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Posted 5 years agoMerry fuxmass 2018! '<'
Posted 7 years agoI'm officially one year older today and man is aging kind of scary X3
Thanks everyone for being there for me, liking my stuff and talking to me, it's been a busy last year for me irl but is has been one of the most fun years I've had in my life~<3!
Gonna get a bit emotional here and say some dumb stuff, so you can skip it if you wanna o<o
I have never been the social kind of person, I grew up with basically no real friends and I learned to be by myself, I never knew what people wanted of me or how to act with anyone and as I grew older my life seemed to lose direction and sense, eventually I got into a deep depression that lasted 3 years where everything I wanted was for the pain to just go away, whatever was necesary for it, I didn't really care at that point but I was too afraid to do something extreme.
One of the things that helped me to forget the pain, even if for just a little while, was to get into this comunity, I met people that slowly became my friends, I got some motivation and inspiration from the work of talented folks here to keep creating even if I never posted it, and after sometime and figuring some things out I was able to pic myself back up, I hold onto one little thing that made me happy and it eventually pulled me out of the hole I was into.
To be honest I had never had much to be looking up in life, I don't know what I want to do of myself and I just guide myself with little maybes that I think will make my life better in the long run, but at this point I don't really care, I'm glad I get to still be alive and to enjoy those little moments of real happiness, life will always be hard, but I'm greatfull that I can spend it with you all, you're wonderful people and I love you so, thank you very much~<3
Thank you all for being so wonderful, thanks to my friends for making my life worth it, and thanks to everyone that is kind and nice out there, you're all the best~<3 I hope you have a wonderful fuxmass day everyone~! *kisses and boobhats all of you* >w<
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In a little related news Imma try to get a b-day pic done to celebrate today, if I don't have it ready for the end of the day I'll try to finish it a soon as possible in the next few days~ <: 3
And in unrelted news I'm going to make a little account in the future to post all my gifts and comissions so I can share my little foxy with you all, mainly because I don't really post stuff in here and you seem interested in my foxy, I'll give ya something to look at soon~ <X3c
Toodles~<3!
Thanks everyone for being there for me, liking my stuff and talking to me, it's been a busy last year for me irl but is has been one of the most fun years I've had in my life~<3!
Gonna get a bit emotional here and say some dumb stuff, so you can skip it if you wanna o<o
I have never been the social kind of person, I grew up with basically no real friends and I learned to be by myself, I never knew what people wanted of me or how to act with anyone and as I grew older my life seemed to lose direction and sense, eventually I got into a deep depression that lasted 3 years where everything I wanted was for the pain to just go away, whatever was necesary for it, I didn't really care at that point but I was too afraid to do something extreme.
One of the things that helped me to forget the pain, even if for just a little while, was to get into this comunity, I met people that slowly became my friends, I got some motivation and inspiration from the work of talented folks here to keep creating even if I never posted it, and after sometime and figuring some things out I was able to pic myself back up, I hold onto one little thing that made me happy and it eventually pulled me out of the hole I was into.
To be honest I had never had much to be looking up in life, I don't know what I want to do of myself and I just guide myself with little maybes that I think will make my life better in the long run, but at this point I don't really care, I'm glad I get to still be alive and to enjoy those little moments of real happiness, life will always be hard, but I'm greatfull that I can spend it with you all, you're wonderful people and I love you so, thank you very much~<3
Thank you all for being so wonderful, thanks to my friends for making my life worth it, and thanks to everyone that is kind and nice out there, you're all the best~<3 I hope you have a wonderful fuxmass day everyone~! *kisses and boobhats all of you* >w<
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In a little related news Imma try to get a b-day pic done to celebrate today, if I don't have it ready for the end of the day I'll try to finish it a soon as possible in the next few days~ <: 3
And in unrelted news I'm going to make a little account in the future to post all my gifts and comissions so I can share my little foxy with you all, mainly because I don't really post stuff in here and you seem interested in my foxy, I'll give ya something to look at soon~ <X3c
Toodles~<3!
B-day fux!!!!
Posted 8 years agoIs fux's B-day, fux is old now!
thanks everyone for being there and liking my stuff and for my friends for being there for me, you guys make this occasion much more special than it could have been without you.
hopefully you all have a good day today~!
fux has a alot to do today so wish fux luck, and have a complementary fux huggle~! *snugs and boobhats for everyone* <3
thanks everyone for being there and liking my stuff and for my friends for being there for me, you guys make this occasion much more special than it could have been without you.
hopefully you all have a good day today~!
fux has a alot to do today so wish fux luck, and have a complementary fux huggle~! *snugs and boobhats for everyone* <3
HUZTAR made a patreon!
Posted 9 years ago
huztarhe's a great artist who does lots of cute and sexy art, if you like what you see in his gallery and have some mon mons (money <X3c) to spare please consider supporting his talent~ ^w^
here's a link to his patreon page, even 1 dollar is enough to see some of his latest pieces before they're even released~ ^w^
https://www.patreon.com/Huztar
I'm sorry for not uploading anything
Posted 9 years agoand for not answering to some of you, and for not doing a lot of things I should.
you don't have to read this, is just some personal thoughts, but know that the important thing is that I'm sorry I've been so quiet all this time.
tonight I noticed that an artist I like haven't upload anything in a very long time, I went to his page to see what was going on and saw some weird comments on his page, after a little investigation I come to the information of what happened to him. he's dead. and not from age, illness or something that could have led to that, just an accident in a normal morning, in even what seemed like a good day for him. he just died on the spot because of an accident. a guy that seemed like a good person to anybody that came across with him, who had a lot of potential, good ideas, disposition to work in what he liked, just in an instant he was gone.
maybe is too early to speak but I came to the realization of something that's been keeping me down for a long time. I'm scared. I'm scared of life, of not living up to the expectations of my parents, of taking bad desitions that lead me to live a bad life, of never being able to live my life as I want, of ever being happy. I'm scared that if I try to be myself or try to live as I want, someone is gonna hurt me or I'll end up making choices I will regret. I'm scared and I don't know what to do.
often when I'm asked what I would like to do I answer "I don't know", not because I don't want to do something, but because I don't know if it would be a good desition, or if I will be able to do it.
lately I've been going to university to try to get a career, I completely hate it, I've always hated going to school but this time, I have a horrible feeling I'm doing something I don't like, for the wrong reasons and I'm wasting my time on it. the plan, was to get a career done so I could just earn money in a boring but secure job and do what I wanted to do later in my spare time, but I'm some months in and I hate doing this too much.
lately I've been trying to find a way to find my passion, people say that if you find it you can have the perfect job doing what you love, but I'm scared I won't be able to make a good job of it even if I find it.
idk, maybe I know my passion, I like drawing and making histories and want to work on a lot of that, but fear is a reason why I don't upload anything or even work that much on drawings anymore, I know that practice makes perfect, but I don't know if I'll ever be a good enough artist, if I would even be able to make a living out of it, or if I would enjoy working with people for that. I always had the fear of never being good enough. as an artist, a friend, or even a person.
now I just don't know what to do, I'm scared I'll never find the thing I love doing, scared that I'll end up living a life I hate, scared that my desitions would be bad, and really confused on life over all. I just know that if I died today, I don't want this to be the last days I had of my life, not like this, so sad, angry, confused, desperate and misserable. I guess I should just start doing what I always wanted to do, even if it leads me to a bad life, I would be doing what I love instead of doing something I hate and ending in a bad life anyway. I'm just scared and I don't know if I'll have this mindset tomorrow, I'm scared that is a bad desition too.
you don't have to read this, is just some personal thoughts, but know that the important thing is that I'm sorry I've been so quiet all this time.
tonight I noticed that an artist I like haven't upload anything in a very long time, I went to his page to see what was going on and saw some weird comments on his page, after a little investigation I come to the information of what happened to him. he's dead. and not from age, illness or something that could have led to that, just an accident in a normal morning, in even what seemed like a good day for him. he just died on the spot because of an accident. a guy that seemed like a good person to anybody that came across with him, who had a lot of potential, good ideas, disposition to work in what he liked, just in an instant he was gone.
maybe is too early to speak but I came to the realization of something that's been keeping me down for a long time. I'm scared. I'm scared of life, of not living up to the expectations of my parents, of taking bad desitions that lead me to live a bad life, of never being able to live my life as I want, of ever being happy. I'm scared that if I try to be myself or try to live as I want, someone is gonna hurt me or I'll end up making choices I will regret. I'm scared and I don't know what to do.
often when I'm asked what I would like to do I answer "I don't know", not because I don't want to do something, but because I don't know if it would be a good desition, or if I will be able to do it.
lately I've been going to university to try to get a career, I completely hate it, I've always hated going to school but this time, I have a horrible feeling I'm doing something I don't like, for the wrong reasons and I'm wasting my time on it. the plan, was to get a career done so I could just earn money in a boring but secure job and do what I wanted to do later in my spare time, but I'm some months in and I hate doing this too much.
lately I've been trying to find a way to find my passion, people say that if you find it you can have the perfect job doing what you love, but I'm scared I won't be able to make a good job of it even if I find it.
idk, maybe I know my passion, I like drawing and making histories and want to work on a lot of that, but fear is a reason why I don't upload anything or even work that much on drawings anymore, I know that practice makes perfect, but I don't know if I'll ever be a good enough artist, if I would even be able to make a living out of it, or if I would enjoy working with people for that. I always had the fear of never being good enough. as an artist, a friend, or even a person.
now I just don't know what to do, I'm scared I'll never find the thing I love doing, scared that I'll end up living a life I hate, scared that my desitions would be bad, and really confused on life over all. I just know that if I died today, I don't want this to be the last days I had of my life, not like this, so sad, angry, confused, desperate and misserable. I guess I should just start doing what I always wanted to do, even if it leads me to a bad life, I would be doing what I love instead of doing something I hate and ending in a bad life anyway. I'm just scared and I don't know if I'll have this mindset tomorrow, I'm scared that is a bad desition too.
toxickappa is making commisions!
Posted 9 years agoso yeah '<'
toxickappa is taking commissions, I think his art is great and cute, and he has open slots you can take :3
he can do:
cute stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18886206/
spooky stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17858978/
ref sheets: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18886206/
and more! \'w'/
if you gave some extra money and are feeling you want some art, go check him out~
here's his cmommish info: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19059872/
and hope you have a good day~ ^w^/
toxickappa is taking commissions, I think his art is great and cute, and he has open slots you can take :3he can do:
cute stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18886206/
spooky stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17858978/
ref sheets: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18886206/
and more! \'w'/
if you gave some extra money and are feeling you want some art, go check him out~
here's his cmommish info: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19059872/
and hope you have a good day~ ^w^/
little heads up, VGanimecolleter is doing comissions
Posted 10 years ago
VGanimecolleter is open for comissionsyou can go to his page to check his art
or check the journal with his prices and options here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7318219/
pay him a visit if you're interested and thanks for your attention, have a good day/night~ ^w^
hey LimLam is making comissions
Posted 10 years ago
LimLam LimLam LimLamhe is a very talented artist and is open for comissions, if you want some quality art and you have some extra money be sure to check his page. here's some info that could be useful in case you are interested
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6990919/
thanks for reading and hope you have a good day ^w^
mizukithia is doing commissions!
Posted 10 years agohey everyone, 
mizukithia is making comissions, she makes great works and she could use some extra money right now.
she can make you:
ref sheets: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16371269/
regular comissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16395058/
or one of her multiple YCH comissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16770466/
if you are considering it and want to see some of her works be sure to take a look at her gallery! http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/mizukithia/
thanks for your attention, and have a great day/night! ^w^
mizukithia is making comissions, she makes great works and she could use some extra money right now.she can make you:
ref sheets: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16371269/
regular comissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16395058/
or one of her multiple YCH comissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16770466/
if you are considering it and want to see some of her works be sure to take a look at her gallery! http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/mizukithia/
thanks for your attention, and have a great day/night! ^w^
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Posted 11 years agoaaaaand, it's done, two decades
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sigh...feeling like reading a wall of text and giving an advice?
Posted 11 years agook fuck it, I don't like to speak of my personal problems, I don't like to throw shit at anybody, but I just need help, I just need someones advice, please help me
my life is great, a family that loves me, I have a house, 3 meals every day, and a lot more of things people would kill to have, but for some reason I'm unhappy, life is shit to me, and I don't know why, I've been like this for the enough time to already got sick of it, and I've thought a lot trying to find out why, but I just can't, I've asked for help to my family,I want to go to a psychologist but now I don't think that's going to make any difference, and thanks to this depression problem I'm going really bad in school, and today I just said to my parents that I definitely want to quit school at least this year because I can't continue with it, I just feel I can't, and after a long talk they agreed.
I don't want to sound like a hypocrite, but I really don't want to quit school, I know how important it is, I still want to go, but I feel I just can't continue, every homework I have I just can't find the will to do it, I try but I can't.
and that also happens with my personal projects (wonder why I haven't posted anything new?), I think I don't have a motivation, and I can't find one, that frustrates me, makes me feel desperate and horrible.
lastly thanks to depression I have had a lot of suicidal thoughts (yeah, fucking cliche), but only today after the talk was when I was closest than ever to jump throw the window of my room, but I stopped for fear to the pain.
please, I need an advice, I just need a reason for why I lost my motivation to do anything, an advice for how to found a new one, I just need to know what to do.
and please do NOT give me that shit about god and the suicide being a sin, because, no offence, but I don't buy it.
just want a honest and useful advice. please.
my life is great, a family that loves me, I have a house, 3 meals every day, and a lot more of things people would kill to have, but for some reason I'm unhappy, life is shit to me, and I don't know why, I've been like this for the enough time to already got sick of it, and I've thought a lot trying to find out why, but I just can't, I've asked for help to my family,I want to go to a psychologist but now I don't think that's going to make any difference, and thanks to this depression problem I'm going really bad in school, and today I just said to my parents that I definitely want to quit school at least this year because I can't continue with it, I just feel I can't, and after a long talk they agreed.
I don't want to sound like a hypocrite, but I really don't want to quit school, I know how important it is, I still want to go, but I feel I just can't continue, every homework I have I just can't find the will to do it, I try but I can't.
and that also happens with my personal projects (wonder why I haven't posted anything new?), I think I don't have a motivation, and I can't find one, that frustrates me, makes me feel desperate and horrible.
lastly thanks to depression I have had a lot of suicidal thoughts (yeah, fucking cliche), but only today after the talk was when I was closest than ever to jump throw the window of my room, but I stopped for fear to the pain.
please, I need an advice, I just need a reason for why I lost my motivation to do anything, an advice for how to found a new one, I just need to know what to do.
and please do NOT give me that shit about god and the suicide being a sin, because, no offence, but I don't buy it.
just want a honest and useful advice. please.
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Posted 11 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8El2QlwbMZM
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Thank you for your attention, we will fight for our rights.
whoever you are, if you read this, please help us, public this in a journal, or send it to other people, in any way you decide to do it, please spread this message, we need to defend our freedom and we need as much help as we can get.
Thank you for your attention, we will fight for our rights.
