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General | Posted 5 years agoHey guys, for those who wondered - I'm not dead.
I'm not a sociable person and I don't feel very comfortable sharing personal things, but I guess I should probably explain why updates are so rare. I love drawing and I think I have a decent skill, but every fricking time I see new art from one of my favourite artist there's a moment of admiration and inspiration and then I'm drifting into deep frustration cuz I look at my art and it's not good enough. It's never good enough. I know it's wrong to compare yourself to others, but I just can't help it.. I feel apathy and I don't even want to touch my pen, because why bother? Whatever I draw, it's not gonna be good enough anyway. I honestly have no idea what to do with these intrusive thoughts. I've tried to put all my feelings aside and treat drawing only as a job, but it didn't work :/
I guess I just need to shut the fuck up and keep working like normal people, lol
Damn, there's so much I want to draw, so many cool ideas, but I only have enough willpower for commissions (although as you've probably noticed I'm super slow at this ^D) and sketches which I never show to anyone.
There won't be any conclusion, just wanted to explain the situation.
And as for those to whom I owe smth, I'm sorry it's taking so long, but please don't worry, I'm working. Slow and with long breaks, but I'm working and I'll do my best (as always). Thank you for your patience.
I'm not a sociable person and I don't feel very comfortable sharing personal things, but I guess I should probably explain why updates are so rare. I love drawing and I think I have a decent skill, but every fricking time I see new art from one of my favourite artist there's a moment of admiration and inspiration and then I'm drifting into deep frustration cuz I look at my art and it's not good enough. It's never good enough. I know it's wrong to compare yourself to others, but I just can't help it.. I feel apathy and I don't even want to touch my pen, because why bother? Whatever I draw, it's not gonna be good enough anyway. I honestly have no idea what to do with these intrusive thoughts. I've tried to put all my feelings aside and treat drawing only as a job, but it didn't work :/
I guess I just need to shut the fuck up and keep working like normal people, lol
Damn, there's so much I want to draw, so many cool ideas, but I only have enough willpower for commissions (although as you've probably noticed I'm super slow at this ^D) and sketches which I never show to anyone.
There won't be any conclusion, just wanted to explain the situation.
And as for those to whom I owe smth, I'm sorry it's taking so long, but please don't worry, I'm working. Slow and with long breaks, but I'm working and I'll do my best (as always). Thank you for your patience.
Commissions OPEN(anthro)
General | Posted 6 years agoHello my dear comrades.
I’m finally catching up with civilization and starting to draw anthro. So portrait commissions without background are opened:
- Anthro canine/feline, female preferably, 65$
- Send me a NOTE with your character
I also want to open a new type of commissions: It will be a portrait but in a smaller and square format (more like an icon) and in a more sketchy style, will cost ~50$ (maybe less). But I need practice and I don’t want to draw some random characters from my head. So here’s your chance to get free art from me.
Leave you characters IN COMMENTS. Ferral/anthro, any species.
I’m finally catching up with civilization and starting to draw anthro. So portrait commissions without background are opened:
- Anthro canine/feline, female preferably, 65$
- Send me a NOTE with your character
I also want to open a new type of commissions: It will be a portrait but in a smaller and square format (more like an icon) and in a more sketchy style, will cost ~50$ (maybe less). But I need practice and I don’t want to draw some random characters from my head. So here’s your chance to get free art from me.
Leave you characters IN COMMENTS. Ferral/anthro, any species.
