Imma post on here more cause man oh man do I not like twitter anymore, shit is stressful

I asked this over on twitter, but I wanted to know what yall think as well:

What do yall wanna see more of from me? Or what do yall like seeing the most from me?

I dont really know what to do with myself right now tbh

Hey yall, making a journal here to say that my commissions are open. And as a reminder as well, I increased the pricing a bit too, I think it'll help me out in the long run

Sketch: $20 -> $30
Colored Sketch: $30 -> $45
Full Drawing: $60 -> $80

If you happen to be interested, fill out a google form with this link here:
https://forms.gle/dLqkCPLrnpoQaaPw7

As a side note too, I might or might not pick every form, sorry in advance if I dont pick yours

Hey everyone, I wanted to make a journal here to mention that I'm upping my commission prices from before.
It goes as follows:

Sketch: 20 USD -> 30 USD
Colored Sketch: 30 USD -> 45 USD
Full Drawing: 60 USD -> 80 USD

Sorry if this is inconvenient for some people, but as time went on, commissions were just not really worth it for the prices I was offering already, it burnt me out so fast. And I'm really sorry for doing this while there were some people who submitted a form when I opened up a month ago. I hope I didn't lose any trust doing something like this

I hope yall understand, thank you for reading if ya did

Sorry for neglecting this site, for like, a month and a half, I kind of just been posting on twitter. Its easier to post there, at least easier than posting here. I feel rather burnt out doing a whole lot of comms in a short amount of time, but I did end up getting the computer parts and at the start of March, so Im set computer wise for a long while I feel.
Anyway, sorry for not really posting or interacting much

Sorry for not posting much on here lately. If you guys follow my twitter, you pretty much know my deal for the most part hopefully. But if you only really follow me here, currently, me and my family are staying at an extended stay hotel. We had to leave our old apartment and don't know when we're getting a new one. I got a wifi adapter for my pc recently so I can start using my pc for stuff instead of my phone, so that helps me a bit.
But yeah, I'm gonna post twitter commissions here for a bit and some doodles in the scraps or something too. Thanks for reading if ya did

Hello everyone, been a bit since I talked on here. Pretty much as the title says, I'm gonna try and post here more often or something.
Iunno if I said this earlier, but I have noticed I got +1000 followers on this site, and I appreciate it, thank ya everyone. I mostly post on Twitter, but I don't really wanna alienate people who happen to only watch me here. I tend to do a good amount of sketch commissions over on twitter, and I've been thinking I can post ones that I think turned out well here too. That's pretty much it, just saying yeah, imma post commissions from twitter that I do on here too

It's been a bit since I last made a journal, lot of stuff happened since then I guess. It's kinda just gonna be an update on what was said in the last journal, so I'm sorry about that. Just wanted to let people know I'm still around here and what not because I never really post here, sorry about that.

Things haven't really been getting much better for me since I made that last journal from 6 months ago, surprisingly. Back then, I mentioned that I got a job at Kroger, and at first, it was going okay, pretty straight forward work, weekly pay, and hours that didn't have me there all the time. But the longer I started working there, the more that the management started to rely on me, so I started getting more work and more hours, and adding the fact that we are severely understaffed, I just feel worn out. And since the pay is low too, it's really not great. At the time of this journal, I recently had to work 9 days in a row there.

I never went to get a refill for my depression and anxiety. I know I can just, talk to my doctor about it, but I'm just too nervous to talk to them about it, cause it's been so long. I've been close to doing some things I shouldn't do, thinking things I shouldn't think about. Everything is stressing me out and the days just keep flying by, and that's stressing me out even more. Things just feel like things are getting worse for me emotionally still.

And for the art stuff, iunno man. Art is just draining for me, I honestly mostly just have the energy to do small doodles for twitter, and I owe a whole lot of commissions and Patreon commissions as well. I said this last time as well, and it's just unacceptable.

I can't think straight, I'm having trouble thinking of what else I can say, everything just feels foggy

I'm really sorry everyone, it's just hard to keep this up. I'm just not well mentally and I don't know what's gonna happen next, and I'm just still trying do my best or something. Sorry I'm just not good enough

Hello everyone, been a bit.

As the title says, this is kind of an update on just, stuff. I can't really think properly on whatever it is I want to talk about, so I might just start rambling, and I'm sorry for that.
Since like, 2012, I've had depression and anxiety. And in January, I finally decided to go to a doctor, and try and get some sort of treatment. And about a month ago or so, I just stopped taking my medication, mainly cause I haven't gotten a refill on it/seen the doctor to talk about getting a refill, and I didn't have the money to do it. And because of that, things haven't been getting any better for me emotionally at all. A lot of dark thoughts. I just, really wish I can be a better person in general, cause in my heart, I just feel awful.

If you any of yall follow my twitter, I guess you've been seeing the things I've been talking about. A lot of depressive moments, and a lot of self deprecating as well. I'm not strong enough emotionally anymore I feel, my emotions overpower me, and I just gets hard sometimes.
Money troubles, bad days, not having a proper or steady income in months took a toll on me as well. The weight of not being able to have a reliable income really didn't help me at all. Thankfully, I have a lot of friends who have been helping me through all this with their support in more ways than one, and I just can't thank them enough for everything. And recently, I was able to get a Kroger job, so now I'm gonna have steady income very soon. Maybe this can help me out with being able to enjoy drawing again as well. Mainly cause it wont feel as much as a hassle and a task, and I can just, draw for fun sort of.

Speaking of art, I've been neglecting this place a lot, and I'm sorry if there's people who've exclusively been following me here ever since tumblr decided to shit itself. I will say this as well, regarding commissions I've taken on here or on twitter, because of my depression, I just get in moods were I just lie down and either fall asleep, or just lie there, not really doing much or wanting to do anything. And I hate that so much, you have no idea. Because of that, it's been messing with my commission work, where I just don't want to do them. And that's my biggest thing right now, me not finishing commissions, and I can not express how much it hurts me that I can't get these commissions done. And it's nobody's fault but mine. And I also know that sorry isn't gonna cut it either. I just need to buckle down and do them. I just, gotta do them like my life depends on it, iunno what else to say... I'm sorry everyone, I really am.

I'm gonna try and get better, I really hope I can. I'll try and get more stuff out there as well
Thank you for reading all of this nonsense if you have, I really appreciate it

If yall are interested, hit me up after reading this post here n stuff
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29539081/

So as a heads, I am still accepting commissions if any one's interested.

Prices (USD):
• Sketch: $20.00
• Lineart+Flats: $40.00
• Full Drawing: $50.00
• +$5 for color

Head to this link for more detailed info:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29539081/

Sorry that Im not very active on this site here. To be honest, a lot of the times I either feel burned out or have no motivation to draw anything, so I dont really have much to post if at all. As of late though, I've gotten a new drawing tablet with a screen, so things have been going smoothly art wise n stuff, mainly cause it's a fresh take on drawing as a whole for me, so hopefully I can get more stuff out there now

Also as a reminder, I'm currently open for commissions at the moment, so if you'd like to commission me, read the rules here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20507483/

Thank ya for reading <3

They've been open for sometime now over on tumblr, but I've been busy with work, so I never updated it over here.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20507483/

Some things of note:
-Prices have been changed up, raised them up a bit
-3 slots instead of 5

That's about it really. Please read the rules thoroughly, I'd really appreciate it

What do you guys think about me doing something like those? I'm kinda on the fence with doing something like those, mainly cause they kinda feel, scummy to me in a way. Mainly cause of those crazy priced ones I've seen, like $100 for a background character, that's fucked up. But at the same time, it would be easier on me more so than commissions cause I'd be drawing something I'd would like to draw, and people get to see the idea before hand as well. All an all, it would just be an easy time I think.

If I'd do something like that, it would just be a basic pin-ups or scenarios with two or more characters I guess, starting at my regular $40 or $50 for the full drawing, but maybe I'd bump that down to $30-35 for the starting bid, just to have some sort of incentive, we'll see.

But what do you guys think? Would you think it's a good idea to have YCHs pop up every now and again?

Yeah, I was able to get a replacement sooner than I expected, and Ive been practicing it for a bit now, everything bout the tablet is here:

http://digitalpelican.tumblr.com/po.....blet-situation

So, my drawing tablet is starting to show it’s age (5 years now, maybe a bit more) and it’s slowly starting to die off. I’m mostly using it to finish these two commissions I have, but other than that, I’m not trying to use it as much/at all. I dont have the money to go and buy a replacement, so once it finally dies, it’s gonna stay dead sadly, and I dont know when I can get a new one. It could be a week, or a year before I’d be able to get one, so iunno.

I figured I’d at least let you guys know about this I guess, I’ll make another announcement once it does clock out

That being said, I’m not gonna be accepting any more commissions.

Sorry guys, and thanks for reading

Im reopening these again. Please read the rules thoroughly

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20507483/
http://digitalpelican.tumblr.com/po.....les-thoroughly

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20507483/

http://digitalpelican.tumblr.com/po.....sd-sketch-1500

All the info is in those two links. They both say the same thing

Commissions closed atm, i wanna draw for myself for a while, and im good with money atm

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