Just a fine paragraph out of a song by Unkle, named Inside:

"the only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you. They're freeing your soul. So, if you're frightened of dying and... you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth."

I believe this was alson taken from another place, but I don't know where, just made me thoughtful, and so I thought of sharing it

Just too many things on my head, too many stuff to deal with.

Personal problems, work problems, relationship problems... I fell like I'm gonna explode at some point!

Hello folks, I want to upgrade my PC's CPU which is an I5 3330 at 3Ghz. I'm thinking on buying an AMD 8320E or 8350, as it's more cost efective than buying an Intel 3770K

My use will be for CAD and BIM works on civil engineering, and some games as well. I know Intel has a better single core performance, but it's cost is too high for me, out of my budget.

For instance, I converted the prices of them from USD to BRL (Brazil)

I have a bugdet of $340 USD

AMD 8320E + Gigabyte 990fxa UD5 = 366 USD (yes, I can save for a better MB, if I go for a cheaper one I can afford it right away)

Intel I7 3770K = 478 USD for just the CPU, which is quite out my bugdet

I'd like to know what you guys suggest, if it could just be rather good with the AMD, since Intel is quite off my budget.

For instance, USD prices are: 1 USD = 3,55 BRL (quite high for nowadays)

Hope I can get some opinions, thanks!

"Please for the love of sanity, don't make shit tones of Zootopia porn.
This is a big momment in the landmark of the furry fandom and can actually change people's views on our community, so for all those nsfw furry artists out there, let me tell you something; Don't fuck this up for us! The fandom has the chance to no longer be labeled as "creepy" and "weird", so don't come out with that yiffy shit and make our reputation worse.
This is our momment to shine in the media, so don't fucking blow it!" -FyrewOlf

Gotta say that this guy up there said everything of what is starting to happen. Open your eyes and see that our fandom is seen by the way we show it and by the way people who've seen it, spread it through the media. Think a bit and realize that the first impression is the most important because that's what sticks! Think agian and you realize that's not people's fault to misunderstand the way the fandom is, it's OURS, because we le the word spread that way.

Now as he said, don't fuck up the momment for the fandom to become something good and open for newcomers, don't scare the newcomers away with all that yiffy stuff, otherwise we will still be looked at as perverts and animal rapers by a good sum of the population outside!

As this Pirate English version is asking "What be troublin' ye?" i'll say what is troubling me. I'll say it in english, not pirate version though. So be it
So what's the trouble? people. What people? not people in a general way, more like the acts those said people do, and I'm not telling anmes here, since this isn't directed to a specific self being. Anyway, the thing is, some people are really throqing me off, making my anger reach extremely high levels, and my patience drop to it's reserve, and beng almost fully depleted.
Now to the points. Something that I hate, is to be compared to others. I believe we can't compare ourselves,a s we're equal, and what we can do is aim our goals towards someone we think is having greater success. With that said, I had some folks comparing stuff, saying that they are better than someone in a way, and another one with this and that and those things... in other words, people are braging about themselves and putting me into this.
Another point, is that people are sometimes ranting about your mutual friend, and they get down on you becasue you don't agree, you think that this mutual friend is correct, and the one raning is wrong and then when you give some advice, the person talking to you just rants on you too. I have no problem on listening and talking about others, but, please, if you pick on me and throw me in the same garbage you're throwing the other friend, don't expect me to be nice.
As follows, try being respectful. I try to respect everyone here, what is it with you that you can't do the same? I had people unpolitely asking for my help, and when I decide to help and ask for details, they rant on me because I asked details, saying I don't know shit and things like that. Why you asked my help in first place?
Now what really makes me mad... people that DO know me, not believing and trusting on a word that I said. Directly calling me liar and false. I can't stad that, cause I know how honest I'm being, what I'm doing right and wrong, and so do they, and still, they keep calling me a liar and false based on other friends of mine, that they also belive is a liar and false,a nd has no proof for that becasue nothing ever happened.
In the end, I feel like throwing bombs into each of those people, but until I have my patience with me, that won't happen and I still get my temper.
Enough for now, be well people!

Hello folks, I'm here to say that a good friend of mine is making a raffle, and is giving away some piece of art.

I'll be in, and so I think you might consider it as well, there's the link to it

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6422489/

I wish you all a merry x-mas, full of joy and wishes for the best. Not to forget about the new year, in which I hope for a better year, more oportunities, success and peace for everyone!

YES, YES, YEEEEES!!!!

Finally I got myself working with something I was expecting for years, construction sites. Got kind of promoted and now I'm out of the office and down straight to the action. Geez, I'm so excited. Some say it's not that good to get yourself dirty, go walking around on the sun, climbing stairs up and down... but, yeah, I like it, and there I go taking notes, measuring stuff, and doing my best to keep things on schedule.

For those wondering where, it's a major hospital for my region.

Odah out!

Yeah, this is for personal imput...

Going back from São Paulo from a course I've taken to get me one step closer from being a Civil Enginier. For those concerning, it's a waterproofing project's management course. A 2 day course with a chief enginier from one of the major industries on the area.

Anywya, it was AWESOME, also met some friends of mine... now about to go back to my place and return to the ordinary stuff xD

That's right folks, you all guys have a wonderful 2014, and a pretty late merry christmas. My best wishes for everyone, and hope everything goes alright this year, thanks!

Hellows for you all my friends, this journal will be more of a rant or something like that, as there are a couple of things that pissed me off and I wanna see if it was me, or, if it hapens to you as well, so here we go

I've been playing GTA Online for a couple of time, like many other people as well, and in one of my playing times, I had quite a bad experience, as people started to pick on me for being a furry, part of a furry crew.

I like races there, I do them a lot, so I joined one group racing, and it was all ok, it was nice, I was making fiinishes in 2nd and 3rd places mostly, and once I happened to win the race, all done being clean, not spinning others out for that and stuff, and then the guys theree started to pick on me, like "oh, let's all go annoy the furry" and then the game went to free roam, and everybody shot me to death, one of them saying "i killed you for winning the race". WTF? now I can't win the race anymore?

This kept happening, as I moved to anothr group, now, again doing it clean, and making it hard for them to win, as I was keeping up with the guy who was always winning, and suddenly a player runs the track in reverse and hit me head on for no reason!, and when he did it for the second time making me finish last place twice, seeing this is what they wanted to happen, i changed again, and for now, was even worse, after 3 races and one first place, the whole group said, "let's all go into free and shoot that furry, he will go nuts, everyone shooting him"

Now my friends, what the hell is wrong with people? what the hell do they have against furries? this happened as a "coincidence" to me, or this is happenning to you too in any form of gaming, with people picking on you? Hope we can come with a sort of solution to this, thanks for reading this folks!

Think, just stop whatever it is sometimes, and think, think, and think... Think about your life.

Some say it's a bad thing, it depresses you, makes you doubt many things. Yes, they are right, but still, think, try to ignore this depressive thoughts and just go thinking... At some point you might discover something as they say, hope I can get there fast, I'm eager already.

I mostly become sad, and angry altogether, it feels like i need to blow my anger away somehow, or simply hold through other means, but, my sadness... Well, i can find a way someday, until then let it just come and go as usual...

Maybe i have something deeper inside that have been lost, is what it feels at times, maybe I'm lost already and need to find my way back, well, at a point I'll find out, just have to keep looking, and hopefully, still strong, its a rough road ahead of me

Here we go... at 6:30 AM on september 30th i'm going in the hospital and prepare myself for a surgery...

Nothing that could be all overrated and worried about, but still, it's a surgery... I got myself a cist right on my tailbone's region, and tob e removed it has to be cut open and pulled out. The surgery is scheduled for 11:AM, and after it i'll stay on the hospital till the next day where i might be able to come back home. The thing is, 15 days laid on a bed and everyday for 90 days going to the hospital to have it cleaned and the bandages changes.

Damn... 15 days without even sitting... well, hope it all goes alright, it's my first surgery that involves being cut and such, and even being simple, and rather fast, 30 to 45 minutes, still is a surgery!

Friends... oooohhhh the amazing, lovely, always-there-for-ya, helpful, partners, jerks, comunists, dubass-but-still-friendly and caring friends... such a nice feeling that is to have someone to back you up when you need and wherer you need it. Someone you can trust, you can rely on, you have memorable momments, no matter is it's a good one, or a bad one that you all will laugh about for years after...

How many friends do you guys have? and by friends, may not be all the contacts you have on your IM list, I mean, REAL, friends... does it make enough to get a hand of them? maybe... 3; 2; 4 at most for the most of you I guess? Some lucky people get to have to even 10 of them!

Well, but still, after such an introduction, it's not what I meant to say, as this is gonna be looking like some kind of rant or else... just because the one simple fact that always get on me. WHERE ARE MINE FOR GOD'S SAKE!?!?!?

Well, I do have a friend, and not actually a friend, it'sa friend on an upper level, my mate, and I do have another friend, but still, like my mate, both of them live far from me, which leave me with only ONE friend for me to go out. ONE friend that is always attached to his girlfriend, barely making a move without her. It's been ages since I've last seen him, and over a month since I'm trying to meet him but it always comes down to his girlfriend holding him with her, and even when we do meet, she is with us, and of course, even being her coulegue, I'm not telling her what I would to him, It's a matter of trust though.

Geez, It's a pain the ass to see your classmates going out, doing stuff, being togheter, having people to live memorable momments. My mate almost every weeked going out to meet his friends, whose are his friends since childhood, which I encourage him to DO go out as it's always a unique oportunitty. But, even feeling good for him, seeing that his having fun with other people, people that he trust, so as everyone else, living their lives having great momments, I feel... sort of... "lonely" if that's the right term to put in there. I have a lovely boyfriend, which loves me, way more than I can imagine, that cares for me and else, and which I do my best to return, I feel like that, like, having something diverse, like, that friend in particular can get you crazy stuff, that sometimes your mate won't, or momments that you know only said person being with you can provide.

Man, I can't say what really is getting a hold of this thing, but, I feel like that my friends are lost, I know from the bottom of my heart that the two living away, being one my boyfriend, will be with me whenever I need it, but, where are the people that I could row with? where are the people that would make me laugh? where are the people where I could make a phone call and say "we need to talk!" and in a couple of minutes meet somewhere just to chill out or spend 20+ minutes on a phone call saying nothing important than simple chat!?

Lads, honestly? I wish to say as a conclusion to value your so loved friends, they will be there for you for momments that you wouldn't expect. For the end, I'm sorry for such a long thing, but, I felt like I couldn't just let this untouched, it's been years since this is happening, coming up and down on my mind and back again to a sort of "hibernation" status.

Thanks for whoever tootk the time to read all of this, and hope that sometime better winds will blow, and blue waters will come, stay safe!

So here am I sitting somewhere with a hundred million things flowing around.

What the hell am I? What am I doing here? Why can't I simply do it as anyone else did?

Last week of this semester in my civil engineering college, a pretty high chance of reprocal knocking, and one of them of an already reproved subject! Simply fuck. Not only it, but quite a few, and what can I do!? Study? Well, tell me how you can study something you couldn't learn, tell me how you do a test whose subject is impossible to you!!!

Someone please take this away from me, I feel like I can't stand all this again, looks like I'm a failure myself.

Will I give up? No

But well, for me it's looks like giving up pr going to the end are the same result. So what difference it will make? Fuck... No tears to make worth this feeling, nothing to make it at least sisteactable... I'm desperate, and so almost hopeless... What have I done anyway?

for fuck's sake...

As the tittle suggests, this journal is about trips!

A trip, a trip I've done since last Wednesday (06/19/13). A trip that firt came out as a routine trip to check how my sight is with my doctor, but, it happened to me waaaaaayyyyy more than thay, and whe I say waaaaay more, it's really waaaaaayyy more.

But, enought talking, this said waaaay more lads, are about my mate, as I've come to meet him, well, no words have to be said about this, since it was simply a great momment spent with him, from the first night on thursday, till when I had to catch the plane back on Saturday late afternoon. It was simply awesome, and I wanted to share my happiness with you guys!

Thanks for everything my little dragon, it was worth every single fraction of a second with you around!

Love ya  XDyuXD

With love, me and my only self who can be called Odah if you like xD

aww... the dates... the lovely dates... birthdays, holidays... vacations... all of them... dates...

BUT, this ain't the kid of dates i'm talking about, i'm talking about LOOOOOOVE!!!!! dating someone, being in love with someone!

Here is my announcemente a bit delayed since it had become official, that I. AM. DATINMG. SOMEONE! YAAAAAAAYYY!!!!! HOW AWESOME!

Yeah, here is the special one i'm saying:  XDyuXD

So, I might wanrn you all dirty filthy damn comunist bloody leeching heartless yiffers to look the other way if you don't want to trouble yourselves, and I am NOT talking about the drama you've seen around whihc is kind of usual...

Also, if you're not a dirty filthy damn comunist bloody leeching heartless yiffer, and go messing with him, bothering him, having interest in him besides true friendship, you gotta talk to me first before him!

Even though if you want true friendship with him and all the best and everything great in life, guess what!? YES, you gotta talk with me as well, heheh, who knows we come to an agreement and be friends as well huh?

So, here is what I had to say you wathers, stay safe! =3

So, as the title says, This is about love.

Love, it's something great, but when it's not ending when everyone expected, it's painful like shit.

My story, to make it short is the following: I've met a wonderful female fur somewhere like 7 months ago, since then i've fet in lvoe with her, we had awesomly great times togheter, and I really hoped someday i could take the friendship to a new level.

But, since January she's now gone, left the fandom and everyone else behind and for a week I was blasted away, but, when I recovered, I really hoped that I could forget about her and follow my path, but I couldn't have been moro wrongly wrong! Today I really missed her, it striked so hard the feeling of loss that I couldn't think anything that couldn't bring her back into my mind, and i fear this might take on for a coupole of days, if not weeks!

Does any of you reading it has an advice? I'd be glad and apreciate the effort!

Stay safe! ^. .^

Just check mark the boxes after you copy paste this into the reply! If you don't want to say things publicly you can note me your answers :3


WOULD YOU.....


[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

Be honest boys and girls... i want the truth!

Hold me tight 'cause far far up i'll go, no matter how long it takes far away i'll be be!

Energetic i am and out of myself is where i am! chin me up inside a cage because this world is too small for this moment!

Stolen from  Tanor_Faux

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyour.....enmeaningquiz/ Go here to find out and post in your own journal. How much does it match your fursona or you? :)

Here comes mine...

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

because  JhonyDreamer has asked to do eet

Comment on this journal and I'll...

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds
2. Tell you a colour you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal

Oh that feelling... doesn't matter if it came late for me, but it came... the feeling that you're in love with someone, care for somenone, would do everything to have that special someone at your side...

hehe, oh well.... like I'm in love as it seems, hope it doesn't hurt that much as they say if something bad happens though :P