Its Christmas month! And while I am excited, I've been having issues sleeping lately and some family drama =w=

One family member is now aware that I'm trans (genderfluid, I shift between female and non-binary) and is...okay with it so that's a little victory

I need to get back to the requests I owe people on DA, too XD

Oh god I'm 26 now XD *Is old*

So besides being non-binary, I've figured out aromantic asexual irl, something I *have* managed to come out about to family with some success (lot of grumbling about 'no grandkids' and 'you've never had a GF/BF how do you know?), which is something of a relief?

I also now exclusively go by Rook online now, that and my newly decided upon non-binary name to replace my birthname: Cedar!

They/Them pronouns still as well plz <3

I tried to come out to a family member about being non-binary by doing the old "I have a friend..." tactic. They immediately went into an utterly horrific transphobic rant and topped it off with some racism and homophobia too.

Soooo it seems my own family would happily do Bad Things to me if I ever came out to them properly because being not a dude is as bad as being not straight to them it seems.

I'm okay! But you can probably guess that finding this out about family I thought I could trust really, really hurt

So uh, after a lot of internal debate and conflict, I've found that I don't really feel like I identify 100÷ as male anymore, its been bugging me for some time now.

So I'd like to say that, from now I'm genderfluid! They/them pronouns please :)

It feels relieving to be open about it!

Mer Chrimmis

Got Red Dead Redemption 2! Excuse me while I spend next few days binge playing it.

Hope everyone has a great christmas! ^.^

Yup, 25 now.

I feel old =w=

Likely not getting any presents today due to short notice money usage but definitely getting stuff tomorrow!

Tho, did get a book and a Nintendo subscription from friends :3

https://www.strawpoll.me/15765394

Posing from my DA, self explanatory :P

Attending ScouseFurs furmeet in Liverpool again today, if anyone on here's from Liverpool and wants to say hi, look for the dork in a McKenzie hoody and glasses =p

I wanna play it so badly but can't XD Laptop does not support any of the RPG sites one would use to play it with friends, I did make an OC for it preemptively tho.

I'm bored, its time for a new journal =p As the title says, this is my top 10 games for Play Station 1 that I had growing up!

10. Apocalypse
A weird little game staring Bruce Willis as a scientist turned gun toting hero fighting against a nebulously explained religious technocracy. Gory and violent, but full of cheesy one liners and a cameo by System of a Down.

9. Alien Resurrection
Say what you want about the movie, the game was scary as fuck; with intense atmosphere and dread, it actually pushed the PS1 to its limits back in the day, and amusingly enough its control scheme, which is quite similar to modern shooters, was considered 'bad' at the time.

8. Hogs of War
A very odd game where Rik Mayall voices every single character, and every single character is a pig soldier fighting to control a pig shaped island's swill deposits. Turned based tactics and chuckles abound.

7. Destruction Derby 2
Vehicular mayhem! What else needs to be said?

6. A Bug's Life
Ah yes, Disney PS1 games. This was a really fun experience, full of great music and good gameplay. Now you have the menu theme in your head, admit it.

5. Toy Story 2
Here for the same reason as 6, fun as hell!

4. Small Soldiers
Great music, good atmosphere, amazing expansion on the movie by actually being set within the hinted at fictional world the Gorgonites and Commando Elite come from.

3. Oddworld: Abe's Exoddus
Could never get very far in this, but the atmosphere, character designs, themes and mood were amazing, many hours were spent trying to get further than Necrum Mines.

2. Crash 3
An improvement on Crash 2 (I never played the original, for shame!), with much more things to do and worlds to explore throughout history. Silly, fun and replayable, and probably one of my first full on furry games. Which brings me to...

1. Spyro
The original Spyro the Dragon was, to my knowledge, my first ever video game. While the sequels were much better technically and gameplay wise, Spyro 1 will always hold a place in my heart as my first ever game, and its colorful visuals, trippy music and sometimes hard to find dragon statues brought countless hours of play time for me. (Though the boss fights were...well, crappy, but nevertheless!)

Yeah so I've had stitches taken out and my finger looks like bacon atm but its healing =w=

I really need to add some new content here that isn't just reposted art, but am unsure as to what XD Sooo, here's a thing: You guys can offer suggestions!

My fave subjects are of course TF and WG, so, anyone have any ideas for those I could maaaaybe do?

I do =p no mic tho XD

Had surgery yesterday to fix my tendon, hand is all bandaged up and sore now, but on the mend!

Guess who needs an operation?

Me, cut finger open on shard of broken plate ans damaged tendon =w=;

As the title says :P hope everyone had a good one!

And I still have this character tumblr http://thatlupeolass.tumblr.com which I'm coming back to XD

I got a few things, including Pokemon Ultra Moon and Mario Odyssey :P

Anyone know any good ones? I'm talkong both tabletop and videogame form :P

I'm now 24 :P Almost a quarter of a century old >w>

Will update later with presents gotten and such!

I'm working on getting a new job now so getting rid of that other journal :P

Soooo, as someone who's starting to get interested in Dungeons and Dragons, desite not having played it for *well* over a decade now, I was wondering if the following character sounds feasible? XD

I kinda thought it'd be amusing/interesting to play a Kobold girl :P ...A Paladin one, to one of the more obscure deities, namely neutral nature deity Melora. This kobold (I did give her a first name but forgot it, so she goes by her surname of Moonscale) was the sole survivor of her nest, it having been washed away in freak flood when she was still a hatchling. She was saved from drowning by a cult to Melora (who may or may not have caused the flood due to nature malarkey but didn't intend to destroy their nest, didn't know it existed, so, oops >w>), who raised her into a devout, nature lovin' 'bold.

Now she's taken up the mantle of their champion, and is a newly minted paladin of Melora, out to destroy aberrations, evil beasts, nature despoilers, and spread the good word of the goddess of the sea, wilderness and militant hippies =p

Does this sound feasible? XD

My contract expired yesterday, so today I have to go back on the dole and go back to searching for work ewe

Still find it fishy how when entire department got into trouble for performance issues and yet only I got dropped for it when my probation period ended >w>

Ah well, least I can update my CV with my new experiences and get some new references.

I'm being terminated from work at the end of next week due to 'upper management' not being overly impressed with my job performance ^^;

Would have thought that this having been my first ever job and with no prior experience at all that I'd be given more leniancy but nope.

Wasn't even at the work review for 15 minutes and was told that the decision was made a long time ago and this was just a formality ewe

Hey, anyone play Watch Dogs 2 or Overwatch on PS4? =P They're the only games I have atm I can play online XD I have no mic tho so would be silent >w> my PSN name is PangolinLV93!

Planning on eventually getting WoW when I have a gaming computer up and running, gonna play a Pandaren of course =p

Any tips and hints for a possible newb to the game? >w>

Was fun! Forgot to make new journal >W>

Hopefully I get to go to next one in September or so, got to go on a short fursuit walk :3