I am about to piss you all off really bad......

But i'm going back to Pink.Ink  pink.ink

All my photography and important notes are on there and there is just WAAAAY too much to ever transfer. So, as much as i'm not a fan of the name anymore.... That's where everything I need, know, and like is.

So....... If you wanna follow me there, cool. If not, just be warned that in the next 24 hrs this account is going dead.

Thanks for you're understanding everyone!

I need some Iona art done.... Anyone interested or abel to give me some freebies or sketches?


Iona info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5919139/

Iona ref: (I swear I will try to get a full body one done tonight)
Headshot: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13941221/

~~ As always... I am Iona. Iona is me.~~


Here is the info you will need for both of us:


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5109873/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5109922/



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And here is the info for Iona:

REFS:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13964975/ (best one)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13964149/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13941221/


~ Name: Iona

~Sexuality: Lesbian

~Single or taken: Iona is single. I'm single and taken... Poly, I guess... It's complicated.

~Personality: Dark, relaxed, cream in the coffee, curled up in a ball of liquid joy as the thunder roars and rain pours. Like playing peekaboo with ghosts and shadows.

~Likes: Nature, Autumn, Botany, geology, Meteorology, earth science, reading, and WTNV (Welcome to Night Vale)

~Dislikes: Fuckfaces, heat, bright lights, bright colors, summer, and homestuck (sorry. Not a fan.)

~Clothing: Dark Mori, Witchy. Usually dark colors or gem/nature tones.

~Favorite colors: Teal and black


Physical description:

~Height & weight: 5’8, soft round belly and thighs, chubby, long legs.
~Age: 26
~Hair: Alpine
~Fur/skin: White/Very light pink
~Eyes: Black void
~Markings: All her marking are black. Fingertips, tip of tail, toe tips, and eye stains.
~Other characters: Oatmeal colored freckles all over But especially on face and neck.
~Piercings: Occasionally will have her bottom lip ring or nose piercing. But mostly just her ears. (which are supposed to look like deer ears and keep coming out looking lie rabbit ears, oops)
Clothing style: Dark mori, witchy, rustic.


Favorites:

~Food: Apples
~Animal: moths and cats
~Color: Black and teal and creamy colors
~Movie: Beetlejuice... Many more.
~TV show: Barefoot contessa, OITNB, Grimm, Sleepy Hollow
~Music: Cello rock, dark cabaret, indie rock, folk rock
~Book/Author: Laurell K Hamilton, Scott Cunnigham... Many others. Loves reading.



Quirks:

Typical things they do over and over:

Phobia’s:

Collections or hobbies:



Other notes:

Update right....

Well, first off I am still taking a survey to try and figure out how many active watchers I have. If you're an active watcher, go here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5917072/

And comment for me... Thanks.

I moved into my own house with Betsie. (moving was stressful. Holy shit)

I have delved further into my sexuality.

I have found both a doctor and a therapist.

I am working on my health and my sexuality and spirituality and finances... IT's a lot to go through but I need to do it.

I went to Portland by myself.

I dyed my hair blonde for a bit.

I got a kitty!!! (her name is Cami!)

I am thinking of yet another new fursona... Nothing seems to fit me right.

I have been in the ER twice this month (once with a panic attack and once with a severe migraine)

Betsie and I are going to the Oregon Country fair on Friday. Her first time going!!!!

Have entered a couple new fandoms......

ALOT of new stuff in my life that I have neglected to update on.....

People need to talk to me on here. For real.

Also, if anyone like to color shit or do color pallets. message me. I have a task for you.

Good night.

I NEED TO KNOW HOW MANY ACTIVE WATCHERS I HAVE ON THIS ACCOUNT!!!!!!

Comment if you are an active watcher on here!

(Book. You don't count. You ALWAYS watch me. :p )

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There...I uploaded some photos... I'll try to upload more soon. Gonna go take a 3hr nap before waking up to go outta town and do more labor. Why I agree to these things is beyond me....

So tired.... I uploaded "nap time" twice..... Eh, oh well. Proof I need sleep.


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Lost your virginity?
I hate these kind of shitty questions because the idea of "Virginity" is subjective. Fucking skip.

Lost someone close to you?
Lost my Great Grandma when I was 6 and was traumatized for years. (personal story)

Consumed alcohol?
13 or 14 and I think it was a sip of margarita or some dessert wine.

Received a kiss?
I was 8 and it was from my female best friend and then 2 weeks later my male best friend... Then another chick.... Then I started making out with boys at 9. Went back to girls at 10... .Let's just say my childhood was full of fucked up shit.

Went to the hospital?
I was just 1 or just after I turned one? I was wobbling about the living room, fell and sliced my ear open on the coffee table. My mom freaked.

Had a broken heart?
This will sound emo... But my heart has never been whole. It has always been broken. :/

Lost a pet?
I was 3 or 4 and my cat Ballsy D got hit by a car.

Went to a concert?
14 or 15 I saw Evanescence with my parents and a friend. But I count my real concert at 16 when I saw Opeth and Porcupine tree.

Met someone famous?
Not sure I ever have.... Does the governer of my state count? Or Teri Irwin? Cause I met her when I was way younger. :3

Got in a car wreck?
I think I was 14 I think.

Dyed your hair?
11. Strawberry blonde.

Flew on an airplane?
I was 7 I think? And it was my aunts wedding in L.A.

Went to another state?
I was 5 and I think it was the Washington Zoo. Then the following summer Idaho, then California. WE visited our neighbor states often.

Got a tattoo?
18th Birthday

Had a piercing?
12

Smoked pot?
18 and I hated it. Made me have the same allergic reaction I have to grass and pollen. Also made me paranoid. Tried is again later, same thing. So... Not pot for me. :/

Smoked a cigarette?
Never

Went to Disney Land or World?
Never been.

Broke a bone?
I think I broke my foot a few years ago so, 23 or 24?

Had A Long term relationship?
Idk the exact age or date. But I know the first one was 21ish and the other was 24ish? and both were only around a year. Current one has lasted 3 yrs. <3

Passed out from drinking?
Nope

Were dumped?
21ish and 24ish.


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"6 underground" - Sneaker Pimps

Been really sick lately.... Sorry for lack of updates.

I am essentially the living embodiment of pestelince. Fear me.

I'm going to update with a few photos. If I ever have time and motivation I swear I will start taking photos again.
Figuring out if I get to keep my current insurence or if i have to find new shit.

May be moving into a place with my Girlfriend in a few months and have to save up money and panic over that.... So, yeah. Ver pre-occupied.

Life, man, it requires a serious commitment that i am just not up for.

Tried to think of a good update. But I'm just extremely depressed right now....

So, instead, reminding everyone that I have a tumblr, instagram, and twitter.

http://pushing--up--daisies.tumblr.com/

Twitter: Dead_Pretty

Instagram: sleeping_on_corpses

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So.....

I got a lot of crap to do in the coming weeks.

And to top it off, tonight we learned my Grandpa is dying. He probably has less than a month to go and this is kinda sad... But i'm not really close to him. So, I'm more upset for my Great Aunts and other family. I myself am not really upset... But it still sucks ass and is a shitty thing to be happening in our family right now.

Yeah.... Anyway. Boo.




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"Little letters" - Paper Aeroplanes

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Just a mini-rant....



If I didn't ask for a fucking critique on my work, keep it to yourself.

If I didn't ask for your fucking opinion, keep it to yourself.


I am so sick of my art being critiqued and judged. I'm a hobbyist photographer. I have never had a class, I have never had anything better than a shitty point and shoot, and after 10 years of doing hardcore photography I STILL don't know what half the shit means. And I like it that way!
But until I ask for help or ask for an opinion.... Shut the hell up!

I'm doing it because it's something I love and enjoy.

Not snapping at anyone in particular. Just been getting a lot of this shit lately. Giving out the warning now to back the fuck off.

That is all.


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Getting ready to have my own place soonish (well, me and the girlfriend. But won't be there often)

And I am scared shitless because I don't have shit together right now or even really have the money to do this. But I am so desperate for change and some space.... That I'm closing my eyes, taking a leap, and just jumping.

This is sink or swim. *sigh*

Monday I get my hair cut (again) because it's growing fast as fuck and also dying to back to black. Color never works on me. I don't know why I keep trying to be anything other than black with my hair.

Also on Monday is buying stuff for new place since I am starting with pretty much nothing but a bed and a laptop.


Just... A lot of stress.

Fuck.

I need sleep...

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 book. Will be here tomorrow to visit with me and spend the night and we will go out and play and get into mischief and all shall be glory.

Having a hard time right now though.... When I plan something or get really excited/invested in something I want it perfect. And if one little thing goes wrong it's like, "Well, fuck it. It's ruined. Not even worth it now."

I had a really bad break out overnight and can't seem to get it under control no matter what I do and my hair has grown out to an unacceptable length....

I am just very unhappy right now and if I can't get my appearance under control before tomorrow I know I am going to be a moody, bitchy mess the rest of the week, And that sucks!!! Because I really want to enjoy to tomorrow. But I really cant stop the way I react to this shit. My brain is fucked.

I have a zit or something goes slightly wrong, "OH THE TRAGEDY!!!! The universe hates me!! Just kill me now!!!"
A relative dies, "Oh, this is so sad.... I really miss them *cries a little*"

I over react to little things and under react to big things.... It's weird as shit.


But ANYWAY!!!!!!

Super excited for tomorrow!!!

Please let it go good. *crosses fingers*












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"Die motherfucker die" - Get set go

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I have no idea what to write bout. But I suppose I should update.



Got my tooth pulled. Another one bites the dust. Getting closer to needed my false teeth. DENTURE TIME!!!!

But, yeah, feeling a hell of a lot better. Bye bye infected toothy bastard!

Found out I still owe another $4,000 to debt collection. Hahahaha. Story of my life. Oh, well.


Really wishing I could draw lately. Maybe I should just start scribbling nasty crap and hope someone likes it. I'll never be as talented as my sister. Dear gods no! Never! But maybe I can make something work... idk.

I would stick to my photography only my good camera is on the fritz and the little tiny one I bought is kind of shitty and I haven't had time to go out and take photos. I haven't had time for much of any thing except coffee, sleep, work, and tumblr....


My life.

Can I go now?


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Good, bad, good, bad, good, bad......

The story of February.

Bad: My family has a busted stove/oven and no money, my parents are getting fucked over by the IRS. The IRS made the mistake and yet, my parents will be punished for it, my place of employment ahs issued a stricter enforcement of the dress code. I have no money to buy the clothes they want my to wear, let alone in my size, all my teeth have decided to become infected and in agonizing pain all at once, especially a certain few, my dentists is a shit bag, I still can't get a doctor, like AT ALL, haven't seen one since I was 18, severe body pain in my joints and nerves, everyone in my family keeps catching this cold and giving it to one another,

Good: I might be able to get my own place with Betsie, we can be room mates!!!!, I whined at my dentist until the agreed to see me tomorrow so I can at least get checked on and a prescription for antibiotics, i still have a job, I got a huge tax return this year so I can make a very big dent in my medical debt, I get coffee today, the rain came back, I have been able o sleep again, I am planning a little day trip to Portland with my sister, i'm still alive, I don't have any major illness (that I know of)...... Yeah...

Hopefully March is better. *sigh*



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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
I really can't say. Any expression of too much emotion is very hard for me. So... Shit. I just can't say. But I think having to look into someones eyes while they lay their soul bare to be would be the most painful.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
I go into rages and throw things... They are VERY rare. But I had one a month or two ago and I can't even remember why I was so angry...... Hmmm....

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
MY Mother. Tell her I love her. To stay strong for the other kids. That everything is going to be okay.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I wouldn't tell everyone right away. I would try to take as many photos and have as much fun and family time as possible. Of course I would be afraid. This isn't like i'm dying of old age. This is unexpected. I haven't done everything I had planned. I hadn't gotten the full effect of life and now I only have one month to cram it all in while decaying at a rapid rate? Yeah. Scary ass shit.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Neither. If I can't have one without the other than it's not worth it.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
I can find another job. I can be homeless (done it before) But I can not walk passed a life I could have saved. I can't ignore the pain and fear of an ending life. be it animal or man. I couldn't do it. Save the dog, of course.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
I'm always hurt by people I love. I kind of expect it. But when someone I trust hurts me, it destroys me.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
Currently my best friend and I are already in a romantic relationship.... But, if we're talking theoretic here.... If I felt the same I would express those feelings, but ask to take this slow bcause I value friendship above any potential relationsip. If I did not feel the same. I would be clear, firm, but extremely gentle when telling them I do not feel the same but am flattered they feel that way and thank them for their bravery in telling me.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? No.... Simply because I did not know him that well. He was a wonderful human. But who knows what that year could mean to my life? And to give it to a near stranger... Idk. Call me selfish. But, no. In this case. I would not.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Hell no! LOL!

11. Does love = sex?
I used to think so.... Which is why I thought I would never find a relationship. Because people in love eventually must have sex right? And I didn't want to have sex. So I thought no one would ever love me... But now I know love and sex are not always one and the same.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Probably not. Honestly? Because I would forget. I would be all, "ima talk to the boss and see if coworker can still work and I leave! Yeah!" and then 3 days later i'd be all.... "Oh, right......" Even if I set a reminder on my phone. I know me, i'd get wrapped up in something else. I am that easily distracted. It has taken me 2 hours to write and post this thus far because I keep spacing off on other things

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
My best friend, a month ago, I think she should leave her boyfriend and be with the person she really loves. She's not happy and she's staying with him out of pity. It's not healthy for anyone.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
Saying I don't love someone is easier that admitting I do love them. Because love is selfish. Telling someone, "Sorry. I don't eel that way." Is easier on me than having my feelings crushed when I have to hear those words from someone else.


15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Coffee, or dairy. I love both and I really cant imagine having to give them up.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
My sister. I tell her that whenever we finish a conversation.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
Nope

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Mouth to mouth is no longer a recognized life saving technique. Chest compressions, however, are. And I have no problems giving anyone chest compressions until help arrives.

19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Before I answer, may I just point out.... I could not hold a grown adult women with one arm as she dangled over a cliff. I have no upper body strength and it would be almost impossible in most other situations. Where a new born would be extremely easy to hold. Hell.... With one hand I could (lightly) move the newborn up onto the cliff beside me and then use both hands to hoist my grandmother up.

20. Are you old fashioned? Not really.

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
I do nice things for no reason everyday. It's called being a decent human being.

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Never loved at all. I can love myself just fine. I don't need anyone elses "love" just their occasional attention/affection

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To win the lottery.

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The rain and wind came back.

I'm on a caffeine high.

New WTNV.

This message will self destruct when the sun engulfs the earth.
We will all go back to being the atoms and star dust we rose from.


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"Start with goodbye, stop with hello." - Eliza Rickman

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http://www.50states.com/facts/orego.....m#.Uv3Y_cjTnIU

READ IT ^^^^^^^^^

I used to have a few lists of some other AMAZING Oregon facts. But I can't find the damn thing anywhere! Uhg.

But anyway, Happy birthday to my beloved home state, Oregon! The prettiest state in the USA!

... Currently being pummeled by rain....

But, what else should we expect? That's kinda what western Oregon does.

Look up some pretty Oregon photos and facts of your own today! Celebrate this wonderful state!

Oregon is my Valentine. <3



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LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Remy
- Eye Color: Blue
- Hair Style/Color: black...Style? I have no style.
- Height: 5'6"
- Clothing style: Baggy sweaters and shorts. Or jeans and comfy shirts. I love throw coats and cardigans. Petticoats!!!
- Best physical feature: Everyone says my eyes and lips. So it must be true.

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Going crazy, needles, spiders, poisonous things.
- Your guilty pleasure: I feel no guilt in my pleasures.
- Your biggest pet peeve: The living.
- Your ambitions for the future: Make enough money to live a decent life, enjoy things, become a corpse.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Five more minutes? Yes. Okay.
- What you think about most: Weather. Nature. Photography. Dead things. When I can go back to sleep.
- What you think about before bed: EVERYTHING... And sometimes, nothing.
- You think your best quality is: Quality.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Single.
- To be loved or respected: Both.
- Beauty or brains: Brains. BRAAAAIINNSSSS.
- Dogs or cats: Cats win. I like dogs. But, cats.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Of course.
- Believe in yourself: I believe in fairies! *claps hands*
- Believe in love: I'm sure it exists.
- Want someone: Maybe. But only if they don't throw off my groove.

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yeah. It sucks.
- Done drugs: If weed really counts as a drug. But, nah, theyre just not my thing.
- Changed who you were to fit in: Oh, yeah... And changed to be "loved". Never again.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Purple, green, black, blue, silver.
- Favorite animal: As long as it's not poison, venomous, or human I probably lime it to an extent. Can't say I have a favorite. Cats, bats, moths, owls, deer, sea critters....
- Favorite movie: Too many. But let's put Vanilla Sky and Beetlejuice for now.
- Favorite game: Playing dead..... Apples to apples, yahtzee.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: June 23rd 2014
- How old will you be: 26.
- Age you lost your virginity: "lost" virginity is a made-up bullshit ideal to make men feel epic for plugging a girl for the first time and for girls to be confined by.
- Does age matter: In general. Not really.

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: funny, supportive, honest, calm, caring.
- Best eye color: greenish/hazel
- Best hair color: black/red/brown... Dark.
- Best thing to do with a partner: Cook, talk, go on long walks, be silly, hug.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: Oregon, nature, myself.
- I feel: Anxious, tired, bored.
- I hide: pain and discomfort.
- I miss: Many things... Many beings.
- I wish: for the strength, physical and emotional, to do what I need to do to succeed.

LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag? Whoever wants to.

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When I say sketch. I mean SKETCH. As in, I threw down some lines that kind of resemble a thing. So, maybe more accurately, a doodle?

Anyway. I am feeling kinda like doodling tonight. May not get to post results for a bit though.

4 slots available. I need clean and VERY simple characters. REfs please. Will let you know who get on.

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One of those weird nights when I am actually craving skin contact and wish I had someone. Wish I was in a relationship.... Thank gods these nights only happen in rare small clumps. I hate feeling this way.



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I am so insanely bored.


Send help.



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Extremely depressed and exhausted and anxious....
I want something to cheer me up. Taking photos didn't work.

Yes, I'm being whiney and beggy since I can't draw for snot..... Art freebies? Anyone? Halp.

I really need Eamon art and maybe some Remy doodles.


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1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
Aesthetic crushes. Many. So many beautiful people in the world!!! And for lust? Zero. Love? Just my Betsie. <3

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Yep

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
In an emotional/kinda romantic relationship for 2-3 years, maybe more? Or, my Ex-boyfriend and that was about a year.

4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Yep. Don't do it. It's stupid as shit yo.

5: How is your relationship with your ex?
They kinda stop talking to me once they get away. I guess I upset them.

6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Pretty sure I have. But no proof.

7: Have you ever cheated?
Never.

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Nope.

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Communication. trust, and compromise.

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
If your not serious, don't bother applying here.

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
No. You're either together or your not. Pretty simple.

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
Hooked up? I assume you mean sexual intercourse. The answer is zero.

13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
I don't regret my relationships- because I learn from them. But I am pretty embarrassed how far into self delusion I went for my Ex.

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
I think it depends on the person. I say wait till you feel you are truly ready and it's with the right person. But please. Stay a child as long as you can. Even condoms and birth control can fail. If you don't feel ready or mature enough to handle a disease or raising a child alone, you're not ready for sex.

15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Within reason, yes. WITHIN. REASON.

16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
No. Lust. Yes. Attraction, affection, adoration. But not love.

17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
To an extent.

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Lying, cheating, manipulation, abuse, hates animals, not eco friendly, rude, racist, sexist, republican, bad hygiene.... probably a few other things, but those are the biggest, I think

19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When no one is happy with anything, and you're just hurting each other all the time

20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Kinda. I'm romantically involved. Lol

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
It depends on how the relationship ended, and if the people involved even want to try

22: Do you think people should date their friends?
That's up the them. If they think their friendship can stand the post breakup pain and stay strong through it all, go for it.

23: How many relationships have you had?
Like, 4 or 5?

24: Do you think love can last forever?
I believe it's possible....

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
No. I wish I could say that, and love is a great place to start. But it does not solve everything. It will not fix everything. And sometimes, no matter how much love there is, the rest is in shambles and you have to let go.

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
I would take their opinion into consideration. But at the end of the day that's between my partner and I. No one else.

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
You don't need their approval. If you feel the need to bend too far or change for them. They aren't meant for your life.

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
I do. But trust me, they're a lot of work... kinda stressful.

29: What do you notice first about another person?
smile, face, eyes, hands

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Panromantic Grey-A Demisexual. Don't ask me to explain that....

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
Not really. I have PTSD, bad anxiety disorders, and manic depression. So, ya know, hell we'd have something else in common.

32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
No.

33: Do you want to get married one day?
Maybe.

34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
I don't care if you've been together 50 years. Never get a partners name as a tattoo.

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
Totally. Hands down, not a problem. Kind of already in one. Hahahaha/

36: Are you still a virgin?
Uhg. I hate the 'virgin' thing. Have I ever had a penis in me? No. But I've gotten pretty fucking kinky and I have had penetration that wasn't from an almight penis!!!! So, unless I get man meat shoved in me i'm still a virgin right?

37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality for sure

38: Do you enjoy love films?
Depends on the film

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Yes

40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Yep

41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Walking through a cemetery and enjoying a long walk and talk, coffee or tea at a café, maybe a carnival or arcade. Just for some silliness and laughs.

42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
I have. It's not a love story. It's just stupid. I hate that being called a love story.

43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Myself. :p

44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
No idea. lol

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
Not really. No.

46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
The friendzone is not a real thing!!! You don't put in nice coins until the sex falls out. You don't butter up to a girl and kiss her ass and then get all butt hurt when she won't wet your dick. She doesn't owe you shit!

47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Ellen and Portia

48: What's your favorite love song?
The horror of our love - Ludo

49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope so. LOL!

50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
Because no one wants to date someone they can't fuck. shrug And I find dating tiresome so i'm not trying.

51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
The poor, nice person. NEVER settle for a douche.

52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
I give great advice. I just suck on implementing it in my own life.

53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Nah. But I do get grossed out by extreme PDA or overly gushy couples. Gods, let the pheromones die!!!

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Whatever. Just so long as everyone knows we're an item. I hate people thinking the person i'm with is single and start coming onto them way too hard. it's embarrassing for all of us.

55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
I tend to be a little jealous and sometimes I can be clingy, but I feel I am reasonable about it

56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
I can honestly say no. All of them someone else fucked up. Woohoo!

57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Yes. I know it's painful, but if you give up your life over someone who clearly wasn't worth it, you're foolish

58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Depends on my mood and my partner

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
My ex and I both forgot our anniversary all the time, but we always remembered birthdays

60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
I think they're fine as long as there is lots of communication and honesty.

61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Equal. Depends on the partner depends on the family. Some people are estranged from their family. Some people are close. To each their own. Fuck.

62: How do you define "cheating"?
If you have to hide it, it's cheating.

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
I guess it depends

64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Yes. It's obnoxious. I usually just celebrate Oregon's B-Day. <3

65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
Meh. Depends.. But not too much usually.

Really? We had the opportunity to take a V-day meme to #69 and we stopped a few numbers short.... I am shocked.



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And now, the weather:

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This just in...
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Some of you are so lazy... Can't even switch websites...


So... I might start posting on FA again...

Only because certain people *ahem* won't post on Weasyl and I miss them.

HOWEVER!!!!

I am still LIVID with F.A. and their stupid shitty staff and a lot of the misogynist, woman bashing, victim blaming prick users.....

But, I am going to be back on because I miss the few users that aren't complete pieces of shit.

Prepare for some uploads and more rants.

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And now, the weather:

"Over cold shoulders" - Eliza Rickman