These past couple days have been retarded. First the computer comes down with some crazy error that forces me to Re-install the OS. And now today I can't remember my old email for my youtube and Myspace. Fuck!

I got my new doctor FINALLY and she's pretty cool! ^^ I got weighed and took my blood pressure and everything. The doctor told me about another patient of hers that had nothing but Brocoli for snacks in between meals. And wanted me to try it too. So I said why not. I laughed when she mentioned that girls would start coming out of the wood work. I told her"I already have a girlfriend." Which she replied."Well more prettier girls will come along.And I told her "Its not about looks" And she just kinda quieted down XD btw I LOST 6 Lbs! YAy

It really sucks when life kinda goes on without you. But then again Its not like I'm really popular or anything here. All the girls here are either taken, uninterested, or have some crazy wild preference that turns me off to them. So I'm basically staring at what I can't have while my guy/girl ratio seperates further still. Don't get me wrong I love guys too. Its just thats ALL I've been getting lately and I miss the touch of a woman. But apparently there's something wrong with me seeing as none are willing to give me the time of day.

I'm whining cuz I got nothing better to do. Due to the stupid ass ticket I got I'm gonna have to wait to comission the artists I've been gawking at for so long. I gotta save up a bit before splurging.

speaking of which I wonder if I'll be able to get my pre-order of mortal Kombat. I REALLY hope so. Btw Call of duty Black ops is fuckin awesome! And yes I'm lonely.

What that title implies is that I want to start comissioning artists to draw stuff. I have a couple on the way but there are a few artists I just HAVE to get something from. One of them being  tridark He's pretty cool He can draw AND animate! For a pretty great price too. And NO i'm not advertising for a discount or anything. I just like his stuff. I also like  dcrabbit but I've been waiting for over a WHOLE FUCKING YEAR FOR MY COMISSION! But I try not to bug him. Although I should huh? well anywho the Main reason for this journal is to ask..

Who wants to comission arts with me?

Stolen from  bunny-pile who stole it from  starlet

A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone

C = Will kick your ass
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
D = Very very easy for people to like you
D = Very very easy for people to like you
L = Beautiful eyes
E = Crazy as hell
S = Damn sexy

YAY! Man its been a Long and PAINFUL 2 weeks away from this computer! I'm so glad to be back again.

To all my new watchers!:Thanks! *snuggles* ^.^

To my current and probably pissed off rp partners.:I'm sorry! Its not my fault XD.

And to whom it may concern.:HELLO! *waves*

I don't know why but Bunnys Seem to be a forbbiden fruit for me. I LOVE ALL bunnies but I never get one for my own. I want a cute bunny to snuggle and play with. Gender and Size don't matter.

Don't even get me started.

First I gotta apologize for bein gone for so long. The lap top at home is fuckin Trash. secondly I wanna thank and hug all of my new watchers! And lastly...I'm 21!! WEWT! I can finally and LEGALLY get Shitfaced!

Check this shit out! http://e621.net/post/show/109454/am.....e-caught-flash

WEWT! Birthday...YAY!I hope I get some awesome picture for free or something! Btw from my last journal I've decided to add a sister and the bunny to my roster. And btw  avinz is holdin a comic contest. And my FA mom is giving out free art! Check out  shadowgoddess As well.ya May wanna jump on those! I know I am I'm feeling lucky.

For a long time I've been thinking about new characters to add to my profile.

My First idea is my SL character http://img411.imageshack.us/i/snaps.....uddles001.png/

And my second idea would be giving Myself a hot sister.

I've also had a sexy LGD idea in the back of my head forever.

AS well as a cute bat boy.

I'm open to ideas as well. Give some input!

These past few weeks have been crap! So far the highlight of my holidays is when I broke up with my Lying Cheating bitch girlfriend...And now I'm single again. And the rest of the world seems to be SO much more in love now that I'm single. And my commisions are no where in Sight. These damn things are months old and most all of them payed for in full already. WTF!? *sighs heavily* I just want to relax and not feel let down for once this season.

It was Pretty good. I liked it. It had a couple soft core sex scenes and a soft core rape/partial incest scene.

Aside from the sex its story about 2 scientists on the verge of THE biggest breakthrough in scientific history. But they're forced to shut down due to a predominantly "not ready and morally correct" Society. So they do things they're own way.

Thats all I can say without totally spoiling it.

I need furs to play Ninjawarz with me!!!

Check this out its actually pretty fuckin great! XD


http://rivals.yahoo.com/highschool/.....hschool-283434

This game is fuckin RENTAL. DON"T Buy it. It's Short as hell. Its intense and fun and stuff but it reminds me TOO much of the first God of War game. Its NOT worth the preorder. Even with the collectors edition.

1: Force Fury is pretty much the same as Rage of the Gods. You're all covered in lightning and damn dear invinsible.

2: Challanges. There are 10 of them Like in GOW and they unluck stuff if you get good scores.

3: The Story is progressed by the Main characters unstoppable desire to do something for himself.

4:Alot of his attacks involve spinning (He has 2 lightsabers now)

5: He gets really Angry and screams alot.

Is anyone doing requests? I want a picture of my character with clothes on. Nothng really special or anything like that.

I need a good artist whos not Sluggish or blindingly expensive.

XP All my comissions seem to be on hold or something. I keep getting awesome ass ideas and I have HELLA Money in my paybox account but I don't wanna do anymore rexy pics until AfTER hir reff sheet is done.

Hey Furs there's this new site thats competing with Paypal. And its still in its Beta stages so people who Join now get $50 FREE! And that money continues to pile up and rise as days go on. And NO this isn't an advertisment or scam or anything. I'm already on the site and I've already got $93.59. My pet refered my to this site and I read everything myself and it checks out pretty legit. If you're interested in this then click and link and read up to see if you wanna jump in. http://www.paybox.me/r/alphacuddles

Ok first things first....What does Donkey Punch mean?


And Now to the actually journal post...shit I forgot what I was gonna write XD Brain Fart!!! But serious tell me what donkey punch means. AND NO Wikipedia link cuz I never look at those. And Those furs who DO post just to spite me WILL get Pounced. Of coarse if you wanna get pounced you could just flail your arms around my kitty curiousity will take over but ANYWAYS..<.< uuum..idk

DAMN! I've never seen SSOOO many sexy boys. But they're ALL in canada! Thats So not fair! Gawwww So not fair!