pretty self explanatory

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mmdc.....OI&ob=av3e

i get bored so sue me
still MUST TRY

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2906752/
this is an awesome looking rafle go check it out

ok so i have a piece of art laying around done in acrylic colour on canvas by me, its A2 square so pretty damn big... i am looking to sell it pretty cheap..i.e pretty much cover the price of the canvas... so ima post a photo up on ere of it and see what people are willing to pay for it (bearing in mind P&P if i need to ship it out) anyway looks out for it peoples
oh yeah i didnt even mention what it is ah hah hah its a black and sable german shephed in a liney style with a pretty simple background i guess

my hand hurts, i grazed my knuckle off ><
moral of the story....never practice jujitsu and monkey punch around a hyper dog >< she ended up making colision with my fist and her teeth, shes fine, i sat down she jumped on me... kinda my fault i feel real bad now QAQ but i checked her over and shes fine,
knuckle meets teeth...teeth win

yes please go here if you want to ask me anything
http://www.formspring.me/Ahazu
or post on here whatever >3>

please check out the one and only  shushikitty her prices are by far more than a steal
she also needs to raise moneys for her little brothers birthday part after helping her mum pay bills QAQ
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6761560/
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please check her out her art is fantastic!

pimping a friend
well  ToxicPup or better known as  Wolico found a decent and cheap way to do badges so is dishing them out real cheap, check them out for an example of their art its amazing i cannot lie please go here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2857737/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2857737/
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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2857737/

Ahazu: story of the fire demon
"Ugh... how much more of this"
*we start our story in hell, yes... not the usual place to start, BUT we star no usual being*
"i swear....if that prick knows whats good for him, he'll stay down."
*a blue demon, sporting a green chest, and face patterns looms over a bloody of a similar orange fire demon. he clasps his right eye with his bloody claws*
hmmm... he wont mind if i take these now
*he bends down and takes up a red packet of cigs, and casually lights one on his tail which is still burning bright with anger. he blinks and his glowing, deep serpiintine like eyes turn to a mellower, calmer shade of geen*
still clasping his eye he calmly states; well that teaches that prick for being such a self absorbed prat, hell not like he went down without a fight though.... seems like level one tortures didnt effect his dirty tricks....
*he contemplates whether he will ever escape the desolate and hostile territory of hell.*

damn nights gonna be here soon, better clean up before i get caught unaware...
*see even death in hell (for a demon at least) is permanant, and being out after nightfall is not wise, especially for a demon with a duff eye.*

suddenly a huge spire of light beams up in the distance, across the planes of hell, penetrating the sky acting as a beacon with an eerie glow. luckily this is what the demon is searching for, as it has been told that THAT spire of light, is the key to ascencion...rebirth.

shit...not much further, you dint come this far to die now Ahazu. the demon speaks to himself as he urges himself forward, through the fresh and deep wounds, he faces the difficult choice of waiting out nightfall and risking the trail going cold or travelling through night at a risk of death. *he rather likes being alive* he collapses under a near stoney outcrop exhausted and crippled in pain. not perfect, but it will have to do...

day arrives with the usual harshness and unpleasantness you would expect from hell. Ahazu awakes to find himself next to a large round tablet on the floor... he had heard of this, could it be... to portal tab...?

"hey Prick" Ahazus anticipation of the find is abruptly disturbed as he finds a rather large, rather pissed off earth demon. "what the fuck do you want stranger" replies ahazu.
"get this piece of shit to work!!!" the earth demon demands
how the fuck would i do that Ahazu interjects.
Ahazu then turns his back, but suddenly hears a loud rumble, he turns to see a rock being hurled towards him.

*see, if you want to know one thing about an earth demon its that you dont turn your back to one and live*

Ahazu narrowly misses the boulder with a skillfull side roll, and quickly answers back with a flameball to the gut, somewhat weakened by the current state of his body.

This just seems to aggitate the earth demon as he then charges towards towards ahazu, this give ahazu good cause to run as as the earth demon is the only mortal being stronger than a fire demon.

Suddenly a blinding light surges through the area, both demons stop and turn to see the deep azure light penetrating the sky in a beam, the source of which the tablet stone. Ahazu takes the opportunity to knock back the earth demon while off gaurd with a steady fire wave, hitting hard as the earth demon falls to his hind legs.

At this point ahazu puts all physical pain behind him as he sprints towards the portal, there by a while before the earth demon. unbeknownst to Ahazu, the earth demon pulls out a water arrow, and aims at ahazu's head, just before Ahazu reaches the top of the portal, the arrow is released, flying sraight and true, a blood curdelling scream can be heard , penetrating the usual groans of hell...all is silent...

*in a dingy and grey looking cemetary, Ahazu lies motionless, in a pool of blood, hours pass as a single droplet of rain land on the tip of the nose of the battered body, a deep wound across his lower abdomen bleeding alot, and a badly cut right eye.

as the single droplet trickles down his nose, a twitch can be seen from the body as a soft and barely audible groan is let out, , he turns over as he looks at himself in the reflection of a pool of blood he was previously lead in, he takes a glance then a seering pain shoots through the right side of his upper head, he moves a paw to feel as a sharp gasp is let out, and a jagged feature is felt.

he looks down in the reflection in the blood as his right horn has been sheered of just millemetres from his head. his body goes limp as a deep sigh is let out... he rolls and looks up, as the grey sky bursts down with rain, easy at first but then heavy as each droplet serves as gratitude for Ahazu, giving him his first taste of outside life.... he contemplates as he is free, from suffering and violence.... he can find love....HE CAN LIVE

Heart and Mind

Oh too often i see you down,
I can't stand to see you frown,
you say it's fine
"it will heal in time"
But what you can't hide
is the emotion
within your eyes
and in your mind.
If you could see,
Whats plain to me,
actions i've heard,
"speak louder than words"
But what you can't hide,
is the pain
inside
your mind

---

This anguish i see
is killing me,
if only you knew
"how i felt about you"
But what you cant hide
is the apathy
within my soul
and in my heart
The way i make you blush,
It's my rush,
now do you see
"why it's troubling me?"
But what i cant hide
is the love,
inside,
my Heart

---

---

yeah uhhh just a poem i wrote a while back >>
so i write a bit but not as much as i like to... also anouncing my livingness
still im sorry i havent been on in a while have a poem

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2751024/
check it out, throw your hat in.. shipping is even free to anwhere in the world... ^^
whutcha waiting for?

YESH i haff been away im so sorry but college hit me like a ton of bricks i only get time to myself late at night now, i wake up at 6 am, to leave at 7 am to walk 4miles in 45 mins to the bus stop to get one mile from college, i spend a day at college from 9 am till 4:35pm, i then haff to walk a mile to the bus station to get a bus 4 miles from where i live 2 villages over, at whichpoint im shattered and stumble through my door at 6:30 pm or so, i have dinner at whichpoint i have homework and each of my 4 subjects requires 4hours private study a week... so in short FML my day is packed >< in turn i seem absent or grouchy on MSN please overlook this im just a little stressed because i dont have the grades for my medecine i want to do which has been my passion for a while >> ANYYYYWAAAYYYYY i guess that small rant is over...
what i really meant to do was apologise to those i owe art to.... i havent forgotten i am just waiting for time (if that makes any sence) >< anyway as it stands i owe art to
 Shushikitty
 Xofrats
 Xolroc
sorry for the wwait gais >< i really am trying dun haaate meeee T_T

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this great artist needs volunteers~
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:21308142
please be quicksies~

yes i finally came out to my parents as bisexual (not pansexual) they dont get it but they accept it wgich is good i guss ^^
my father was really marture about about
it, he said about safety with partners and whatnot
i felt i owed it to  Damientyroth i need to be myself and not bee afraid of our relationship
MY mother on the other hands >> she accepts it but... is kinda ignorant
she said "well its your choice" which got me annoyed
then went on to say " i wont see you and (demi)kissing on the corner will i cus i wont be able to take that" this annoyed me much more
but really got me riled was the fact she said "i wasnt aware that gene ran in the family" and laughed loudly
GRRRrrr that woman annoys me sometimes, but hey its off my chest, now i can concentrate on my college and mate
i love yew so much
everything i have to give yew and im afraid its not enough~
i hope we overcome all <3

yes please do, ask me any question at all i will answer sincerely no matter the question~
so however dirty or obscure it will be answered~
you have up to 3 questions each~

go here for a chance at free art~
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2665433/
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yes my fathers idea for a sponteneous reward was to go away for a few days to our caravan so i am stuck on a dull site with limeted internet in the bar only and so can probably stretch an hour a night on it so i will make 9:00pm GMT as my designated internet time, sorry for inconvenience and slow replies if you want to reach me well... tough i have no other means of communication im sorry

chance for a free collar raffle~
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okie im so bored right now and i need some entertainment~
sooooo feel free to ask any questions about any of my sonas and i will answer anything if i can AND I MEAN ANYTHING *winks*
if you wanna read up on my sonas they are on my main page~

okay some of you may know i have an alternative account,
yes this is true, im using it more and more and its becoming increasingly difficult to reach me here at
 Dr.Knockers

so to all my watchers and friends i disclose my other account
 ahazu!!!!!
yes go here i haves a load of mature arts for those that like Pr0nZ =3

yall all have a better chance of reaching mee to, ofcourse i am still going to keep this as my main account for the time being for all my non pr0nz =3 just putting my other account out there~

also while im here give sum lurve to this kitty
 shushikitty
sho totally deserves it XD go check her art i dare ya!

yes by the most awesomest artist evar
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:20932896
 kittyfreebies

go go go its totally worth eet much love <333

okay some of you may know i have an alternative account,
yes this is true, im using it more and more and its becoming increasingly difficult to reach me here at
:iconDr,Knockers:

so to all my watchers and friends i disclose my other account
 Ahazu!!!!!
yes go here i haves a load of mature arts for those that like Pr0nZ =3

yall all have a better chance of reaching mee to, ofcourse i am still going to keep this as my main account for the time being for all my non pr0nz =3 just putting my other account out there~

also while im here give sum lurve to this kitty
 Shushikitty
sho totally deserves it XD go check her art i dare ya!

nabbed from  Laciful


Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (can be XD)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total = 12


Your Girl Side

[x] You wear lip gloss. (occasionally if my lips are cracked ¬¬)
[x] You love to shop. (if well for myself)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (that would be a little creepy >.<)
[ ]Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (gymnastics from 11-13)
[x] /It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories (if im doing it properly)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. (nuuuuuuu *shifty eyes*)
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.

Boy-12
Girl-12

uhhhm half and half =<

Nabbed from  Zencas

i skipped the day thing cus ya know id forget XD

Day 1 - First video game you ever played:
Pokémon crystal Gameboy colour

Day 2 - Your favorite character:
Cid Highwind from FF VII

Day 3 - A game that is underrated:
uhhhh... *shrugs*

Day 4 - Your guilty pleasure game:
Pokemon heh heh x3

Day 5 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were):
Barett Wallace FF VII

Day 6 - Most annoying character:
Navi the fairy from Zelda

Day 7 - Favorite game couple:
Cloud Strife and Aerith Gainsborough in FF VII yet again XD

Day 8 - Best soundtrack:
POKÉMON!!!!

Day 9 - Saddest game scene:
When Sephiroph kills Aerith in FFVII

Day 10 - Best gameplay:
Zelda Ocarina of Time.

Day 11 - Gaming system(s) of choice:
Nintendo 64, Wii, Dsi and Xbox 360

Day 12 - A game everyone should play:
Zelda Ocarina Of Time

Day 13 - A game you’ve played more than five times:
Ghost Squad Nintendo Wii

Day 14 - Current (or most recent) gaming wallpaper:
Final Fantisy 13

Day 15 - Post a screenshot from the game you’re playing right now:
uhhhhm http://game.watch.impress.co.jp/img.....47/ff13_21.jpg FFVII

Day 16 - Games with the best cut scenes:
Final Fantasy saga, Zelda ocarina of time

Day 17 - Favorite antagonist:
Sephiroph

Day 18 - Favorite protagonist:
Sazh Katzroy

Day 19 - Picture of a game setting you wish you lived in:
http://images.wikia.com/zelda/image.....iri_Forest.png

Day 20 - Favorite genre:
RPG, Free Roam, First person Shooter

Day 21 - Game with the best story:
Final Fantisy 7

Day 22 - A game sequel which disappointed you:
Pokemon Black/White

Day 23 - Game you think had the best graphics or art style:
Final Fantisy 13

Day 24 - Favorite classic game:
Pokemon Yellow

Day 25 - A game you plan on playing:
Zelda Majoras mask

Day 26 - Best voice acting:
Final Fantisy 13

Day 27 - Most epic scene ever:
Motorbike scene In FF7

Day 28 - Favorite game developer:
Nintendo, Rockstar

Day 29 - A game you thought you wouldn’t like, but ended up loving:
pokemon rumble x3

Day 30 - Your favorite game of all time:
Final Fantisy7
Pokemon Yellow
Pokemon Emerald
Guitar Hero 3
Call of Duty 3