts to be popular. Also my true definition of a friend is someone who cares about me and sometimes talks to me first than the other way around (which is something i had to keep doing as almost none of my friends have talked to me first). It's that reasoning that i question if the friends i have right now are truly my best friends or not.

i feel like i'm near the bottom of my best friends totem pole (mainly the fact that i don't get to talk to them a lot than i used to) most of the time and it's making me think about who my real friends are *sighs*.

YAY i'm now 18! *drinks pop*

Where are you staying?
at home after i leave the con each day.

What days will you be there?
Friday, Saturday and Sunday (24, 25, 26)

Who will you be with?
 ledgema AKA  sparky_d

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Sparky and any other friends i meet (doesn't matter if they are a furry or not).

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Not a lot actually but here is a rundown
Friday:
WHOOPS! – An "Uh Oh"-themed Canadian Game Show
Browser Cache: The Internet Trivia Game Show
Live Action Mario Party After Dark

Saturday:
Human Hungry Hippos
Live Action Mario Party
The World's Most Frustrating Game Show

Sunday:
Human Hungry Hippos

Will you be suiting?
I got to wear  CornwallTheDragon before and i don't think that i'm ready to go fursuiting at a con. So the answer is a no.

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
none because i don't own any XD

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
6 feet tall

Can I talk to you?
yes!

How can i find you?
I'm the person who is with Sparky for the entire time (when i'm not at a panel) so if you see him, then you will see me.

Can i visit your room?
no because my room is messy.

Can I give you stuff?
sure!

Can i hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs are a yes.. snuggles... ehh no thanks.

Are you nice?
i certainly am.

How long are you going?
the entire 3 days

Do you have an artists table?
i would if i could draw good pictures (i suck at drawing)

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
by saying my name (Cody), that should get my attention.

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
I will either be at a panel or i will be hanging out with Sparky.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
depends on what you mean for those 3 things.

Can i take your picture?
sure!

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
just having a good time and taking pictures of any furry i see.

1. attend a furcon
2. own a fursuit
3. wear a fursuit at a con
4. meet a furry and a take a pic of him/her (completed in 2013: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11206919/ )
5. wear another furries fursuit and take a pic of it (completed on July 15, 2015: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17119475/)
6. do a fur head swap: as in i put on the head of another someone's fursuit while they wear my fursuit head
7. have a furry come to my house
8. go to a furry's house (completed: couldn't remember the actual date but it happened in 2014)

Now if you excuse me, I'm going to transform myself into Bowser!

I'M 17!

Where are you staying?
at home after i leave the con each day (the hotels are all sold out)

What day are you getting there?
Friday, Saturday and Sunday (18, 19, 20)

Who will you be with?
 ledgema A.K.A.  sparky_d

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
probably furries/mascots or any other people who share the same interests as me.

Are there any panels you might be attending?
lots!
Friday
Sci-Fail: A Year in Science Fiction Failures
World's Most Frustrating Game Show

Saturday
Super Smash Bros Melee
Will You Press The Button?
Team Fortress LIVE
Improv All-Stars
Live Action Mario Party
Video Game Urban Legends
The Pros & Cons of YouTube Fame

Sunday
Scott Pilgrim vs. The World
Cards Against ConBravo!


Will you be suiting?
depends

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
it depends if any of my friends will allow me to wear their fursuits there.

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
about 6 feet

Can I talk to you?
Of course you can when i have the time

How can I find you?
just look in my scraps and you will find a picture of me IRL, if i'm in a costume... you will only know if it's me inside if you catch me wearing it or seeing me take it off for a break.

Can I visit your room?
no

Can I give you stuff?
indeed you can!

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
hugs yes, snuggles maybe

Are you nice?
of course i am.

How long are you going?
from Friday to Sunday

Do you have an artist table?
No because i can't draw for shit.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
by saying my name (Cody) if i'm not wearing a costume.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
i will either be at panels or relaxing in the lobby.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
it depends if i know you.

Can I take your picture?
yes!

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Hopefully going to every panel i listed and to make new friends.

it has to be Scott Pilgrim vs. the World as every soundtrack in this game is AWESOME!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSDf-TvB7pU

^ for teh awesomez

Stolen from  ledgema

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Brown - $10.00
[X] Blonde - $7.50
[ ]Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ]Other - $5.00

$7.50

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[X] Blue - $15.00
[ ] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$22.50

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[X] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50

$37.50

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[ ] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[X] 0 to 18 - $10.00

$47.50

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[X] First Born - $32.00
[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

$79.50

Drink?
[ ] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[X] No - $60.00

$139.50

Vision?
[X] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ]Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

$179.50

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[X] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00

$219.50

Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[X] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[X] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00 (white)

$309.50

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[X] a-f - $5.00
[X]g-k - $17.50
[ ] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

$332.00

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[X] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[ ] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

$343.00

First letter of the person you last talked to

[ ] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[ ] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[X] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$363.00

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[X] Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00

$463.00

^ and i completed this at 4:53 AM in the morning.

this journal is a recap of the things i remember the most from each of the 8 days.
1st day: New York City
Nothing special happened today... (now that was a bad start)
2nd day: New York City
While i was in Club 02 (It's basically a place where teens 15-17 years old can hang out and play games and do stuff) playing some FIFA 13, the captain of the ship made a emergency announcement (normally on cruise ships it would be the cruise director who would be the one make the announcements) that there was a MAN OVERBOARD! As soon as i heard that everyone in the club was a little bit scared or shocked (or both). It turned out that it was a false claim (as in nobody fall off the cruise ship and into the water) and it made me feel angry and relieved. At dinner time i had some Alligator Fritters and it DID NOT taste like chicken (why would it even taste like chicken) and i liked it.
3rd day: New York City > Florida
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12999811/
4th day: Florida > Nassau, Bahamas
I did some shopping and i found 2 AWESOME stores that you should check out. 1: Del Sol. This store makes clothing and sports items with a cool twist. When exposed to sunlight they change colour (as in a grey shirt when exposed to sunlight will show lots of colours but will fade away when it isn't in sunlight). 2: Cariloha. This store is is connected to Del Sol (they both form 1 store) and what makes it different is that EVERYTHING is made from Bamboo.

Thats all i can remember (i know i forgot half of the cruise).

today i will be going to New York City for the day and tomorrow i will be taking the train to Florida to get on the Carnival Splendor. The Splendor will be taking me to the Bahamas and 1 other country and it will last for a good 2 weeks. I'm writing this just in case somefur was worried that something bad happened to me.

for this meme i'm going to focus on my first fursona which is C-DH-3 the synthetic anthro robot wolf (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10700076/)

What made you choose the species of your main fursona?
Actually it was based off a RP me and  digitalpotato had which i was transformed into a synthetic anthro robot wolf because i wanted to know what it was like to be a synthetic robot.


Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
*thinks and shakes a magic 8 ball* Please try again later

Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
maybe though the big difference is that almost all of my fursonas act gay where i do not act like i'm gay IRL.

Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
indeed he does.

Does your fursona look like you at all?
nope

Is your fursona the same gender as you, if not why?
it is the same gender.

Do you have more then one main fursona?
i do and it's mostly whatever my human self or C-DH-3 gets transformed into.

Do you have a back story for your fursona, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
not that i know of

Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
i am single and so is my fursona

If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
indeed he is

Is there something special about your fursona that you think sets them apart from others?
he has red glowing eyes and black synthetic metal.

Do you have much art of your main fursona/s?
i only have 3 pictures of my fursona. One is a ref, the other is a headshot and the last one is a con badge.

Would you ever consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
only if i get to be the other furry's fursona which is either a synthetic robot or a character i like.

If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona?
i don't suit sadly but if i get a chance i would go fursuiting in somefur else's fursuit.

Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona, or do you prefer not to?
almost every day i RP as my robot self

Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
*insert question 2 answer here*

 -Rai- answers here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5390634/
stolen from  Resine

1: How long have you been into transformation for?

I would say a good 3 years

2: What would be your favorite species to TF into? (Pokémon count separately, so check out question 5)
Probably a Koopa/Bowser

3: Name one thing you WOULDN'T want to turn into

Spiders because i have a big fear of them.

4: Are you a full TF fan, or is it something you partake in every once in a while?

Indeed i am... if you count TF RP's every day.

5: This is for the Pokémon fans out there - name one Pokémon from each generation that you'd love to turn into (If it's a tie, just name em :P):

Gen 1: Bulbasaur, Charizard, Blastoise, Arbok (KOBRA), Nidoqueen, Nidoking, Gengar, Rhydon, Kangaskhan, Lapras, Vaporeon, Kabutops (i bet i'm the only one who loves to become him), Mewtwo.
Gen 2: Typhlosion, Feraligatr, Umbreon, Scizor, Tyranitar, Lugia.
Gen 3: Sceptile, Blaziken, Aggron, Flygon, Seviper, Armaldo, Salamence, Latias, Latios, Groudon.
Gen 4: Luxray, Buizel, Floatzel, Lopunny, Gabite, Garchomp, Riolu, Lucario, Weavile.
Gen 5: Krokorok, Carracosta, Zoroark, Haxorus, Druddigon, Bisharp, Braviary, Genesect.
Gen 6: Tyrantrum

6: What got you into TF in the first place?

I don't quite remember actually X3

7: Have you ever commissioned any TF art/writing?

Nope

8: Ever had any TF dreams?

Yes i have and it's mostly around morphing into stuff.

9: What would be your favorite TF from a movie or TV show?

I have to say it would be the TF from the TV show "Street Sharks".

10: Do you enjoy the idea of creature to creature transformation?

It depends on what the creature is and what is he/she going to become.

11: Going with 10, is there any kind of creature to creature TF that you would outright hate?

*insert question 3 answer here*

12: What kinds of TF do you enjoy the most (Like animal/anthro/muscle ect)?

Anthro
Inanimate (Costume, Cars, Furniture)
Modular
Synthetic (for obvious reasons)
Feral
TG ONLY if it's into a animal or a video game character that ISN'T a human.

13: What do you like most about TF?

How creative it can be.


 Digitalpotato answers here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2862483/
stolen from  wyraachur

Amazingly i have never done any journal memes before so i will be posting memes that other furs have posted which i will then answer to those questions (i will post the link to the furry who i found the meme from at the bottom of the journal page).

My grandpa has indeed survived and is now living back home with my family. The big bad news is that i have suffered a soft tissue injury under my left kneecap after i feel on the ice and landed on my knee. Hopefully it will be over on Monday but for now i have to deal with the pain.

well it's not about me but it's about my grandpa.. He is a smoker for over half of his life and he could be having the fate that smokers would have. He doesn't have cancer but he needs oxygen. I hope he doesn't die but i'm having doubts :(

To make matters worse. My Grandpa has REFUSED to go to the hospital for over 3 years and was refusing to have the ambulance come.

ask me anything!

ask me some questions and i'll answer them. Go crazy with the questions.

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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5049876/ + auction http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11567296/ (LoveFurAkari)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5048825/ + post the word i see dead people in the journal (FenFlux)
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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11482598/
you must be watching this furry

this just makes me say DAHECK?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=ZKLnhuzh9uY