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OC Purge [Sale]
Posted 10 years agoAfter hard consideration...and very painfully... I'm going to be parting with a lot of my OCs...
Having over 200 OCs is rough and I'm needing to clean out my folders.
So... without further self-guilt tripping...
Some include more art/variations
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14774033/ $10+
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14875157/ $20+
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14952701/ $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15102808/ $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15224125/ $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15287138/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15369726/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15378531/ $25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413937/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413970/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413991/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15827669/ $30
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16093317/ $25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16620361/ $15
Having over 200 OCs is rough and I'm needing to clean out my folders.
So... without further self-guilt tripping...
Some include more art/variations
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14774033/ $10+
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14875157/ $20+
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14952701/ $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15102808/ $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15224125/ $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15287138/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15369726/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15378531/ $25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413937/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413970/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15413991/ $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15827669/ $30
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16093317/ $25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16620361/ $15
[RAFFLE - not mine]
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6883581/
An amazing friend feels like doing a raffle on some freebies, enter and you might just win!
An amazing friend feels like doing a raffle on some freebies, enter and you might just win!
[Vent] Some things I've come to understand about myself...
Posted 10 years agoSo, things I've found out...
Quitting a job does the following for me:
~lowers my personal feeling of self worth
~makes me easier to snap on people
~makes me depressed
~makes me feel like I'm just bothering people by trying to have a conversation
~makes me want to just sit around and not be around people... but I feel like I need people to get feeling better
~I want to try again at a new job, but I feel like it's not worth it after my first experience was the way it was...
Quitting a job does the following for me:
~lowers my personal feeling of self worth
~makes me easier to snap on people
~makes me depressed
~makes me feel like I'm just bothering people by trying to have a conversation
~makes me want to just sit around and not be around people... but I feel like I need people to get feeling better
~I want to try again at a new job, but I feel like it's not worth it after my first experience was the way it was...
[Vent] Quit my First Job on Day 2...
Posted 10 years agoI don't know what to say...
I quit my job... and It's gotten 80% of my friends to tell me I was stupid for quitting and that I'm just a quitter and just... putting me down worse than I already feel for leaving...
In case you hadn't already heard from me about why I left...
The manager wanted me to finish 6 rolltainers, I was the only "male" on staff, so anything the women needed help with that was heavy, I was requested to do it. and I started to overheat before and after my 30 minute break...
I was shaking and could barely open my boxes from my hands shaking with the box cutter I was so overheated..
and I was made to hold and carry a corroded box from the bleach exploding during shipment on the truck without safety wear.
[ a friend asked if I got to drink any water or Gatorade... ]
didn't get that opportunity unless I wanted to during the 30 minute break out of the 9 hour shift I was scheduled for...
like.. I'd have to have clocked out for break just to be able to buy it, but I was hungry and had a dr. pepper and 2 small bags of doritos and it still didn't help...
I started the day at 6:04am...and left at 12:57pm...
so... if I get a check for these past 2 days... then it'll be around $75 before taxes cause I've worked over 10 hours... better than nothing in my opinion.... at least I tried to go further... I just couldn't handle it all at once.
I quit my job... and It's gotten 80% of my friends to tell me I was stupid for quitting and that I'm just a quitter and just... putting me down worse than I already feel for leaving...
In case you hadn't already heard from me about why I left...
The manager wanted me to finish 6 rolltainers, I was the only "male" on staff, so anything the women needed help with that was heavy, I was requested to do it. and I started to overheat before and after my 30 minute break...
I was shaking and could barely open my boxes from my hands shaking with the box cutter I was so overheated..
and I was made to hold and carry a corroded box from the bleach exploding during shipment on the truck without safety wear.
[ a friend asked if I got to drink any water or Gatorade... ]
didn't get that opportunity unless I wanted to during the 30 minute break out of the 9 hour shift I was scheduled for...
like.. I'd have to have clocked out for break just to be able to buy it, but I was hungry and had a dr. pepper and 2 small bags of doritos and it still didn't help...
I started the day at 6:04am...and left at 12:57pm...
so... if I get a check for these past 2 days... then it'll be around $75 before taxes cause I've worked over 10 hours... better than nothing in my opinion.... at least I tried to go further... I just couldn't handle it all at once.
An amazing artist right here and a 10K watcher thing
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6827854/
CLICK IT! CLICK IT NOW!!!
CLICK IT! CLICK IT NOW!!!
[Rant] Adopt for Limited adopts
Posted 10 years agoWho else is fucking tired of people who have adopts they want to get rid of, and are like "we only want dreamy, eeray, etc" you know, the ones that are a fucking shit ton expensive.
I'm sorry, who died and made you "the shit".
If you want to give away your adopts, either give them away and not be a picky ass fuck, or just shelf them and quit being an asshole.
I'm sorry, who died and made you "the shit".
If you want to give away your adopts, either give them away and not be a picky ass fuck, or just shelf them and quit being an asshole.
[Poem] "Life on the Other Mountain"
Posted 10 years ago"Life on the Other Mountain"
~written by Me~
Another day passes, feeling like I'm locked out of my love's life.
Time continues forward and there's no way to change the past.
Over trusting my wishes and dreams when they don't come true seem to just cause more pain, but if I keep trying... if I keep believing, maybe someday those wishes and dreams will come true.
Everyday I see time moving forward and new things happening for my love. I want to smile and cheer her on, but the valley between us is clouded by a mist and I can't trust myself to climb down my mountain to get to hers. The mist hurt the last time I tried... She put up a sign a long while back... "Poisonous fog, do not cross".. but I tried anyways... why would someone ever make two lovers go to two separate mountains with this fog between them...
I try again, and it hurts to hold my breath so I take a breath and give it a shot...
Something in the fog throws me back up the mountain into my bed.. tears leaking from my eyes when I find that I can't make it across all because of the damned fog...
I wish a really strong breeze would blow the fog away so that I can find a way to cross to her mountain and finally be by her side.
~written by Me~
Another day passes, feeling like I'm locked out of my love's life.
Time continues forward and there's no way to change the past.
Over trusting my wishes and dreams when they don't come true seem to just cause more pain, but if I keep trying... if I keep believing, maybe someday those wishes and dreams will come true.
Everyday I see time moving forward and new things happening for my love. I want to smile and cheer her on, but the valley between us is clouded by a mist and I can't trust myself to climb down my mountain to get to hers. The mist hurt the last time I tried... She put up a sign a long while back... "Poisonous fog, do not cross".. but I tried anyways... why would someone ever make two lovers go to two separate mountains with this fog between them...
I try again, and it hurts to hold my breath so I take a breath and give it a shot...
Something in the fog throws me back up the mountain into my bed.. tears leaking from my eyes when I find that I can't make it across all because of the damned fog...
I wish a really strong breeze would blow the fog away so that I can find a way to cross to her mountain and finally be by her side.
[Poem] "What is True Love"
Posted 10 years ago"What is True Love"
~written by Me
Saying you love someone isn't enough to prove how much you love them.
Saying you worry about someone doesn't prove how bad you worry for them.
Prove it.
Prove it by trusting them.
Prove it by having faith that they are your other half.
Prove it by not going behind their backs.
Prove it by being there for them when they need you most.
And if you can't... don't just make up some dumb excuse like "sorry... I was playing a video game.." or "Sorry I just wasn't checking my messages".. If you had a true reason for being away from them, a real reason to not spend every moment loving them and continuously trying to step up your game and show them that you're not satisfied with just loving them and having them say they love you, but make it a friendly competition to see who can out-love the other.
Be there for them when they least expect it.
Be online when they're not and leave them little hints at what you've got planned for the day with them.
If they're not well, leave them more than just a "get well soon" message... tell them all the things you dreamt about that night, tell them all the things you are waiting for them to get feeling better to do with them.
If they're not getting better, spend every waking moment loving them. Spend every breath and every thought about them.
We all know there is an inevitable end, but why look at it as that?
Why look at it as the End of everything?
Don't make it a goal to get there. Make it a goal to do everything you can every day.
Can't walk? Make plans to spend time outdoors with the ones you love.
Can't see? Make plans to tell your loved ones everything you feel.
Can't hear? Show the ones you love what they feel like to you.
If you can do everything, do your best to be the best of the best loves for them and do your damndest to make them smile. Because smiling, is the best joy in the world for not just you, but them. Not a fake smile to hide the pain, but a real smile. A genuine real smile of happiness.
Remember the good times and make plans to do them again if you can.
Remember the things you can do with each other and have done.
Life isn't about the journey until the star flickers out. But about the journey of the star's life. To learn about what makes the star twinkle and shine so bright. How it guides us through the dark and stormy nights.
This isn't just a poem.
This is life.
Live life to the fullest you can.
Don't give up when your down.
Push onward.
Love isn't something to mistake as something so easily tossed aside like a used paper towel in a waste bin.
Love is real.
Love is Life.
~written by Me
Saying you love someone isn't enough to prove how much you love them.
Saying you worry about someone doesn't prove how bad you worry for them.
Prove it.
Prove it by trusting them.
Prove it by having faith that they are your other half.
Prove it by not going behind their backs.
Prove it by being there for them when they need you most.
And if you can't... don't just make up some dumb excuse like "sorry... I was playing a video game.." or "Sorry I just wasn't checking my messages".. If you had a true reason for being away from them, a real reason to not spend every moment loving them and continuously trying to step up your game and show them that you're not satisfied with just loving them and having them say they love you, but make it a friendly competition to see who can out-love the other.
Be there for them when they least expect it.
Be online when they're not and leave them little hints at what you've got planned for the day with them.
If they're not well, leave them more than just a "get well soon" message... tell them all the things you dreamt about that night, tell them all the things you are waiting for them to get feeling better to do with them.
If they're not getting better, spend every waking moment loving them. Spend every breath and every thought about them.
We all know there is an inevitable end, but why look at it as that?
Why look at it as the End of everything?
Don't make it a goal to get there. Make it a goal to do everything you can every day.
Can't walk? Make plans to spend time outdoors with the ones you love.
Can't see? Make plans to tell your loved ones everything you feel.
Can't hear? Show the ones you love what they feel like to you.
If you can do everything, do your best to be the best of the best loves for them and do your damndest to make them smile. Because smiling, is the best joy in the world for not just you, but them. Not a fake smile to hide the pain, but a real smile. A genuine real smile of happiness.
Remember the good times and make plans to do them again if you can.
Remember the things you can do with each other and have done.
Life isn't about the journey until the star flickers out. But about the journey of the star's life. To learn about what makes the star twinkle and shine so bright. How it guides us through the dark and stormy nights.
This isn't just a poem.
This is life.
Live life to the fullest you can.
Don't give up when your down.
Push onward.
Love isn't something to mistake as something so easily tossed aside like a used paper towel in a waste bin.
Love is real.
Love is Life.
3ds Smash Bros Mewtwo code for art?
Posted 10 years agoIf anyone has a spare 3ds Mewtwo smash bros code I'd be willing to draw them their sona as their favorite smash character...
[Vent/Poem] "The Pain Inside"
Posted 10 years agoYou know what...
I'm done voicing my problems and opinions...
I'm just going to start bottling it up and when I finally fly off the handle or completely break down, the world will see just what it does to me...what it does to people like me.
Yes I may be a pessimist. Most of my life I feel has been full of lies and deceit.
I've hidden the pain behind mask after mask. But when I finally reveal the true me and the pain inside... I'm told to shut up, sit down and be quiet...
or just ignored and walked on by like nothing had even happened.
Maybe it'll be for the better if I just shut up now, sit down, and be quiet...
and to just be ignored and walked past instead of begging and asking for help.
I might not be someone who asks and pleas for help in a way people understand just yet, so let me explain.
If you see me smiling... look a little deeper.. is there a tear in my eye?
If you hear me laughing... listen a little closer... is that a lie or fact?
If you see me dancing... open your eyes a bit more.. am I just hiding the fact I'm running?
If you hear me singing... open your ears more... am I just singing the words to the song... or am I singing from my heart?
This is my pain...
This is my life...
through my eyes.
I'm done voicing my problems and opinions...
I'm just going to start bottling it up and when I finally fly off the handle or completely break down, the world will see just what it does to me...what it does to people like me.
Yes I may be a pessimist. Most of my life I feel has been full of lies and deceit.
I've hidden the pain behind mask after mask. But when I finally reveal the true me and the pain inside... I'm told to shut up, sit down and be quiet...
or just ignored and walked on by like nothing had even happened.
Maybe it'll be for the better if I just shut up now, sit down, and be quiet...
and to just be ignored and walked past instead of begging and asking for help.
I might not be someone who asks and pleas for help in a way people understand just yet, so let me explain.
If you see me smiling... look a little deeper.. is there a tear in my eye?
If you hear me laughing... listen a little closer... is that a lie or fact?
If you see me dancing... open your eyes a bit more.. am I just hiding the fact I'm running?
If you hear me singing... open your ears more... am I just singing the words to the song... or am I singing from my heart?
This is my pain...
This is my life...
through my eyes.
My Anti-Anti artist assistance/guidance FB group
Posted 10 years agoSeeing all these negative groups being made to bash artists who might not be up to par with all the professional and extremely talented artists on FA and other sites, I decided to make a group designed to help other artists, whether it be furry-related or not and discussion amongst each other for critiques and suggestions :3
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1450944761863930/
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1450944761863930/
[Personal Vent] Some things about me you probably don't know
Posted 10 years agoMy biggest goal in life: ... to have one... to have a life of my own... but guess what.. can't do that.. know why?? I'm not rich... I don't have a job.. I don't have anything hardly more than a HS diploma.. like... a few credit hours from 3d modelling and some other art classes in college but i failed and dropped out of community college twice... TWICE... wtf is wrong with me?? does the world just hate me so much that it doesn't want me to succeed?
In between colleges, I tried to make a life for myself when I moved in with my fiancee'... what happened.. some family bullshit that ended up making me leave and come back home to mom and dad.. still without a job... still without any college... still without a life of my own... still having a love... try college again.. NOPE... fucked that shit up too when I got sick and missed the last 2 weeks of the first semester and was out sick during the week of final exams... Parents divorce... and I move out of moms to go try and start a life with dad and his family in July 2014, nope.. can't get a job without a SC license... 9 months later... I finally get the license change... YAY! oh fuck.. 1 month prior.. left knee was dislocated... OOPS...guess no job for me till it heals up... back to 9 months (march)... what's the plan.. Oh. look.. we're planning on moving in the summer AGAIN... welp..there goes any fucking plans of getting a job or trying to go back to college for a 3rd time...
YEP... life must fucking hate me...
What has life given me thus far in my 23 years of life:
+ a fiancee of 3 years
+ a hamster named Jezebel
+ a few online friends
+ some artistic talent
+ some writing talent
+ some musical talent
+ some technology smarts
+ sometimes good at a few video games
+ a high school diploma
- a broken family
- no job
- no college degree
- very few friends
- deceased family members
- deceased pets
- being genderfluid in a non-supportive community and family setting
- being depressed or just uncaring about life most of the time
- no life to call my own...
This is my life... and some things I've never really went into detail about until now...
In between colleges, I tried to make a life for myself when I moved in with my fiancee'... what happened.. some family bullshit that ended up making me leave and come back home to mom and dad.. still without a job... still without any college... still without a life of my own... still having a love... try college again.. NOPE... fucked that shit up too when I got sick and missed the last 2 weeks of the first semester and was out sick during the week of final exams... Parents divorce... and I move out of moms to go try and start a life with dad and his family in July 2014, nope.. can't get a job without a SC license... 9 months later... I finally get the license change... YAY! oh fuck.. 1 month prior.. left knee was dislocated... OOPS...guess no job for me till it heals up... back to 9 months (march)... what's the plan.. Oh. look.. we're planning on moving in the summer AGAIN... welp..there goes any fucking plans of getting a job or trying to go back to college for a 3rd time...
YEP... life must fucking hate me...
What has life given me thus far in my 23 years of life:
+ a fiancee of 3 years
+ a hamster named Jezebel
+ a few online friends
+ some artistic talent
+ some writing talent
+ some musical talent
+ some technology smarts
+ sometimes good at a few video games
+ a high school diploma
- a broken family
- no job
- no college degree
- very few friends
- deceased family members
- deceased pets
- being genderfluid in a non-supportive community and family setting
- being depressed or just uncaring about life most of the time
- no life to call my own...
This is my life... and some things I've never really went into detail about until now...
Mocha's return to college hopes and dreams crushed...
Posted 10 years agoCertificate in 2d Animation from the online Art Institute of Pittsburgh
Tuition Cost
per credit hour $19740 (total)
online lab fee $01400 (total)
digital book fee $01050 (total)
$22190 tuition
-$10398 academic grant
$11792
-$5000 Pell grant
$6792 = $566/month
Admission Fees $150 ( 1 time )
AKA - right now.. no college for me Q.Q
Tuition Cost
per credit hour $19740 (total)
online lab fee $01400 (total)
digital book fee $01050 (total)
$22190 tuition
-$10398 academic grant
$11792
-$5000 Pell grant
$6792 = $566/month
Admission Fees $150 ( 1 time )
AKA - right now.. no college for me Q.Q
[SHARE] Swappa for Phones/Tablets
Posted 10 years agoSo, I can definitely recommend Swappa for anyone looking to buy a new/lightly used/used smartphone/tablet.
Buying the phones we've bought through them, we've saved $954.98 USD. only paying $500 USD for an S4, S3, and Note 2 that would normally be $1454.98 USD
So.. now that all that money's been spent.. we have a $25/month bill to FreedomPop for the S3, and 2x $45/month to Straight Talk for the S4 and Note 2 (whenever I get it Thursday/Friday ) .. he gets his first smartphone (S3), I get the phone I've wanted since it was released (note 2) , and she has her S4 to replace her rinky dink Galaxy Exhibit that kept freezing up on her xD
Mobile Art, texts, phone calls, and facebook/skype anytime I want here I come xD
https://swappa.com/
Buying the phones we've bought through them, we've saved $954.98 USD. only paying $500 USD for an S4, S3, and Note 2 that would normally be $1454.98 USD
So.. now that all that money's been spent.. we have a $25/month bill to FreedomPop for the S3, and 2x $45/month to Straight Talk for the S4 and Note 2 (whenever I get it Thursday/Friday ) .. he gets his first smartphone (S3), I get the phone I've wanted since it was released (note 2) , and she has her S4 to replace her rinky dink Galaxy Exhibit that kept freezing up on her xD
Mobile Art, texts, phone calls, and facebook/skype anytime I want here I come xD
https://swappa.com/
1500 Kiriban
Posted 10 years agoNearing 1500 page views.
Person who brings it to me gets a free digital chibi badge or thigh-up
Person who brings it to me gets a free digital chibi badge or thigh-up
WE GOT HAMSTERS!!!
Posted 10 years agoSo, yesterday, my sis and I got hamsters for a belated birthday gift from my step-mom.
She and her mom got Robo Dwarf Hamsters they named Merida and Elinor from Brave.
I got a Russian White Hamster and after a few hours, decided to name her Anastasia.
She likes daddy and she follows directions if you point and tell her. She's already getting used to me too. Like daddy held her right out of her box and she crawled over to me and already started to try and run up my arm xD, and then last night I had to work on her water bottle and she let me hold her as she watched what I did with my other hand
She and her mom got Robo Dwarf Hamsters they named Merida and Elinor from Brave.
I got a Russian White Hamster and after a few hours, decided to name her Anastasia.
She likes daddy and she follows directions if you point and tell her. She's already getting used to me too. Like daddy held her right out of her box and she crawled over to me and already started to try and run up my arm xD, and then last night I had to work on her water bottle and she let me hold her as she watched what I did with my other hand
[Wishlist] Club Nintendo Points wanted/needed
Posted 10 years agoI'm in need of 1640 nintendo club points to get Star Fox 64 3D, Super Mario 3D Land, Metroid, Links Awakening, Wario Land 2. And Super Mario Land for my dad and the Animal Crossing Playing Cards for my little sister... If anyone wants to donate their club points, I can trade art . _ .
[Rant/Vent] FUCK MY DAMN 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!
Posted 10 years agoSo, fuck the idea of a having a "Happy" fucking birthday... like the past idk.. 6 years... my birthday is surrounded by people yelling and arguing and me being depressed and feeling like shit...
What was it over this time compared to the other 6 that were from mom and dad arguing? This year, it's over step-mom yelling at me about not knowing where I wanted to have my damn birthday dinner... I'm fucking sorry... I dislocated my knee on the 2nd... My brain still hasn't even fixed itself enough to get back into drawing or gaming... long less figuring out what I want for my birthday or what I want to eat...
SO.. FUCK IT. I'm just not gonna have birthdays anymore.. holidays are the next off my list of "celebrations" with this continued pattern...
What was it over this time compared to the other 6 that were from mom and dad arguing? This year, it's over step-mom yelling at me about not knowing where I wanted to have my damn birthday dinner... I'm fucking sorry... I dislocated my knee on the 2nd... My brain still hasn't even fixed itself enough to get back into drawing or gaming... long less figuring out what I want for my birthday or what I want to eat...
SO.. FUCK IT. I'm just not gonna have birthdays anymore.. holidays are the next off my list of "celebrations" with this continued pattern...
[Wishlist] 2K15 Birthday Wishlist ~Feb. 13th
Posted 10 years agoMocha made into a Second Life avatar so I can finally have a reason to use SL...
Art/Custom Adopt from
Artypanda
baronessa
dekkora
dauxycheeks
geekidog
Keka_WinterStar
skullkatstudios
komodoro
lingonzalo
littlesatilight
mousu
roxpaw
rudragon
shysiren
solar-paragon
thefoxofreason
Lots more artist I'm following, just not enough :icon: can get said = _ =
also...for my kneecap to be fixed so I can stop being babied and support myself than have to ask for someone to get me a plate of food or a drink = __ =
Art/Custom Adopt from
Artypanda
baronessa
dekkora
dauxycheeks
geekidog
Keka_WinterStar
skullkatstudios
komodoro
lingonzalo
littlesatilight
mousu
roxpaw
rudragon
shysiren
solar-paragon
thefoxofreasonLots more artist I'm following, just not enough :icon: can get said = _ =
also...for my kneecap to be fixed so I can stop being babied and support myself than have to ask for someone to get me a plate of food or a drink = __ =
[Help Needed] Therapy for my knee injury...
Posted 11 years agoI'm not really one to want to type up things like this... begging for handouts isn't really my cup-o-tea...
Each visit to my therapist is apparently going to cost $300/visit since I don't have any insurance...not including the ER bill from Monday when it all happened... (read http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6474185/ for details)
So, instead of handouts, I'll be drawing traditional sketches for the people that can help and maybe try and plug in my tablet for some digital shaded pieces for people who help a lot.
I won't be able to stream... we lost phone and internet this past friday so sapping what little bit of open wifi I can from the main office of our community to even post these updates here and on facebook...
Well... here's to trying right?
People who've helped so far:
hannydesu some $
CInderzz some signal boosting
Each visit to my therapist is apparently going to cost $300/visit since I don't have any insurance...not including the ER bill from Monday when it all happened... (read http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6474185/ for details)
So, instead of handouts, I'll be drawing traditional sketches for the people that can help and maybe try and plug in my tablet for some digital shaded pieces for people who help a lot.
I won't be able to stream... we lost phone and internet this past friday so sapping what little bit of open wifi I can from the main office of our community to even post these updates here and on facebook...
Well... here's to trying right?
People who've helped so far:
hannydesu some $ 
CInderzz some signal boosting ouch
Posted 11 years agoSo... Monday around 2:40pm, I was playing a game with a ball and my little sister, she was up the stairs and throwing the ball down to me. It bounced off my head and into the coat closet behind me, I turned around to pick it up, turned back around and my knee popped out, going to the left side of my leg and I fell to the floor, screaming at the top of my lungs.
Dad came over to hold me, and I was in so much shock and pain I couldn't really cry tears, just scream and yell in pain. He ran to call 911 and the EMS came and took me to the hospital.
After about 20 minutes or so, I finally get taken back to get X-rayed after a shot of Morphine... which finally started to work during the X-rays..
They wheel me to a room and the morphine starts wearing off, so I ask for more.. about 30 minutes later, I get 2 pills of Valium that didn't start working till probably 15 minutes AFTER the doctor puts my kneecap back in place.
So I'm laying on the couch at home, a leg brace on my leg, crutches propped up against a table, and currently an icebag on my knee to help reduce the swelling that flares up on occasion.
Dad came over to hold me, and I was in so much shock and pain I couldn't really cry tears, just scream and yell in pain. He ran to call 911 and the EMS came and took me to the hospital.
After about 20 minutes or so, I finally get taken back to get X-rayed after a shot of Morphine... which finally started to work during the X-rays..
They wheel me to a room and the morphine starts wearing off, so I ask for more.. about 30 minutes later, I get 2 pills of Valium that didn't start working till probably 15 minutes AFTER the doctor puts my kneecap back in place.
So I'm laying on the couch at home, a leg brace on my leg, crutches propped up against a table, and currently an icebag on my knee to help reduce the swelling that flares up on occasion.
[Early Birthday gift "brag" ] Kinda sorta-ish
Posted 11 years agoThings I'm Expecting in the mail as a 23rd birthday gift / late christmas gift:
http://swappa.com/listing/BSV540/view - Galaxy SIII with the original box and also comes with the official Samsung charging dock with an extra battery inside. The box contains the paperwork and the headset ( $110 )
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/samsung.....1&sellerId 16gb class 10 micro SD card ($10.67 )
( !EDIT: They refunded me the $1 xD so actually $9.67)
http://www.ebay.com/itm/310646721880 - White Case with stylus pen, screen protector, protector applicator, and microfiber cloth ( $1.99 )
http://swappa.com/listing/BSV540/view - Galaxy SIII with the original box and also comes with the official Samsung charging dock with an extra battery inside. The box contains the paperwork and the headset ( $110 )
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/samsung.....1&sellerId 16gb class 10 micro SD card (
( !EDIT: They refunded me the $1 xD so actually $9.67)
http://www.ebay.com/itm/310646721880 - White Case with stylus pen, screen protector, protector applicator, and microfiber cloth ( $1.99 )
[Vent] I'm fucking done with trying to help out with dinner
Posted 11 years agoSo.. tonight's plan for dinner.. tacos/burritos...right?
I had to go to the store to buy lettuce, tomato, onion, cheese, and ranch and french dressing...
I bought store brand shit ranch because it was on sale and got bitched at, and I bought the wrong goddamn lettuce because I fucking bought garden salad mix because she never tells me what kind of fucking lettuce to get... just says "shredded lettuce" because she's too damn good to rip up a head of lettuce herself but she can cut a tomato and is too good for tomatoes from a can...
Then I come home, and try to start cooking, and get bitched at because I fucking asked if I need to butter the pan before cooking the meat.. fuck it... I'm done..
I'm not making suggestions for dinner, I'm not asking if I can cook dinner, and I'm not gonna do dishes or any of that shit if I'm too fucking retarded to do anything right, she can do it her damn self.
End of Vent..
I had to go to the store to buy lettuce, tomato, onion, cheese, and ranch and french dressing...
I bought store brand shit ranch because it was on sale and got bitched at, and I bought the wrong goddamn lettuce because I fucking bought garden salad mix because she never tells me what kind of fucking lettuce to get... just says "shredded lettuce" because she's too damn good to rip up a head of lettuce herself but she can cut a tomato and is too good for tomatoes from a can...
Then I come home, and try to start cooking, and get bitched at because I fucking asked if I need to butter the pan before cooking the meat.. fuck it... I'm done..
I'm not making suggestions for dinner, I'm not asking if I can cook dinner, and I'm not gonna do dishes or any of that shit if I'm too fucking retarded to do anything right, she can do it her damn self.
End of Vent..
OMG!! Saints Row IV: Gat Out of Hell's VA are AWESOME!!!
Posted 11 years agoGat = Daniel Kim ( Chin Ho Kelly - Hawaii Five-O, Jin Qwon - Lost )
Satan = Travis Willingham ( Roy Mustang - FMA, Portgas D. Ace - One Piece, Iggy - Ergo Proxy, Takashi Morinozuka - Ouran Host Club, Amagiri - Darker Than Black , Yu Kanda - D.Gray-Man, Guile - Street Fighter IV, Free - Soul Eater, Talon - League of Legends, Hyorinmaru - Bleach )
William Shakspear / Vlad the Impaler = Liam O' Brien ( Tom .dot hack , Mitsuhiro Maniwa - Paranoia Agent, No. 3 - DearS, Red XIII - FFVII Advent Children, Endrance - .dot hack GU (games), Akihiko Sanada / Eiichiro Takeba - Persona 3, Vincent Law - Ergo Proxy, Jushiro Ukitake - Bleach , Gaara - Naruto, Lloyd Asplund - Code Geass, Yasuo - League of Legends, War - Darksiders, Caius Ballad - FFXIII-2 , Asura - Asura's Wrath )
Kiki DeWynter = Ashly Burch ( Sasha Braus - Attack on Titan )
Viola DeWynter = Sasha Grey (some famous pornstar?)
God = Nathan Fillion (Richard Castle - Castle, Hermes - Percy Jackson, Green Lantern/Hal Jordan - Justice League , Sergeant Reynolds - Halo , Dr. Adam Mayfair - Desperate Housewives, Caleb - Buffy )
Shaundi = Danielle Nicolet (Caryn - 3rd Rock From the Sun )
Matt Miller = Yuri Lowenthal (Prince - Prince of Persia (video game) , Sasuke Uchiha - Naruto, Khi - DearS, Haseo - .dot Hack// GU (video game) , Protagonist / Pharos / Ryouji Mochizuki - Persona 3, Dr. Kosaku Tokita - Paprika , Suzaku Kururugi - Code Geass, Simon - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Luka - Bayonetta, Vieri de' Pazzi - Assassin's Creed 2, Daniel - Mass Effect 2, Ben Tennyson - Ben 10, Yosuke Hanamura - Persona 4 , Keigo Asano - Bleach )
Satan = Travis Willingham ( Roy Mustang - FMA, Portgas D. Ace - One Piece, Iggy - Ergo Proxy, Takashi Morinozuka - Ouran Host Club, Amagiri - Darker Than Black , Yu Kanda - D.Gray-Man, Guile - Street Fighter IV, Free - Soul Eater, Talon - League of Legends, Hyorinmaru - Bleach )
William Shakspear / Vlad the Impaler = Liam O' Brien ( Tom .dot hack , Mitsuhiro Maniwa - Paranoia Agent, No. 3 - DearS, Red XIII - FFVII Advent Children, Endrance - .dot hack GU (games), Akihiko Sanada / Eiichiro Takeba - Persona 3, Vincent Law - Ergo Proxy, Jushiro Ukitake - Bleach , Gaara - Naruto, Lloyd Asplund - Code Geass, Yasuo - League of Legends, War - Darksiders, Caius Ballad - FFXIII-2 , Asura - Asura's Wrath )
Kiki DeWynter = Ashly Burch ( Sasha Braus - Attack on Titan )
Viola DeWynter = Sasha Grey (some famous pornstar?)
God = Nathan Fillion (Richard Castle - Castle, Hermes - Percy Jackson, Green Lantern/Hal Jordan - Justice League , Sergeant Reynolds - Halo , Dr. Adam Mayfair - Desperate Housewives, Caleb - Buffy )
Shaundi = Danielle Nicolet (Caryn - 3rd Rock From the Sun )
Matt Miller = Yuri Lowenthal (Prince - Prince of Persia (video game) , Sasuke Uchiha - Naruto, Khi - DearS, Haseo - .dot Hack// GU (video game) , Protagonist / Pharos / Ryouji Mochizuki - Persona 3, Dr. Kosaku Tokita - Paprika , Suzaku Kururugi - Code Geass, Simon - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Luka - Bayonetta, Vieri de' Pazzi - Assassin's Creed 2, Daniel - Mass Effect 2, Ben Tennyson - Ben 10, Yosuke Hanamura - Persona 4 , Keigo Asano - Bleach )
[Rant/Vent] People hosting OTA adopts...Listen the fuck up..
Posted 11 years agoDear OTA Adoptees...
It's getting really fucking annoying when you go looking for new OCs to adopt into your "family"...
and the adopt you post is "Open for OTA" or even just a plain OTA...and someone makes a goddamned offer on your shit, and you completely ignore and bypass that offer, or you ALWAYS...ALWAYS fucking say the same shit every damn time...
"sorry, I didn't see anything I like.."
Bitch/Asshole... be fucking glad someone took the time to even look at your damn shit you have to offer.. Either you "don't have time to draw/use them, or you just kept them in a folder and decided you had no more use for them"...
SO FUCKING STOP BEING STINGY AND TAKE THE FUCKING OFFER...
apparently it's a popular damn thing to ignore offers on offer-to-adopts because it's happened more than once and over a span of the past 2 years since becoming a furry...
Sincerely, A very fucking pissed off person
It's getting really fucking annoying when you go looking for new OCs to adopt into your "family"...
and the adopt you post is "Open for OTA" or even just a plain OTA...and someone makes a goddamned offer on your shit, and you completely ignore and bypass that offer, or you ALWAYS...ALWAYS fucking say the same shit every damn time...
"sorry, I didn't see anything I like.."
Bitch/Asshole... be fucking glad someone took the time to even look at your damn shit you have to offer.. Either you "don't have time to draw/use them, or you just kept them in a folder and decided you had no more use for them"...
SO FUCKING STOP BEING STINGY AND TAKE THE FUCKING OFFER...
apparently it's a popular damn thing to ignore offers on offer-to-adopts because it's happened more than once and over a span of the past 2 years since becoming a furry...
Sincerely, A very fucking pissed off person
