I mean it HOLY SH**** i never thought i would see 500, especially if my .ost of my stuff if not all is commissions. Man, i would like to thank everyone who is currently watching now. You have made this lioness evermore happy 😆😁

On that note in thinking on opening up back rps again but it will have to be limited i will discuss more on that later since i have to balance school and job


To all of you thank you again i will see if i can try to do something special here when i get the Time


I would also like to thank the many commissioners that i have commissioned from that made this possible, i would say each and every one of you i inspire to be a better artist from each of your examples in art

Hello guys, after four long years I have decided to switch main accounts for my discord and let my Avia bloodborne account be my secondary. Reasons why chose a new account for my main account is pretty simple, the option was there and I felt like doing it at the moment. so for those looking, for now, my new main account here will be Prime#1580. do not worry about the Avia account that will still be active and I still will answer from that account as much as my Prime account

Sigh, I tried I really did try to be nice and allow open RP. to openly request me role-playing whenever somebody felt they would like to RP with my characters, there's or something else completely. I mean for three years I put up with the very good the bad and the vastly ugly in role-playing but I can't do it anymore. I am drained from the constant rp request after RP request some of them vitriolic when I turn it down or deny them, I can't find time for myself after a long day of school or work. and with 2020 graduation on the horizon school has become so important that I don't even think RP is viable that much. I have to throw in the towel and limit Rps to only close friends, and significant others such as my boyfriends, today is the last day for open RPs. I do apologize to those who would find this message disheartening, and i would like to say this, I am not blaming anybody or calling out names. I JUST NEED TO BREATHE AND FOCUS. I can't do that with an open RP anymore.

again I greatly apologize but kitty needs her space now


thank you for understanding

Kitty out

Hello gang

So I have a general question to ask myself and everyone, and that question is, should I limit rp to an hour a day rather than having it 3 hours each time in the afternoons and evenings? I am asking this because I am starting to wind down a little for schooling and such and I also want to get serious in graduating college in 2020. So here is a poll to see if this would be a good idea or not. https://www.strawpoll.me/18383944/r poll will end at 8 PM tonight

**UPDATE**

Ok as of the closing of the poll here are the results

5 for the change

3 against the change

So starting the 26th if August here is how it's going to work

Whenever I rp on the weekdays it will be from 8 PM CST to 9 PM CST

Weekends it will be four one hour as well maybe earlier. This will be how rp is like during the school year not including the holidays and break periods.

Again this is for me to focus to this year and next in order to graduate with a degree in my hand

Hello guys,

So I am trucking on through with my night shift at Walmart counting the days till college. With that being said I made 10 am to 12 pm on Sun-Thu rp hours so I can at least get some time to rest and such.

Also, I have been having a thought on my Beast God Universe and Canine Pantheon. I am thinking of combining the two universes together and making another universe dealing with rampaging monster gods. I put up a straw poll for those who are interested in voting for an answer to that question. The poll will end today at 10 pm and I will post the results soon after

https://www.strawpoll.me/18124587


**POLL CLOSED**

and the results show a fifty-fifty split between those who do want to see a merger and those who don't so I am going to do a random wheel of fate to make my final decision and I will get back to you both shortly

**WHEEL HAS SPOKEN**
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-D.....ew?usp=sharing and it looks like its a merger I will be making the changes overtime thank you all for participating

Hello guys,

If you are reading this, then my boyfriend has finally completed his paper and turned it in successfully, so I am lifting the hold on rp and I am available and open for rp.......*hears and feels a large rumbling on the ground* *looks up to see a flood of rp request* Woah Woah easy now!!! same rules still apply as before and with my new job my schedule may have changed so let me instill some ground rules

- going to do one rp from Sunday-Thur in the morning times, this is because I have to sleep in the afternoons in order for me to get up for work later. Friday and Saturday are going to be normal rps one in the afternoon and one in the evening

- it is going to be whenever on rps I am not setting a schedule or a slot, it's going to be whenever I feel up for it, and truthfully I mostly am

-expect things to change the guy who created me cannot laze around as I do, mostly he has to face life difficult decisions. with this being said prepare to find the rp having to end when real life issues come about

with all that being said.......*jumps in the crowd and pulls out a sword* HAVE AT THEE *gets swarmed with request*

ok guys this my set fire to trillions of heads, but until next week Thursday, Rp for me will be closed.

Why am I doing this?

my boyfriend right now is finishing a research paper for college that is due on that day therefore in his best interest and because I love him to the point I want him to succeed in life I have held rp from him so that he may focus on that paper.

What does this have to do with you?

I want this to be fair as possible meaning if he is not rping, I am not doing it as well, I figured it is only fair for me to refrain to encourage him to finish this important research paper.

It will only be a short time for this hiatus for those of you who are angry, I can understand but please be patient. For those who do understand thank you for understanding and please if you can help Kizo_Arceus with his paper DM me on Discord

**MESSAGE TO KIZO_ARCEUS**
Babe, I know its hard, and I wish very much to be there to help you but I am limited in resources to do it. You are going to have to do this because I love you too much to fell, I will check up on you daily to see how you are doing before work, and I with my friends will be rooting for you. Even if you do fail it is ok I will be waiting here for you to comfort you. just try your best as much as possible babe *Kiss*

Ok so I am almost burnt out on rps, and with the upcoming night shift work hours, I am going to have to make a change real fast. So to keep my brain trucking and for me to enjoy more of rps here are several rule changes that I am now implementing

-I realized that I was moving back into scheduled rp with noticing it, let me reiterate, rp will be whenever I feel up to it that day or not

- please keep in mind I work late shift Sunday-Thursday and I am only free for Friday and Saturday with that being said I am also limiting my rps from three to one person or group and that goes for both evening and afternoon. I have found that splitting my brain into three separate things is not playing keen towards my health and I will mostly burn out if I keep this up.

- I am mostly going to do nonnarrative rps this is because I find myself in too many rps that are narrative, so I am limiting that type of rp to a few people I know (like friends or significant others). This is because I am able to be more flexible in my storytelling without someone getting lost because of me

any other rules still apply but these are going to be the new set of changed rules, I am not calling anyone out because of these rules this is more of my personal thing that I have to take care of to make sure that I don't just burn out

Thank you guys for understanding and if you have questions please leave a comment below or contact my discord

hello everyone

So this is finally my break period from school, and work well mostly work. I got a job offer at Walmart just as I was signing up for unemployment benefits. Of course, this job will be temporary until I can work my job at the school in the fall. In other news, I am planning on practicing my art skills and i just have taken my first steps into the muscle art field https://www.dropbox.com/s/alllcvp0y9ec3pm/JPEG_20190506_141205.jpg?dl=0, https://www.dropbox.com/s/ym8epef4q.....44641.jpg?dl=0
I am also going to write a muscle growth story soon with some help from a friend of course so please stay tuned, my friends because this kitty feels like she is on a role

https://imgur.com/gallery/OEY94

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as the meme above states, kitty has finally finished her finals for this semester. *Confetti* I am now currently searching for a temporary job (its probably going to be signing up for the census) because I can't work my original job for the summer (the VA won't let me). so I am planning to take a long break--besides working--for the summer then be ready for the fall semester. A few things I need to relay everyone for today

-yes I will be open for rps during the summer from time to time
- for those of you I support on patreon, I am going to have to stop support next month because of me being jobless at the moment, nothing against any of you but money will be tight for a bit
- Kitty will be finally learning how to drive again, the reason why I am so late on this because of my time in the Military did not allow that much time outside the ship to learn how to drive.
- a story being worked on by  Silentfan42 that revolves around my Kala character so stay tuned for that

All and all that is all that I have left to say I will keep you all updated as best as I can

Catch you around

*peers over a mountain of paper* Well Gang

Whelp it is about that time for me in college, end of the semester the most chaotic time for any college student in existence and boy how chaotic the end it turning out. Got an English paper to complete, an English final to study for, and two drawings, one sculpture and a final I have in the art to contend with. Here how this is going to work

RP- not going to happen till after this in fact not even thinking about it that is in the back of my mind

Contact- only when I am free enough

that should be all there is, I do apologize if this seems strict but I have to make sure that responsibilities come first. My thanks to all who can understand

that concludes this daily kitty news cast catch you later

hello Gang,


-To start, I like to say thank you to those who were interested in the commission proposal and thank you to  LGslam for the beautiful pic. however, I am still looking for another pic and a story, so if anybody is interested, please contact me at my discord and my FA

- this month is crunch month for me meaning all my finals and my final projects are going to be for this month, rp request as of posting this today is on an official case by case basis because of the vast amount of school work that I must do to make it this semester.

- finally, I am going to start on my first sketch of a character of mine this month as well I am hoping to be able to do this without a base but we will have to see hoping I will be good enough to the point I will be able to do small commissions next year or during the summer time


with that being said this concludes Kitty's news update at seven goodnight

**ONE MORE THING**
I have noticed I am o the way to many servers on discord, so to correct that I am planning on leaving most of the server I barely go on to prevent overflooding of my notifications

Hello gang time I know it's a little late for an update, but by the time you read this hopefully it's morning

Ok, so things are kicking into high gear in school because next month is my last month of school besides the maymester (school in May). So it's crunch time expect all rps to be limited from here on out.

On the other news, I have a new character in mind that may involve the Skyrim universe and infinity gauntlet after playing around with this mod that I found https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrim/mods/91350/ I was thinking on a female khajiit character finding all the infinity stones and finding the gauntlet and becoming a goddess swearing to protect all of tamerial with her godly might.

If anybody is interested or open for a commission with this character, I get paid hopefully this week, and I will be willing to pay for an image of this character and a story about this character as well please DM me at my discord handle

Avia Bloodbourn#9053

Or more me here on FA

Hello, everyone, it has been a while since I post a journal update so here is some nightly news from yours truly

-Mu Loahu pic has been well received despite the borrowed that I got from  B9TRIBECA which again I would like to shout out a thank you to B9 for allowing me to use his characters as bases for my own

-next month is going to be crunch month, got several projects to do for college so rp that month will very

-on the subject of rp this week I am doing rp for Monday and Tuesday, for the rest of this week I am going to take a small break from rp for a bit

-I have found an art program that may help me draw a bit more without the use of anyone else's as a base, and depending on how it will do this year I may start 5 dollar commissions, I am also considering doing color commissions for random artist who would like their sketches colored a certain way but again I will have to make sure I get it right

And with all of that being said this concludes news update catch you guys later

I have a confession to make on my part, one that plagues me to this very day. Most of the artwork I create is with bases that I usually get offline to generate a pose or an image for my character. Grant it I do make sure it's for general use, and I do get permission to publish the art piece. But each time I go to post it, I get the same nagging ugly regretful feeling, that this is not mine, that all I have done was used as an aid, and that why would anybody worthless like I should post something like this. an example of this would be using one of B9's images as a base for a new character that I came up with https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14320578/. Out of that, I have created this https://www.dropbox.com/s/sog4g4v69.....ished.png?dl=0 now I have asked B9 if I could design and post this so long as I made the appropriate changes and credited him with the base he gave me the go-ahead thrice. But each time I go to post this that nagging feeling pushes at my mind, guilt washes over me and I feel like an asshole for not doing things on my own. So what better way then to try it yourself....except with each drawing I do without a base is full of fucking failure.
It always comes back to me using the fucking base, and I am now just throwing in the towel, I am nothing more than a failure at art depending on tools to help me produce my artwork. Hell, I will give an arm and a leg to be as good as my favorite artist, yet these hands seem entirely useless. I will try to move away from base work art again, however, in the end, I am just not good enough on my own. Hell I feel even the art I create in college is not good enough, we are supposed to do self-portraits next week in class, and I feel as if I won't even get a line in before breaking my hands off.


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**you know what this whole depressive speech I have done ABOVE..... FUCK THAT. I am not the depressed little 13-year-old-year-old who would be given up at the first sign of trouble....no fuck that... I may use bases for a while hell for the rest of my natural born life, but as far as I can tell I am not going to let this beat me this time. I will get better maybe not today maybe not tomorrow. But I will get better. And for fuck sakes, I am going to stop acting like I can't post that pic I based off of B9s tigress I have obtained permission and I will give him credit. With that being said everyone who had reached out you for giving me a second wind I appreciated it, and you are indeed my friends. Going to bed and hit the ground running tomorrow.

ok first things first, my new adopted character poll has closed https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30321552/, and the results are in

-55% want him to join The Assasin's which is a front for the eldritch creature to watch over Avia (explanation for this will be later)
-27% want him as a Templar bodyguard to the antagonist Zuka M. Bloodbourn
-18% want him to do something that does not include the Assassin universe

with that being said the only thing left is to give him a name, and that one is what I have to work on

In other news, I have reevaluated my rp decision and have decided that I will have to adapt and change it due to more confusion, and some unruly rpers.

with that being said here are the new rules--for the fourth time--of rp for me

-RP is whenever I CANNOT stress this enough, I have switched to this style because schedule rps were challenging to manage for me and it fits my hard working schedule.

-OK, when it comes to rp request on discord here is when I will be able to accept them, and please note since I have switched to a whenever schedule, request are not always set in stone. When the indication for my account is Yellow, that means I am in general talk and is rarely taking any request, and I might not take them at all. When the indication is red, that means that I am not available for any rps or request at all, in fact, the only people who can contact me are close friends and significant others.

Now when the indication is Grey, it is apparent that I am offline and won't be able to see your request, and Finally, when the indicator turns green, I am open to request and rps.
The reason why I seem to be putting my foot down more on rps is that I keep getting individuals who love to circumvent the rules to catch an rp with me or keep requesting me even when I have declined their previous offer to rp. I am not setting this against anyone particular--and I do apologize to end on a sour note--this is something that I see that needed correction before it got out of hand

***PS AND PLEASE LOOK AT THIS!!!***
WHEN I HAVE MADE THE RULE CHANGE I WAS NOT DOING IT BECAUSE OF ANYONE IN PARTICULAR!!!!
this is me noticing a trend and stopping it before it gets out of hand



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just created a Poll for my new adopted character that I have received from  glacierk

those who would like to vote to determine his place in my list of characters can do so here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30321552/

Ok, so this week is about to get really hectic.

-rps will be limited too close friends and people I know mainly because I got several things to do this week and will be very busy.

-homework will be a priority

-my dad needs help getting everything situated with my great grandma's will so I will need to help him with that

-Cleaning cleaning cleaning because grandma will be coming over. The reason, she needs to be away from my great grandma's house for a bit and needs to relax.

That is pretty much it, do not worry about rps that much, I will open rps to the general public as soon as I get everything situated next week

I am relatively getting better at my charcoal art and I am wondering if I should start streaming it soon

With that being also said I do wonder if I should be game streaming on my off time

If you guys have any suggestions, I would like to hear.

Ok, I am finally back in the saddle and back to rps. the only difference is that I have to manage this with my schooling so expect some days to be eventful

there is also going to be times I will be in the gym working out to get in shape this year so rp again may be limited

Hello everyone,

About to get ready to jump back in the saddle for school and rps next week buy first things first here is some News

-today I have my great grandmas funeral to go and recession afterward

-TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY this kitty officially Turns 26 *blows birthday candles and face plants cake* I can accept gifts if anyone is interested in using my character Avia for a particular scene just ask me first, please

And that is it, and all that I have to report I see you guys later

Quick response

- great grandma has been found unresponsive this morning
- we are trying to call everyone
- this may be it she may not make it this time
- no rps until I can give an answer
- putting myself on do not disturb only significant other, friends from the female muscle server, infinity gods server, and creed hideout server may contact me

**UPDATE**

I am sad to confirm that Amelia M. Donaldson Matriarch of my family. The kindest human being there has been, has passed away at age 90 out of respect and a need to be there for my family. Rps will be on hold until further notice or when my great-grandmother has been laid to rest. Please respect my wishes for peace, I will continue rp with those I know but everyone else I have to take myself out from it for a while. I will be back shortly do not worry, just need time to mourn.

this week has not been going so well for me

-I am dealing with a drop out sibling who thinks he does not have to do anything around my parents home

- rp has been hectic to the point I had to drop a server from my Dm contact because of repeated bad actors
- I literally got two commission gift wrong in which I now have to go to the artist for the third time, and with that beings said I would like to extend my apologies to  B9TRIBECA for having him do these many revisions on one single art piece and if you need me to pay for this third revision I shall

- what's worse is that I am having extreme anxiety over myself I cannot shake that off of me without worrying about how long one family member is going to live due to them being diagnosed with cancer
- oh also the prick sibling who dropped out of college came back with a cold and guessed who is sick

I just need Wednesday and Thursday off from rp this week then I will see about Friday, my body and mind are not up to it, and I need some rest before I go again. so I will be on red for the time being only significant other, and close friends from the female muscle furries discord server and Infinity god Server can contact me at the moment I just need to be alone for a bit


**PS** PEOPLE ON CREED HIDE OUT SERVER MAY CONTACT ME AS WELL

Hello everyone guess who is back and if you have been paying attention to my gallery you start to see more and more pics slowly enter in the fray. Events that are coming up in my life are as follows

- My Birthday is on the 12th of January and this Kitten is turning 26 soon
- College is going extremely well sitting at a 2.7 2.8 GPA and I am gunning for that 3.0, the spring semester will come soon and I am ready for anything it throws at me
- My sister had a baby boy and that brings the total of nieces, and nephews up to 4
- this year I have a lot of weddings to go to so expect me in the gym to make sure I can slim down and fit into my suits

and that is about it rp is still the same allowing me to be more flexible than ever and this will be the way to continue further until I find something easier.

with all that said i will see you guys next year and have a wonderful new year