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Devout in a dire situation! Help him out!
Posted 2 months agoA very good derg is in a dire and almost life threatening situation, before things escalate he decided to move out!
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https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
vvv Help him out vvv
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11201035/
I've come to a conclusion - no more furry?
Posted 3 months agoStraight up without further explanation to the point:
I decided to leave the furry Fandom.
My points at currently why I've this issue thinking about to:
- I've had people that were angry at me, because I messed things up you can ask me what happened but it's a review over 12 years of the times I did so.
- I've always felt like just being a observer and never felt really attached into it. Being a bystander.
- I've never had "proper" friends. For the most I was there when they needed me otherwise I felt like stashed into a corner and done.
- I've been to smaller meets but never go a straight furry con. Just some other fantasy meet ups/cons caught my eye.
- Besides role-playing and collecting art pieces for something that attaches deeper within me than a fursona. I don't even feel attached to the Fandom.
- I don't even crave to save up money for a fursuit nor Camera Equipment anymore, most of my savings go towards my Fable for cars.
The only reasons why I would keep being a furry:
-Majority of my friends are furries
What's currently happening?
I'm starting to gain ground inside of the car scene and local car community. It's close by, reachable and I've proper knowledge about cars and care.
Ive specialties within detailing, work within a job that's connected to automotive industry.
I've a passion for those things.
What does it mean for my online connections, mutuals and those I call friends?
- Actually ? Nothing at all, I'm still an otherkin as I'm feeling deeper connected to my wolf than from start.
- My Contacts will stay, Roleplay's going to be still the very same part for my life as they were before.
- Art is still be a passion I enjoy so I'll still commission art from my Wolf and other chars I'm dedicated to keep alive.
What does it mean for my private life and IRL?
- Most likely I'll cut down my friends list to a certain degree and will stop trying to keep up with everybody.
- General Furry Events and Communities I'm in I'll most likely retreat back from and out, focusing on friends I've IRL and online.
- Lot's of money that I've used to attend to Furry Events (Meet's, smaller events 'close' by) is going to feed into my future community.
I'm honest with all of you, each time I started to thrive within the furry community, when things came out the best, from somewhere came a punch.
It landed usually where it hurt, so I'm not keeping the risk up that it'll happen again. <3
I'll still be around, expect maybe more art to come what I save up from instead from going out to furry events!
I'm looking forward to see and hear your opinions, as I'm not gone, but changed.
I decided to leave the furry Fandom.
My points at currently why I've this issue thinking about to:
- I've had people that were angry at me, because I messed things up you can ask me what happened but it's a review over 12 years of the times I did so.
- I've always felt like just being a observer and never felt really attached into it. Being a bystander.
- I've never had "proper" friends. For the most I was there when they needed me otherwise I felt like stashed into a corner and done.
- I've been to smaller meets but never go a straight furry con. Just some other fantasy meet ups/cons caught my eye.
- Besides role-playing and collecting art pieces for something that attaches deeper within me than a fursona. I don't even feel attached to the Fandom.
- I don't even crave to save up money for a fursuit nor Camera Equipment anymore, most of my savings go towards my Fable for cars.
The only reasons why I would keep being a furry:
-Majority of my friends are furries
What's currently happening?
I'm starting to gain ground inside of the car scene and local car community. It's close by, reachable and I've proper knowledge about cars and care.
Ive specialties within detailing, work within a job that's connected to automotive industry.
I've a passion for those things.
What does it mean for my online connections, mutuals and those I call friends?
- Actually ? Nothing at all, I'm still an otherkin as I'm feeling deeper connected to my wolf than from start.
- My Contacts will stay, Roleplay's going to be still the very same part for my life as they were before.
- Art is still be a passion I enjoy so I'll still commission art from my Wolf and other chars I'm dedicated to keep alive.
What does it mean for my private life and IRL?
- Most likely I'll cut down my friends list to a certain degree and will stop trying to keep up with everybody.
- General Furry Events and Communities I'm in I'll most likely retreat back from and out, focusing on friends I've IRL and online.
- Lot's of money that I've used to attend to Furry Events (Meet's, smaller events 'close' by) is going to feed into my future community.
I'm honest with all of you, each time I started to thrive within the furry community, when things came out the best, from somewhere came a punch.
It landed usually where it hurt, so I'm not keeping the risk up that it'll happen again. <3
I'll still be around, expect maybe more art to come what I save up from instead from going out to furry events!
I'm looking forward to see and hear your opinions, as I'm not gone, but changed.
I don't quite get it may someone explain it ?
Posted 6 months agoLife has gotten quite different since I've been looking around,
I've everything figured out in my spot currently, I might soon have my own apartment as well! So quite a exciting time!
I'm well placed with things to succeed and pushing me into further higher levels. I've a decent job, I've a decent car. I get along with friends, family, colleagues.
I figured out and socialized, I've my adhd under control, I'm not quirky. I'm dominant, yet gentle and offering.
I've made mutuals around the globe.
I've made friends in other countries.
I'm one wolf that is fairly getting along sparking with joy and a open mind.
So here I am "searching" for a mate. Specifically ... for a female. Yet a simple thing that when I was younger seemed so easy has become now so different and .... difficult that often even a simple date seems impossible.
I've texted with a girl over several months by now. Living about 3 hours away she invited me to a public event that goes for a weekend. Sure I though, booked a hotel registered for the event and paid a full on weekend ticket.
It's been a blast until today afternoon.
She told me yesterday, she's not feeling all too well and had a sick moment in the morning. Everything was alright so far until today on the event I was approached by security to leave a spot with a new made friend saying we're far too long sitting, where we had people talking to having company and everything else seemed alright.
She then later on said it might've been a misunderstand blah blah from the security as someone called us out but they don't know and so on.
I told her basically then on that she invited me over to this place and basically also called it a date to get to know each other.
Since two days she's pushing me around like a overdue appointment. And I am sick of it.
What did I do wrong to deserve this kind of people?
I've everything figured out in my spot currently, I might soon have my own apartment as well! So quite a exciting time!
I'm well placed with things to succeed and pushing me into further higher levels. I've a decent job, I've a decent car. I get along with friends, family, colleagues.
I figured out and socialized, I've my adhd under control, I'm not quirky. I'm dominant, yet gentle and offering.
I've made mutuals around the globe.
I've made friends in other countries.
I'm one wolf that is fairly getting along sparking with joy and a open mind.
So here I am "searching" for a mate. Specifically ... for a female. Yet a simple thing that when I was younger seemed so easy has become now so different and .... difficult that often even a simple date seems impossible.
I've texted with a girl over several months by now. Living about 3 hours away she invited me to a public event that goes for a weekend. Sure I though, booked a hotel registered for the event and paid a full on weekend ticket.
It's been a blast until today afternoon.
She told me yesterday, she's not feeling all too well and had a sick moment in the morning. Everything was alright so far until today on the event I was approached by security to leave a spot with a new made friend saying we're far too long sitting, where we had people talking to having company and everything else seemed alright.
She then later on said it might've been a misunderstand blah blah from the security as someone called us out but they don't know and so on.
I told her basically then on that she invited me over to this place and basically also called it a date to get to know each other.
Since two days she's pushing me around like a overdue appointment. And I am sick of it.
What did I do wrong to deserve this kind of people?
TUWKA has opened Emergency Commissions
Posted 9 months agoHey guys TUWKA a quite known artist, has quite some big issues and needs Money and quite a lot of help:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11052865/ <- heres the link to the original Journal
Please please please help to spread the word or help her financially.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11052865/ <- heres the link to the original Journal
Please please please help to spread the word or help her financially.
Hermit Crab, focus in social life reduction
Posted a year agoAs in lately I found out that less and less people actually do care, unless I contact them, about me. They're in their happy little bubbles, with their families not caring about things and as soon as I turn my back to focus on my private life, I do hear their doors shut behind me, without giving a second thought about me.
What I'm about to do, ... well ... not everybody is going to like it. I'll become hard to reach. As I'm planning on moving into my own apartment within the near future, I'll become more independent in life hooray. That also brings out that I'll be building my own little bubble. As relationships never went well for me, I'll most likely focus within my bubble rebuilding myself in my own desired happiness, doing the things I desire to do, as well as building personal goals to improve myself further along my private life.
What does this mean for my social life in general? Basically it's personal DEATH. As a lot of people went quiet on me, I've decided to cut contact. If you're at least balls enough to re-send me a friend request, congratulation, you've bigger balls then those who don't even approach me anymore.
So as I'm talking what are exactly my next steps in going to be a hermit crab?
- Facebook reduction of friends, down to a bare minimum, until I can shut down my facebook for good. I'll keep the account but thats it.
- Instagram reduction and downgrading, I was always lazy posting there and mainly scrolling reels. I'll go silent I won't delete it though.
- other social media, silenting down, will stay with the accounts but as well inactive.
- Messengers are a huge sensible topic for me, as this was the reason why I was nearly all the time in contact.
Basically answering within an hour or less. I'm mass deleting chats of people that are going more and more quiet on me or only had single encounters. If you come up "Hey you deleted everything" or "Hey you unfriended me on..." to me, I'll be more or likely straight forward tell you "Yeah, its because you don't seem to like to care for contact." unless you're unbalanced and come up every few hours towards me, trying to scrape me out of my den. Thats a big no no as well. As much as focusing on your own problems all the time "Wdym you've problems as well?" DUH.
- Also if you always come up with weird stuff and are horny 24/7 leave it. Every living being can only bear so much, until it gets annoying. Same with the jokes, you've made so much puns they get out like dry smelly farts, no one is going to laugh at them, srsly.
- I think I'll also finally go over my watched list and starting to sort out inactive artists and accounts along the way, unless they're memorial and were friends of mine. Or they're just super lazy and still participate in furry fandom. As well as I'll sort out artist which style of art simply doesn't apply to my desired needs anymore.
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tl;dr I'll be focusing on my well being and will mass delete a lot of contacts who went silent on me. Those who are going to disappear, not going to read this anyways. So it's just for myself and those who want to know and still care about me <3
Dune over aaaaand out~
What I'm about to do, ... well ... not everybody is going to like it. I'll become hard to reach. As I'm planning on moving into my own apartment within the near future, I'll become more independent in life hooray. That also brings out that I'll be building my own little bubble. As relationships never went well for me, I'll most likely focus within my bubble rebuilding myself in my own desired happiness, doing the things I desire to do, as well as building personal goals to improve myself further along my private life.
What does this mean for my social life in general? Basically it's personal DEATH. As a lot of people went quiet on me, I've decided to cut contact. If you're at least balls enough to re-send me a friend request, congratulation, you've bigger balls then those who don't even approach me anymore.
So as I'm talking what are exactly my next steps in going to be a hermit crab?
- Facebook reduction of friends, down to a bare minimum, until I can shut down my facebook for good. I'll keep the account but thats it.
- Instagram reduction and downgrading, I was always lazy posting there and mainly scrolling reels. I'll go silent I won't delete it though.
- other social media, silenting down, will stay with the accounts but as well inactive.
- Messengers are a huge sensible topic for me, as this was the reason why I was nearly all the time in contact.
Basically answering within an hour or less. I'm mass deleting chats of people that are going more and more quiet on me or only had single encounters. If you come up "Hey you deleted everything" or "Hey you unfriended me on..." to me, I'll be more or likely straight forward tell you "Yeah, its because you don't seem to like to care for contact." unless you're unbalanced and come up every few hours towards me, trying to scrape me out of my den. Thats a big no no as well. As much as focusing on your own problems all the time "Wdym you've problems as well?" DUH.
- Also if you always come up with weird stuff and are horny 24/7 leave it. Every living being can only bear so much, until it gets annoying. Same with the jokes, you've made so much puns they get out like dry smelly farts, no one is going to laugh at them, srsly.
- I think I'll also finally go over my watched list and starting to sort out inactive artists and accounts along the way, unless they're memorial and were friends of mine. Or they're just super lazy and still participate in furry fandom. As well as I'll sort out artist which style of art simply doesn't apply to my desired needs anymore.
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tl;dr I'll be focusing on my well being and will mass delete a lot of contacts who went silent on me. Those who are going to disappear, not going to read this anyways. So it's just for myself and those who want to know and still care about me <3
Dune over aaaaand out~
!!!Artist in dire need of money to keep her beloved dog!!...
Posted 2 years agoblue.rabbit is in dire need to keep her beloved dog by her side, the dog was a gift from her ex-mate, now he's a total dick and wants the dog back to sell it and would break a bond which is not just crucial now for her but also for the dog in general.
Lets go help her out!
Original Post here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10741009/
-Original Artists post-
Hi friends, I'm in a difficult situation and I have to share it with you. I'm hoping to get some support and understanding because it's about what I live for - my dogs. Mary, to be exact.
You may have noticed from my posts that I was given a Borden Collie puppy in September. It was a dream of my life, it's my favorite breed, and I was preparing for it for a long time and could not make up my mind. But my friend decided it for me and gave me her as a gift, so I got my beloved Mary.
She has only been with me for 3 months and I have already grown so attached and fond of her. It was difficult for me, because I had to devote a lot of time and money to her upbringing, but we managed together and went through misunderstandings. It has brought us very close and she has become a full member of my family.
It just so happens that my friend and I had a fight. I just realized that I don't want to connect my life with this person anymore, we are very different and we are not comfortable with each other. We decided to stop communicating. But all would have been fine if this person hadn't started asking for my Mary back. Wouldn't have a problem if it was a gifted book or even a phone. I would return it without regret, because it's just a thing, and if the person decided to take it back, I don't need it. But not in the case of a living little one, a dog that has become a part of my life.
He wants to return it for the reason that he felt sorry for the money he spent on a gift for me, since we stopped communicating and being friends. He plans to sell her to other random people to get his money back for it. So I offered to pay him back the money for her myself. As soon as I pay him back the amount, I can reissue the documents, pedigree, veterinary passport, chip to myself. Until then, he has all the rights to this dog, and he has the right to take it away from me in court.
So, the amount is approximately 800 dollars. I don't have that kind of money at the moment because the situation happened for me unexpectedly, I had no savings, and everything I had I spent on medical treatment for my older dog Jack (there have been journals about that here too), as well as toys, food, and ammunition for Mary.
I need help. I want Mary to stay with me, she is my lovely girl and I can't be without her anymore.
You can help me if you buy existing yches or or order a commission from me. I am willing to discount the current price if you want a drawing but don't have the price amount right now.
If you are willing to help me just by donating, you can do so via Boosty here: https://boosty.to/blue.rabbit/singl.....re=target_link
or I can send you an invoice via Paypal.
I am willing to accept commissions of any kind, full body is $150, half body $120, headshot $100. You can expect a discount, just offer me how much you are willing to give. We can also discuss prices for colored sketches, they will be cheaper.
Open yches you can find here: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....34/open-ych-es
I would be grateful if you would distribute my journal in your journals, twitter, bluesky, telegram or discord. I need any help, I believe in our friendly community, which will always lend a helping hand to like-minded people.
Thank you if you did not pass by and read my story to the end. I was very embarrassed to ask for help, as I am used to dealing with my problems on my own, but now my dog's life is at stake and I can't do otherwise. I hope for your understanding.
If you have any doubts, I am ready to answer any questions, I have artist friends who witnessed what happened - they are the ones who suggested I seek help among our community. I am completely open to feedback, ready to provide photos, documents, and any other evidence that this is all happening to me.
Lets go help her out!
Original Post here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10741009/
-Original Artists post-
Hi friends, I'm in a difficult situation and I have to share it with you. I'm hoping to get some support and understanding because it's about what I live for - my dogs. Mary, to be exact.
You may have noticed from my posts that I was given a Borden Collie puppy in September. It was a dream of my life, it's my favorite breed, and I was preparing for it for a long time and could not make up my mind. But my friend decided it for me and gave me her as a gift, so I got my beloved Mary.
She has only been with me for 3 months and I have already grown so attached and fond of her. It was difficult for me, because I had to devote a lot of time and money to her upbringing, but we managed together and went through misunderstandings. It has brought us very close and she has become a full member of my family.
It just so happens that my friend and I had a fight. I just realized that I don't want to connect my life with this person anymore, we are very different and we are not comfortable with each other. We decided to stop communicating. But all would have been fine if this person hadn't started asking for my Mary back. Wouldn't have a problem if it was a gifted book or even a phone. I would return it without regret, because it's just a thing, and if the person decided to take it back, I don't need it. But not in the case of a living little one, a dog that has become a part of my life.
He wants to return it for the reason that he felt sorry for the money he spent on a gift for me, since we stopped communicating and being friends. He plans to sell her to other random people to get his money back for it. So I offered to pay him back the money for her myself. As soon as I pay him back the amount, I can reissue the documents, pedigree, veterinary passport, chip to myself. Until then, he has all the rights to this dog, and he has the right to take it away from me in court.
So, the amount is approximately 800 dollars. I don't have that kind of money at the moment because the situation happened for me unexpectedly, I had no savings, and everything I had I spent on medical treatment for my older dog Jack (there have been journals about that here too), as well as toys, food, and ammunition for Mary.
I need help. I want Mary to stay with me, she is my lovely girl and I can't be without her anymore.
You can help me if you buy existing yches or or order a commission from me. I am willing to discount the current price if you want a drawing but don't have the price amount right now.
If you are willing to help me just by donating, you can do so via Boosty here: https://boosty.to/blue.rabbit/singl.....re=target_link
or I can send you an invoice via Paypal.
I am willing to accept commissions of any kind, full body is $150, half body $120, headshot $100. You can expect a discount, just offer me how much you are willing to give. We can also discuss prices for colored sketches, they will be cheaper.
Open yches you can find here: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....34/open-ych-es
I would be grateful if you would distribute my journal in your journals, twitter, bluesky, telegram or discord. I need any help, I believe in our friendly community, which will always lend a helping hand to like-minded people.
Thank you if you did not pass by and read my story to the end. I was very embarrassed to ask for help, as I am used to dealing with my problems on my own, but now my dog's life is at stake and I can't do otherwise. I hope for your understanding.
If you have any doubts, I am ready to answer any questions, I have artist friends who witnessed what happened - they are the ones who suggested I seek help among our community. I am completely open to feedback, ready to provide photos, documents, and any other evidence that this is all happening to me.
*LVL up sounds* ...wha NOT AGAAAAAIN...
Posted 3 years agoYeah it's my birthday today and I got friggin 28 years old by today. Getting closer and closer to the actual 30+ mark which makes me shiver a bit but. Oh well life's still up front of me.
SO DUN MAKE ME FEEL OLD OR I EAT YOU! DX
Happy birthday to me though...
SO DUN MAKE ME FEEL OLD OR I EAT YOU! DX
Happy birthday to me though...
Newcomer vore artist makes a raffle!!
Posted 3 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/view/48571330/ <- Check this out for further info
Also make sure to leave her a watch and a few favorites, she's adorable... and tastey but shhhh don't tell her <3
Also make sure to leave her a watch and a few favorites, she's adorable... and tastey but shhhh don't tell her <3
