heeey i've kinda had a bad few days

been feeling passive and detached and unfocused and i feel no motivation to do even the simplest things

so i thought i'd make a journal just to say hey, i'm alive; my brain just kinda hates me (hooray for being neurodivergent??)

and i'll add a to-do list because writing it out and posting it publicly will probably help me actually do the things:

1. make edited version of icon for ismelllikegamzee (add choker)
2. reduce prices on some adoptables [done]
3. maybe make some more adoptables even though i haven't sold any so far (i just like making them; they let me play with unnatural colours and patterns in ways that i wouldn't do with my super-simple personal designs)
4. just keep drawing stuff
5. ...i'm focusing on art-related stuff here but also need to do ~real life~ stuff (try to find a job, clean my room, etc)

so there u go. hoping i'll get out of this slump & get all this done soon