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2024 Darix News [General, Mood, Darix Redesign? 3D Model?...
Posted a year agoHello hello ^.=.^
I don’t know if people really read my journals, but I still want to give some news or write stuff about some subjects. It's going to be a big one this time.
Looks like I still follow the “I will wait 2 years for a new journal” haha XD
-So, what’s new?-
Not much has really changed in general. Still working at my IT/Programmer job, being in a routine and all. Playing games, watching movies, the usual stuff you could say. Still I’m kinda getting fat, working in an office, not exercising, mostly eating fast food at work because I don’t take the time to prepare something before, doesn't help for my weight and health…I should at least start taking long walks at night or do something that is good for cardio. I really want to return to at least a medium shape. Just need to find a good way to kick my butt to do it. :/
Still, one big thing that changed is that, a few months ago, I finally received something I had been dreaming about for a long time : a new electric car (a Hyundai IONIQ 5 for people who want to know), which I had waited 2 full years to finally get my hands on. (Wait times were very long)
Also, I turned 33 yo this 1st July. Thanks to the ones that have thought about it and contacted me, it made my day! :D
-So what about now?-
As I said, getting an electric car was a dream I had for a long time, but now that I have it…I kinda feel empty…in a way that I feel I don’t have a goal. I still want to work on personal projects but with my work taking a lot of time, I’m most of the time tired and end my days by playing video games alone or with friends, having little motivation to work on projects that look like my job. I tried to fix this with a “this X day I will do this every week” but it didn’t really work.
I went to the Comic-Con Montreal a few days ago, it’s not a furry convention but I missed going to a con. Seeing the few furries that were there made me want to “dust off” my fursuit. Maybe I will bring my fursuit head in August for the Otakuthon Montreal convention if I go there.
-The fandom-
I still love looking at stuff in the fandom, I’m still getting commissions when I can but I want to be more “active” in the fandom. What I mean by this is being active in telegram channels, discord servers or websites. I mostly only stay like a “lurker” and I start to hate this.
Still, I will do my best to be (or try to be) more active on Twitter (not the best place I know), FA and Telegram channels for now.
-Feeling down?-
In general I’m fine, I just have some moments of feeling lonely sometimes, missing having time to talk to people in the fandom, going to furry conventions, etc.
The furry fandom is the circle of my life that has become really thin in the last years but I know I have also isolated myself, mainly to spend time with my local friends that sadly are not into furry stuff.
So, as you can see this is something I really want to work on, returning to be active in the fandom. There is really a part of me that wants to enjoy the good side of talking about stuff you like in it without being judged and all. But, I will not return to RP, for the only reason that it takes a lot of time and I don’t want to spend it on general “quick getting off” sessions…
I also hope to go back to a big furry convention one day, maybe one in Canada first or maybe one in the USA like Anthrocon.
-Darix update? [Contain NSFW news] -
I’m looking to get a new ref sheet for Darix soon, I still don’t know if some details of his design will change. Making him less muscular? Maybe with a small belly now? Making him look older? I'm still thinking. This is also why I was less picky in enforcing his general design when I was getting new art of him. I wanted to see “new versions” of him.
Of course you may have noticed that in the recent commissions his midsection has become humanoid and uncut and this is something that will change, I kinda like him a lot like that. Kinda also a follow up to the potion he has been trying a lot! (But he can change back to his original style when he wants it now ;) )
Also I’m thinking of making him a “service top”. I kinda love this now and even if Darix is not hung (usually and with the exception of his balls), because I see that a lot of service top are hung, I think I would not mind seeing him like that…maybe I will get a piece of him holding a service top “vest” in his hand, thinking to himself if he his worthy to wear one. XD
Oh and don’t worry, Darix's feet won’t ever change and I will still get foot-related stuff…it’s his best asset after all! ;)
-3D Darix?-
Finally, I’m starting to look to get a 3D model of Darix at the end of this year or next year. I would love to be able to go into VRChat as him but also to get him rendered with other characters :)
If you know (or are) a good 3D modeler/artist that makes : 1-Good looking feet, 2-Animated foreskin and 3-Detailed style, write in the comments or send me a PM :)
So that’s it for the news. If there is something you wanna want to talk about or ask just comment, I will answer almost everything in this journal :) I really want to talk a bit X3 See ya!
I don’t know if people really read my journals, but I still want to give some news or write stuff about some subjects. It's going to be a big one this time.
Looks like I still follow the “I will wait 2 years for a new journal” haha XD
-So, what’s new?-
Not much has really changed in general. Still working at my IT/Programmer job, being in a routine and all. Playing games, watching movies, the usual stuff you could say. Still I’m kinda getting fat, working in an office, not exercising, mostly eating fast food at work because I don’t take the time to prepare something before, doesn't help for my weight and health…I should at least start taking long walks at night or do something that is good for cardio. I really want to return to at least a medium shape. Just need to find a good way to kick my butt to do it. :/
Still, one big thing that changed is that, a few months ago, I finally received something I had been dreaming about for a long time : a new electric car (a Hyundai IONIQ 5 for people who want to know), which I had waited 2 full years to finally get my hands on. (Wait times were very long)
Also, I turned 33 yo this 1st July. Thanks to the ones that have thought about it and contacted me, it made my day! :D
-So what about now?-
As I said, getting an electric car was a dream I had for a long time, but now that I have it…I kinda feel empty…in a way that I feel I don’t have a goal. I still want to work on personal projects but with my work taking a lot of time, I’m most of the time tired and end my days by playing video games alone or with friends, having little motivation to work on projects that look like my job. I tried to fix this with a “this X day I will do this every week” but it didn’t really work.
I went to the Comic-Con Montreal a few days ago, it’s not a furry convention but I missed going to a con. Seeing the few furries that were there made me want to “dust off” my fursuit. Maybe I will bring my fursuit head in August for the Otakuthon Montreal convention if I go there.
-The fandom-
I still love looking at stuff in the fandom, I’m still getting commissions when I can but I want to be more “active” in the fandom. What I mean by this is being active in telegram channels, discord servers or websites. I mostly only stay like a “lurker” and I start to hate this.
Still, I will do my best to be (or try to be) more active on Twitter (not the best place I know), FA and Telegram channels for now.
-Feeling down?-
In general I’m fine, I just have some moments of feeling lonely sometimes, missing having time to talk to people in the fandom, going to furry conventions, etc.
The furry fandom is the circle of my life that has become really thin in the last years but I know I have also isolated myself, mainly to spend time with my local friends that sadly are not into furry stuff.
So, as you can see this is something I really want to work on, returning to be active in the fandom. There is really a part of me that wants to enjoy the good side of talking about stuff you like in it without being judged and all. But, I will not return to RP, for the only reason that it takes a lot of time and I don’t want to spend it on general “quick getting off” sessions…
I also hope to go back to a big furry convention one day, maybe one in Canada first or maybe one in the USA like Anthrocon.
-Darix update? [Contain NSFW news] -
I’m looking to get a new ref sheet for Darix soon, I still don’t know if some details of his design will change. Making him less muscular? Maybe with a small belly now? Making him look older? I'm still thinking. This is also why I was less picky in enforcing his general design when I was getting new art of him. I wanted to see “new versions” of him.
Of course you may have noticed that in the recent commissions his midsection has become humanoid and uncut and this is something that will change, I kinda like him a lot like that. Kinda also a follow up to the potion he has been trying a lot! (But he can change back to his original style when he wants it now ;) )
Also I’m thinking of making him a “service top”. I kinda love this now and even if Darix is not hung (usually and with the exception of his balls), because I see that a lot of service top are hung, I think I would not mind seeing him like that…maybe I will get a piece of him holding a service top “vest” in his hand, thinking to himself if he his worthy to wear one. XD
Oh and don’t worry, Darix's feet won’t ever change and I will still get foot-related stuff…it’s his best asset after all! ;)
-3D Darix?-
Finally, I’m starting to look to get a 3D model of Darix at the end of this year or next year. I would love to be able to go into VRChat as him but also to get him rendered with other characters :)
If you know (or are) a good 3D modeler/artist that makes : 1-Good looking feet, 2-Animated foreskin and 3-Detailed style, write in the comments or send me a PM :)
So that’s it for the news. If there is something you wanna want to talk about or ask just comment, I will answer almost everything in this journal :) I really want to talk a bit X3 See ya!
2022 News
Posted 3 years agoBeen 2 years since my last journal...but today I take some times to write a bit.
Since the last journal, I finished college and graduated in 2021. Got a new job, ditching my old boring job I had for more than 10 years. Now making websites and on my free times some personal websites.
Now it's kinda a routine: Working, playing, working, playing...you get the picture. It's fine, can't complain about this.
But having less time to see your friends can be a bit hard sometimes...and more when most of your friends start to move away or taking different roads, but that's life and I know that we keep less friends as we get older.
As you may have noticed I still post new art pieces sometimes, I still crave to get new commissions. X3
Well, I will end this journal here, just wanted to give a few news.
I hope everyone is having a nice summer! ^.=.^ See ya!
Since the last journal, I finished college and graduated in 2021. Got a new job, ditching my old boring job I had for more than 10 years. Now making websites and on my free times some personal websites.
Now it's kinda a routine: Working, playing, working, playing...you get the picture. It's fine, can't complain about this.
But having less time to see your friends can be a bit hard sometimes...and more when most of your friends start to move away or taking different roads, but that's life and I know that we keep less friends as we get older.
As you may have noticed I still post new art pieces sometimes, I still crave to get new commissions. X3
Well, I will end this journal here, just wanted to give a few news.
I hope everyone is having a nice summer! ^.=.^ See ya!
2020 News
Posted 5 years ago3 years since I made a new journal...well since a single activity from me in the fandom, might be a good time to say some stuff...
First, I hope everyone is doing fine and feeling well with this COVID-19 problem. It's hard in some moments, I have to say. For myself is because of my work, customers are not really "respecting" the rules of security... But I know that some people are in "hotter" zone or working place.
Other than that, I just wanted to said that I'm still here, just really inactive in the fandom. Mostly because of my choice to distance myself from it so I can concentrate on college, work and my projects (Like my book that I still want to write). With only one year left to do for college I hope I will find a better job soon (maybe after the COVID-19), still all it going well.
Also, I moved all of my NSFW arts in the scraps section, just to make my account look more "clean" (because I didn't want to delete them). It's also because if I get new piece of arts, they will most likely be SFW, since I crave NSFW arts less that I used to be.
If someone is wondering about my fursuit, it will most likely stay in the wardrobe for a long time. Going to furry conventions is something I enjoyed when I was discovering myself (in my early 20s), I met great friends and nice peoples, but the conventions were not something that I was fully enjoying. I was going there mostly to get arts or stuffs. And as I said earlier I crave them less then before. Fursuiting was fun, but I didn't enjoy it as much as I was thinking I would, still I don't regret doing it. Maybe one day I will put it on again, time will tell. (Note: I will never sell it, since I still keep my fursona and don't want someone else having it)
Finaly, I'm still on Telegram, it's always active on my computer (but I mostly use Discord now for talking XD). I don't do RPs anymore, just take that in note! I might not answer fast and it's not because I don't want to talk, I just have less time to spend on meeting new people. But, you can still say hi or make a little conversation. :)
So that's all I think I wanted to said, I hope you will have a great summer soon and that hopefully this year will finish on a better way.
Oh I almost forgot, happy paw day! ^.=.^
First, I hope everyone is doing fine and feeling well with this COVID-19 problem. It's hard in some moments, I have to say. For myself is because of my work, customers are not really "respecting" the rules of security... But I know that some people are in "hotter" zone or working place.
Other than that, I just wanted to said that I'm still here, just really inactive in the fandom. Mostly because of my choice to distance myself from it so I can concentrate on college, work and my projects (Like my book that I still want to write). With only one year left to do for college I hope I will find a better job soon (maybe after the COVID-19), still all it going well.
Also, I moved all of my NSFW arts in the scraps section, just to make my account look more "clean" (because I didn't want to delete them). It's also because if I get new piece of arts, they will most likely be SFW, since I crave NSFW arts less that I used to be.
If someone is wondering about my fursuit, it will most likely stay in the wardrobe for a long time. Going to furry conventions is something I enjoyed when I was discovering myself (in my early 20s), I met great friends and nice peoples, but the conventions were not something that I was fully enjoying. I was going there mostly to get arts or stuffs. And as I said earlier I crave them less then before. Fursuiting was fun, but I didn't enjoy it as much as I was thinking I would, still I don't regret doing it. Maybe one day I will put it on again, time will tell. (Note: I will never sell it, since I still keep my fursona and don't want someone else having it)
Finaly, I'm still on Telegram, it's always active on my computer (but I mostly use Discord now for talking XD). I don't do RPs anymore, just take that in note! I might not answer fast and it's not because I don't want to talk, I just have less time to spend on meeting new people. But, you can still say hi or make a little conversation. :)
So that's all I think I wanted to said, I hope you will have a great summer soon and that hopefully this year will finish on a better way.
Oh I almost forgot, happy paw day! ^.=.^
2017 News
Posted 9 years agoIt has been a long time since I posted something here, but here I am! Back again? Yes, in a way.
So where to start, well there not a lot of special stuff that have happen in 2016, except that I have indeed put myself aside in the fandom (mostly localy), I have pass a long year questionning myself about stuff that have happen, about my futur and about my life in general.
The first thing was my priorities, what I thaught was important for me...gosh I was sooo wrong...well not on all but a lot. I don't want to enter in details in this, but I can just say that step by step i'm changing my way and mind, maybe going on a better road.
Secondly was my work, I just have enough of working where I work, I have no more fun there except for when I am with the few coworker I like but with the employee time cuts...I see them less or see other that I don't have affinity with them. That's why I decided (really recently) that I will continue my math studies, but at school and not at home, no more loosing interest in them since I will have to do them and in a classroom...that kick in the butt was needed XD I will still work but at least I will go faster to then enter college!
Other then that, there my economic stuff too, but I do my best to get back on track and I'm sure it will go well soon! (Maybe after the Nintendo Switch release XP) So this also answer why I don't have get new commissions for a while...but it's also because I don't have got ideas that I wanted to put into pieces.
About the fandom, it's not that I want to stop talking with people, I just feel like I don't have the need to always talk to peoples on internet, I need more people in front of me. But at the same time, for the local furry fandom I just found that maybe I don't belong to the mass, I just love to be in small groups, when there too much furries I feel uneasy and not fully at my place...it's a strange feeling.
There a few furries that I still talk online, but most of them are local ones (or a bit away ;) ) that I know I can see and that I care, even if I still don't talk to them often or rarely. I have to say that I'm way more selective to the people I talk now then before. Maybe maturity? Maybe just time? I don't know, but all I can say is that maybe one day I will go all the way back into the online community but at the same time I just think that i'm maybe not the type of guy that love to talk behind a screen...oh well...
This make me think that I just want to said again, that I have stopped to use my "hacked" skype account and if you want to add me, it will now be darix2002dragon[at]hotmail.com ! NOTE: That I'm rarely on skype, I mostly use Telegram and if you want to add me on Telegram, note me, but I notice you that I'm really selective to who I add on Telegram, way more then on Skype! :)
So well...my text is very summary but I just wanted to said what I had in mind XP If there some stuff that you want to ask, just ask, I will answer! :)
To finish, I will maybe post another news soon :) and sorry for the long text! XP
So where to start, well there not a lot of special stuff that have happen in 2016, except that I have indeed put myself aside in the fandom (mostly localy), I have pass a long year questionning myself about stuff that have happen, about my futur and about my life in general.
The first thing was my priorities, what I thaught was important for me...gosh I was sooo wrong...well not on all but a lot. I don't want to enter in details in this, but I can just say that step by step i'm changing my way and mind, maybe going on a better road.
Secondly was my work, I just have enough of working where I work, I have no more fun there except for when I am with the few coworker I like but with the employee time cuts...I see them less or see other that I don't have affinity with them. That's why I decided (really recently) that I will continue my math studies, but at school and not at home, no more loosing interest in them since I will have to do them and in a classroom...that kick in the butt was needed XD I will still work but at least I will go faster to then enter college!
Other then that, there my economic stuff too, but I do my best to get back on track and I'm sure it will go well soon! (Maybe after the Nintendo Switch release XP) So this also answer why I don't have get new commissions for a while...but it's also because I don't have got ideas that I wanted to put into pieces.
About the fandom, it's not that I want to stop talking with people, I just feel like I don't have the need to always talk to peoples on internet, I need more people in front of me. But at the same time, for the local furry fandom I just found that maybe I don't belong to the mass, I just love to be in small groups, when there too much furries I feel uneasy and not fully at my place...it's a strange feeling.
There a few furries that I still talk online, but most of them are local ones (or a bit away ;) ) that I know I can see and that I care, even if I still don't talk to them often or rarely. I have to say that I'm way more selective to the people I talk now then before. Maybe maturity? Maybe just time? I don't know, but all I can say is that maybe one day I will go all the way back into the online community but at the same time I just think that i'm maybe not the type of guy that love to talk behind a screen...oh well...
This make me think that I just want to said again, that I have stopped to use my "hacked" skype account and if you want to add me, it will now be darix2002dragon[at]hotmail.com ! NOTE: That I'm rarely on skype, I mostly use Telegram and if you want to add me on Telegram, note me, but I notice you that I'm really selective to who I add on Telegram, way more then on Skype! :)
So well...my text is very summary but I just wanted to said what I had in mind XP If there some stuff that you want to ask, just ask, I will answer! :)
To finish, I will maybe post another news soon :) and sorry for the long text! XP
