Well Christmas has once again come and gone for all of us. It was really good to me this year. I was going to do a recap of this last night but if a lot of you talked to me last night you know that I got quite drunk lol. Normally I don't drink pretty much I never drink but this was a once in a while occasion.

My brother got me a thing of Firefly Moonshine for Christmas and a $40 best buy giftcard. You can probably tell what I got intensely drunk off of.

My sister got me a new bedspread which was very awesome and amazingly good for timing as well because I wrecked my old spread last night.

This morning I received a Nintendo 3DS from my housemate and I couldn't have been happier when I opened it. It was an amazing gift and one I won't forget for a long time.

The only thing I would change if I could was that if my parents could have made it home for Christmas. Unfortunately they spent it alone down in Florida.

No bad news came to me like last year and over all I had a fantastic time with my family (and with everyone who got to see my funny side when I was drunk lol). I hope everyone got what they wished for and I hope everyone had a very merry Christmas.

Hybrid Sketchez is doing some amazing holiday icons for Christmas. Look at mine! IT IS AWESOME :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5344817/

I got this one from  SparkTheDalmation

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
One more question...
14) Why would you want to be my friend...?

Stole from  Farell

Where are you staying?
The main hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday night (going to get my Xbox One first)

Who will you be rooming with?
 AngelKitt and  FoxLightning

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Everyone I can. I'm moving shortly after the con

What is the best way to find you?
Look for the brand new Yellow fox carrying his MITB briefcase or his newly won WWE Championship

Are there any panels you might be attending?
A few actually

What do you look like?
http://imageshack.us/a/img12/6118/7tz2.jpg (in the blue shirt beside my fursuit =3)

Will you be suiting?
ALL THE TIME

Do you do free art?
Stick figures for everyone!

Do you do trades?
Stick figures for everyone!

Do you do badges/commissions?
Nope

What is your gender?
Male.....I'm fairly sure a penis means I'm male

How tall are you?
6'1"

Can I talk to you?
NO!!!......Wait.....Yes =3

Can I touch you?
Excuse me? >.>

Can I visit your room?
I got a room party on Sunday night

Can I buy you drinks?
Pepsi Next

Can I give you stuff?
What kinda stuff?

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Maybe, Just please don't be weird about it

Are you nice?
Yes

How long are you going?
Thursday to Monday

Do you have an artist table?
Nope

Will you be going to parties?
Not really

Will you be performing?
Yep. During the variety show

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Ask me by name and you'll have my attention

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Sure

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I'd be honored

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends of the plans

Can I take your picture?
Of course

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have the time of my life as this is the last time I'll be in Chicago until next year's MFF.

Hey guys.

Well I was able to say goodbye to my cousin Josh last week. I'll miss him greatly as will the rest of my family. It just hurts a lot to see a family member in their final resting place knowing you won't be seeing them for a long time. It's made me appreciate the people that are around me a lot more and to try and keep a stronger connection to everyone.

Thank you everyone for your support, it's been a great help.

Other things going on I am excited for MFF and I do plan to do something in the variety show as usual I'll be needing some help for it. I need two people willing to talk on a live microphone and I also need a camera man, if you'd like to help please drop me a comment or note and I'll give you the details.

Last I got a new cellphone today so if anyone had me on their contacts list please let me know ASAP because I got a new phone number as well.

That's it for now guys. Thank you again.

I'm going to keep mostly quiet for the next few days to collect my thoughts. The reason for this is that over the weekend my cousin passed away.

His cause of death isn't known yet. He was at his own bachelor party and like many others got drunk during the party. He went to bed late in that night and never woke up. He was only 29.

If you try to contact me please don't feel offended if I don't respond.

Hey guys. I'm selling off a crap ton of Xbox 360 games to help me out with some bills as well as to help pay my family back with debts. They're helping me with a flight to see them for a week and I'd like to pay my own way there. Pretty much all of these games I don't play any more and a few of them have never even been touched so if you'd like them let me know.

If you're picking them up in person it's better for me because I can deliver them directly to you if you'd like them shipped I'd prefer a few extra dollars be sent to cover shipping please.

Here's the list of games.

Assassin's Creed $12
Assassin's Creed 2 $13
Assassin's Creed Brotherhood $15 (never played)
Batman Arkham Asylum GOTY Edition $12
Battlefield Bad Company 2 $5
Bioshock (with DLC disk) $15
Bioshock 2 (with DLC disk) $15
Borderlands 1 $8
Brink $5
Call of Duty 4 GOTY Edition $5
Call of Duty World at War $7
Call of Duty Black Ops $12
Crackdown $5
Dead Island GOTY Edition (with DLC) $12
Dead Rising $7
Dead Rising 2 $10
Dead Rising 2 Off The Record $10 (Never played)
DJ Hero 2 $5 ($15 with controller)
Elder Scroll Oblivion (with DLC disk) $12
Fallout 3 $5
Gears of War $5
Gears of War 2 $5
Ghost Recon Advance Warfighter $5
Ghost Recon Advance Warfighter 2 $5
Guitar Hero 2 $5
Guitar Hero 3 $5
Guitar Hero Warriors of Rock $8
Halo 3 $5
Halo 3 ODST $7
Halo Wars $10
Kameo Elements of Power $5
LA Noire $10
Left 4 Dead GOTY (with DLC) $10
Left 4 Dead 2 $20
Lego Harry Potter Year 1-4 $10
Lego Harry Potter Year 5-7 $12 (never played)
Mass Effect $10
Mass Effect 2 $12
Mass Effect 3 $15 (or all 3 for $30)
Medal of Honor $5
Naruto Rise of the Ninja $5
NBA JAM $5
Perfect Dark Zero $5
Project Gotham Racing 3 $5
Portal 2 $10
RAGE Anarchy Edition $10
Rockband $5
Rockband 2 $5
Rockband AC/DC Addon $3 (or all 3 for $10)
Lego Rockband $7
Green Day Rockband $8 (never played)
Sega Superstar Tennis + Xbox Arcade disk $5
Shadowrun $5
EA Skate $7
Tom Clancy Splinter Cell Double Agent $7
Tony Hawk's Project 8 $7
Too Human $5
WarHammer 40k Space Marine $7

Hey guys.

 MinaAlyssa needs a little bit of help if you can. If you need a room for Condition Wasteland there is an open spot in her room. It's for the day before and day after the con so the 1st to the 5th.

Ask her for pricing and everything if you'd like to go.

I know it's very short notice but it would mean a lot to me if you're willing to help out.

Thanks guys/

Ok. Since a lot of people seem to think that I'm am Darius Koopa's personal keeper and assistant of artwork all I have to say is that I'm not.

You're not going to get artwork from me because I'm not an artist. Your artist is on So Furry now so any more issues you have with him are no longer my problem because everyone decided to shut me down when I offered answers. Don't be calling me "the white knight" or demanding to see where your artwork is or you're demanding refunds from me because you're not going to get it from me.

You want Darius, go elsewhere. Your problems with him aren't mine.

Fox ish back =3

Just so everyone knows. I'm going to be gone for a short time because I no longer have internet and I probably won't for the next week and a half.

Soooo.................yeah.

See you when I get internet again.

Ok so this was my third year in a row going to AnthroCon and so far it's been the best one for me. I did a lot of stuff, not too much from the schedule but a lot. Got to walk around Pittsburgh, got on the news several times, and got to see something not many furs will ever see in their life.

Wednesday:

I arrived at around 9am to find only a handful of furs including my best friend  Nekari89 which brings me to the one thing I thought I'd never see. The Westin lobby wasn't a mad house, it was empty. That is one thing I am still dumbfounded on. The Westin Lobby was Empty! Owo

Anyway. That didn't last too long. Went back into the car and got into fursuit and all of a sudden the place is packed. This is where myself and a bunch of friends got onto the news.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3hK94QU4W8 News report 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wnyJSSoVJY News report 2

Other than that it was a day of being silly and walking around the city. It was fun.

Thursday:

Thursday was somewhat of a downer day for me because I had no money to my name at all (I didn't get paid until Friday). It didn't hurt too bad though because I met up with my friend User who up until that point I hadn't seen in about 3 years. It felt great seeing him again and cannot wait to see him again. If you're reading this Stephen, I'm sorry we didn't hang out as much as we should have.

Very fun day for fursuitting though. Especially with me and Golden Wolf tormenting people over cupcakes and fighting over an ice cream sammich :3

Friday:

Probably the best day of the con for me because one I have money now and blew most of it on commissions (I'm a furry isn't that what I'm supposed to do?). Ran into  Mykiroo who ran away when I tried cashing in Money In The Bank on him when I should rightfully be the new Furry Champion once again right now ( I WILL FIND YOU MYKI. )

The best part though was going to the Three Rivers Regatta with my friend Sunny (Sorry dude, I don't remember your FA). There we took at least 50 pictures with people who loved our fursuits. I got to show off to the Military panel people by doing pull ups for them in fursuit (got a big round of applause for that, as did Sunny).

I also got punched in the face by a little kid who nearly knocked me out (if you want to hear that story tell me and I'll do my best to explain).

After that, spent some alone time with somebody very close to me and then passed out to Saturday =P

Saturday:

Nearly died in fursuit several times this day. Nearly over heated, got knocked down and beat up a bunch of times (seriously I'm a Wrestler, I need to be the tough one! >w<).

The fursuit parade was fun yet confusing this year because of the world record thing. Some people were getting WR tags from the door keepers without having a complete suit, others (including me) were not getting them. It didn't make too much sense but what really confused me was how a majority of my friends didn't even see me (or others) in the fursuit parade even though I walked right in front of their face waving. Oh well, furry logic.

I got some commissions done this day as well. I will upload them as soon as I have permission from the artists I bought from but until then I really do thank these artists for all their hard work and dedication on these pieces.

Also just to point this out. There's a new indy video game shop in town. I visited them on Saturday and good lord are they awesome. Please stay in business guys!

Sunday:

The always sad day of the con. Just a lot of good byes and see you at the next cons.

This day was just a lot of hanging out with the people who mean the world to me and I cannot thank them enough for taking their time to spend with me. Hosted a nice post con dinner along side another best friend of mine  DMK and we ended up playing "Wheel of Candeh" for  Coyote_snack's con video (can't wait to see it).

Overall this was a fantastic con this year and I can't wait to go again next year.

and others I may have missed. Thank you guys for making AnthroCon awesome again =3

Where are you staying?
The Westin. It's been a struggle to find space there but I'm there

What day are you getting there?
Wednesday afternoon/evening

Who will you be with?
 Hihey9989 + his friends

What is your gender?
Male.

Are you taken?
I'll let you figure this out.

How old are you?
23 years old as of 1 month at AC

Can I talk to you?
Depends on the subject at hand but normally yes if you come right up to me I'm fine

Are you cliquey?
No. People try dragging me to theirs but I hate it.

Can I touch you?
Pardon?

Can I hang out with you?
Shouldn't be a problem

How can I find you?
Look for the yellow Fox trying to find a challenger. I need my furry championship back >w<

Can I buy you drinks?
Pepsi Next please =3

You like shinies?
Yes but I've been trying for years to get one. C'mon Pokemon games please work with me! ;w;

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Just don't do it by surprise please unless you're a really close friend

How tall are you?
6'1" out of suit

Are you nice?
For the most part. Just please don't do anything stupid around me or to me or anyone of my friends

Can I stalk you?
I'm the best in the fandom and you aren't already? (Note: I'm not really an egotist, I play one on FA though)

How long are you going?
Leaving on Monday

Do you have an artist table?
I do some writing but me not knowing about tax licenses I won't be selling anything there

Do you like parties?
If it's just a small let's hang out party I'm good but if it's crazy with people constantly drunk and having sex, probably not.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just walk up to me and say hello. I have no problem stopping what I'm doing for somebody

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Floating around focusing myself and getting ready to perform my ass off in the Masquerade.

What/where will you be eating?
Not sure yet. If somebody wants to get some dinner I'm game for it. I'm saddened that the cheesesteak place shut down last year though ;w;

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To be what I have always been and always will be. The Best In The Fandom.

I really didn't want to speak out about what I'm about to but since the year started, a lot of things and people have really been pushing my buttons and I'm well beyond the limit of what I can take. I'm taking this time to get quite a few things off my chest. A lot of it involves people lying to my face, it involves respect, and it involves what I will and will not do regardless of what anybody thinks.

First. I pointed this out after FWA happened but I feel it must be addressed again. I originally didn't want to go to Furry Weekend Atlanta this year. I was going to skip and then have a good time at FCN the next month but I got pulled to the side by several people that I consider some of the closest friends I'll ever have. They all decided to tell me basically the same thing. "Come to FWA, we'll hang out, you'll have fun, and we'll have a good time together." I made it to FWA and decided to act on those plans. In total out of those three days I think I spent a total of 45 minutes with all of my friends who talked me into going and every time it was just in the hotel lobby on the couch or at the diner down the street for a quick meal. Those few minutes I spent with those friends as well were just sets of downtime they had away from other people or their mates they kept rubbing in my face (I had just been dumped too at that time). I was alone, depressed, and just beyond upset that people talked me into spending over $500 to get to a con they would just blow me off at anyway.

Thanks to this I've decided that if ANYBODY wants me to go to a con to hang out with them, you have to make plans and keep them, you have to provide hotel space, and a ride for me there. I am not blowing off my hard earned money to do nothing and spend time alone anymore.

Next is a very touchy subject but I have to point it anyway.

Next is my religion. I am a very proud follower of Christianity, I have my own views on it, I follow the rules how I've seen them explained to me, I follow under my savior, the lord himself, and most of all. I keep it at a personal level only. What right does this give anybody to insult me and tell me I'm just some nut believing in an invisible man in the sky? I do not force Christianity on anybody and to be perfectly honest I couldn't care less what other people follow or don't. What's your argument? "Oh but you're gay, you're not a true Christian." Mind telling me which of the 10 rules I follow to heart tell me that I can't be with another man regardless of what my body tells me I'm attracted to?........Yeah, thought so.

Just because I'm openly religious doesn't mean I force anything on anybody, stop trying to force yours on me and keep it personally.

Next subject. What I can and cannot do as a furry.

Am I supposed to care what everyone says about me fursuitting in public? Do I have to care what people think about me applying to be on television? Not really but people think so anyway. Over the last few days on Twitter I've gotten some direct messages from people begging me not to do what I'm going to do because apparently I'll "Ruin the fandom" like furry fandom is one of the highest thought of communities as is right?

Regardless of what people think I'm still going to try out for the "Oh Sit" gameshow because I love athletic competition and I'm still going to fursuit at WWE Payback next Sunday night. I bought the tickets, that gives me right to do what ever the fuck I want at the Allstate Arena. Don't like it? Tough titties.

Finally. I can go for any life goals I want to set for myself. I don't care what you think is better.

For the duration of the year so far I've had the heart and passion to finally follow my dreams of becoming a professional wrestler and to become what ever company's Champion. It has been something I've been day dreaming and fantasizing about since I was a child yet I'm not supposed to do it because it's not a typical furry's dream? Fuck that. If I followed what most people think is the typical furry dream I'd have a nine inch gap as my asshole and I'd be flat fucking broke because of all the porn I bought.

I don't want to be a dancer, I don't care if I end up as a "Popufur" or not. I want what I feel would be best for me and those around me. I love my friends closer than anything in the world and I couldn't be happier than some love me back the same.

If you don't want to show me the love and respect I want to show for others, get away from me.

I'm sorry I had to post this but being told I shouldn't be doing something over twitter just really sent me over the hill.

This is how I have been feeling over the last 6 months in 2013 and all I ask is just for a little bit of respect.

Hey guys. Recently my ps3 died on me and will no longer install any updates so instead of putting up another $300 for another ps3 I'm just going to sell the games and await for the next generation of game systems. I am not selling the ps3 because it's autographed by Dev Madan (the creator of the Sly Cooper series) so any offers for that are not happening.

The games I have include are

Mod Nation Racers
Duke Nukem Forever
3D Dot Game Heroes
Little Big Planet 2 GOTY Edition
Jak Collection
Metal Gear Solid 4
and The Sly Collection

I'd love to get $100 off the whole lot if possible. If not I'll take the most reasonable offer.

I also have a fully functional blue ps3 controller with a charging cable I will sell that for $25

If you also want it I have a Playstation Eye camera and I will sell that for $7

If you'd have any interest please let me know because I could really use the funds right now. I'm trying to make it through AnthroCon and a trip to see my parents. I appreciate everyone's time reading this though.

Thank you.

For those of you who know me one of my very strong passions is writing stories. One of my dreams and life goals was to at some point in life have a book get published. I had just about reached that goal too. That was until two days ago.

If you saw this tweet from two days ago you'll probably guess what happened. https://twitter.com/CrashMcCloud/st.....810624/photo/1

I called Asus and got my computer up and running again. I had to sacrifice everything I had on this computer to get it running again (in other words a hard drive reset). This computer is brand new, I seriously just bought it 2 months ago. I was stupid enough to think I wasn't done moving stuff onto it so I just went on ahead and erased my hard drive.

Know what was on that hard drive yet? MY FUCKING BOOK. I had well over 60,000 words typed out for it and was about ready to finish it.

I truly feel like doing what this guy is doing right about now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dO62WcwutFM

For those wondering. The booked was called "The Main Event" and it was (shocker) a wrestling based story.

The story goes as such. Two kids starting college want their dreams of being pro wrestlers. They're constantly wrestling anywhere from their back yards, to the school, to parking lots. One character "Sam (Crash)" gets the go ahead where as his best friend "Kyle (Cobalt)" doesn't get the call for a temp contract. At some point Sam gets hurt and must give up the contract. He gives it to Kyle. There's a problem though. Kyle isn't too well accepted by others in the wrestling organization he joins because of one reason. He's gay.

Being gay is a real problem for some wrestlers in real life and it's cost them their careers at times. Two examples are former WWE United States Champion "Orlando Jordan" and former WCW US Champion "Chris Kenyon" (RIP Chris). Both men were released from the WWF / WWE for their sexual orientations (supposedly, that's what my research tells me anyway). This is where my idea for this book came from. What if somebody was treated like that and actually became a success in the pro wrestling world?

I do plan on trying to re-write the book but it's going to be a VERY long process to remember anything. I don't expect to be done until probably the start of 2014 now.

Because I was bored.

1. Had sex? Yes
2. Bought Condoms? No
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? No
4. Failed A Class? No
5. Kissed A Boy? Yes
6. Kissed A Girl? Yes
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? No
8. Had A Job? Yes.
9. Slipped On Ice? Yes
10. Missed The School Bus? Home schooled for most of my life. Aftwards I had a ride to school
11. Fucked a girl? Yes
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? No. I troll instead
13. Sexted? Yes
14. Sex In Public? No
15. Played On A Sports Team? Yes a few actually
16. Smoked Weed? Never
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Never
18. Smoked A Cigar? Never
19. Drank Alcohol? Yes but never again
20. Watched porn? Yes
21. Skipped class? Yes
22. Gotten Arrested? No
23. Done meth? Never
24. Been To A Wedding? Yes
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Yes
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Pretty much every day
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Yes
28. Been Late For Work? Yes
29. Been Late For School? Yes
30. Kissed In The Rain? No
31. Showered With Someone Else? No
32. Failed My Drivers Test? No
33. Cheated on a ex? No
34. Been Outside My Home Country? Yes
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Several times actually
36. Had Lice? Nope
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Yes
38. Had A Credit Card? No
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? A few hockey and baseball games
40. Broken A Bone? Yes. my right arm in 3 places was the worst
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual
42. Won A Trophy? Yes
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? Yes
44. Had An STD.? No
45. Got Engaged? No
46. Done ecstasy? Never
47. Tried Out To Be On a TV Show? Yes
48. Rode In A Taxi? Yes. In Chicago for Cubs Convention
49. Been To Prom? No
50. Played A Drinking Game? No
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? Yes
52. Been To A Concert? No
53. Had A Three-Some? No
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Yes
55. Been In A Car Accident? No
56. Had Braces? No
57. Learned Another Language? No
58. Killed An Animal? No
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Yes
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? No
61. Wore Make Up? No
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Yes
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? No
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? Nope
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? No
66. Snuck Out Of The House? No
67. Bought Porn? No
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? Yes
69. Had Oral Sex? Yes
70. Dyed My Hair? No
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? No
72. Graduated From College? No
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? Yes
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? Yes
75. Rode In An Ambulance? Yes
76. Rode In A Helicopter? No
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? No
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yes
79. Met Someone Famous? Yes
80. Been On Vacation? Yes
82. Been On A Boat? Yes
81. Been On An Airplane? Yes
83. Broken Something Expensive? Yes
84. Had Surgery? Yes. Had to have my eyelid replaced when I was 7 because a greyhound ripped my real one off
85. Beat A Video Game? Yes
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? Yes
87. Made A Survey? No
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? No
89. Prank Called Someone? Yes
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? Yes
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? Yes
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? Yes
93. Peed Outside? Yes
94. Went Fishing? Yes
95. Helped With Charity? Yes
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? No but it would be funny to see the results
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? Yes.
98. Been Suspended From School? No
99. Broken a mirror? No
100. Thrown up on someone? Yes. My brother.
101. Lied to your parents? Yes but unfortunately I have to ask. Who hasn't?

Ok. So at FWA I took some storyline commissions. I have all but 2 completed right now and something happened.

My thumb drive with those commissions on it became corrupt. I have no idea what happened but everything is gone. If anybody has any idea on how to recover a corrupted drive please let me know as soon as possible.

If not, I'm sorry and if you remember buying a commission from me please let me know and I will do what ever I can to refund your money or I'll start from scratch with your work. Please let me know.

Thank you.

Hey guys. I'm sure you saw the last journal, this is a reply to that one.

 DMK is streaming Pay What You Want commissions to help get our car fixed. We have about 10 days left or the car is gone.

All details here https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4563541/

My room mate took my car in this morning in order to get the breaks fixed which normally isn't much of a problem. God was I wrong on this one.

Not only are the breaks screwed but also the rotors are messed up, and to top it all off. I need a new wheel bearing. From what I'm told my room mate was lucky to even make it to the body shop with how bad of condition it was in.

I'm looking at repairs minimum of $1,400. I need this car to get to and from work as it's my only means of income right now in order to pay rent.

My room mate and my best friend in the entire world  DMK is going to try and pull a lot of extra work to get the car fixed. We have 17 days to do it or we'll end up having to scrap the car.

If you can help out it goes greatly appreciated and I'll do what I can to pay it back. What ever you can do is amazing and I thank you for it.

Here's a journal with all the damages as well as other information.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4550685/

Thank you for your time reading this.

Good evening everyone I got some quick updates for you all.

FWA. Yeah it sucked. Nothing more than that.

Really though. I had plans to meet up with a bunch of people at that con (It was really my main reason to go) and everyone really just wanted to be with their mates or people who were actually dating another person (which I am not).

On the bright side though I did make some "Beat up Crash" commissions there. A total of 11 commissions were made at $2 a piece. Seven are currently done and will be posted soon (reasons why below).

I am currently sick for the second time in a month unfortunately. First time I got the flu on the last day of Furry Weekend Atlanta and that lasted about a week. Yesterday I felt great, felt good, felt like I could start working again. Man did that change this morning. I got hit hard by my sinuses. I am majorly conjested, got a headache, and I have completely forgotten what air smells like again.

Until I am finally 100% again I am putting a hold on the current commissions I need to get done because my brain can't be creative when it blanks out every two seconds. I thank everyone for their paitents in advance and I'll be sure to finish them ASAP.

Finally my one year anniversary of the WWE Furs Meet.

It's in 12 days. It will be at Buffalo Wild Wings in Round Lake Beach Illinois. If you want to go you need to let me know NOW because once I get there, I am asking for a table with that specific number. Once it's filled, it's filled. There's no last minute people this time because it is Wrestlemania time and BWW will be packed with fans of the WWE.

Another note is that my brother will be joining us this time so please be very respectable. Also and I ask this with no disrespect what so ever. Please do not try and flirt with my brother. He is not gay and still isn't comfortable with me being a furry nor does he know that I roll bisexual.

So yes. If you want to go to WWE Furs 1 Year please let me know and I'll drop you the details.

I know what you're thinking. "Crash you're not an artist, how are you going to sell commissions?"

Well here's what I'm doing.

I write storylines, a lot are indeed wrestling related. I also know a lot of people don't like me because I have a heel fursona.

For a small $2 commission I'm willing to let you beat me up........in a story. These will all be wrestling related but the twist is that you get to pick the type of match you beat the hell out of me in. I will have a list of matches at FWA to choose from if you decide you'd like to teach me a lesson!

Here's some ideas you could do.

TLC. Tables Ladders and Chairs. All weapons are legal, the only way to win is to climb the ladder and gain the championship.

Last Man Standing, Hurt your opponent to a point where he can no longer stand before a count of ten.

Strap Match. Two people tied together by a single strap. Only way to win is to force your opponent down long enough for you to touch all 4 corners.

Strip Match. Only way to win is to strip your opponent of their clothes.

I have a lot more ideas plus I'll have a list with me if you'd like to pick from that or if you have an idea I'd love to hear it. I'll also have some copies of my own stories if you'd like to read them as well.

Ok. I've had my run ins with flat out idiots in the past but I really think this one takes the cake. First off, I know my ex will read this and I'd like to let him know now, this isn't about him even though he did something similar to what I'm about to talk about.

First I'd like to say that my life's dream always has and always will be to become a professional wrestler and to someday become some wrestling organization's world champion. I don't care if it's on the indy scene or by some miracle the WWE, the fact is it's a dream.

Now let me ask this. Since when does Furry Fandom get to dictate if I want to live that dream or not? Well according to a specific dumb ass I apparently can't live out my dream because "wrestling is too fake"

I'm sorry but who the hell cares if it's fake? It's called entertainment for a reason. "Oh but it's only for rednecks and drunks" Go back and watch Breaking Bad or the fucking Walking Dead before you tell me that again. I'm sorry but I don't think people like John Cena or my hero CM Punk are what one would call rednecks or beer drinkers.

I've seen dozens of movies and TV shows where all of the acting is done the exact same way as professional wrestling but dick offs like this guy will still sit there and criticize professional wrestling.

So what does dick off suggest is a good profession for anybody in furry fandom? "Become a dancer" You know what I say? I say there's no difference. In fact I truly believe there's more skill and more talent in pro wrestling than there is in dancing. Think about it. What does it take for a dancer? Just a little creativity, some music, and a fast mind.

What does pro wrestling take? It takes all of that plus you need to know what your partner (or opponent in this case) is going to be doing at all times, you need to know your positions in a 20x20 squared circle, you need to know how to keep a major crowd interested, you need to get them involved, but of most importance, you need to keep yourself as well as your friend safe when doing dangerous stunts,

Now tell me. What sounds more satisfying. Entering a dance competition where you may lose out before your song is even done? Or being in front of a huge crowd that will love you or hate you based on your performance in a ring regardless if you're booked to win or lose?

I got a taste of my dream at Furry Connection North last year when I busted my ass with  xandertheblue in a fantastic match. I will bust my ass even harder to have one at the grandest stage in Furry Fandom, Anthro Con. After that I promise this world that I will live out that dream and I will not give a shit about what some idiot has to say about it.

If you want to support me I consider you one of the better friends I will have in this life time. If you don't well don't let the door hit you on the ass on the way out of my life.

If I only work one match in my life, dream successful. If I make a career out of this, dream accomplished.