so hey. i would like some gift art because im a horrible person.
<3333

so my dear friend 's bunny is super sick and shit and she needs help paying for vet bills.
so me and her are doing collab commissions !
please help her out <3

so yeah. for the summer I will be open for barf commissions
example http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13850000/
They will be 5$
If you are interested please note me

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/clockworksheep/

HER STUFF IS SUPER CUTE. GO . LOOK NOW.
plz.

Uhggg my luck keeps geting worse.
I fucking dropped my phone today and the screen is destroyed..
Like It wouldnt do anything. so. I had to buy a new one -__- so now im officially a broke ass hoe.
So if any of you could commission me for some extra cash that would be great..
Or even spread the word.
thanks.

SO YEAH I LEAVE FOR TORONTO TOMORROW MORNING,AND AFTER THE CON I GO VIST MY MUM FOR AWHILE
so no drawing till i get back home ;3;
But ill be bringing my laptop just not my tablet.


soososososo yeah ill talk to you guys later

hey guys so.
im in abit of a pickle.
I just realized InvaderCon is in 3 months. And i have like 38$ towards my plane ticket there.
so yeah. PLEASe. i need more commissions. and tips are SO much appreciated .
If you guys also have any suggestions for commissions please let me know

RAFFLE IS OVER
WINNERS
1)
2)
3)

Are my commission prices too high?
I know I all way ask this but. yeah. Iunno .

Thanks to everyone who has commissioned me ~
You guys are really helping me threw this rough time.
And every commission means the world to me u3u

so yeah. thanks <3

So , I have shit news. I got fired for no good reason :/
Bacially my head manager has been riding my ass since I got hired (by her)
and finally she just said Okay Tara your not doing good enough for the company , and you always complain that you cant work during your shift.
This is all lies. I always make over my goal and I have NEVER said I cant do my task.. This was also during my 2nd 3 month probation.. I have been working there for 8 months. Like wtf. anyways.
And so the other day she was hiring new people and I just knew I was going to be let go :/ and so tonight my manager pulled me aside and told me.
So. in other words. i need commissions till I get a new job.
u ___ u

Please go like my facebook page ;-;
Or atlest signal boost it.
https://www.facebook.com/DerangedCreations

http://www.gofundme.com/6yuxe0

Please spread the word~
These are some of my dearest friends and i really want to help them out. so if any of you could donate or even make another journal about this. I will love you forever.

Spazz is coming to town.

SO YEAH. Im off to Katsucon tomorrow and i wont be back till monday(??)
So dont expect much from me for the next while XD'

Ohpleasegodletthesnowstormgoaway

ONLY LIKE 14 DAYS LEFT *SCREAMS*

Where are you staying?
Gaylord Hotel :'D

What day are you getting there?
Thuuursdayy

Who will you be rooming with?
annnnnd many many other people LOL

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
98% of the time probably strive XD and maybe new friends i meet??

How old are you?
20 C:

How tall are you?
5'2 ;O;

Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
I'm TAKEN hurrr

Can I talk to you?
;o; sure

How can I find you?
Oh man. Look for a witch I guess.

Can I buy you drinks?
LAWL SURE.

Can I give you stuff?
>____> .. MAYBE..

When will you arrive/when will you leave?
Thursday at some point XD and maybe sunday during the day

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come up and say hi XD or idk yell at me.

Can I take your picture?
C: suuuure

Whats your goal for this convention?
Noooooo idea LOL

Ahhhhhh Thanks guys u wu
I know 500 isnt really alot on FA but meh its still alot too me.

so yeah
thanks,

Okay so i have seen this stuff happening threw out today that people are just
dipping FA to weasel :U
Like... Okay I know this drama is really messed up. But is that really a reason to just leave?
*shrug*Too each there own. and everyone will be back in a week or so when the drama dies down and forgets it even happend.... >____>

So yeah im going to my mums place today (im literally at the airport as I type this xD )
annnnd I forgot my tablet.oops. so dont expect any art from me for the next while.
But if you need to contact me ill still be able to talk cuz i brought my laptop.

so anyways :U thats it.

so. yeah. bought myself a Breeder from BD
no shame.

*throws money*

So yeah. Im just saying merry christmas and all that jazz now because im going to visit family tomorrow
in toronto and im not bringing my laptop xD and i dont like using my phones data. But yeah dont expect me to post / comment in the next few daysss. but on boxing day i can get back to everyone (even though no one talks to me LOL)
so i hope everyone has a great christmas and days off of shity work.

I know no one reads these but whatever ima post it anyways.
So yeah im moving to my new place tomorrow ~
Kinda excited. kinda not cuz i hate moving my shit XD Half of its already at the house but still.
so much work </3 But yeah as soon as i get settled in ill finish my last commission and take more.

so yeah. my only good source of income has been... cut off.
and my part time job is now dwindling.
Im only getting 18hrs in 2 weeks :T which is bullshit honestly. and i need money to help pay rent.
so . yeah. please if you are interested please feel free to commission me.
it would make me feel alot better.

so yeah going to my citys shityest con.
because i can. Im not even paying to get in :U just gonna go take some photos of myself and troll the place.
might get a free pass xD

Lets all learn how fucked up i am

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[] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds.

[] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.

[xx] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.
duh.

[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.

[x] Acrotomophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.

[/] Andromimetophilia: sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.

[] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.

[] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.

[] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.

[x] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.

[] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape.

[] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.

[] Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces. It's strictly related to Fecophilia, sexual arousal from defacation or watching a partner defecate, particularly on oneself.

[] Covert incestiphilia: arousal from non-contact sexual behavior with a child.

[x] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.
In a sadistic wat XD kinda

[] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.

[] Emetophilia: sexual attraction to vomiting.

[] Ephebophilia: sexual attraction towards adolescents.

[/] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.

[] Erotic lactation: sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.

[] Exhibitionism: sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).

[x] Food play: sexual arousal from food.

[/] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.

[] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.

[] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.

[] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.

[] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.

[/] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.

[] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.

[] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.

[] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.

[] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.

[] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.

[x] Lust murder: sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.

[x] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia).

[xxx] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.
I'm sure many people knew this about me already? XD

[] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts the opposite of macrophilia.

[x] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.

[] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.

[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.
.. i want to say. half and half. but eh .idk.

[xx] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.

[xxx] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.


[] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.

[] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.

[] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.

[] Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children. It includes Nepiophilia (also infantophilia), sexual attraction to children three years old or younger.

[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.
duh.

[] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.

[x] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.

[] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.
dosnt matter to me honestly

[xxx] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.

[] Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.

[xx] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to animated characters.

[] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.

[x] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.

[] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.

[] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.

[/] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.

[] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.

[] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.

[] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.

[] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.

[] Vorarephilia: sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia, a sexual fetish of being within someone.

[] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex.

[] Scoptophilia: the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.

[x] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
haaaaaah... ohyeah.

[] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.


[] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.

[] Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals.

[] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.

[xxx] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.

[] Breast fetishism.

[] Breast expansion fetishism.

[] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.

[] Diaper fetishism.

[x] Doll fetish.

[] Fat fetishism.

[] Foot fetishism.

[] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment.

[] Hand fetishism.

[x] Hip fetishism.

[x] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.

[] Impregnation fetish.

[x] Medical fetishism.

[] Navel fetishism.

[] Nose fetishism.

[] Panty fetishism.

[] Pregnancy fetishism.

[] Robot fetishism

[] Shoe fetishism

[] Silk/Satin fetishism

[] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).

[x] Spandex fetishism.

[] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia).

[] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.

[x] Transformation fetish.

[x] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.

2 Reasons.
First reason being that my job is now giving me more hours to work I wont have toooo much time to do comissions plus me working on stuff for katsucon i dont want to stress myself.
and second reason is no one is really buying my art anymore , soooooo no point trying anymore and getting my hopes up.