Havent done this in a while so in case anyone cares I've been good. Gonna be at RMFC this year. not staying up there as it was too expensive to get a room by myself and all my friends already had stuff set so yea. Also getting the xbox one as well as so many games for my 360. works ok. makes money but im pretty sure ill get laid off soon. that seems to be how home depot works so yea.... but missing all my friends. work keeps me asleep when they wanna hang.

Its coming up on about half time for the year, so just summing it up. It blew. Hard. Finally found a job, and im even less.appreciated more and always called out. Havent seen almost any of my friends mostly due to my bullshit schedule. Honestly ready to give up. It doesnt seem worth it anymore. But yea. Thats my year so far. Hope everyones well. Thinking of all of you at one point or another

Finally heard back from one of my applications and mostlikely will be hired once my drug test and background check are finished. Home Depot again, but this time night shift freight.

Alright, i guess im gonna jump on the band wagon and create a profile on Weasyl too. https://www.weasyl.com/profile/crevan . still gonna be on FA but I do like the layout of Weasyl alot. alot more user friendly i think.

Life just gets worse... cant find work. Call places to follow up and i hear nothing back. luckilyi get to go out and party at least once a month thanks to S Faux. Just feel like no one cares period. Friends in real life and online, but eh thats life. people come and people go.That and they dont talk to you until they have an issue. Rarely hear from anyone anymore unless they want advice or to just vent. Take everyones issues onto myself, but cant find an outlet for all the extra stress. Might not make RMFC if the job hunt stays the same.

Well heading home tomorrow. had fun. got plenty of welts, got a bit of a tan haha. gonna start the job hunt again starting wedneday or thursday this week. miss colorado, florida is fun, but too hot for me haha. Hope ill get to see some friends before summer gets here. Might work on drawings too. mabey get better, or find something. gonna start looking at school too.

had a great time tonight. got to see some friends i havent seen in quite a while, and id totally link their pages if i could figure it out, but since i cant, you all know how you are. had a good time, played halo, sucked as usual, and gave a coyote a hard time. all in all a great night. need to get out with these people alot more.

Ok so for those who dont know, i used to play airsoft, and have recently gotten back in and created a new team with some friends in Colorado and Florida. well, our Florida division is flying me out and paying for my food and putting me up for a whole week for a local airsoft event. This is all going down in early febuary, so im super excited. Found out around the new year, so job hunting is set to low, as to not invoke the wrath of "heres a job a week before you leave" This team could lead somewhere if things go ok at this event. itll be a brand new gun to kick of a new start in the awesome sport of airsoft, so anyone that wants to hang, lets make it before Febuary 5th to be safe. Hope to chill with some of you soon :3

Was actually looking forward to christmas this year, but now.. i managed to piss off my real mom, who i only just got in contact with about 1 or 2 months ago. She feels that i dont wanna connect with her, which isnt true... but now im basicly losing my mom and my little sister right before christmas. it just has me feeling really down and depressed. I mean, dont get me wrong. I know that there are people who have it way worse coming up on the holidays,but this just really killed christmas for me...

Just wanna tell everyone to have a happy holiday, what ever it may be. Enjoy your families and the holidays and have a good one. much love to everyone

Ok i know its really early to start this, but the way my finances are looking, i might as well, If anyone is willing to share a room, let me know, because i need to know how much itll cost me to actually go, otherwise i may have to make the daily drive home, or sleep in my car and try to bum a shower off of someone. Hopefully i find work before then though. otherwise im gonna be pinching to make ends meet so that i can attend. its the kind of unwinding i really need right now

Well, ive been trying to find something im good at in a art form kind of way, writing and drawing are out. im thinking ill try music next, but i have a bad feeling about that too haha. dancing is out till i can shed some pounds haha. I honestly dont know, i feel like i should do something, plus itd be nice to find somthing people would commission, but im struggling to find anything that i can use that way, still trying drawing and it doesnt get better. any suggestions would be great because i have too much free time and itd be good to take it up with something besides video games. Preferably something easy to move as i have to house sit in a few weeks for the rest of the month.

Ok, im looking for work, and i got some tips on where to try aplying again, but in the mean time, some of you should text me, if you want that is, itd be cool to keep up with some of you, my phone fucked up and i lost my contacts outside of whats on facebook. kinda miss talking to my friends ive made in the fandom. Otherwise trying to not kill myself with this new workout system ive got going thanks to some tips from a good friend. hope to hear from you guys soon :)

While its not finding a job, i got upgraded to a full suit by the builder doing my patial for free, and its completely free! so im super excited to see how he turns out and hopefully ill be able to make it to RMFC in full suit next year. Should be tight, plus itll be good to see some old friends there. Also, you furs around the springs, COME UP WITH SOMeTHING TO DO! i got no idea what to do, but i miss hanging out with you guys.

Ok so over a month ago, i went and talked to chase about the fact im unemployed and wanted to close my account, They told me they'd wave my fees for the rest of the year and wed discuss next year. I got an email today that informed me that im now in debt to them and need to pay the money back. I'm broke to the point i dont leave the house because i cant afford to do anything short of breathing. luckily its only 6 bucks, but its the fact i keep my account with them because they say they will take care of me, but then this. As for other stuff, still waiting on my partial. I hope its as good as im expecting, especially due to the time its taken. I cant go to pretty much any fur meets around here cuz i eaither cant get a car or i cant afford it. and now it feels like all but a handful of friends keep in touch. so i dont know. i guess try to get a hold of some friends so i dont loose it sitting at home and walking around aimlessly.

Ok so for the few who check up, still looking for work. No luck what so ever. ive gone everywhere but the corners. I do have two games i pre-ordered back when i was working coming you, Forza Horizon and Assassins Creed 3. then its no go for any new games i want untill i get work. I do have a short term job in December, as ill be house sitting for a few hundred dollars. Also realizing that i lost 30 dollars on a commision from an artist who just dissapeared after a while. kinda upset about that considering i would love to have that 30 dollars just to be able to do something nice with some friends. Also, supposedly/hopefully ill be getting my partial by halloween. Hopefully. Kind of expecting it to tank but who knows. Gonna try to make it to the Halloween thing up in denver on the 26th, so anyone who plans to go, hope to see you there. Also, for you furs i know and hang out with now and then, PLEASE, text me or something. I know it sounds odd, but i need something to do besides sitting on my ass playing videogames or watch netflix. heck, if someone wants to go for a hike somewhere, let me know when and where. otherwise much love to all of you, and i hope you all are safe and sound :3

Ok so im unemployed, running out of cash, and i cant find work. the joys of the economy, but on a serious note. is there anyone around the colorado springs area that might be able to put up a fellow fur. cuz theres a plan of the bf coming down to the us for Christmas and im planning to come out to the family, but in the worst case senario i need a place i can bunk up till i can get up to canada.

Im sad to see RMFC go, but at the same time thats what makes Fur Cons so fun, their rare and unique. It doesnt happen all the time and that makes it all the more fun to attend. Made a few new friends and saw some amazing suits. makes me excited to eventually get my suit and start having even more fun. To those who i hung out with, it was fun, for those who i didnt, WHERE WERE YOU??????

Ok well got the time off from work to go to RMFC, which is great, and my room is now paid for so Crevan gets to sleep in a bed and shower(much to everyones luck) and my partial can finally be shown off at RMFC. had some last minute additions made to him but hell be smexy. now i gotta learn to dance. Might also be quiting work at the home depot to go and help with the fire clean up. I get paid the same with more hours and i get paid daily. Other wise im always derpin around online talking to my handsome mate or my friends, and playing xbox, lots of xbox.

Its just getting to the point where im gonna block anyone who says shit. just because some trolls bend the truth about someones work just cuz they are too lazy to work for money and would rather try to sue someone, specificly my builder, just pisses me off. She has alot of good reveiws and some bad. I've watched her streams of her building and ive been nothing but impressed. ill probably do a unboxing of my head when it comes just to show people shes not as bad as a group of people work so hard to make her seem. Its especially funny when all the drama started coming from furs that preached about how drama was stupid, and how they hated when furs started drama. way to go people. being immature ass holes to ruin someones business.