well today wasn't my damn day didn't got things i wanted nor anyone seemed to care to give me a happy bday only like maybe 3 people said happy bday to me but nobody seemed to care or wanted to give me something for it so i think i seriously hate my life more now :<

I really in need of a damn ref sheet, for rena and for my oc wolf :/ even though I don't have a damn credit card or a bank account which sucks ass for me I would most likely pay with steam games if I had the money. What i have right now for sure is a 30% off for portal 2 and a 66% off on The Bridge? if anyone wants them please let me know before the 20th :<

i need new stuff do use and such for sl :< i wanna do more pics with other people but its hard when i want good looking avi's to use instead of my renamon :< i wanna get my latex bee back but hard to do when im flat broke to get it :(

for the rena panties WIP, im having some issues >~< im trying to make the tail and knee socks plus the markings of the normal renamon, and yet im having issues working with it if someone can help me. I would really appreciate it so much im just having super super issues with it and its making me rip my eyes out of stress :<

in the next few days im leaving this house of mine and leaving lots of stuff besides clothes and a few electronics im not gonna take my laptop if i do im gonna sell it and a lot of other stuff as well to make some money im leaving cali first thing im tired of everything im tired of being treated like an outsider i got no friends nor family who cares one bit im gonna try to avoid myself somewhere far away and be done and if it don't work suicide will always be better to get out of this hellhole....

im just wondering if theres any artist out there who could help me with a ref for a few of my fursona since i don't got a job as of yet.I wanted to see if i could have them for free or would be willing to wait till i do get a job and able to pay them back, it just depends on certain points it's hard for me to try to make a simple ref since my right arm i use for drawing and writing hardly able to move anymore since a simple stupid act i done out of anger. But if anyone out there who could help me i would be so grateful i got the pics for the starting refs since most of my fursona's are from Second Life itself. But if anyone could help me out i would love you forever since my life right now been such a bitch lately and once i find a job everything will help out unless im screwed with no job :<

since i don't got money to pay my other account on sl till a miracle ever happens i got another account and such but since i don't got all the goodies i had before its just the normal stuff i got my renamon back but not all the stuff since well its hard to find them anymore :< but aside im gonna be posting piccies again

fucking gotten an email about my second life account being on hold due to unusual charges an i owe them 100 dollars which i don't got as of now due to bills an shit an im pissed that i prob won't have my account anymore due to this bullshit i never used a credit card to buy shit i worked on second life at a strip club to earn the money i had an now im getting this horse shit i swear today this generation so fucking greedy on money

i been thinking an wondering for something to do since im kinda getting bored of my avatar picture showing im a brony but eh getting kinda bored with it i been seeing if theres anyone out there who is good at drawing an animation gifs i was wondering of having a chibi busty renamon an guilmon oc's from sl to be my avatar for fa if anyone out there is willing to help me i would love you forever an would support you 24/7

im in a total blank for right now havent been even fucking on for like ever an i got one thing to say I FINALLY FUCKING GOT A DAMN TABLET!!!!!! yes im fucking happy i got a tablet and im working on digital art but not gonna be fully legit wonderful since im still getting into it an not gonna look as nice or even fucking amazing as most of everyone on here :/ but watch for new drawings in the future as well as pics from second life if i ever get my lazy ass on it

well it seems fucking sl finally became a dick with me it seems i cant take screenshots due to it keeps crashing on me soooo its gonna be harder on me since i love to take pics of my avi for everyone an since thanksgiving came it went to hell on me people told me it was either reinstall it use phoenix which i use already an well idk wtf to do i could email the pics to my email but that takes too long plus it dont look good idk if its my laptop or something causing it to keep crashing on me for no reason

i never gotten time to posted a journal after the convention and since the site was basicly offline for eh a week or so im not sure but the whole time at sacanime was a major crap even for my bday it was hell for me nobody gaved me a happy bday none offered to give me a gift or so and the whole time being at the convention was a piece of crap on the second day i was missing 50 dollars so basicly someone stoled it from me when i was passed out which really pissed me off none of my decent friends didn't gives a crap about me and i was miserable the whole time and even after the whole thing im losing trust to everyone i really really wanna move out and away from california and start a new fresh life somewhere else :( but other then that im gonna be maybe posting some drawings when i get time and i might be starting to do mlp clay art commissions so when i can get money and do all this look out for a new update for the clay art commish

hey everyone i been doing alot of things an shit and im gonna be kicking hell now and such and im up to do some commish donation you can donate 2 bucks for a commish it will go up by 2 if you want another character in the pic an so on ill post the link for you to put in the donation and message me and a pic of the character you want me to do im just gonna sum it up i havent drawn for some time now so if it turns out to look bad it will be my apologies and i will redo it to make it look better but this will be in my look of drawing it will always be on pencil an pen since i do not i repeat do not got a tablet or photoshop to do digiart :/ so yea anyways heres the link so you can donate :3

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=7BQ98NBYFMVGW
so plz help a starving artist ^^

I am in need to make myself a furry outfit since im gonna be going to a furrycon soon an i need to find places that can help make it or i can have someone on here whos good who can do plz help >~< ill give chuu lots of love if chu help me