Well here we are at 31 now. It's pretty wild.

I know, I should be in a good mood. But I'm not really in a good mood. But I hope everyone have a good day today.

Today, have been a hell of a day..

I been told my real father took his own life last night. I don't know how I feel.. Heartbroken is on the list.
Yes, he been out of my life for so long. But I was trying to reach out to him...

It started three weeks ago, I had a dream that I found out that he died, woke up, told my mom about it, because it freaked me out. Because sometimes mine and her dreams can be signs... Well she got in touch with my friend's father. Because he is good friends with my real father. My real father was alive..

Then about last Monday, I get the dream/idea to want to get a picture of him. So.. told my mom, she told me she will look into it. Yesterday, she just got his number, asked me if I was sure that I wanted this. I told her yes.

Well he killed himself at 7pm.. My mother texted him at 8pm... An hour later.. My stepbrother had my real father's phone and told my mother today.

So.. Looks like my dream was really a sign.. I'm not okay...
I got so many mix up feelings right now.

I hate that he never reached out to me...

P.S. Yes, I know I copy it from my main account. I know some people don't follow my first main account and that's okay.
So I'm just telling you from here too.

Happy New Year's, guys.

I hope this year is way better than last year.

Today is my birthday!

Sorry, I kind of don't feel like doing a drawing for myself right now. I don't know. I'm not in a good mood.
But I thought I would still let you guys know.

I might later. I don't know.

Hi guys,

No, I'm not dead. It wouldn't be that easy to get rid of me. XP
I just been busy. My aunt had to get her Appendix remove on the 7th. So, her chores, and mine have fell on top of me.
I been trying to keep up with everything. But yeah. I'm still alive.

Gosh y'all, my 30th birthday is coming. I'm so not ready. X_X
And of course, I got the older family members saying, "It goes downhill from there!" And I'm like "Haha, don't remind me, you old farts." <.<

I'm not ready... Not at all...

Hello there,

I'm not used to doing this. This is my first time. But I really want to help my mom out. She under a lot of stress. So...

Would anyone be fancy in a short story or a drawing from me?
I'm not gonna make the prices crazy because I'm not that good.

The drawing would look like this. -> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33664373/ <- That my character Kitch from my main account. It's From the ears down to the hips. That's the best I can do right now. I also draw on paper. So I'll try my best to find your colors.

Price for Drawings: $4.00.

As for short stories. You can go on my main account And see who you want to hangout with, Or something solo.

Price for Short stories: $2.00.

I'm not the best. But I will try my best. What is allowed?
NSFW, SFW, Vore soft (It's gonna be my characters nomming yours though. idc, Sorry, need the money. I do have friends that are into vore. So I know a little bit about it. lol), and babyfur stuff (like if the babyfur wants mother or father lovings Like being care for. That's SFW only!!). Halloween theme. I do have demon characters. My main demon is Alexander -> https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....a-broken-heart <--

That's the only thing I can think of right now.

I'll take 6 People for now.

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I am hoping for more drawings than stories. Lol Because the stories are gonna be a little bit slower. I'm sharing my laptop with my aunt For right now. Because something else is going on in my life. SO STORIES WILL BE SLOW. I'm sorry. But yeah.

Other info stuff. I have a --> Discord and Telegram. <-- So please have one of these. I will be messaging you and asking you things. You can pay me By PayPal.

I will note you to give you my info. If you're interest.

Thank you for your time. :)

Hey guys,

Sorry, I'm not talking much on here. I just been busy with life and my author life.
I got a thing going on there. I been putting all my thoughts on it.
I hope I didn't worry anyone. I'm fine. Just busy. :)

I have a favor to ask,

It's a little odd but not to far. I have talked about making a book before.
Well I made an Author account on Twitter and my favor is.. Would you guys like to follow me on Twitter?

You don't have too. It's All good. I just wonder if you like too.

Let me know and I'll send you a note of my Author name on Twitter. x3

Thank you for your time guys! x3

If you haven't follow my main account yet. DarkBri is my second main account.

That's okay! It's Allister .

On that account, I have shared more of my real life stuff on there. Because I have two accounts, I try not to spam my friends who follow both accounts (bless their hearts, I have done it before! Many times to them! Where they're like "Allister, DarkBri.. Pick a damn account!!" XD LOL ) or anyone else who follow both accounts.

Thank you so much though! LOL

But! Anywho! I have shared some pictures of my trip on Allister, if you like to check them out. owo

Photo one: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42181330/
Photo two: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42181362/
Photo three: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42181425/

I only did three photos. But I thought I would swing that by here. x3

I'm back from Georgia, Well I been back from it.

Happy Pride Month. ^.^

Here is an link to my other main account's journal. It's more info about Georgia and why I went. XP

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9892030/

So, I will be going to Georgia, and looking at The Vampire Diaries setup place.

I’m excited and nervous all at the same time. lol 😂
I haven’t left South Carolina for so long. lol 😂 My aunt and her friend is taking me. They were gonna do it on my birthday. But my aunt’s friend had car problems. So yeah.

And I was told this yesterday. So there is that. lol It was a surprise. It was definitely a surprised. Lol

But anyways I’ll be back Friday. I hope you guys have a great day! 😊

So this happened today. I am a tall person and I happen to be blessed with a big butt. I'm not proud of this.. In fact I find it very annoying. XD lol I'm a big girl in real life. I hate it.. I knock down fucking things so easily with my bottom... It pisses me off. XD LOL

So I come in from outside. I am so tall, I stand over our counter, and I just turn around to close the door. My ass knock shit off the counter. Just like that. I let out a long sigh and has a pissed off look on my face. I now have to bend over and pick the stuff up. This whole time. My aunt is in the living room and she hears me.

My aunt: "Are you okay in there, honey?"
Me: "Yeah... Why do I have to be blessed to be tall with a big ass?"

My aunt laughed as she thinks of her answer. Thing about my aunt, my aunt is like me and doesn't have a filter. I guess that's why I love her and get a long with her so much. But in her sweet voice.

Her Answer: "Oh honey, it just gives the boys a fun playground to climb!"

My aunt and her jokes. LOL

I have been helping my aunt get her cats fix. We go to a place called "Animal Care". I have talked about them before fixing the feral cats around my house.

Well today wasn't a good day.. Because I fell at Animal Care in front of everyone.. I twisted my ankle. I was avoiding a couple to ask them kindly to move, Because I'm weird at talking to strangers.. So I went around them on the edges side of the sidewalk, my mask got in my eyes, and blinked me. I couldn't see where I was stepping... I heard my ankle and down I went... :( In front of everyone. Even the nurses. Everyone came to me and asked me if I was okay, did I needed help, and all that. They were so nice.
I told them thank you but I'm gonna sit here a minute and breathe... I did.. It sucked... So much pain. :(

But I'm home now and resting. :(

Woot! owo

I got my laptop's new charger today and I am a happy girl!

It fits and charging my lovely machine of how I can go back working on my book! And keep in touch with you guys! owo
I am a happy puppers! owo

So.. I’m a little on the grumpy side.

Looks like I’ll be using my phone for a little bit. Looks like I have a get a new laptop’s charger for my laptop.

Which kinda sucks because I wanna work on my book. But damn.. Life will go on I guess.
I hope to get it soon. 😔-sighs deeply.-

A week ago I shared a photo of my outside kitty, Sunkist.

If you guys are wondering how she is doing. She is good. I been keeping her on a diet from the vet. We took her cone off her today.
She was so happy about that. The first thing she did was started cleaning her face. lol

But yeah, she is doing good. Sorry I haven't update about her sooner. I have been busy. I am having to get cats fix. I'm also helping my aunt again with her crew. Soon we will be getting her cats fix too. lol

So I'll be busy. lol

But I feel so much better knowing Sunkist is better. I was so worried about her. I mean, I am still worried about her. But it's a little less now.

I hope everyone is doing okay. x3

Yesterday I had to take my outside kitty Sunkist to the vet.

Well she is back again this morning.
The best way I could say it, is that poor Sunkist literally pushed out her butthole. Yesterday it was to swollen to go back in. So today I hope the vet can put it back in her.

If you pray, please add my sweet Sunkist to your list please. She could really use the backup and I’m so worried about her..

Thank you.

My aunt told me out of all her years, she never seen deal with this before, and I told her “it only happened to us.. Weird shit happens to us all the time..” My aunt said “Yeah this is true.”

So.. Before my rp partner passed away, I asked him if I could have his account on second life. I was gonna make it like a Bank account or something like that. He told me that I can have it.

Well last night is the second time I been on his account ever since he passed away. I decided that I’m not gonna make it a bank account. I might just have it there.

Well I was login on DarkBri and his account. I pass the Ls to my account. I had Ls on his account.

Well I thought I would take a picture of us. Because I never did it before.. This is where my SL decided to be an asshole. When I put both of the characters on my bed. Andy aka rp partner disappears on my end. I don’t know where he went. But on his account, his character is still cuddling with DarkBri, and that just really hit home with me..

Because that’s how it is now.. He can see me but I don’t see him.. Second Life was a bit of an asshole.. But I took the photos from his account and they were nice. Then I just logged off of both accounts. I might share the photos later. I don’t know..

If you're not following my main account Allister. That's okay but I did something for My roleplay partner if you wanna check it out. Here are the links.

This is what he looks like: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39965364/

And this is the sunset I took for him: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39965476/

I miss him so much...

Well... 2021 started off with what I really didn't want...

I knew it was coming.. But My Rp Partner Has been fighting cancer for years...
The Cancer took him..

If you are close to me. You will know that he was my world and my best friend. He died 1/2/2021 at 11:48pm UK time.
I'm lost for words right now...

This sucks...

I have a new little hobby.

So I asked this question on my main account

Here is the journal about it : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9716730/

Check it out if you like to see my new little hobby. owo

Well Today is my birthday, I'm 29 years old, and hopefully it will be good.

My crazy Roommate is no longer living with us. She will never be coming back to my house. So it shouldn't be too stressful today.
I think I might draw me a birthday photo. Something cute. I have been under so much stress...

I lost another foster kitten three nights ago. But hey.. Good news is the witch of the ashtray is no longer with us. If you lived with me you can understand where I'm coming from. But enough about her.. She is gone.. Bye Felicia!

So... I'm 29 now.. Good lord... I don't feel it. I mean.. With some body pains yeah.. But some.. I still feel like a teen. I miss being a teen...
I wish that I had my mind now for back then. I would have put a lot of my bullies in their places. XD LOL
I'm kind of a bitch now.. XD LOL

My thing is.. If you're nice to me. I'm nice to you. But if you're a bitch to me. I'll give it right back, honey.
Cool new, if you didn't know. I have been working on a book. I am done with it but I am editing it. But the book is done. So that's pretty cool. But it's gonna take another year for me to edit it because I'm a hella slow reader. XD LOL

Hopefully, not.. I'm just joking. But yeah, my book is done. I am gonna try to get back into drawing. I just haven't been in the best mood to do it. But hopefully I'm gonna recover and things..

But I hope everyone is doing okay and having a great day! x3

I think that's what I'm gonna say for now... XD LOL Byeeeeeee... Until Next time..

DarkBri/Allister over and out! XP

Am I gonna do something for my Birthday?

I don't know... It haven't been a good year... I just hope it goes good...

Can't believe it's one more day.

These past months has been hell.
A lot of Drama and putting up with shit I shouldn't be putting up with. Also heartache.

I hope December gonna be great because it's your girl's Birthday month. I'll be 29 this month. Good lord... 29....
I'm under a lot of stress and holding back a lot of anger.. It's not good.
Please let December be a good month and I don't end up beating the shit out of someone...

I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving. I'm sorry I wasn't around to say anything. I was busy with cleaning and eating. lol
It was okay... Could have been better. But That is that.

Well I don't know what all to say. But Hey, I'm still kicking!

So..

I normally vent on this account. BUT This time I'm venting on my main account

And This is what I'm talking about, that I am The Wolf Of bad news..

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9687425/