I never got the chance to know or talk to you out of fear of being rejected, but you helped hold this place together and without you i wouldnt have the life i have, the friends and family i have and know... from the bottom of my heart thank you for everything youve done and given to this fandom and may you have a peaceful rest you wonderful purple goofball

yeah I am still alive and now im older, its been an interesting couple of years and tonight im going to get some good ass pizza YIPPIE

I have achieved the ripe age of 29 now, only one more year to go and I get to say I made it to 30 :D

I turn 28 today and boy do i wish i could stop aging lol

Hot diggity im 25 now.. what do i do :u

take me hoooooooome
to the plaaaaaace
i belooooooooong

WEST VIRGINIAAAAA


im very hyped still

like... i swear there are atleast 40 or so mosquitos just flyin around like they own the place.. what the hell man!?

there was NONE just a few hours ago.. its too damn early for this

Update: apparently one of my nephews is allergic to mosquitoes so i gotta make sure none escape my room till we can properly deal with this.. ugh

Update2: after a few hours of making sure.. they are gone.. im goin to bed i dont care if its 7 in the morning lol

It sucked and im in pain woooooooooo :D

Our gas had to get turned off cause of carbon monoxide leaking into our house, my body feels like lava, and i might have tonsillitis!

but atleast we get foodstamps today ;~;

I don't know what is wrong with her but my sister thinks it might be liver failure.. we dont have the money to save her and its probably too late to do anything for her at this point... all we can do is keep her warm and comfy and i cant stop crying thinking about it.. im going to miss my little Lily so much


Edit: She is gone now.

o0o OOOO SPOOOOKKKKYYYY~

happ birfday wooo

Wooo~.. also my laptop is totally broke for who knows how long~!.. BUT LETS GET THESE WISDOM TEETH OUT YYYEEAAAHHH

https://soundcloud.com/grynpyret/kites
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Its been a long time since Ive talked to pretty much anyone.. I leave comments and stuff but those people I have listed as my friends on my userpage I havent talked to in forever

Its a new year but I still feel old pain.. and Ive just distanced myself from everyone so I dont have to feel it again I guess.. but its only made things worse.
I dont feel like I could even talk to anyone because I never do anything interesting.. I dont have anything neat or useful to say other that "hi wassup" or "I havent talked to you in a while xD"

I guess I wanna say sorry to anyone that has called me a friend only to be met with silence.. I miss the old times when I could talk to a bunch of people about nothing and have fun.. everyone there was basically a second family.. but like my actual family I only got along with a couple of people.. I am trying to move past the fact that things arent just going to go back to the way they were but I cant.

Theres a nice and sad journal and a late happy new year to everyone.. Im going to go do what I usually do and just.. sit here and play games I guess

that is all.

BUT INSTEAD.. what are you guys up to?

I had to get a tooth pulled because it was cracked all the way down to the roots :D

now that the numbness is wearing off my gums feel itchy >:I

Because it has been a long time since the last one.. id like to say the score is something like


Draco: 9 Tornado: 0

currently the sirens are going off.. maybe?.. sounds like they just stopped or something.. BUT i do have my ramen with eggs so i think ill win this one


EDIT: Draco: 10 Tornado: 0

i havent gone swimming in about that much time either and i gotta say... it felt like a spiritual journey lol
this is the first time in years that i didnt feel fat.. i felt weightless
ill probably hate myself for this journal later but im so at peace right now that i dont care.. i guess the negative that caused me to need a bath is turning into a positive
and just for clarity i DO shower lol.. i just havent taken a bath in forever and it made me wanna cry because it felt so good ;~;

Ya know like.. calling friends or pokemon go or.. uh.. whatever else people with phones do!
=3= i even know what team id join.. bleh~

I am 23 now... wooo~.. imma go pass out now

what did you expect from a title like that? :P

with a pool cue....


http://xboxdvr.com/gamer/DracoSofts.....video/12697787 this is what happened :I