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Posted 8 years agoSee you all in a few weeks
Hiatus
Posted 11 years agoYeah...I'm gone for the time being. Who knows when i'll be back. Doesn't mean i'll drop a drawing or two between months. I just don't feel motivated or inspired at all. I have a lot of incomplete drawings that are just sitting in my folders that need re-editing, re-styling or re-imagining. So yeah, until i get it all settled and have my creativity back i'll be kinda not here
FreeArt DAMMIT
Posted 12 years ago I'll draw your characters.
leave a sfw ref of your sona and i'll decide if i want to draw it. as soon as i finish one i'll open up a slot so in a sense it's infinite
if you give me a complex design i'll most likely skip you. i will not draw nsfw. don't even think about asking.
i'll take ten at a time don't expect it to be done in a timely fashion either but it will NOT take a no more than a week. i'm not some epic speed artist but i'm not gonna give you a sloppy mess
1. dragonsword03 (da) - done
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3. robofur (da) - sketching
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leave a sfw ref of your sona and i'll decide if i want to draw it. as soon as i finish one i'll open up a slot so in a sense it's infinite
if you give me a complex design i'll most likely skip you. i will not draw nsfw. don't even think about asking.
i'll take ten at a time don't expect it to be done in a timely fashion either but it will NOT take a no more than a week. i'm not some epic speed artist but i'm not gonna give you a sloppy mess
1. dragonsword03 (da) - done
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so, upcoming free art :3
Posted 13 years agoSoooo, christmas break is coming up soon and my schedule is actually clearing up minus my work schedule but i have more freetime since i'm not running to and from school anymore. (only reason i enjoy finals week) But, i really want to start getting back into drawing a lot more. This is specifically for my watchers...all 2 34 of you guys...and i still haven't updated my inbox so i know who my last watcher is >:3
anyways, i specifically am going to draw each and everyone ONE of their OC's either like this or maybe this it all depends on how i feel. Yes, i use bases and i actually modify them to my liking.
All i ask is that the designs aren't uber complicated
for those who actually want some free art, by all means add me to your watch list but you'll be at the end if the list.
The first two on the list as of right now since they actually answered me on my last journal are
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as for the rest of you...let me know if you want me the free art by commenting below this...and i'll start up my list
I'll end it at Jan 5 for now, if my workload isn't that bad and my progress is going swell then i'll extend it another week. So that gives you 2, possibly 3, weeks to ask me.
anyways, i specifically am going to draw each and everyone ONE of their OC's either like this or maybe this it all depends on how i feel. Yes, i use bases and i actually modify them to my liking.
All i ask is that the designs aren't uber complicated
for those who actually want some free art, by all means add me to your watch list but you'll be at the end if the list.
The first two on the list as of right now since they actually answered me on my last journal are
and 
as for the rest of you...let me know if you want me the free art by commenting below this...and i'll start up my listI'll end it at Jan 5 for now, if my workload isn't that bad and my progress is going swell then i'll extend it another week. So that gives you 2, possibly 3, weeks to ask me.
I'm bored let me draw your character D:
Posted 13 years agospecifically my few watchers...cuz i have nothing better to do >.>
Saw this thought it was funny...so i'mma do it too
Posted 13 years agoRules:
1.) Go to urbandictonary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
2.) Post the 1st definition it gives you.
3.) Tag someone after completion.
1.) YOUR NAME? Ryan Amaro Foxx (no I refuse, to use my real name
An Irish name meaning "little king". A person worthy of the name Ryan is indeed a person of true royalty.
A handsome gentleman with a charming smile. Has the greatest respect for life and people, especially women. A great sense of humor, easy going and modest. An even greater sense of adventure. But has been known to fall to grips of an adrenaline lust, often risking himself for a thrill seek.
A person that believes in all people, until they have proven otherwise, and even then might still believe in you. His mind is amazing, slightly insane but pure genius, the only force stronger is his heart. To be loved by, is to be… Truly... Loved.
Loves a challenge, but often doesn’t often accept the reward. Gives his heart and soul to the people he cares for. He is either on top of the world smiling ear to ear or underneath it trying to lift still offering an occasional smirk.
He can be explosive so don’t shake too much. But otherwise can truly accomplish anything.
Synonymous with Perfection…. Perfection is defined by its flaws.
A great Leader, consider him yours
Wow, That was Amazing! Well, I mean I should have known, he is Ryan
--->i seem to be drawn to irish names
Italian for "bitter."
Damn, that sperma was amaro!
--->whoever came up with that sentence example is a dumbass
Rapper in the hit single Wipe Me Down that features lil boosie and webbie in the Remix
"Hey!
Mr. wipe down ya heard me Foxx-a-million
This one be the reeemix!
Badass, Savage life, Foxx-a-million
Man you already know what it is ya heard me
We still on, we still ridin on chrome, we still pullin up"
--->didn't know people found foxes normal back then
2.) YOUR AGE? 22
The age after 21 where you realize you still have another 3 years to get your shit together
Haha I'm only 22
--->yep :X
3.) ONE OR TWO OF YOUR FRIENDS? Guy Tremont
used for a normal/bloke-ish kind of boy. orringinates from guy fawks
"that guy is boring"
--->...
A piece of shit town in Schuylkill County inhabited by angry rednecks, as well as the hub of a seemingly successful heroin trade. All that really exists there is a Fire Company, two or three bars, and a pizza parlor. Tremont used to have a video store, but that went belly-up or something; who knows. Everyone there has a dutch accent.
"Yo, bot! let's go down to "tray-munt" (tremont) and get some 'eroin!"
--->i was honestly expecting something a little more exciting
4.) WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? studying
what you're avoiding right now
you are avoiding studying right now
--->funny when they give the perfect definition
5.) FAVOURITE COLOUR(S)? Red and Black
Flavor of kool-aid to a black person.
Mom: Ey hunnah! I'm hittin' up the local Safeway. Does yo bitch ass need anythin!?
Son: Yeah git me some kool-aid bitch!
Mom: What flava?!
Son: red!
---> I'm almost offended by the example
1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black.
2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian.
1. I own a black car.
2. A black person stole my car.
--->racist jokes seem to be prevalent in the urban dictionary
6.) BIRTHPLACE? Japan
The country with the world's best toilets.
On Japanese toilets you can get a spray, or bidet, with the push of a button.
---> surprised they didn't like anime to the definition
7.) MONTH OF YOUR BIRTH? September
THE BEST BIRTHDAY MONTH OF THE YEAR!
IN JANUARY PEOPLE GET DRUNK AND COLD. AND NINE MONTHS LATER IN SEPTEMBER AN ABUNDANCE OF BABIES ARE BORN!
--->and here i thought i'm the only one who thought this
8.) DAY OF YOUR BIRTH? 11
1 louder, innit. The highest number in the world of rock. The ultimate rock n' roll number.
If you need that extra push over the cliff, turn it to 11!
1. These go to 11
2. 11 is one louder, innit?
3. My computer goes to 11
--->what?
9.) LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? sister
creations of satin designed to search and destroy the older sibling
my sister is eating my arm
--->i guess so
1.) Go to urbandictonary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
2.) Post the 1st definition it gives you.
3.) Tag someone after completion.
1.) YOUR NAME? Ryan Amaro Foxx (no I refuse, to use my real name
RyanAn Irish name meaning "little king". A person worthy of the name Ryan is indeed a person of true royalty.
A handsome gentleman with a charming smile. Has the greatest respect for life and people, especially women. A great sense of humor, easy going and modest. An even greater sense of adventure. But has been known to fall to grips of an adrenaline lust, often risking himself for a thrill seek.
A person that believes in all people, until they have proven otherwise, and even then might still believe in you. His mind is amazing, slightly insane but pure genius, the only force stronger is his heart. To be loved by, is to be… Truly... Loved.
Loves a challenge, but often doesn’t often accept the reward. Gives his heart and soul to the people he cares for. He is either on top of the world smiling ear to ear or underneath it trying to lift still offering an occasional smirk.
He can be explosive so don’t shake too much. But otherwise can truly accomplish anything.
Synonymous with Perfection…. Perfection is defined by its flaws.
A great Leader, consider him yours
Wow, That was Amazing! Well, I mean I should have known, he is Ryan
--->i seem to be drawn to irish names
AmaroItalian for "bitter."
Damn, that sperma was amaro!
--->whoever came up with that sentence example is a dumbass
FoxxRapper in the hit single Wipe Me Down that features lil boosie and webbie in the Remix
"Hey!
Mr. wipe down ya heard me Foxx-a-million
This one be the reeemix!
Badass, Savage life, Foxx-a-million
Man you already know what it is ya heard me
We still on, we still ridin on chrome, we still pullin up"
--->didn't know people found foxes normal back then
2.) YOUR AGE? 22
The age after 21 where you realize you still have another 3 years to get your shit together
Haha I'm only 22
--->yep :X
3.) ONE OR TWO OF YOUR FRIENDS? Guy Tremont
Guyused for a normal/bloke-ish kind of boy. orringinates from guy fawks
"that guy is boring"
--->...
TremontA piece of shit town in Schuylkill County inhabited by angry rednecks, as well as the hub of a seemingly successful heroin trade. All that really exists there is a Fire Company, two or three bars, and a pizza parlor. Tremont used to have a video store, but that went belly-up or something; who knows. Everyone there has a dutch accent.
"Yo, bot! let's go down to "tray-munt" (tremont) and get some 'eroin!"
--->i was honestly expecting something a little more exciting
4.) WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? studying
what you're avoiding right now
you are avoiding studying right now
--->funny when they give the perfect definition
5.) FAVOURITE COLOUR(S)? Red and Black
RedFlavor of kool-aid to a black person.
Mom: Ey hunnah! I'm hittin' up the local Safeway. Does yo bitch ass need anythin!?
Son: Yeah git me some kool-aid bitch!
Mom: What flava?!
Son: red!
---> I'm almost offended by the example
Black1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black.
2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian.
1. I own a black car.
2. A black person stole my car.
--->racist jokes seem to be prevalent in the urban dictionary
6.) BIRTHPLACE? Japan
The country with the world's best toilets.
On Japanese toilets you can get a spray, or bidet, with the push of a button.
---> surprised they didn't like anime to the definition
7.) MONTH OF YOUR BIRTH? September
THE BEST BIRTHDAY MONTH OF THE YEAR!
IN JANUARY PEOPLE GET DRUNK AND COLD. AND NINE MONTHS LATER IN SEPTEMBER AN ABUNDANCE OF BABIES ARE BORN!
--->and here i thought i'm the only one who thought this
8.) DAY OF YOUR BIRTH? 11
1 louder, innit. The highest number in the world of rock. The ultimate rock n' roll number.
If you need that extra push over the cliff, turn it to 11!
1. These go to 11
2. 11 is one louder, innit?
3. My computer goes to 11
--->what?
9.) LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? sister
creations of satin designed to search and destroy the older sibling
my sister is eating my arm
--->i guess so
sketching...
Posted 13 years agomeh, sketching stuff right now. if you want anything from me let me know.
if anyone can find a download of the white fatalis's theme from monster hunter freedom unite i'll give them a free digisketch with color
okay bye
if anyone can find a download of the white fatalis's theme from monster hunter freedom unite i'll give them a free digisketch with color
okay bye
excuse my slight absence
Posted 13 years agoi injured my wrist playing volleyball so i haven't really been drawing as much as i should have been. SO, in order to clear up everything. the next couple of days i'm gonna be attempting to spam my submissions with the 14 days i've missed on my 30-day challenge as well as what i've been drawing recently.
in other news i've dropped my commission prices. everything's a dollar. so it's a dollar for a sketch or a dollar for it to be colored and sketched. (i'd take the sketch n color if i was you >.>) I may charge another dollar depending on the complexity of the design. anyways, that's my update to anyone who follows me...which isn't many of you but that's neither here nor there.
also, i've been working on updating ryan's ref with his other forms. that's gonna be my next big project along with a group pic and some kind of illustration...until then i'll catch you guys later...whoever you are :X
in other news i've dropped my commission prices. everything's a dollar. so it's a dollar for a sketch or a dollar for it to be colored and sketched. (i'd take the sketch n color if i was you >.>) I may charge another dollar depending on the complexity of the design. anyways, that's my update to anyone who follows me...which isn't many of you but that's neither here nor there.
also, i've been working on updating ryan's ref with his other forms. that's gonna be my next big project along with a group pic and some kind of illustration...until then i'll catch you guys later...whoever you are :X
is it weird
Posted 13 years agoto feel like you stalk your favorite artists on fa and da? meaning you hop and and you wait specifically for their art while browsing other good/accomplished/fancy artist?
is it?
is it?
IS IT?!? join me
Posted 13 years agoArt with Shizimiru! (FREE ART CONTEST)
Posted 13 years agolet's try this
Posted 13 years agowrist
Posted 13 years agohey guys...so i'm suppose to be wearing a splint for my right hand cuz of my wrist. i done hurted it playing volleyball...i can move it freely but my drawing day challenges are gonna be a bit late because of how often i plan on wearing the splint. so i'll compensate tomorrow, by drawing most of my morning. gonna get some cleaning done tonight. catch whoever watches me later
Little something about Ryan
Posted 13 years agostolen from 
CulpeoWolf
anyways, i thought maybe to give my character more life i had him answer questions...because i don't know what else to do with him for the time being.
HEY!
Ryan: what?
come answer these questions while i do hw
Ryan:...sure, have you se-
Awesome, thanks laterz
Ryan:...uhm...hi interviewer dude person thingy?
1.) What's your name?
Ryan Amaro Foxx. I was part of a well known assassin class...they died and I'm their last heir...then again there is my brother but he wants me dead for other reasons
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
It appears that my creator liked all these three names and happily bestowed it upon me...but as my story goes, my parents wanted to be mundane yet original so they gave me Ryan Amaro...Ryan was just to give me a name, Amaro was misheard from the word Camaro...and they liked Amaro so they stuck it in as my middle name...strange parents i had...
3. Are you single or taken?
Taken by Rhea
4.) Have any abilities or powers?
I create fire for fun, I like walking up walls and across ceilings, and I guess you can say I have good reaction time
5.) Stop being a Mary sue.
Who's that?
6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Probably, my creator said that hyumins burn noisily
7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Mother and Father who are dead. I have a brother who wants me dead.
8.) Oh? How about pets?
...Rhea treats me like one from time to time :3
9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
I don't like...I don't like...I don't like...ohFU-I don't like my short attention sp-ooooo, watermelons :D
10.) Something that you do like
Rhea's tail, food, training with Tetsuya, fire, finding Guy in random places during missions
11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Sleeping on ceilings, sleeping with Rhea, sleeping on walls...maybe just sleeping in general
12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Safyre, in every way in fact....don't ask. It drives me into insanity :D
13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
Yeppers, to save Rhea, from a group of mercenaries. Also, a bunch of hyumins that don't deserve to live
14.)What kind of animal are you?
A black fox off the red fox breed. Apparently it baffled mah parents since they were regular red foxes
15.) Your worst habits
Setting Tetsuya on fire :3
16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
Rhea...she's just that fraggin' awesome
17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
Straight.
18.)Do you go to school?
I think hyumins tried to establish that within the hayopi community...that failed due to a particular hayopi completely tearing the schools down :D
19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Sure why not. Just wondering how people would react to the hyperactive kids I'd most likely have. Rhea seems to disagree with my claim tho.
20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Probably like one?
21.)What are you most afraid of?
Losing everything I hold dear to me
22.)What colour is your hair?
A dark if not blood red :3
23.) Eyes?
White with red irises...it's backwards compared to normal eyes
[b]24.) What do you usually wear?
Guy calls 'em pirate pants...but I wear pants...i'm shirtless and barefoot for the most part.
25.)What's your religion?
Christianity
26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
This is a quiz...i don't feel like i'm being graded...this feels more like a questionnaire than it does a quiz...hey, look *walks away mumbling*
27.) Well, it's still not over.
*turns head* huh?
28.) Anyways, where do you live?
...Castor? I forget, I must consult Guy!
29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
...let's see I'm part of the militia, so most likely...the high class that got cut to the low class which turned into a militia so now, it's basically middle :D
30.) How many friends do you have?
Quite a few...am i suppose to name them or?
31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
I wish I were part spider :3
32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Tasty.
33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
GOOD food :D
34.) Favourite drink?
Root beer
35.) What is your favourite place?
Wherever Rhea is...where is she anyways...? *wanders off*
36.) Least favourite?
Huh? Oh, wherever Safyre is.
37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Still don't think this is considered a “quiz”
38.) Well, it's over.
Oh, okay see you later
CulpeoWolfanyways, i thought maybe to give my character more life i had him answer questions...because i don't know what else to do with him for the time being.
HEY!
Ryan: what?
come answer these questions while i do hw
Ryan:...sure, have you se-
Awesome, thanks laterz
Ryan:...uhm...hi interviewer dude person thingy?
1.) What's your name?
Ryan Amaro Foxx. I was part of a well known assassin class...they died and I'm their last heir...then again there is my brother but he wants me dead for other reasons
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
It appears that my creator liked all these three names and happily bestowed it upon me...but as my story goes, my parents wanted to be mundane yet original so they gave me Ryan Amaro...Ryan was just to give me a name, Amaro was misheard from the word Camaro...and they liked Amaro so they stuck it in as my middle name...strange parents i had...
3. Are you single or taken?
Taken by Rhea
4.) Have any abilities or powers?
I create fire for fun, I like walking up walls and across ceilings, and I guess you can say I have good reaction time
5.) Stop being a Mary sue.
Who's that?
6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Probably, my creator said that hyumins burn noisily
7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Mother and Father who are dead. I have a brother who wants me dead.
8.) Oh? How about pets?
...Rhea treats me like one from time to time :3
9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
I don't like...I don't like...I don't like...ohFU-I don't like my short attention sp-ooooo, watermelons :D
10.) Something that you do like
Rhea's tail, food, training with Tetsuya, fire, finding Guy in random places during missions
11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Sleeping on ceilings, sleeping with Rhea, sleeping on walls...maybe just sleeping in general
12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Safyre, in every way in fact....don't ask. It drives me into insanity :D
13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
Yeppers, to save Rhea, from a group of mercenaries. Also, a bunch of hyumins that don't deserve to live
14.)What kind of animal are you?
A black fox off the red fox breed. Apparently it baffled mah parents since they were regular red foxes
15.) Your worst habits
Setting Tetsuya on fire :3
16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
Rhea...she's just that fraggin' awesome
17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
Straight.
18.)Do you go to school?
I think hyumins tried to establish that within the hayopi community...that failed due to a particular hayopi completely tearing the schools down :D
19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Sure why not. Just wondering how people would react to the hyperactive kids I'd most likely have. Rhea seems to disagree with my claim tho.
20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Probably like one?
21.)What are you most afraid of?
Losing everything I hold dear to me
22.)What colour is your hair?
A dark if not blood red :3
23.) Eyes?
White with red irises...it's backwards compared to normal eyes
[b]24.) What do you usually wear?
Guy calls 'em pirate pants...but I wear pants...i'm shirtless and barefoot for the most part.
25.)What's your religion?
Christianity
26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
This is a quiz...i don't feel like i'm being graded...this feels more like a questionnaire than it does a quiz...hey, look *walks away mumbling*
27.) Well, it's still not over.
*turns head* huh?
28.) Anyways, where do you live?
...Castor? I forget, I must consult Guy!
29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
...let's see I'm part of the militia, so most likely...the high class that got cut to the low class which turned into a militia so now, it's basically middle :D
30.) How many friends do you have?
Quite a few...am i suppose to name them or?
31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
I wish I were part spider :3
32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Tasty.
33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
GOOD food :D
34.) Favourite drink?
Root beer
35.) What is your favourite place?
Wherever Rhea is...where is she anyways...? *wanders off*
36.) Least favourite?
Huh? Oh, wherever Safyre is.
37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Still don't think this is considered a “quiz”
38.) Well, it's over.
Oh, okay see you later
30-day challenge
Posted 13 years agoso tomorrow on mah bday i'm gonna be giving myself a 30-day art challenge. It's a full body pose of anthro, nekos, or hyumins.
If you guys have any ideas you'd like me to draw feel free to drop me a comment. (first come first serve basis)
My only requests are that it is sfw and one character at a time (no couples/groups) with no backgrounds
it's for anatomy and pose practice for myself along with trying to create a sort of consistency in my improving art style.
so yeah...here's an example
suggested - "lean canine sheathing sword at hip" he's first cuz he's mah writer
so, i'll sketch it, scan it, edit on sai, and then upload here and on FA
think of it as a free request for those who are interested.
If you guys have any ideas you'd like me to draw feel free to drop me a comment. (first come first serve basis)
My only requests are that it is sfw and one character at a time (no couples/groups) with no backgrounds
it's for anatomy and pose practice for myself along with trying to create a sort of consistency in my improving art style.
so yeah...here's an example
suggested - "lean canine sheathing sword at hip" he's first cuz he's mah writerso, i'll sketch it, scan it, edit on sai, and then upload here and on FA
think of it as a free request for those who are interested.
highly inclined
Posted 13 years agoto draw a lot tonight. so i just need some ideas. i have some of my own but i want to go all out and make mah brain work to death before i turn in for the night...
any ideas guys?
any ideas guys?
shirtless artistry
Posted 13 years agobecause i can...yay. back to some sketchings during the middle of the night
Virmir
Posted 13 years agomy essence of hatred.
the embodiment of all my hope lost.
when all sanity is lost.
the blood represents all the pain
the missing heart represents the absence of love, care and compassion
the bone tail represents death of creativity
skinny appearance represents lack of life
I don't know what the hell i'm writing
I don't know who the hell is gonna read this
but right now. i'm pissed. i'm about read to destroy everything single thing sitting in my room
i feel like disappearing into the night and leaving without a trace.
i want so badly to end my life.
i'm so tired of hearing my father tell me how great a son i am but how shitty a man i am
that i'm a loser
that i'll fail in life
that i'll get no where in life
that all i think about is fun
that all i ever do is sit on my computer all day
that all i ever do is play video games all day
that i'm pathetic
SO FUCKING TELL ME HOW I'M SO FUCKING GREAT?!?
TELL ME HOW I'M SUPPOSE TO BE THIS GREAT SON IF I'M JUST A PILE OF WORTHLESS SHIT TO SOCIETY
tell me...how i'm such a help to everyone around me
i'm sick of his words of attempted encouragement.
the encouragement you throw in with your admonishment means shit to me. i feel no love nor compassion
fuck tough love FUCKING BULLSHIT
i see why my brother left in such a hurry
fucking over bearing
fucking unreasonable and hotheaded
everything i do becomes a mission for your approval
the criticism along the way doesn't make it any better
and at the end of it all...it feels like a massacre to my pride in my creativity and ideas
...i get people's praise but your criticism
cuz i represent you...cuz it's not good enough for you...nothing ever is...it has to be to your word, your way, or else i'm just a lazy, procrastinating, waste of space/air/life...
but if i do it right?
"aren't you happy you listened to ME?"
"you see what happens when III tell you what to do?"
"III can't keep 'helping' you all the time?"
...when the FUCK did i EVER ask for YOUR help???
HOME SWEET FUCKING HOLE....HOME SWEET MOTHERFUCKING HOLE
the embodiment of all my hope lost.
when all sanity is lost.
the blood represents all the pain
the missing heart represents the absence of love, care and compassion
the bone tail represents death of creativity
skinny appearance represents lack of life
I don't know what the hell i'm writing
I don't know who the hell is gonna read this
but right now. i'm pissed. i'm about read to destroy everything single thing sitting in my room
i feel like disappearing into the night and leaving without a trace.
i want so badly to end my life.
i'm so tired of hearing my father tell me how great a son i am but how shitty a man i am
that i'm a loser
that i'll fail in life
that i'll get no where in life
that all i think about is fun
that all i ever do is sit on my computer all day
that all i ever do is play video games all day
that i'm pathetic
SO FUCKING TELL ME HOW I'M SO FUCKING GREAT?!?
TELL ME HOW I'M SUPPOSE TO BE THIS GREAT SON IF I'M JUST A PILE OF WORTHLESS SHIT TO SOCIETY
tell me...how i'm such a help to everyone around me
i'm sick of his words of attempted encouragement.
the encouragement you throw in with your admonishment means shit to me. i feel no love nor compassion
fuck tough love FUCKING BULLSHIT
i see why my brother left in such a hurry
fucking over bearing
fucking unreasonable and hotheaded
everything i do becomes a mission for your approval
the criticism along the way doesn't make it any better
and at the end of it all...it feels like a massacre to my pride in my creativity and ideas
...i get people's praise but your criticism
cuz i represent you...cuz it's not good enough for you...nothing ever is...it has to be to your word, your way, or else i'm just a lazy, procrastinating, waste of space/air/life...
but if i do it right?
"aren't you happy you listened to ME?"
"you see what happens when III tell you what to do?"
"III can't keep 'helping' you all the time?"
...when the FUCK did i EVER ask for YOUR help???
HOME SWEET FUCKING HOLE....HOME SWEET MOTHERFUCKING HOLE
lookie hurr, dollar commissions and freebies..
Posted 13 years agothat sounds like a fraggin' deal if you ask me
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3757307/ go there and see for yourself
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3757307/ go there and see for yourself
shirtlessly drawing pt 4: should i?
Posted 13 years agostay awake or just go to sleep?
orrrrr find another way to kill time? patapon 3 anyone? or dissidia duodecim 012? monster hunter freedom unite? no? any takers?
okay D:
Ryan: HI
can i help you?
Ryan: vent art huh?
i have my boiling points
Ryan: don't we all?
even you
Ryan: that's the silliest question you could ever ask me, of course i have them, you made me based of your childish personality
fine fine. what do you want?
Ryan: nothing really, i'll just take over for now
wha-
Ryan: yep yep, vent art seems to be his only expression as of right now. Doesn't really like to talk much about it but i think if you give him some time he'll come to a mature conclusion...which he always does.
orrrrr find another way to kill time? patapon 3 anyone? or dissidia duodecim 012? monster hunter freedom unite? no? any takers?
okay D:
Ryan: HI
can i help you?
Ryan: vent art huh?
i have my boiling points
Ryan: don't we all?
even you
Ryan: that's the silliest question you could ever ask me, of course i have them, you made me based of your childish personality
fine fine. what do you want?
Ryan: nothing really, i'll just take over for now
wha-
Ryan: yep yep, vent art seems to be his only expression as of right now. Doesn't really like to talk much about it but i think if you give him some time he'll come to a mature conclusion...which he always does.
night 3: shirtlessly drawing
Posted 13 years agomaybe i could like make this a trend? pfft...maybe not...i'll filling out job applications as of right now but in about an hour or so i'll be drawing...if you can drop me tips i'd be appreciative if you follow and fall asleep before midnight then...i need to find an older audience or at least nocturnal peoples.
Ryan: you also want to add that i'm back
no i don't
Ryan: pfft, i've been back and you refuse to tell everyone that you actually talk to me? i'm saddened
that's because you floating around in my head was never a good idea to begin with
Ryan: and yet you still converse with me either way
...shut it Foxx
Ryan: i'll pass. i think you'll love having me around again
where were you to begin with?
Ryan: why are you asking me you were out lo-
Shut UP about that!
Ryan: oh I'M SO SORRY, did i touch a sensitive side of you?
Shut it.
Ryan: :O i did didn't i? for a happy-go-lucky person you sure haven't been happy lately
please before i murder you permanently
Ryan: you do that and you won't have a character to draw
I have Rhea, Safyre, Arty and Fyzz
Ryan: speaking of Fyzz why haven't you drawn him yet?
Fyzz: someone call me?
how...? i had no idea you ever existed as a part of my thought personality
Fyzz: thank ryan
.............
Ryan: i think he's broken fyzz poke 'em
Fyzz: *pokes*
WHY....WHY MEEEE?!?
Ryan: you sound like you want to be normal and yet you wrote down this event...
one day Ryan...one day...
Ryan: you also want to add that i'm back
no i don't
Ryan: pfft, i've been back and you refuse to tell everyone that you actually talk to me? i'm saddened
that's because you floating around in my head was never a good idea to begin with
Ryan: and yet you still converse with me either way
...shut it Foxx
Ryan: i'll pass. i think you'll love having me around again
where were you to begin with?
Ryan: why are you asking me you were out lo-
Shut UP about that!
Ryan: oh I'M SO SORRY, did i touch a sensitive side of you?
Shut it.
Ryan: :O i did didn't i? for a happy-go-lucky person you sure haven't been happy lately
please before i murder you permanently
Ryan: you do that and you won't have a character to draw
I have Rhea, Safyre, Arty and Fyzz
Ryan: speaking of Fyzz why haven't you drawn him yet?
Fyzz: someone call me?
how...? i had no idea you ever existed as a part of my thought personality
Fyzz: thank ryan
.............
Ryan: i think he's broken fyzz poke 'em
Fyzz: *pokes*
WHY....WHY MEEEE?!?
Ryan: you sound like you want to be normal and yet you wrote down this event...
one day Ryan...one day...
shirtlessly drawing again!
Posted 13 years agoand on top of that i just read up about the slenderman....i'm pissing mah pants now and i refuse to sleep :D
anyone want to keep me company as i find a way to find peace and solace from a tall man with no face in a business suit that has multiple arms and for some reason creepy?...oh wait now that i think about it it sounds like doppleganger from spider-man...doesn't avert my fear to sleep properly tonight
i hate horror D:
anyone want to keep me company as i find a way to find peace and solace from a tall man with no face in a business suit that has multiple arms and for some reason creepy?...oh wait now that i think about it it sounds like doppleganger from spider-man...doesn't avert my fear to sleep properly tonight
i hate horror D:
shirtless drawing time!
Posted 13 years agobecause i can...and i don't know who else to tell such random endeavors to.
meaning i'm drawing things while i'm shirtless...who doesn't do that right?
meaning i'm drawing things while i'm shirtless...who doesn't do that right?
Art Raffle for Thera
Posted 13 years agoyeppers raffle from 
Thera
go be a part of it cuz it's fun like that: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3618914/
Thera go be a part of it cuz it's fun like that: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3618914/
Rainbow Raffle
Posted 13 years ago
Juzki gots a cool raffle goin' check it out: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3618592/