I want to have a huge party for my birthday next week!!! Who's down?!!

So, Merkindesr, Dale Fox, and I were thinking of putting something together every Sunday where we get together and work on art. Drawing, painting, or whatever you would like to work on!! We'd like to get everyone involved that would be interested! Let he or I know if this would be something fun! Either way we're going to do it but you can come too!!! We could even have a potluck where we each bring something to snack or drink on! Just an idea

Sometimes it sucks being single!!! Not in the way you might think, though. You walk in to a restaurant and they ask, "how many?" *looks around at my left and right* Clearly it's just me. So I tell them just me 😄 So they seat you out in the middle at the smallest table possible...right where everyone can give you those "oh you poor thing, you're so pathetic" looks. And then the restaurant staff embarrasses you further by taking away the "extra" silverware. *Ears droop, head bows down in shame*
Damn you single life!!!!

PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me, as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me,
I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body
mine
only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard,
breast,
hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone,
I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.


By: Walt Whitman

Something's not right here, the air is filled with the familiar stench of lies. One thing I can't stand is being lied to. Even if you feel it will hurt the other person, fuck it tell the truth anyways!!!! It makes me sad to think of being lied to. *ears droop down, tail goes between my legs*

The first part of my day seemed to go by really quick! And the last half not so quick
*sprawls out on bed*

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours



Of course, these are not my words. Ludwig Van Beethoven knew music and love letters. It lifts my heart to read such beautiful words

I scanned some prints I purchased from  Vantid And they removed them because they "weren't made by or for the artist"...I'm sorry what?!!! They were definitely made by the artist!!! And I purchased them!!! So I can't post my pictures, which I gave full credit to the artist!!! wtf mate!!!?

You know what happened to Icarus when he flew too close to the sun...
I had an incredible high, followed by the inevitable fall to the earth lol!
Well maybe one of these days I'll stop caring all together and then it'll be so much easier.
If anyone reads this you will have no idea what I'm talking about. And that's ok because it's my journal!!

*still faceplanted to my bed* *waves people away*

*walks in the door, goes to bedroom, faceplants into my bed...*

Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day

*tail wags uncontrollably*

BUT IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!

Kind of having a needy day...
I need a new car
I need a redbull (but won't drink one because I made someone a promise)
I need artistic talent!! DAMN IT MY HEAD IS SO CREATIVE WHY CAN'T MY HAND COOPERATE!!
I need some good ol fashioned snuggle time...yeah I guess it's just me and you bunny (my stuffed animal)
I need pez
I need a new phone
I need another convention
I need new music...i've listened to my own for too long!!
I need Nikki Sue to come home this instant (my other bestie)
I need to win the lottery so I can travel

*sigh*...*shakes head*...Fox's shouldn't drink

As several of you know, I am no longer LeMaria. The name change was due to the fact that it didn't feel like it was "my" name. It was given to me years ago, and out of respect I kept it. A very dear friend searched his rabbit soul and knew exactly what my name was meant to be...thus Darkling was born!! The second I heard it, I knew it was mine. So, thank you to  SaberJack! Also, I need more fuzzy friends!!! Spread the word! Help me! I can't draw a damn thing except for stick figures, so I know I can't meet fuzzles that way! :)